Chapter 8: Being alive is a blessing
The night in the mountain village is so silent and terrifying, I don't know if it is the informality of human hearts or the illusion of nature, you will find that everything is so insignificant and small.
Gao Qing never thought that he would spend a night with a girl he liked in a mountain forest full of mosquitoes and ants, of course, this is Gao Qing's idea, maybe the girl thinks it will be very romantic, it seems to be a bit romantic.
However, the inexplicable mountains and forests will eventually make people feel chills. It's not an illusion, it's an inner or spiritual feeling.
Human beings are originally social animals, once the people who are not strong in will leave the community, they will have a mental breakdown, and they will not be able to stand a kind of "loneliness", which will inevitably lead to depression and end up.
The two of them seemed tired, and they both leaned against the birch tree. Neither of them spoke, as if enjoying the tranquility of each other's existence.
The wind and sand are blowing, and the clouds are fluttering. I can't see the past in my dreams, but I look at the present. The red glow is burning, and the myth of beauty. Hire Chi grassland, look at spring, summer, winter and autumn. Four hooves give birth to the wind, and stride on the end of the world. Nomadic Saibei, where is home? Wield the spear and be dashing. In the past, it was a battlefield for hiring, and now it is a guide to the country.
Who is the joy of life? For example, if you haven't slept for three days and three nights, and now you can lie down on Simmons and sleep in the dark, then you are undoubtedly happy. Ultraman will be happy when he has monsters to fight, and cats can eat fish every day, which is also happiness.
Gao Qing's happiness is to stay with the person he likes for a lifetime in a deserted paradise, of course, the conditions are better than the current mountains and forests. It won't be like now, mosquitoes and ants are coming to be neighbors with you, of course, now it's Gao Qingfei who stays on someone else's territory and refuses to leave.
The premise is that Gao Qing has no way to leave, otherwise it is estimated that it is not impossible to be a bachelor for a year. After all, I've been in office for more than 20 years, and I don't care about such a year.
Gao Qing turned his head to look at the girl beside him.
"Are you asleep?" Without hearing the other party's answer, Gao Qing stood up and raised his hand to push Lan Lanna's arm. Still no response.
"Blue Blue?" Gao Qing shouted again.
Lan Lan opened her eyes leisurely at this time and glanced at Gao Qing.
"Am I hungry?" Gao Qing didn't speak, thinking about it, it was still a meal at noon, and he was hungry. But where to find food now?
Gao Qing couldn't promise anything to Lan Lan, he couldn't say that this little thing was wrapped up in me, so he turned around and pointed at it arrogantly, and waited for him to come over quickly. Birds and beasts rushed in an endless stream. Gao Qing hadn't thought he would be so good.
"I don't know if the driver is looking for us now."
Now I know that hunger is really painful, and in today's society, eating will only become more and more refined, not for food and clothing to satisfy hunger.
The two fell silent again, and for a long timeγγγγ it was Lan Lan who finally broke the silence.
"Gao Qing, did you say that Chen Jing's body is still in the hospital?" Gao Qing looked at the thin girl in front of him with a stunned expression, and couldn't imagine how she could ask this question.
"I guess it's still there, right?" Gao Qing looked up at the dark night sky with a melancholy expression.
"Her boyfriend said that he had broken up with her a long time ago, and he had not appeared since Chen Jing left, and Chen Jing's parents are adoptive parents, I don't know if they have gone to the hospital now, and her sister doesn't know if she has been contacted."
"How did you say Chen Jing died?" Lan Lan asked, the dark night sky could not hide the girl's bright eyes in the slightest.
Gao Qing was also shocked in his heart, huh? How did Chen Jing die? I also want to find an explanation, isn't it because I was trapped here for Chen Jing's business?
"It's hard to say now, only here to look for clues and see if you can find them." Of course, Gao Qing will not make presumptuous judgments.
What does that shroud seem to imply? I don't know what it is. Vendetta? Love killing? Suicide? So why wear that creepy shroud? What's the secret behind this?
