Chapter 28: Cause and Effect
Only when the road has been traveled can we know what is right or wrong. And how can life choices be turned back?
"Brother Huolu, they are all adults, isn't it normal for this kind of thing to happen, it's just a physical need, don't think about it so much, I'm guessing too." Li Chenxi looked at me and frowned, and said with relief.
I was still frowning, holding the ring in my hand.
Everything has cause and effect, Shen Lingyu because of my appearance, completely disrupted her life, cause and effect come from this face, I feel that I have to take part of the responsibility, so I try to help her out of the collapse and painful emotions, she is indeed strong to come out, and even follow my advice to find the feeling of love, but what she has to do now...
I seem to have planted another cause in the dark, but Shen Lingyu has to bear this fruit, but this fruit is not love.
Causally! Causally! It's not clear!
My mind suddenly became cloudy, what happened to Fang Ting, the choice that Shen Lingyu was about to face, the two things were like two intertwined and messy ropes, which made me feel numb and breathless.
Cause and effect again! What you Buddhism can't understand for thousands of years, it still bothers me to get entangled!
"Brother Stove, what's wrong with you! Headache? I'll get you a glass of water. ”
I held my head in both hands and grabbed my hair hard, my mood was messy and complicated, and Li Chenxi was startled by the sudden move.
"No, give me a cigarette." I let out a long sigh and tried to spit out the tangled feelings in my heart.
He immediately lit me a cigarette, and I began to swallow the clouds, and smoked quite a few more cigarettes this afternoon.
"Your cigarette is not local."
"It's only available at my house, I'm used to smoking, and I brought it specially at the beginning of school, if you like it, I'll give you one."
"Your home is from Jiangnan?"
"yes, you've smoked this before?" He asked me curiously, and I nodded.
No wonder he looks so handsome, the water and soil in the south of the Yangtze River are good.
"Brother Huolu, I just noticed that you are so worried about your boss, you two have an unusual relationship, you have a skill." Li Chenxi suddenly said meaningfully.
"Boy, make it clear, or I'll break your third leg."
"You can know that your boss is the first time, is this an ordinary relationship, I also know women, she told you this, you two have at least had intimate physical contact, you won't be the overlord found out when he was the bow, and then stopped, oops, such an analysis, you two have a story."
The more this thing is talking, the more colorful the expression is, and I begin to imagine the picture.
"Fuck your uncle!"
I was angry and raised my leg with a kick, Li Chenxi reacted quite quickly, raised her ass and ran away, and turned around and smiled at me.
"Brother Huolu, don't worry, I won't tell Senior Sister about you having a leg with your boss."
"You come over to me, I promise not to kill you!"
The conversation with Li Chenxi made my heart more and more messy, and I finally couldn't help but pick up my phone and dial Shen Lingyu's phone.
But the phone rang for a long time, but no one answered, and it wasn't until the English prompts ended that I sighed helplessly.
When you soak in the hot springs, you don't wear clothes or mobile phones.
Then at this time, Shen Lingyu is already...
"Brother Shaoyu, is this my fault?" I muttered to myself about the ring, not feeling good.
The three-life stone is engraved with tear moles, and the marriage of a lifetime is looking for three lives.
In this life, she turned into an infatuated girl, and in the next life, she made an infatuation vow.
Infatuation in this life?
But the infatuation has been broken, is the love road broken?
Shen Lingyu just gave herself to others, but she couldn't find love. Her love is weak, and it can't be solved by this method at all, God, why do you still take me with you when you fool an infatuated lover so much?
I really can't bear to see her tears cut through the tear mole again. Do you want her to continue to carry this tear mole in the next life?
I looked at the ring in my hand, confused and tangled, cause and effect, it seemed like an endless loop, I will never be able to unravel.
The temperature in the afternoon was sultry, which also made me feel bored, Xuanxuan saw that I was preoccupied, and asked with concern: "Brother Xiao Nuan, what's wrong with you, or you go back to rest." ”
"Or does my sister know that she feels sorry for me, and the boss won't let me be lazy, so you dare to give me a holiday?"
"Then secretly." She pouted like a child making a mistake.
