Chapter 14 <<< Many people have asked me what is Wang Yuan's status in my heart. Then, I will answer you very seriously now: Wang Yuan is my light and my faith...... Without light, I could only survive in the dark...... There is no faith...... There's nothing. <<<

This time, I took two days off from the company, and then spent a day sorting things out at my "former home", which I just stuffed and took away.

Oh? Ask me where I got the key? There is a small hole in the wall of the sixth staircase, and the spare key is in it...... I'll tell you it's okay unless you can find out where my house is......

Lying on the bed numbly scrolling through Weibo, most of them are about Wang Yuan's recent itinerary. I can't help but sigh again at the capabilities of the fans......

Each time, the magazine sold out in just a few seconds after it hit the shelves.

Every time, they donate money to poor areas in the name of Wang Yuan......

Or on their birthday, use a huge amount of money to charter a plane, a train, or a playground...... Bought land, adopted polar bears, and even symbolically went to the moon to circle a piece of land...... All the fans said: "Since we can't give them the best, then we have to give them better......

These, I usually just like and forward them and they are gone.

I am like that, since you have given these to the boy I love, then he will cherish and be proud...... However, I won't...... No way, guys, the nature of a slut is hard to change, I'm used to it...... Of course, this slut is talking about myself, don't care.

Somehow, the "ten-year covenant" that ended six months ago has now been brushed out by me again......

Wang Junkai's guitar, Qianxi's dance and drum kit, Wang Yuan's piano, TFBoys' chorus, and ...... The orange sea of the four-leaf clovers in the audience. I'm very happy, because the "Ten Year Covenant" is not a sea of flowers like previous concerts, which shows the good intentions of the fans. There was a "click" on the keyboard......

Hey? Why am I crying?

I hurriedly wiped my hands from my eyes, and the tears became more and more...... I'm sorry, but I just think about how hard they used to practice day and night, and they worked so hard for their dreams.

I think of the song "The Thief of Time" sung by Wang Yuan at the fourth anniversary fan meeting, "Forgive those twists and turns, what is left is true." So, how many fans have persevered in this short decade? All I know is that many fans left halfway through.

Now that the three of them are standing on such a dazzling stage, I wonder if those who left now regret it? Probably......

More and more tears ran out one after another without my consent, and gently hit the keyboard...... In the end, all my defenses collapsed with Wang Yuan's "I love you". I gave up the fight against tears, raised the white flag of surrender to them, and left them to their presumptuousness.

Why am I crying? I just lost Wang Yuan, what's there to cry about?

"Wang Yuan, Wang Yuan......" I read this simple and beautiful name over and over again. This name once saved me from the darkness of self-righteousness......

I adjusted my emotions and pulled out the box of things I had just sorted out from under the bed. It's all the things that Wang Yuan once gave me, and of course there are dolls, autographs and albums......

I carefully opened the book "Jue Ji" that Wang Yuan gave me in 2016, and the paper sandwiched between the pages of the book quietly fell......

Look, I cried just now, and now I'm crying again.

Gently rubbing the delicate font on it with his fingers, this is Wang Yuan's words! This letter was written by Wang Yuan to Morning Star, who had died two years earlier......

I know that Wang Yuan is a nostalgic person, he can't let go, whether I am Morning Star or not, he will not be with me...... So, what's the difference between me and death?

Wang Yuan, he is a person who is afraid of pain! When he first joined the company, he was still crying when he pressed his legs...... If I die, who will protect him? Black fans' words and excesses will hurt him.

Why, some passers-by don't believe it? So, I'm going to ask these passers-by, have you ever received a package containing a mouse carcass and a prosthetic leg with the words "Boy digging for dung" written on it? They have received it, more than once.

If it weren't for Wang Junkai's phone call, I would have been in a trance all day.

"Xingchen, today is a signing meeting, what about you?" Wang Junkai's voice was so noisy that I almost couldn't hear it clearly.

Look at my pig brain, I forgot such an important thing.

"Wait a minute...... I'll go right over. ”

"You're crying? You okay? ”

At that moment, I almost thought it was Wang Yuan's voice...... I shook my head vigorously, this is Wang Junkai's voice, not Wang Yuan's exclusive mint sound.

"Nothing ......"

Suddenly there was a phrase on the phone, "I'll tell her", and then the most familiar voice rang......

"Lin Xingchen, if you don't come again, you'll pack up my things and leave!" There was not a trace of tenderness in his tone, and the hope that had just been ignited was ruthlessly extinguished by him, without giving me a chance to breathe...... It wasn't until the phone hung up that I came to my senses and ran out without stopping......

By the time I arrived, the signing session was coming to an end.

When Wang Yuan saw me, he didn't say anything, and the stone that pressed on my heart was a little lighter......

Then he stood next to him and helped the staff distribute the album to the fans. Looking up, Wang Junkai stood on the chair and commanded the fans to line up, just like a kindergarten teacher commanding the children, and the fans also cooperated to listen to the words of the eldest brother and lined up.