"Actually, I think Chen Jing's boyfriend is the most suspicious?" Lan Lan looked up at Gao Qing and seemed to have a lot of courage.
Gao Qing looked at Lan Lan with a puzzled expression, and from the other party's eyes, Gao Qing read what she seemed to know.
"Two days before Chen Jing's death, I saw Chen Jing and a man go to the hotel."
"Are you sure you read that right?" Gao Qing pulled Lan Lan's arm, as if he hoped that Lan Lan had seen it wrong.
"How could you be mistaken? I went with her to buy her beige dress. Lan Lan had a resolute expression that I was absolutely not mistaken.
Seeing Lan Lan's appearance, Gao Qing knew that nine times out of ten things were true, but why did Chen Jing do this? A girl who usually looks quiet can't think of such a thing.
"Wait, in fact, the people who went to the hotel could be her relatives? Or a friend has something important to find her, but she doesn't want others to know, so it is possible to go to the hotel to talk about things. Gao Qing still didn't believe that Chen Jing would do that kind of outrageous thing, and besides, Chen Jing had a boyfriend.
Lan Lan looked at Gao Qing with a surprised expression, her expression seemed to say: What is your brain filled with? Can you think of such a far-fetched reason?
Gao Qing looked at Lan Lan with an idiot look, smirked embarrassedly, touched his nose, and seemed to not believe the reasons he said. Friend? It is possible to call. Close relatives? You can go straight to it.
"And what do you think?" Gao Qing asked Lan Lan rhetorically, wanting to hear how she analyzed, after all, she didn't think so comprehensively, Lan Lan and Chen Jing were roommates, and the two sides knew each other a little bit.
"Actually, I also thought about it, I don't know how it is, but I analyzed that her boyfriend knew about Chen Jing going to the hotel with a strange man, and didn't explain it to Chen Jing, brutally killed him, and then put on a shroud, so maybe it was numb that we couldn't suspect him, maybe it was other purposes." Gao Qing thought about Lan Lan's words, and felt that it was unlikely, it was just a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, even if Chen Jing's life was disorderly, it was just a matter of breaking up, and it was not enough to kill people to vent his anger, of course, there were also some scumbags, but Gao Qing and Chen Jing's boyfriend had contact, and he didn't think that such a timid person would kill? Seeing Gao Qing frowning, Lan Lan pushed him.
"What's wrong? Is it very likely? β
"Actually, contrary to what you think, who is Chen Jing's boyfriend, you should know very well, right? He doesn't dare to talk loudly to others, you say that he dares to kill people, or his girlfriend, isn't this suspicious? β
Gao Qing touched his chin, looking like he already knew. Looking at Gao Qing's unfathomable look, Lan Lan pursed her lips and didn't say anything, maybe Gao Qing was right, how could a person who didn't even dare to talk loudly to others kill someone? And it's still the girl you like? If it's true, then this man is too terrifying, and he can be so forbearing, it seems that he is no worse than the ninjas of the island country. It's even at the level of that grandmaster.
"Did you hear anything?" Gao Qing stood up and asked Lan Lan underground. Lan Lan got up and looked around suspiciously, it was still pitch black, and her line of sight was less than five meters away.
"Hear what?" Lan Lan asked, her body couldn't help but lean towards Gao Qing, it seemed that some beast would suddenly jump out.
"Listen closer? It seems to be the voice of the driver's master. β
Sure enough, there was a voice that flickered far and near, and it seemed that the driver had finally found it.
"We're hereγγγ we're here γγγ," Gao Qing shouted in the direction of the voice with all his strength.
After a cup of tea, the emperor lived up to his wishes, and finally saw the driver uncle approaching him. Gao Qing rushed over with an arrow step, and immediately took the driver's hand, as if he was the first love he had not seen for a long time.
"Uncle, you are hereγγγ" Gao Qing said with a handful of snot and tears. Lan Lan stood behind Gao Qing, and when she saw Gao Qing's behavior, she moved to the side, as if to say, I don't know this brother.
