Chapter 2 Father-Daughter Relationship (2)
Yin Ze couldn't understand Su Nian'an's behavior, couldn't he recognize his biological father? Why are you so excited? He took a sip of tea and looked at Yin Biwei, "It's not good to recognize your biological father?" ”
Yin Biwei was stimulated by this sentence, could it be that he was in charge of all this? sent Su Nianan away first, and she was next? She gritted her teeth and glared at Yin Ze angrily, "You did all this, right?" You bastard! If you're trying to drive me away, don't go to my friend! ”
Yin Ze clenched the cup tightly, but his tone was calm, "I didn't." ”
"You didn't drive me away, or did you not do it all? I know, I know, you blame me for ruining your good deeds, you blame me for letting your beloved woman leave you, but that night, you went to the wrong room by yourself! You forced me, I have to resist! ”
Yin Biwei stared at Yin Ze, her eyes were a little moist, she had relied on the man in front of her since she was a child, she never thought about the things of that night, she relied on her to love, but she knew that she could only stop at the father-daughter relationship, but after that incident, she couldn't do it, she couldn't just treat him as a father, she wanted to love him, she wanted the man in front of her. This grows up with him, a mature, steady and charming man.
His every move attracted her, but after that incident he rarely went home, she knew that he was avoiding her, she was no longer a good girl, she began to rebel.
She started swiping her bank card every day, just to ask him more when she was eating, why she spent so much money. But he didn't, he just put it on the table one by one.
She's not wearing makeup, she's not conservative, she's in love with heavy makeup, she's in love with sexy and charming short skirts. She fell in love with a man's body, she would go to a bar to find a man to open a room, she always wanted to get out of his shadow, but not once did it succeed. At every critical moment, she would find various reasons to get out.
But Yin Ze, what I do, what I think, do you know?
"I said I wouldn't."
Yin Ze stopped talking and turned to leave.
Yin Biwei wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hand, walked into the room silently, saw the silent Su Nian'an, and whispered: "Nian'an, don't be sad." Maybe your father didn't know about you before, or maybe something happened to you before and you got lost? Or is it...... But now he wants to recognize you. It's good to have a home. ”
"An An, don't stop talking, I'm also sad to see you like this. It's all Yin Ze's bastard, it's all him, and he must have done all this! It's me who is sorry for you. It's me who is bad, don't you be sad, okay? ”
Su Nianan raised his head, looked at Yin Biwei, and shook his head. "It has nothing to do with you, it's me, it's me who can't accept others as my father, it's that I just want to have a father."
Yin Biwei stepped forward and hugged Su Nian'an, "Whether you recognize him or not, I will be by your side." Nian'an, I just hope you don't bury everything in your heart, there have been so many things that have happened in the last few months, I can feel that you haven't said a lot of things to me, I can feel your sadness, I can feel the sadness when you are alone. You have me, don't hold yourself. ”
Su Nian'an burst into tears, she was really sad. She leaned on Yin Biwei's shoulder and asked softly: "Why did you say that these things happened to me, Biwei, there are times when I don't even know how to live, I have a shadow, I have a big shadow in my heart." I still remember my wedding vividly, you know? I was so happy that day, I thought it was going to be the best day of my life. ”
"But no, that day was the hardest day of my life, my father was in prison, my mother fainted, and then let me know that all this is related to Qin Muchen, he doesn't like me, he doesn't love me, he just takes me as a substitute, but he hurts me again and again."
"He got me back after I left, and he forced me, you know? My body couldn't bear it at all, and I begged him to let him let me go, but he was unmoved. Even the second time, I was bleeding profusely, and when I was taken to the hospital, I realized that the baby in my belly was gone, and a small life disappeared from my body. Bi Wei, you know how sad I was at the time, but at that time I was still reluctant to him, I even coveted his taste, thinking about his hypocritical goodness. Anxin Yan arrived, and I saw them go to bed that day......"
Yin Biwei pressed Su Nian'an's head, "Don't say it, don't say it, those things are over, he won't hurt you anymore, and I won't allow him to hurt you." I'll accompany you in the future, Nian'an, and the two of us will have a good time together. Men aren't a good thing! We could have just done well without them! ”
Su Nianan cried very sadly, and Yin Biwei also cried very sadly.
After knowing what Su Nianan had experienced, Yin Biwei wanted to let go, she wanted to let go of the love that had bound her for so many years, knowing that it was impossible love, she would not ask for it again in the future, and she would not hope for it again.
Yin Ze, I won't love you, I will only treat you as a father, and I will be grateful for your nurturing grace. I will be good to you, but stop at paternal love.
Yin Biwei hugged Su Nianan tightly, "Let those bastard men get out of the way!" We have to be self-reliant, we don't depend on men! ”
"Yes, self-reliance."
Yin Biwei let go of Su Nian'an, took a tissue and handed it to her, "Wipe away your tears." ”
Su Nianan burst into tears and laughed, "Your face-"
Yin Biwei walked to the mirror, screamed, picked up the makeup remover, and scolded while removing makeup: "Bastard Yin Ze, it's all because of you!" Bastards, assholes, big assholes! ”
Su Nianan washed her face, applied ice to her slightly swollen eyes, sorted out her emotions, walked out of the bathroom, took the ice cube and handed it to Yin Biwei, "Apply a dress." ”
Yin Biwei scolded people with her eyes, and the word 'bastard' was not separated from her mouth.
"You've scolded him one hundred and sixty-two times as a bastard, classmate Yin Biwei, don't you think it's even more impossible to let go of this?"
"But he's a bastard!"
Su Nianan took a deep breath, "Actually, he is very good to you. ”
Yin Biwei glanced at Su Nian'an in surprise, "Are you funny with your head, where is he treating me well?" It's better to give money. ”
"Why do you think he installed a camera?"
Yin Biwei didn't think about answering directly: "Monitor whether I swear or not." ”
Su Nianan patted Yin Biwei's shoulder, "If you take Qin Muchen and Yin Ze as examples, Yin Ze is definitely ten million times better than Qin Muchen." If you like him, don't give up. ”
"Su Nian'an, don't mention Yin Ze's bastard, from that moment just now, I don't like him anymore. Who is he, he is my adoptive father! ”