569 has no dignity
Song Yunhai actually asked me to cut off my finger, I was stunned, for a person who plays with a gun, cutting off my finger is equivalent to destroying half of it, I suddenly became angry, wondering if Song Yunhai is crazy, or does he want to destroy me?
Bao Wen immediately knelt down and pleaded for me: "Godfather, I know that my husband didn't complete the task this time, and you are very angry, but I didn't tell my husband Li Yuanbao about it, he didn't know about it, so this mission failed, and a large part of the responsibility is because of me, if you are angry, punish me if you want to punish me." ”
Bao Wen was about to get the dagger after speaking, I immediately held down her hand, shook my head at her, then picked up the dagger, looked at Song Yunhai, and said, "Godfather, will you believe that I have no second heart for you if I chop my finger?" If yes, which finger do you want from me, I'll chop it up for you, but if my son is useless in the future, please forgive my godfather! ”
Song Yunhai slapped on the table, pointed at me angrily and said, "What do you mean by this?" Threaten me? You think I can't live without you? I'll tell you, you don't look at how useless you are, Lao Tzu can still do it without you! ”
"Godfather!" Bao Wen said nervously, "Do you really want the fingers of your ears?" ”
Song Yunhai scolded: "Shut up!" You're useless too! ”
After that, he asked me, "Aren't you obedient?" Okay, let's start with your little thumb, and I'll see if you're as obedient as you say! ”
Looking at the furious Song Yunhai and Su Jinghua gloating and sneering on the side, I vaguely felt that Song Yunhai was torturing me so much, probably trying to please Su Jinghua, because Su Jinghua must know that I am the real Chen Ming, I once hurt him so badly, how could he let go of the opportunity to torture me?
As soon as I thought of this, a wave of humiliation arose, I clenched my fists tightly, took a deep breath, thought of the ambitions I had not fulfilled, put my left hand on the ground, spread my fingers, and picked up the dagger with my right hand, gritted my teeth, and pierced the dagger into my little finger.
I was ruthless, because I knew that Song Yunhai would not shout to stop, so I simply went down quickly, so it would be less painful. With this knife, I could even feel my bones being cut off, the pain of piercing my heart, the pain of separating flesh and bones, so that even if I was shot through my body countless times, I couldn't help but shiver and sweat profusely.
The little finger was cut off by me, my hand was trembling, blood was gurgling out, Bao Wen saw this, buried her head in pain, cried angrily and distressedly, and shouted: "Godfather, do you really want to destroy him?" ”
Song Yunhai didn't seem to expect me to be so 'obedient', he was stunned for a moment, looked at me with a 'desperate' face, snorted coldly, and then cautiously asked Su Jinghua: "Jinghua, is it enough?" ”
Su Jinghua looked at me mockingly and said, "That's enough, let people connect his fingers, but whether he can recover depends on his own creation." ”
Let me cut off my fingers with my own hands, and have someone pick them up for me, what is that? Could it be that by torturing me like this, Su Jinghua's heart can be satisfied? I was furious, and heard my godfather call, and then I heard someone push the door in, pull me up, tell me to go with him, and carefully pick up my severed finger.
I glanced at the person who came, it was a doctor in a white coat, seeing that he came so quickly, I guess I had been waiting, that is to say, Song Yunhai may not really want me to chop off my fingers, after all, I am a very useful chess piece for him, but in order to please Su Jinghua, who has a grudge against me, he tortured me like this.
I endured the pain and asked the doctor to perform bone surgery on me, but although I was connected, I knew that my fingers would not be flexible in a short period of time, and my heart was full of hatred, but what could I do?
Looking at the gauze on my fingers, I comforted myself and said that all this will pass, and how much suffering I have suffered today will be how much favor I will receive tomorrow, which is the price to pay for my happiness and light.
Bao Wen, who has always been strong, has been crying since I cut off my fingers, looking at her heartbroken appearance, I can't figure out whether she really loves me, or is acting for me, if she really loves me, how can she deceive me and use me to suspect me to such a point, if it is acting, why should she act so realistically, making people feel uncomfortable?
Maybe my silence made Bao Wen think that I was in a bad mood, she came over, held my hand distressedly and said, "Husband, I'm sorry, I couldn't protect you." ”
Hearing this, I smiled and said: "It's not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself, you can only blame me for not being strong enough, blaming me for not having a background like Chen Ming, so I deserve to be punished for failure." ”
When I said this, I had resentment in my heart and tone, even if my heart was very calm, but I had to make Bao Wen think that I was angry, because this is the emotion that a normal person should have.
