"If this stimulus is so strong that it is unacceptable, how can it be forgotten?" I still don't quite understand.

"It's actually quite easy to understand." The doctor said: "There will be many unsatisfactory things in everyone's life, some of which are quickly forgotten, and some of which are always lingering, and no matter how hard you try, you can't forget them." Repeatedly tormenting one's fragile nerves all the time, and the complex emotions of shame, indignation, grievance, and so on are entangled together, and they will not keep wandering on the verge of emotional collapse. In order not to make the creature too sad, the brain selectively forgets these things, which is actually a kind of self-preservation. ”

I inexplicably remembered my miserable life in junior high school for three years, and couldn't help but ask: "I also have some things that are extremely difficult to recall in retrospect, why does the brain refuse to protect itself and let me subconsciously forget?" ”

The doctor looked at me and said, "First, it proves that your brain can still handle this, and it's not a huge setback for you. Second, selective amnesia is not available to everyone, but if it cannot be resolved in time after encountering a huge mental stimulation, there may be a mental breakdown, which is what we call this person's nerves. ”

I nodded, roughly understanding what was going on, and asked, "Is there a way to get him back to his memory?" ”

"Of course there is a way." The doctor said: "Selective amnesia is not really forgetting, but the brain deceiving itself in an illusion." On the surface, he forgot about this matter, but its shadow is still there, and he is usually even affected by this incident, and even he himself can't figure out whether that thing has existed or not, and over time it becomes an unbreakable knot. After some psychotherapy, behavioral suggestion and other methods, memory can be restored. But ......"

The doctor's eyelids lifted: "Since this incident has made him so painful, it is better to forget about it, why do you need to recover your memory?" ”

Qi Siyu nodded again and again: "Yes, yes, let him forget it, no need to remember it." ”

As soon as I thought about it, since this matter made Ye Zhan so painful, it was better to let him stay like he was now, and forget it if he couldn't think of it at all. However, it is not a very safe way, because Ye Zhan can often recall some fragments, and the stimulation he accidentally receives from the outside world will also make him fall into greater pain.

"Of course, the best thing to do is not to forget." "The best thing to do is to be able to make him brave enough to face what happened at that time, no longer run away from reality, no longer deliberately forget, and get out of the great impact that this incident has brought him." Finally, the doctor took out a business card and handed it to me: "If you want him to recover his memory, you need to find a professional psychologist to do it." My friend who came back from studying in France has good clinical experience in this area and may be able to help you. ”

I took the business card, and it only had my name and phone number on it, and everything else was blank, and it was quite neat.

"Well, so be it." The doctor looked at Ye Zhan and said, "After infusing this bottle of water, he should almost wake up." However, it should be noted that his brain is still relatively fragile, don't let him be stimulated again in a short time, if there is anything on the scene that can stimulate him, put it away quickly, otherwise there is a high possibility of recurrence. With that, he left the ward.

"Zhou Mo, you heard it." I said, "The doctor said that Ye Zhan ...... can no longer be stimulated."

"I understand." Zhou Mo nodded, walked to the side of the bed and pulled Laqi Siyu's arm: "Sixth sister, let's go." ”

"I'm not leaving." Qi Siyu grabbed Ye Zhan's hand tightly: "I want to accompany him, I won't leave him again." ”

"Sixth sister, calm down." Zhou Mo said: "Ye Zhan will be stimulated again when he wakes up and sees the two of us, do you want to see him become the same as before?" Then he picked up Qi Siyu and left without saying anything, completely ignoring Qi Siyu's sad appearance.

When passing by me, Zhou Mo paused, as if he had something to say to me, but in the end he didn't say anything, and pulled Qi Siyu out of the ward. "You can rest and rest." Xia Xue helped me move a chair and put it next to the bed: "You're tired too." ”

Yes, I was really tired, not only physically but mentally. I walked over and sat on the chair, while Xia Xue sat on the bed, face to face with me. I looked at Ye Zhan's pale face, and couldn't help but sigh. Xia Xue said: "Ye Zhan is so pitiful. I nodded, "Hmm". Xia Xue said again: "Qi Siyu is so pitiful. I nodded again, "hmm".

"Seeing their current appearance, I am very harmful, and I am worried that we will ...... too" Xia Xue bit her lip.

I felt a pain in my heart, took her hand and said, "I'm sorry, I'm too selfish, I won't in the future." We are indeed too young, and there are some things that we cannot afford to do. "Gently hold Xia Xue in my arms, I shouldn't let this girl be scared anymore.