"Don't run around in the dark, for there are many wild beasts on this mountain, what if they are bitten?" The driver smiled at the two of them. It doesn't seem to take many beasts to heart.
"Let's go back, I'm hungry." Lan Lan reminded behind Gao Qing that the many beasts that the driver said really scared her.
"Yes, let's hurry down the mountain." Gao Qing also urged the driver.
"I don't think I can go down the mountain now, it's too dark and it's not safe. It is estimated that it will be tomorrow morning at the earliest. "At this point, people's vision is blurred, and there are no lighting tools, which is really a problem.
"You mean to rest on Fook Hong Street tonight." Lan Lan's face turned pale, she knew that this was the case, so she shouldn't have come. The driver smiled, did not speak, and led the two to Fukang Street, the so-called up the mountain is easy to go down the mountain, the three of them walked for more than an hour before returning to the place they just came. After the three of them finished eating, the driver went out first, saying that he would see the situation.
Gao Qing looked at the distant back, a smile on the corner of his mouth, and shook his head. This uncle is really able to think about people and leave some space for us young people, but am I the kind of person you think? Would I do what an animal would do? Okay, actually, I really want to do some "exercise" after dinner, but the problem is that people may not agree?
Gao Qing sat on the steps of the gate for a while, do you want to go in? It's okay to accept, but what if you refuse? Isn't there a shame in throwing people home? But don't you? It seems that he is a little unwilling. What to do? What to do? Go? Or not going? Damn, there isn't even a flower at the door, otherwise it's decided to tear the petals. Gao Qing really climbed up the steps to look for flowers everywhere, it seemed that God deliberately joked with him, but he didn't give him a flower.
"What are you doing?"
"Look for flowers." Eh, I don't know when Lan Lan will be behind me? Or has it always been?
"No, I'll see if there are any strange plants here." Gao Qing wiped a cold sweat in his heart, if she knew what she thought, she would not have to kill him alive.
Gao Qing looked at the girl in front of him, and after eating a full meal, the person seemed to be in good spirits.
"Why aren't you sleeping yet?"
"I can't sleep, I saw you looking around outside the door, I thought you had some bad thoughts, so come out and see what you want to do?" Lan Lan had a smile on her face and stared at Gao Qing like this.
Gao Qing suddenly felt a chill, is this woman a roundworm or can she see through people's hearts? Can you guess it all in this way?
"Am I that kind of person?" Actually, I'm that kind of person, Gao Qing thought to himself. The surface is still the appearance of the ancient well without waves, and the eyes are so sincere and bright. If it was an ordinary girl, she would believe that he was not this kind of person, but Lan Lan knew that this kid was actually very ghostly. How could she be forgotten in an instant when she was treated like that in the woods just now? Seeing that Lan Lan was still smiling at herself, Gao Qing forced her composure.
"It's not early, can you go to bed first?"
"Shall we talk?" Lan Lan did not obey and went to sleep, but sat down on the steps of the gate. glanced at himself to the side, and then glanced at Gao Qing. Motioning for him to sit down as well, Gao Qing slowly moved forward, as if there was an endless abyss waiting for himγγγγ
"Gao Qing, what do you think happiness is?" Lan Lan asked with a wistful face.
When Gao Qing heard this question, he paused and recovered randomly.
"Happiness? The poor are happy when they are rich, they are happy when they are hungry, and they are happy when they are sick and healthy, but in fact, everyone's happiness is different. β
At this time, Gao Qing was like a literary artist, a life strategist, and a philosopher in the middle of the period. At this moment, he was not speaking alone, but as if possessed by a soul, he was talking rhetorically, like mountains and rivers, like rivers and seas galloping, like thousands of horses off the leash.
"And what about your happiness?"
"My happiness? My happiness is to live well and never forget every day. β
The four words "live well, live wellγγγ have been in my mind for a long time, for a long time, for a long timeγγγ