Writing this kind of thing, when it happens to others, it will always feel unattainable and unexpected, but it can be found that Xia Xinyu, who has both talent and literature, will feel normal.

After all, we are all too ordinary, so ordinary that we don't know what we like, and we don't know what our dreams are, as if doing nothing is destined for life.

Is it good or bad? A mediocre life, is it deserved or helpless?

"I'd better keep writing." Xia Xinyu suddenly made a decision.

"Aren't you afraid that your body can't bear it? Writing a novella requires at least 200,000 words, which is quite hard. I exhorted with understanding.

Xia Xinyu's talent, I think I can write a regular story at any time.

"In winter, I don't like to come out, I can write slowly in the piano room, and during this time, I won't bother you." She said calmly.

Don't bother me anymore?

Well, you were there that night. You know everything, and only I, the last one to know.

I smiled helplessly, unable to answer her words.

"Remember to go see me."

She smiled shallowly, put on her coat like a fluffy doll, and waved her hand at me cutely, and looked at it immediately.

Do you want to tacitly not bother? Even my sister shirked and was not in a hurry to move over. Sister? When I think of my sister, I have to let her move in smoothly, the old attic apartment she lives in, even the sound insulation is a problem, can the heating in winter pass the test?

I don't want her to shiver under the covers after work in the winter, maybe she's been through too many winters like this before, and now I don't allow it.

Let's just help her start moving something this weekend, and when the rent arrives, she can move smoothly, so as not to shirk her.

In the past few nights, Su Xin appeared at home on time every day after I came home from work, she helped me drag off my coat and help me prepare a sumptuous dinner.

All this is too unreal to be debunked.

There is a saying called pain and happiness, a contradictory sentence, but now I really experience it and understand.

However, she did not stay for the past few nights.

"It's the weekend tomorrow, I'll make you more what you want to eat." She looked at the clock, it was almost ten o'clock, it was time to go back, and she was punctual every day.

"Why don't we go to the city tomorrow night?" I understand what she means, she can stay on the weekend, it is better to spend more time with her, at least, we have loved each other in the past, never had a decent date, it has always been sneaky and bitter, and it is still too late to make up for her.

She smiled happily, put her arms around my neck and kissed me, got out of bed and sat down at the dresser, skilfully combing her long hair.

"Won't you help my sister move tomorrow, the day after tomorrow."

I looked at her smooth back and immediately put on her pajamas: "The room is not so hot, don't catch a cold." ”

"I'm in good health." She turned back to me and smiled intimately, reaching out to put her arm around my neck, and in the dim light, the two intimate people in the mirror were blurry and unreal.

Floating like a dream? Pay off, this is what you call a dream?

"Change the sheets, I'll wash you tomorrow." She whispered a shy word, got dressed, kissed lightly, and left.

The moment the door closed, I felt empty, as if she had never been here, but fortunately, the messy long hair left on the sheets, and the cleanliness of the house, told me that she had been here.

I don't need to send her back, but it's very worry-free, because no one can hurt her even if it's late.

She didn't want me to send her back, as if all the dreams were left in this room.

The next afternoon, I planned to leave work early and go to the city to find my sister, and Shen Lingyu and I asked for leave in advance.

"Going to the city? I'll send you, if you want to help Slim move, you can use my car. She was ready to get dressed.

"Don't, boss, I can't use your car, and besides, I can't drive."

Shen Lingyu ignored my words, and put on her coat by herself, a dark red windbreaker, which made her tall and slender, and the belt around her waist completely outlined the curve of the front and back.

This woman is a goblin.

The clothes are less exposed, but they show a bit of elegant femininity, mature and charming temperament, and I was stunned when she lifted her long hair and turned around.

"What's the fuss, it's not low-cut clothes, not satisfied?" She teased me with a smile, sat on the sofa, stroked her ankles, and slowly put on her high heels, moving sultryly.

"Stop making a fuss." I was deliberately serious, as if only Shen Lingyu and I still met frequently and talked a lot, because we had to meet at work every day.

"Do you blame me? Then look at what I'm doing in a daze, I warn you, don't mess with me if you're in a bad mood, I'm your boss. She was a little dissatisfied with my seriousness, and pouted like a little woman in anger.

"Okay, see my sister in the evening, please have dinner together." I reluctantly relented, I rarely quarreled with her recently, and every time I let her win, I didn't refute.

