Chapter 055: Her Life
At that moment, Song Baiwen's face became ugly, a pair of deep black eyes blurred the cold, staring coldly at the little face full of mockery, but instead of being angry, he asked with a smile: "Because of love into hate?" ”
Su Ran was stunned for a moment, the corners of his mouth turned a touch of ridicule, suppressed the anger in his heart and said coldly: "Yes, because love turns into hate." Song Baiwen, I have never denied that I like you, I have always wanted to ask you, where am I not as good as the twilight? Am I not as good-looking as her? Or am I not as good as hers? ”
"I admit that my family background is not as good as hers, but I just want to be with you, and I don't have the luxury of marrying you."
Without waiting for Song Baiwen to speak, she held back the lock of long hair next to her ear, laughed self-deprecatingly, and asked, "Song Baiwen, you really don't like me, right?" Not at all? ”
Regarding Su Ran's straightforwardness, Song Baiwen has always been calm as if he was stopping water, and the emotions on his face did not fluctuate in the slightest, as if he was just an outsider, a person who listened carefully to the story.
"If you know the answer, why bother asking me!" After a pause, he said meaningfully, "Su Ran, there are some things that others don't say, it doesn't mean that he doesn't know anything, what you have done yourself, you know it in your heart, and I know it in my heart." ”
Su Ran: "......"
She was stunned and immediately felt empty.
The incident where Twilight was besieged on the Internet, the role she played in it was not honorable, and she was embarrassed by the disgusting boss because of this incident, but in the end, Twilight had nothing.
"I don't know what you're talking about!" Su Ran vigorously denied it, and she absolutely couldn't admit it.
Song Baiwen suddenly smiled, but his smile was extremely cold, "What will happen to you Wanwan, you know very well in your heart, but you are doing this to her?" A stab in his back? ”
Su Ran's face turned pale.
She lowered her head and bit the corner of her lip desperately, impossible! He couldn't have known that.
"You talk nonsense!"
"Eat this meal yourself! I have no appetite. ”
……
Song Baiwen left without looking back.
Su Ran covered her face, her emaciated shoulders trembled slightly, and Song Baiwen's last words before leaving rang in her ears: "Fortunately, it's okay tonight, otherwise I really don't know what I will do to you!" ”
His voice was cold, like a demon from the depths of hell.
At that moment, Su Ran finally knew that the man she had always liked also had a ruthless side.
Zhao Manyue knew that Shi Duwan was gone, it was Lu Shen who told her, and she knew that it was Lu Shen who was testing her.
He is a paranoid and conceited man, once he knows that she still wants to return to Lu Yan's side, he will definitely punish her severely, even if she is pregnant with a small life in her belly.
Since Lu Shen learned that she was pregnant, his attitude towards her has changed a lot, and he seems to be looking forward to the birth of this child, and every time he comes back, he will put his ear on her lower abdomen.
Zhao Manyue was thinking, if this child was not his, would he kill the child and then kill her?
"Miss, sir is back." Zhang's mother said with a smile.
She now lives in Lu Shen's villa in Jiangcheng, she doesn't need to do anything, she deals with those flowers and plants every day, but Zhao Manyue doesn't like it, but Lu Shen has to ask her to do it, and she says: Raise a baby!
For a moment, she thought, why don't you leave it at that! It's pretty good, too.
However, as his lower abdomen changed day by day, the thought in Zhao Manyue's mind became more and more ingrained, this child could not stay, once the results of the paternity test came out......
Lu Shen's anger was not something she could bear, she was afraid of this man, and that fear was almost imprinted in her soul.
"What are you thinking?"
Lu Shen walked behind her and gently wrapped around her from behind, if it wasn't for the fear she had experienced before, Zhao Manyue would definitely feel that she was a very happy mother-to-be.
His voice was low and deep, falling in her ears, but it felt like a heavy hammer, smashed down hard, Zhao Manyue was stunned for a moment, resisted the urge to push him away, smiled and said, "I didn't think about anything, by the way, why did you come back so early today?" ”
"The company didn't have anything to do, so I came back early."
Since the old man fell into a coma, the group's thoughts.
