87. Why don't you ask why?
I haven't seen each other for many days, and when I see Ye Feiqing again at this time, I have a sense of trance, as if the unhappiness that happened between us before has become the past, and I have an illusion of a past life and this life.
I don't know why I feel this way, maybe it's because my recent memories are too confusing, and some memories of the past come flooding into my mind as if everything happened yesterday, so I can't tell the difference between reality and dreams.
Ye Feiqing seemed to have drunk wine, and his body exuded a strong smell of wine, suppressing the cool mint fragrance on his body.
The enchanting peach blossom eyes raised with the sound of the door opening, and they were so obscure and unclear that they landed on me definitely.
"You're drinking." There was silence for a while, and then I said lightly.
As soon as I finished speaking, he jumped up and grabbed me by the wrist and pushed me against the door.
He lowered his eyelids, his eyes deep, and looked at me for a long time before kissing me.
I was taken into his arms, and then I heard the door closing.
His hand clasped the back of my head, held my head, and pressed me hard against him.
This kiss is different from the bloodthirsty and brutal kisses in the past, this kiss is turbulent but not cruel or bloodthirsty, but has a lingering crimson deep emotion.
His other hand was on my back, like a kind of comfort and guidance, leading me into another world.
I don't know if he was really drunk or sober, when he pressed me on the bed, he pressed my hand, and suddenly smiled coldly: "Fu Yao, from beginning to end, the cheapest person is not you, it's me."
"I know I can't trust you, I know I can't be tempted by you, I know how cruel and vicious you are, I even told myself again and again that I was avenging me and Shanshan, but ......"
His words came to an abrupt end before he could finish speaking, and his surging kisses followed, crazy like a storm swept in, and although he hurt me, there was no taste of cruelty.
Instead, it's like the last struggle in despair, as if trying to desperately grasp something in this way.
Ye Feiqing was already asleep, but I didn't.
I looked at his exquisite face with complexity, and I couldn't tell what I felt in my heart.
It's a little swollen, a little painful, a little sour, and a little astringent.
I was calm, calm and even a little surprised myself.
Looking at such a face, some distant pictures appeared in my mind, which were our memories abroad, at that time, we were young, youthful, and more war-like when we fell in love, often noisy, and all the grass and trees were soldiers.
He has a bad temper, and I'm not very tolerant of people, so even a little thing will make two people quarrel and then break up.
But every time he bowed his head first, he came to coax me, and then the two of them reconciled.
Maybe it's the relationship of age, at that time, our love was strong, the love was clear, young and vibrant, and there were no scruples.
There are not many things that I can remember, and some things are very vague, although they are vague, but even if it is just a flash, it will put a thorn in my heart, and it hurts fiercely, and then I will retract and stop thinking about it, no longer remembering it.
I went out and bought a box of contraceptives at a 24-hour pharmacy and went back.
When I got home, I took a glass of water for myself to take medicine, and as soon as I took out the medicine, I was beaten off, I turned my head, and saw Ye Feiqing standing behind me, his eyebrows were deep and cold.
I bent down to pick up the medicine, Ye Feiqing snatched the medicine and threw it into the trash, "Don't worry, even if you don't take the medicine, you won't get pregnant." ”
He smiled coldly, hooked my jaw with a bewitching gesture, squinted his eyes, and hooked his lips coldly: "Even if you let me sleep ten more times and a hundred times, you won't get pregnant, so you don't need to eat this."
I didn't speak.
He chuckled, "Why don't you ask why?"
I followed him and asked, "Why?"
His fingertips brushed my cheeks affectionately, and his voice was cold: "Why? Shouldn't you know better than I do? Why don't you think about what you have done to me, so that I am infertile. ”
I lowered my eyelids in silence, and my eyes darkened.
He withdrew his hand, stepped back, and sneered: "Look at what I said, you don't remember the past, how can you know what kind of vicious woman you used to be?"
He turned and went back to his bedroom, and I heard him talking on the phone, ordering someone to bring a clean set of clothes.
I turned around and went to the kitchen to make breakfast.
Breakfast was simple, milk and toast, which is the food that comes back up the most in my memory.
After a while, the doorbell rang, and it was Lawyer Wang who came to deliver clothes to Ye Feiqing.
I raised my chin in the direction of the bedroom: "He's in the bedroom, you can send him over."
Lawyer Wang sent the clothes into the bedroom and left, and after a while, Ye Feiqing came out neatly dressed.
I raised my eyes and said casually, "If you're not in a hurry, let's finish breakfast before leaving."
The expression on Ye Feiqing's face was not good, it was calm like the tranquility before the storm, and what was suppressed under this tranquility no one knew except himself.
The usual bewitching smile on his face was gone, and his stunning face was serious and cold.
"I can eat anything made by anyone, but you Fu Yao made it, even if you starve to death, I will never touch it." He said lightly.
My eyes flashed, and I raised my eyes with a smile: "Afraid that I will be poisoned?"
His calm expression suddenly flashed a smile, Fang Hua was peerless, but the words were mean: "Yes, it is said that once you were bitten by a snake for ten years, you were afraid of the well rope, haven't you never done such a thing?"
My lowered eyelashes trembled, and I heard him say faintly: "How dare I eat whatever I make for a ruthless woman like you?" I'm a life-loving person, but ......"
He looked at me coldly, "You don't seem to be a life-saving person. ”
As if I hadn't heard anything, I ate slowly and methodically to fill my stomach.
In fact, the toast with poached eggs and milk is really sweet and delicious, but I don't know why, at this time, I didn't eat any taste, only a bitter taste.
What comes to my mind is the picture of Ye Feiqing lifting the food I cooked twice, once at Hyatt and once at Jingshan Villa.
No wonder......
So that's why......
He wanted to say something more, but his phone rang at this time.
I don't know what the person over there said, his face sank, his eyes fell on me coldly, and he yelled solemnly and sharply: "Then don't send it to the hospital, what are you doing by calling me, I'm not a doctor!"
After hanging up the phone, his cold gaze took off me, and he took a breath, "Fu Yao, you'd better pray that Lin An'an is okay." ”
Then he walked away without looking back, and with his departure, there was a earth-shattering sound of the door closing, which showed his anger.
After sitting for a while, I turned on my computer and scrolled through the web.
After all, he is an artist, and he will see the newspaper if he is a little troubled.
Soon, I found the answer online.
The title of Lin An'an who committed suicide by cutting his wrists came out like mushrooms after a rain.
I frowned, Lin Anxin committed suicide by cutting his wrists?
After reading it for a while, I closed the page and went to the living room to clean up the mess on the dining table.
I'm going to the TV station at two o'clock in the afternoon to record a show, but I don't know if the TV station will continue to use me now.
But so far I haven't received any dismissal calls, so I have to continue this class.
As soon as she arrived at the TV station, Jian Ning greeted her, and she said anxiously: "Something happened, I think you should not go up."
"What's wrong?" I asked.
Jian Ning pointed in the direction of the director's office: "Ye Feiqing is here, making trouble in the director's office."
"Oh." I replied lightly, not surprised.
Jian Ning jumped to his feet anxiously: "You are still there, it is really the emperor who is not in a hurry to die as a eunuch, he asked you to apologize to Lin Anxin on TV."
I'm funny, it's good if he comes to me directly for this kind of thing, just make a threat to me, and you need to go to the director in person?
Jian Ning's face sank, pointing fingers, and he hesitated for a long time but didn't say anything.
"Tell me, what's going on, make it clear."
After the anxiety, Jian Ning quieted down, and she said cautiously, "You have to be mentally prepared."