"Help me up."

She tilted her head and held out a snow-thin hand to me, with a faded ring on her ring finger.

I grabbed her directly and helped her up, she smiled with satisfaction and said, "Let's eat grilled fish at night, you rarely like to eat fish, make up for you." ”

Sitting in the car, playing relaxing music, after Su Ze's incident, Shen Lingyu's mood didn't seem to be affected too much, maybe the marriage she really promised in her heart was Lin Shaoyu, and now, she seems to be very open, including Shaoyu's death.

has been indulging in grief for three years, and her death has come to an end, and she has completely let go of her burden.

"Shaoyu's grave has fallen, should I go and see him?" I asked Shen Lingyu tentatively.

"Well, okay, then in what capacity are you going?" She asked calmly.

"Sinners."

"Xiao Nuan, I don't blame you anymore, why can't you think about it?" It happened to be a red light, and she held my hand comfortingly.

"I killed him, hurt you, made you wait for three years, exhausted the love of your heart, how can I think about it?" I looked at her helplessly, a little confused, I couldn't forgive myself.

Hearing my painful self-blame, Shen Lingyu bit her lip with pity and said seriously: "Xiao Nuan, if you want to ask him for guilt and get forgiveness, then treat me well, I don't ask you to give me too much, just don't make me sad." ”

"If a man is dead, will he forgive?"

"I think, before Shaoyu died, he must have hoped that I would be happy in this life, if you treat me well, I will be so happy, isn't this what Shaoyu wants?"

Because of the same dead person, I used to comfort her so much, but now, it is reversed, and she comforts me.

The world is fooled?

"How do you need me to be nice to you?" The sense of self-reproach in my heart, with her comfort, was much less.

She smiled and shook her head: "This shouldn't be what I asked for, and I don't know, but at least you should do it, call me Lingling in private, we are at least friends, always call the boss, I feel uncomfortable." ”

"Okay, boss."

"Lin Xiaonuan, you're looking for a fight!"

Accompanied by relaxed music, the atmosphere is no longer solemn, talking and laughing to the city, November is coming to an end, it is dark very early, I seriously look at the lights of the bustling city for the first time, regardless of the mood, looking at the hurried lights, people's mood will always be subconsciously calm, or lonely.

I didn't tell my sister in advance, I sat in the car with Shen Lingyu, waiting for my sister to get off work.

"You don't seem to have eaten at noon, here, I've got chocolate here." She pulled a piece of chocolate out of her bag and handed it to me.

I remember that Shen Lingyu didn't have the habit of eating sweets, I didn't think about it so much, I was indeed a little hungry, I didn't pretend to be it, my stomach screamed all the way, and Shen Lingyu laughed at me all the way.

I was just about to take a bite when I was startled: "Huh? Have you eaten it? "The chocolate had been opened, and there was a shallow tooth mark on it.

"Big man, why are you so particular, if you don't eat it, if you don't eat it, I'll throw it away!" She glared at me dissatisfied, her eyes a little aggrieved.

I took a bite directly: "I'm not that particular, I'm afraid you will dislike me." ”

"That's a lot of nonsense." She glanced at me charmingly, and was satisfied, and then said, "You always eat sweets, I bought a piece to taste, and I was too tired of eating it." ”

Oh, I see. Sister Yu wants to taste the heavy taste of hooligans?

I forgot to tell you that night, in fact, I didn't like sweets, I was seriously injured by Jiang Junxian back then, and I had a problem with my sense of taste, and I couldn't eat anything because of the light taste, so I liked salty, spicy or sweet, I could only taste the pungent taste, and sweets probably fell in love with it since then.

"Everyone in the company is off work, why hasn't Slender Rou come out yet?" Shen Lingyu looked at the crowd of people pouring out of the office building, looking carefully.

"My sister has a good temper, she doesn't like to squeeze with people, and she may come out late." I pulled out my phone and was about to make a call, when I suddenly saw a familiar figure in the crowd.

In winter, I still have to wear an office uniform, black is replaced by warm tights, I still can't hide my proud long legs, I step on charming high heels, and the temptation of uniforms in the crowd is still outstanding, and I can see my sister at a glance.

"Here, I'll pick her up."

I hurriedly got out of the car, only to see my sister turn the other way, a black Mercedes stopped on the side of the road, and she opened the door.