Bao Wen lowered her eyes, and suddenly said thoughtlessly: "I regret it so much." ”
I looked at her strangely and asked, "What do you regret?" ”
Bao Wen refused to speak, but slowly came to the window and looked out in a daze. I didn't think much about it, and I didn't bother to spend time and mind studying this woman's thoughts, so I said to Bao Wen, "I'm going to see my godfather." ”
Bao Wen nodded, and I came to the next room, at this time Song Yunhai was still playing chess with Su Jinghua, and when he saw me coming in, he didn't even raise his eyelids, and asked, "Okay?" ”
I nodded and said respectfully, "Okay." ”
Song Yunhai said "um" and said, "I know you have resentment in your heart, but you have repeatedly disappointed your superiors, if I don't give you some punishment, how can I suppress the anger of your superiors?" Okay, you kneel down for me, so expensive that this Young Master Su allows you to get up and talk about it. ”
I was angry in my heart, but there was no way, I had come to this point, and I couldn't give up everything for the sake of dignity, so I honestly knelt down, even if it was humiliated, even if it was unwilling. I lowered my head, feeling a pair of vicious and mocking eyes staring at me all the time, knowing that it was Su Jinghua looking at me, the anger in my heart was like a sword out of the sheath, and I urgently needed to drink blood to vent.
I tried to calm myself down, and then I began to think, why is Su Jinghua here? Shouldn't he have been sanctioned? Could it be that that person has hands and eyes to the sky enough to save this guy's life? Also, do Song Jiayin know about his life?
Kneeling from dawn to noon, I felt that my legs were numb, but Su Jinghua was still leisurely playing chess with Song Yunhai, sometimes he swallowed melon seeds, would deliberately throw melon seed shells on me, sometimes drinking water and disgusting tea hot mouth, he would splash tea on me, and aimed at my fingers to splash, to be honest, he tortured me so much, but I was not angry, because I felt that he was really too petty, this kind of torture of my little means, made me feel that he was not like a man, so I didn't bother to bother with him, just kneeling quietly.
I don't know how long I waited, it was dark, Song Yunhai and Su Jinghua had eaten several meals, as if they thought of me, Su Jinghua looked at me coldly and said, "Uncle Song, you have raised a good obedient dog." ”
Song Yunhai laughed and said, "I told you, this kid is very obedient, although his ability is insufficient, but he is still very loyal, do you believe it now?" ”
Su Jinghua sneered and said, "Believe it, hey, get up." ”
I got up slowly, despite my strong physical fitness, I was still a little dizzy after kneeling for a day, and Bao Wen, who had been standing at the door, walked in and looked at me distressedly.
Su Jinghua looked at Bao Wen, then at me, and said, "You should be very resentful of me in your heart, right?" ”
I didn't speak.
Su Jinghua snorted coldly and said: "My temper has changed a lot, I am not so flamboyant and annoying, but it has also become boring, okay, you remember, if it wasn't for your godfather to intercede for you today, I would have cut off one of your hands, so you have to thank your godfather." ”
I immediately respectfully and gratefully said, "Thank you, godfather." ”
Song Yunhai sighed and said, "No thanks, if only you could really understand my good intentions." This time, the branch that the boss has assigned you to is the last branch of our drug trafficking gang, and it is also the hope of our entire grand plan, this time, if you still can't complete the task, don't blame the godfather for not protecting you. ”
I nodded and said solemnly: "No need for godfather to say, if this mission fails, I will take the initiative to commit suicide and apologize." ”
Song Yunhai said: "This is what you said, if you are a man, remember your promise, and if you lose, fulfill your promise." ”
"Yes!"
Song Yunhai waved his hand and signaled that I could leave, so I left with Bao Wen. As soon as I went out, Bao Wen hugged me distressedly and asked me if I was tired, I shook my head and said guiltily: "Let you accompany me for a day, hard work, hungry, let's go eat." ”
Bao Wen looked at me in a daze, and I asked, "What are you looking at me like this?" ”
Bao Wen shook her head, her eyes were red, and said, "I just didn't expect you to think about me all the time." ”
I smiled and said, "Wife, you are so cute, you are my wife, of course I have to think about you all the time." By the way, I remember you like to eat pasta from the café opposite Beijing Normal University, let's go eat it, okay? ”
Bao Wen laughed happily and said, "It's good, but don't forget, we are wanted criminals now, how can we go there to eat?" ”
Of course I remember, but I just pretended not to remember to make her happy.
I patted my head and said, "How did I forget." But it doesn't matter, anyway, I'm going to go to Hu Jinxiu to report the task, and when the time comes, I'll ask him to find someone to fry two pastas for me over there and bring them back. ”
Hearing this, Bao Wen laughed and said: "Don't, Song Jiayin must have begun to doubt the relationship between the two of us when she sees me, if you do this again, I'm afraid they will find out that you are originally from our side, and then we will be defeated, we will go back to the organization, and I will give you stir-fried vegetables to eat, how about it?" It's been a long time since you've eaten my cooking. ”
I nodded, took her hand and said, "Okay, I really miss your taste." But I really have to go to see Hu Jinxiu first, otherwise, you go over first, and when I come back from Hu Jinxiu, go back to eat directly, how about it? ”
Bao Wen said that this was fine, and said that I didn't know where our new stronghold was, and asked me to call her after I came out of Hu's house, and she asked people to pick me up, and I agreed, so I parted ways with her.
After getting into the car, I took out my mobile phone and passed the photo of the driver I secretly took when I was in Dalian to Lu Xiaofeng, and asked him to launch a hunt and dig up that person's power in Dalian.
I believe that the torture and humiliation I have endured today will one day be returned to these people.