"Xiao Kai! Bent! Bent! The girls at the end of the line shouted, and it was clear that they were saying that the line was crooked. But our Wang Junkai children will be mistaken......

"I'm straight." Wang Junkai said very seriously.

The answer made fans and staff laugh. Then some "Kaiyuan" fans began to ridicule the relationship between Wang Junkai and Wang Yuan. So, Wang Junkai once again emphasized that he is a straight man: "I am the first man in the universe, my name is Wang Yuzhi and I know no!" ”

Well, if I didn't know you like women, I wouldn't believe it!

Just when I wanted to laugh with the fans, I saw that Wang Yuan's face had been pulled down......

Wang Yuan is a very strong person, you can discuss this kind of thing privately, but you must not say that he is a GAY or a small person in front of Wang Yuan. Because, in Wang Yuan's heart, he is a very manly and beautiful man! Therefore, everyone should remember to cooperate with him and pay attention next time.

When the album was all released, the whole signing was almost over.

The three people on stage bowed to the fans, a standard 90° ...... As a result, the fans in the audience burst into tears and did not forget to shout "You are the best...... You don't make the four-leaf clovers cry, do you?

Host: "The fans are crying like this, what do you have to say about the four-leaf clovers?" ”

"I hope everyone can ......" Wang Junkai, who was originally going to pour some chicken soup, suddenly smiled, "Come on, you are the fattest!" "What the hell!! ((유∀유

))

Wang Yuan took the microphone handed over by Wang Junkai: "Thank you to my fans, it's heartbroken, Lao Tie!" After saying that, he smashed his chest with his fist...... (•́ω•̀ ٥)

is still the most normal picture of Qianxi: "Take care of yourself and be happy every day!" ”

Well, the fans who were still crying just now laughed again...... Alas, these three have grown up, and the means of flirting with girls are getting higher and higher...... (Motherly relief)

The security guard surrounded the three of them and slowly walked through the fans.

My two assistants and I were very busy, taking the gifts and flowers from the fans. But ah, there are so many of them, and the big and small bags of gifts have blocked my view...... I don't know why, I was suddenly mixed up, and because of habit, I also pushed down a fan.

In a panic, a hand pulled me up from the ground, it was Qianxi, who was walking a little slower. Before I could say thank you, someone bumped me lightly on the back. As soon as I turned around, Wang Junkai divided half of the gift he had just picked up and put it in my arms.

"Are you alright?" This is the second time Wang Junkai has asked me if I'm okay today, let me guess, there will probably be a third time, or let's make a bet? If I win, you invite me to dinner, and if I lose, I will take you to see Wang Yuan and them.

"I didn't ...... Affair. ”

You know, my attention is not on Qianxi and Wang Junkai, but on Wang Yuan not far away......

As if even the air was frozen, I watched Wang Yuan pick up the fan who had just been pushed down by me, and gently asked her if she was hurt...... You know, this used to be my patent. If it was Chen Xing who fell instead of Lin Xingchen, Wang Yuan would definitely rush over to help me up without even thinking about it, this is a fact...... But reality is greater than facts...... He was supporting her, not me.

The screams made me a little dizzy...... At the urging of Wang Junkai, I still got into the nanny car.

"It's so boring...... "16-year-old Qianxi put down her phone.

"Otherwise, let's play guessing boxing, whoever loses will get out of the car and twist their butts!" This was from 16-year-old Wang Yuan's proposal, and Morning Star, who was leaning on his shoulder, laughed secretly.

"Okay, that's it." 17-year-old Wang Junkai's eyes flashed......

"Rock-paper-scissors, whoever loses is stupid!"

There is no doubt that a certain fool surnamed Wang Mingyuan was driven out by the three people in the car, and in the end, he twisted his ass very helplessly......

I finally remembered such a funny memory, but I didn't feel like laughing...... How can a lowly person like me get Wang Yuan?

The tissue in my hand was given to me by Wang Junkai, who was sitting next to me, and I scratched my itchy cheeks, what's going on? Why am I crying again?

"Are you alright? Did you just fall and hurt? Did they step on you? ”

I shook my head at Wang Junkai and looked out the window.

Remember that bet we just made? Now, Wang Junkai has asked me for the third time today, "Are you okay", you owe me a meal, but I don't have time recently, I'll talk about it next time.

How can these injuries compare to the wounds in the heart? What Wang Yuan said to me on his mobile phone made the wound that had not yet scabbed bleed again......

There is no incurable wound, no sinking that cannot be ended.

Because I believe that everything that is lost will come back in another way......

The footprints we left in the past years, they become shining stars in the time to come......

Many people have asked me what is the status of Wang Yuan in my heart. So, I would like to answer you very seriously:

Wang Yuan is my light and my faith......

Without light, I could only survive in the dark......

There is no faith......

There's nothing.