Outside the window, the moonlight poured in. I asked, "Are you not going to study on your own?" ”

"Well, I'm not going." Xia Xue said: "I'm with you, and I'm reluctant to let you be so tired alone." ”

I was moved in my heart and pulled Xia Xue and let her sit on my lap. Xia Xue put her arm on my shoulder and said, "When I ask you something, you have to tell me honestly." I had a bad feeling in my heart, but I still said, "You say." ”

"Zhou Mo of Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes...... Do I like you? Xia Xue squinted at me.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" My face turned red: "We're just good friends, don't be jealous." ”

"I trust my instincts as a girl." Xia Xue said very seriously: "Especially in the face of female friends who are facing their boyfriends, the vigilance of the whole body will be mobilized, and no wind or grass can escape our eyes." Xia Xue stretched out two fingers and pointed to her eyes: "You can't escape, do you know dào?" ”

I thought Xia Xue was so cute now, and I couldn't help but kiss her on the face: "Baby, are you the black cat sheriff?" Unconsciously sang the theme song of "Sheriff Black Cat": "The eyes are like copper bells, shooting lightning shrewdness, the ears are erected like antennas, and I hear all suspicious sounds~" This is the only song I can sing, and the others include "Sloppy King", "Hulu Baby" or something, all of which are the theme songs of cartoons, and I lived on these when I was a child.

"It's hard to hear!" Xia Xue covered her ears, but she still "giggled" and laughed: "It's the first time I heard you sing, it turns out that there is such an ugly sound." I made a devastated appearance and said, "I'll never sing again." ”

"No, no, no, just sing it to me alone, okay...... Wrong wrong. Xia Xue shook her head: "I was almost diverted by you, Zhou Mo must have liked you." Such a girl can endure being so fierce and scolded by you like that, if she wants to turn her face with you according to her usual temper, it is possible to slap you with a big mouth. ”

"Nonsense." I said, "I murdered her and scolded her, and she didn't fight back because she knew she had done something wrong." And she can't beat me, dare to turn her face with me, dare to slap me with a big mouth, isn't this looking for death? ”

"Yo, how powerful are you now?" Xia Xue pinched my face, smiled and said, "Even the seven dragons and six phoenixes dare to provoke, it's not simple, Wang Hao, is this still the one who was bullied by Zou Yang and didn't dare to fight back?" ”

Thinking of the past, I felt a warmth in my heart. If it weren't for Xia Xue, how could I muster up the courage to resist? Maybe I'm still a student who is being bullied, looking at Xia Xue's eyes, I couldn't help but come out with a hint of affection.

"Summer snow." I said very seriously, "I love you." ”

"Uh-huh." Xia Xue said sweetly: "I love you too." Then he fell into my arms and said softly: "Wang Hao, I choose to believe you, and you must be worthy of my trust." ”

"Hmm." I responded gently, and then went to stroke Xia Xue's hair.

"Peaches, of course." Xia Xue straightened up and said with a smile: "I've thought about it, if we grow up and the marriage law allows monogamy, I will definitely allow you to marry Peaches into the family." ”

I scratched Xia Xue's nose: "You little fool, what are you thinking about all day long?" ”

"Peaches are good girls." Xia Xue took my hand and said, "I don't want her to marry someone else!" I think that only when she is with you can make me not so jealous, but also very happy, and I feel happier. ”

I touched Xia Xue's forehead with my hand and said with a wry smile: "Xia Xue, aren't you having a fever today, are you still testing me in your old days." ”

"Really, really." Xia Xue said: "Peaches are good to you. Didn't you fight with a bunch of people in Beiqi a few days ago? But you can't rush me and Peaches. I'm in a hurry, but I can't help it, but Peaches asked her brother to transfer to Beiqi to help you. The brick didn't agree at first, but Peaches cried so hard that there was no way to get the brick, so she had to agree. As a result, before you have time to transfer schools, your troubles have been lifted. The brick gave up, and scolded all day long and said: "Peaches are so good to Wang Hao, Wang Hao, who has no conscience, doesn't know how to take a look." 'Hahaha......"

I was speechless: "I was scolded, can you be so happy?" ”

"Haha, that's because I think the bricks are right." Xia Xue shook her head: "Who told you not to go looking for peaches." ”

I glanced at her: "You, just what you say, if I really do something with Peaches in front of you, I don't know how sad you are!" You are a typical idealist, always imagining too much and reality too cruel. ”

Xia Xue stuck out her tongue and acquiesced: "Then you can sing to me." ”

I gave her "Sloppy King", and after singing, I sang "Gourd Baby", and when I sang "Avanti", Ye Zhan's painful voice came from the bedside: "Brother...... Other...... Stop singing...... I can't listen to it anymore, people sing to cultivate sentiment, and you sing to kill people. ”