If there is still someone in the Lu family who is worthy of his nostalgia, then this person must be an old man, just half a year ago, when the old man saw him, he said, Ah Shen, you are not too young, it is time to find a woman to marry, and then give birth to a great-grandson to grandpa......
So when Zhao Manyue became pregnant, he kept her, and he didn't mention the car accident again.
Even, when Lu Yan was investigating the car accident, he deliberately pointed the evidence to other places.
Just because he wants the child in Zhao Manyue's belly.
"And what would you like to eat at night? I asked Zhang's mother to prepare now. ”
Now Zhao Manyue is a bit like a woman at home, holding her stomach and waiting for the man who works outside to come home, and then asks him what he wants to eat tonight, and she asks the maid at home to prepare.
In fact, she didn't notice this herself, she was worried all the time, if this child was not Lu Shen's, would Lu Shen really kill the child and her?
With Lu Shen's means, he will definitely be able to do this unconsciously.
But what Zhao Manyue didn't know was that this child was Lu Shen's, and Lu Shen didn't plan to let her go.
Lu Shen lightly collected his eyes, hooked a lock of her long hair with slightly calloused fingers, gently wrapped it around a few times, and then smiled and said, "Eat something light!" It's you, you should eat a little more, you're two people now. ”
"Well, I know, don't worry! I will not do you any harm to your son. Zhao Manyue said with a smile.
"How do you know it's going to be a son? Actually, I think my daughter might be better. ”
"I'm just talking, it's not something we can decide."
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A small city located in the southeast.
It can be said that the four seasons are like spring, even in winter, it is not very cold, unlike Jiangcheng, where it snows a lot every winter, and when it comes to late spring in March, there will be spring rain.
It's a small town, but the buildings are quaint, and the pace of life here is slow, and many people in the big cities will hide here for a few days to enjoy the warm sunshine, the smell of flowers in the yard, and the slow time.
Four years ago, when Twilight came here alone, she used the money in her card to buy a ready-made inn, and since then, she has made great changes, especially the design of the guest rooms and courtyard.
If someone wants to come to live in this "Caiyun Chasing the Moon", at least one month before the room is booked, if it is the peak season, at least two months in advance.
This year, it happened to be spring.
The spring flowers in the small town are all over the city, and there is a faint fragrance everywhere, on the roadside, on the street, in the yard...... All that comes into view is a dazzling array of colors.
"Xiao Qi, what are you doing?"
A stern voice rang out.
The little boy who was squatting in the yard hurriedly hid the kettle in his hand, and he must not let Ma Ma know that he had watered the flesh of Ma Ma, and it seemed that he had watered a little too much.
The little boy pretended to be calm and stood up, patted the dust on the soles of his shoes, and then trotted towards the young woman not far away.
"Mama, are you looking for me?"
"It's nothing, you go play!" When she held her forehead at dusk, she obviously saw that this kid had gone to fiddle with the flesh she had planted again, and even played sloppy with her, so she had to quickly run over to check it, so as not to be ruined by him again.
The little boy suddenly exhaled, and finally escaped, hoping that the pot of meat would be okay.
"Xiao Qi, who do you think is coming?"
A handsome and sunny boy stood at the door, dragging a bulky suitcase in his hand, and a pair of bright eyes full of smiles.
As soon as the little boy saw Fu Chengyuan, he hurriedly ran over, what a meat! What a numb scolding! All of them were left behind by him, and Brother Yuan must have brought him fun toys again.
He has the most toys in the neighborhood and is the most exotic, and other children like to come to him to play.
"Brother Yuan."
"Xiao Qi, you should be called uncle." I don't know how many times I corrected it, but I just didn't change my words during the period, and Fu Chengyuan was also very helpless, after all, the most important thing he thought about in his heart was to be Xiao Qi's father.
Xiao Ji blinked his beautiful eyes, and said seriously: "Ma Ma said, tell my brother to be closer." ”
Fu Chengyuan: "......"
He didn't know that this was Shi Duwan's rejection of him, but he still didn't want to let go.
In fact, he was one of the first guests of "Caiyun Chasing the Moon", experienced a long pregnancy in the evening, and on the night she gave birth, he also carried her to the hospital in the town, and after that, he would come to Caiyun Chasing the Moon to live for half a month every spring.