I touched her head and said reassuringly, "Don't worry, I'm fine, maybe it's stuffy." ”
"After the boss left, I think you've always seemed to have something on your mind, what's wrong." After she finished speaking, she hesitated, and suddenly said mysteriously: "You won't see your boss dating your boyfriend, and you're not happy." ”
"Little girl, where do you want to go?" I reached out and patted her cheek, she puffed out her mouth and retorted angrily, "I'm not wrong, you must be thinking about the boss." ”
Damn, I was a little weak-hearted by what this little girl said, I was really thinking about Shen Lingyu, but it wasn't what she thought.
"Don't you like the boss anymore?" Xuanxuan squinted her eyes, as if she was censoring me.
"Little girl, if you talk nonsense, I'll pick up your pants and beat you with twenty boards." I pulled her in front of me, and said badly menacingly.
"Hmph, I'm not afraid, I'm telling the truth, and you're not willing to hit me." She said it with impunity.
Well, in the face of my sweet sister, I am always soft-hearted, Xuanxuan usually treats me as a brother, when she cares about me, she will bring me the delicious food at home, when it is sticky, she asks me to buy her chocolates, during this time Wang Chen will work the night shift, she is afraid at home, but she doesn't dare to tell Wang Chen, for fear of making him worry, just call me, as an older brother, I not only accompany her to call, I also hint at Wang Chen, Xuanxuan will be afraid at home alone.
I am like my own brother, I have become Xuanxuan's family backer, and I have become the regulator of the two of them.
"Brother Xiao Nuan, I know your relationship with Diane, but I think Xia Xinyu is a little different to you, and now you like the boss again, you, it's really bad enough."
Oops, when did this little girl gossip so much?
In the eyes of women, chasing after the wind and shadows can always gossip about various plots, and Xuanxuan's current expression is enough to act in a Korean drama.
"People are not merry boys, so what do you say now, will you tell Diannie secretly?" I smiled evilly and continued with Xuanxuan.
She glanced at me and said angrily: "Tell Annie that she has to beat you again, you are so annoying, I still have to help you carry these affairs around, and when you can't hold it, see how you end." ”
I couldn't help laughing, at the critical moment, my sister still helped my brother.
"Silly girl, you're a gossip, why do you think I like the boss." Xuanxuan's idea baffled me.
"Since the boss knew the truth, you did so many things for her, and you always teased her, don't you like it?" Xuanxuan said vaguely and unconvincingly.
I immediately retorted to her: "Then I always think about you, and I always tease you, according to your analysis, I still like you, a gossip little angel?" ”
"That's different, you're different from the boss and me, oops, I, I can't talk about you." Her angry little face was flushed, and she was out of words.
"Okay, I won't mess with you, the boss has a boyfriend now, don't talk nonsense."
"I don't think the boss likes Su Ze."
"It's only been dating for more than a week, how can it be sweet and sweet so soon, maybe the two of them will get married directly in two days." After I finished speaking, I unconsciously shook the ring in my pocket.
"The boss has just recovered, how can he get married so soon."
The takeaway phone just rang, and I asked for several cups of herbal tea, so I packed it and told Xuanxuan: "Girl, come back, brother, you can buy something delicious." ”
"Don't do it, if you eat it again, you'll get fat."
Hehe, every time she said that, she snatched it away when she bought it.
I got on my bike, the sun had already set in the west, and the afternoon was coming to an end, but what about Shen Lingyu?
I couldn't help but start getting upset again.
After I left, Xuanxuan stood at the door, looked at the disappearing bicycle figure, and said to herself: "Actually, I think the boss is different from you, is it because of this face?" Boss, I really hope you can have a new love, not the past. ”
Five minutes later, Shen Lingyu returned to the coffee shop, but her walk was a little unnatural.
"Boss, why are you back?" Xuanxuan saw the twist of Shen Lingyu's walking, and uneasy questions arose in her heart, because she had experienced a similar situation.
"Xuanxuan, help me quickly, my leg hurts." Shen Lingyu frowned, as if she was patient.
"Didn't you go to the hot springs when you came back so early?"
"Nope."