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When I opened the envelope and took out the letter, I was still thinking about Xin Xin's 'waves', but when I saw other things inside the envelope. Pinshu.com [There are almost all the books you want to read.,It's much more stable and updated faster than the general station.,There's no advertising in the whole text.] ]-.. -I have a feeling of fried 'hair'.

It was like my first training with a real knife and a real gun with an instructor from Hungry Dog, with a knife-to-knife, knife-to-knife fatal feeling, every nerve in my body tensed, I took out the contents, and suddenly felt like the world was spinning. I finally couldn't stand any longer, took two steps back, and sat down on the sofa with weak feet, are these gifts that Xin Xin left me?

I felt trembling all over my body, my heart was trembling, and I took out the stack of photos from the envelope, seven or eight of them, and I flipped through them one by one. Each one is like a punch to my heart, there are photos of me and Lin Youyang, Han Haoting, and even Ning Ye when they were together, and the most intimate one is the one where I went to the station with Lin Youyang and received a 'kiss' in front of everyone.

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, a few drops of sweat slipped down my forehead, and as if I had just finished a marathon, my breathing became extremely disordered, even like a newborn child, unable to breathe, but the difference. Now I don't have the doctor behind me who can slap my ass and make me cry and gasp.

My hand was overwhelmed, and the picture in my hand was scattered all over the place, and I did not bend down to pick it up, because there was something more serious in front of me, and that was the letter in my hand.

My hands trembled, and I opened the folded letter, and a few lines of delicate words on it, I recognized, were Xin Xin's handwriting.

It reads:

"Xiao Zhengtai, when you read this letter, I was already on the plane. You don't have to worry, I'm not saying goodbye, I'll be back. I'm just a little depressed and want to go out for a walk.

You have been thanking me, thank me for appearing in your life, so that your floating duckweed has found its roots, Xiao Zhengtai, I also want to thank you very much, thank you for appearing in my life, because you pulled me out of the shadow of 'yin', the pain of the death of a beloved is indescribable.

But only now did I realize that it hurts even more when I know that my beloved is still in love with several other people at the same time. Why does this pain hurt more than the loss of a loved one's life? Because I love you more, and I can't help myself. ”

When I saw this, my heart was like a knife, and I kept clenching my teeth in pain, and I knew that Xin Xin loved me. But when I saw the love she depicted in this kind of writing, I paled it in comparison.

I didn't have the courage to look any further, but I had to keep looking: "Actually, you have always been a very good man in my eyes, although you seem to have nothing now, but like I said, give you enough time, you will have everything, but I didn't expect that you would have so many 'women'."

I thought that we could follow the script we had set up a long time ago, even if we couldn't get married, we would live together forever, and then give birth to our children, and a family of three or even four would live together forever, but it seems that the plan really can never catch up with the fast changes.

Most 'women' need a man is not necessarily how much money he has, but that he is genuinely good to himself. You have 100 million on you, give me 10,000 'flowers', and you have 100,000 and give me 'flowers' 10,000, are two completely different concepts, and you are the man in the back, as long as I want it, as long as you have it, you will give it, and the reason why I love you is because of this, and you have taken care of me meticulously, of course, at that time, I didn't know that you were also taking care of other 'women' at the same time.

Xiao Zhengtai, maybe when you see this, you want to say to me, 'I love you', in fact, I don't need you to say that I know that you love me, otherwise, the other 'women' you love are so good, you can't still stay by my side.

Lin Youyang is the 'daughter' of the director of the Municipal Public Security Bureau, Han Haoting is the 'daughter' of the deputy secretary of the Municipal Party Committee, Ning Ye is your manager, each 'woman' has their own different strengths, financial resources and power, and I am relatively speaking, the most ordinary one, you can always guard me, thank you very much.

Falling in love with you is unconsciously, because you do have an incredible personality, and the opposite 'sex' popularity, as if when I saw you for the first time, I felt that something would happen between you, these words, I have never said to you, yes, I am to you, in fact, it can be regarded as love at first sight.

But why did you fall in love with me? Have you ever thought that if you didn't meet me at the beginning, but one of them, they might be like me, to help you, then you would be like me to them, so you fell in love with me, perhaps, just because of a perfect opportunity, just like so many telephone poles, you just saw a small advertisement for my house for rent.

If you hadn't seen the small advertisement in my house since that time, if I hadn't agreed with you on the phone to talk about the rent of 400 a month to 300, if I hadn't disobeyed my father for you later, maybe I wouldn't love you so much now, and I wouldn't be as reluctant to you as I am now.

If so, if that, 'if' is really a good word, I hate 'but', but there is no 'if' in life, but there are countless buts, but until now I don't know that you have other lovers, but you won't give up on them for me, but I'm also very pleased, although they have a lot of power to your 'temptation' and 'bewilderment', you haven't given up on me because of this.

But I can't be so 'selfish', there are so many people who love you, there are so many people who are better than me who love you, I think I should take the initiative to let go and let you find the most suitable person for you, who can give you the road to the future, and give the greatest help. Although I don't know who that person is, it will definitely not be me, I am so ordinary, and I am so jealous, how can I help you?

Maybe I'm doing this very selfishly, but leaving, maybe it's the best thing for the two of us at this stage, right? I know that you can't let go of any 'woman' selfishly, so I have to let go of myself for you. Fork Pond Ba.

You don't have to look for me everywhere, I will go to a very safe and secure place, but I can't tell you where I am, because you have Lin Yuyang, if I tell you, you will definitely find me, if you really find me, I am afraid that I will not be able to help but come back with you.

I'm just going out for a walk and I'll be back. Maybe one day when you really rule the world, I will take the initiative to return to you and be a little 'girl' by your side, or maybe, one day when you fall into the streets, I will still come back to you and help you support a home. But I believe that our little Zhengtai will definitely be the former, right?

Fortunately, before I left, I still lied to you to 'marry' me, although it was only formal, but this is also the only time in my life, and I don't know if there will be a day when you will really marry me, but no matter what, I don't regret meeting you and falling in love with you in this life. I put sleeping pills in the dish I prepared for you last night, you don't blame me, do you? Hehe, I kissed you before I left today, and it was regarded as compensation!

The house will be 'handed over' to you to take care of, by the way, Qingyu itself is a 'girl' child from other places, and she plans to save money this year to buy a house and marry Han Fei, it's not easy, Yuanyuan is also a stubborn 'female' child, and she doesn't want to spend her life under the arrangement of the scholarly 'door's family, so you don't want to collect the rent of the two of them.

My house is 'handed over' to you to take care of, my lover is also 'handed over' to you to take care of, you have a bad habit of skipping breakfast, or after being together, I 'force' you to eat before you eat, I'm not by your side anymore, you can't skip breakfast, you know? By the way, I'm running out of chocolate sauce at home, so I bought you another can and put it on the kitchen shelf.

I remember you said that everyone is a child in the eyes of their lover, in fact, I want to say that you are just a baby in my eyes.

You don't have to waste time looking for me, wait for the right time, I will appear in front of you, Xiao Zhengtai, I'm leaving. ”

Finally, Xin Xin's signature: Xin Xin, who loves you.

Later, it is Xin Xinjiao's 'glamorous' red, 'color' and 'lip' print.

I looked up at the sky 'flower' board, as if I saw Xin Xin's warm and lovely face, tears blurred my eyes in a flash, and also blurred that face, Wan Nian Q

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