For Fu Chengyuan, Shi Duwan was grateful in her heart, but it was limited to that, and there was no more.
"Forget it, you can call it whatever you like!"
Fu Chengyuan was a little helpless.
He raised his eyes and saw at a glance the woman squatting in the yard tending to the flowers and plants, the smile that the corners of her mouth turned out became more and more helpless, she should have known his mind a long time ago! So refuse from the beginning.
Shi Duwan also heard the sound at the gate of the courtyard, got up and stood up, patted the soil in his hand gently, smiled at Fu Chengyin, and said, "I thought you would come a few days later." ”
"The work was relatively smooth, so I came over early." Fu Chengyuan shrugged and said.
"I'll ask Xiao Su to take you to the room."
"No, I'll just do it myself. By the way, don't you always treat me as a guest, as a friend, what's not okay? Or ......" Fu Chengyuan grinned, but he didn't say anything after all.
He couldn't know more about Shi Duwan's temperament, if he really said it, she would definitely refuse without hesitation, maybe he would be blacklisted by Caiyun Chasing Moon in the future.
"Didn't I always think of you as a friend? But don't think that just because I treat you like a friend, I'll give you a free room. ”
Twilight said deliberately quip.
Fu Chengyuan also smiled.
He was five years younger than Twilight, who said he should call her sister.
Because there is one more Fu Chengyuan, the dinner is extraordinarily rich, and Shi Duwan also specially cooked a few dishes, and during the meal, several other guests sighed that they were lucky, if Fu Chengyuan hadn't come, how could they not have eaten the food made by Shi Duwan himself......
In order to welcome Fu Chengyuan's arrival, Shi Duwan also specially opened a bottle of rose wine made by herself. After the meal, those who went out for a walk went out for a walk, and those who stayed sat on the wicker chairs in the courtyard to drink tea and chat.
"Sister Wanwan, I heard that you are from Jiangcheng?"
Someone asked curiously.
Shi Duwan was stunned, and the hand holding the small porcelain cup trembled slightly, and then said quietly: "Yes! I'm from Jiangcheng, but I haven't been back for years. ”
"By the way, how did you ask that?"
"Hey, hey! The two of us are also from Jiangcheng, and I think Sister Wanwan looks familiar, and her name is quite familiar. ”
In the evening, he took a sip of tea, put the small porcelain cup on the coffee table, and said, "So that's the case, then we can be regarded as fellow villagers." Come, replace wine with tea, let's have a drink. ”
"Good! All right! ”
……
"Hey! Do you really think Sister Wanwan looks like Lu Sanshao's wife? ”
"It's more than like! That's just the same person, okay? You must know that that incident was a sensation back then, Lu Sanshao personally stood up to clarify the rumors, and the Song Group President Song. ”
"I still think there is something wrong with your eyes, if Sister Wanwan is really Lu Yan's wife, how could she appear in such a place alone with a child, you must know that no matter what era, it is very hard for a woman to take a child, anyway, I will not do it."
I said before that I was a little couple from Jiangcheng, and I couldn't help but sit in the courtyard and gossip.
At this time, Twilight happened to take Xiao Qi back to the room to sleep.
But Fu Chengyuan didn't leave, but he didn't say anything, just listened to them quietly.
"Hey! Handsome guy, I heard that you come to Caiyun every year to chase the moon, how much do you know about Sister Wanwan? ”
The girl asked with a smile.
Fu Chengyuan narrowed his eyes and said lightly: "I don't know if you are talking about private matters or people?" ”
"Of course it's a private matter! Sister Wanwan's personality can be seen by everyone, there is absolutely nothing to say, if you know, in order to be able to live here, I specially booked a room two months in advance. ”
Listening to the girl's righteous words, the smile on the corner of Fu Chengyuan's mouth became thicker and thicker.
Everyone likes gossip these days, especially after tea and dinner.
"To be honest, I really want to know about her private affairs, but although I have known her for several years, I have never heard her mention her past, but this is nothing unusual, who has not been in the past! As a bystander, why dig into other people's privacy! ”
Fu Chengyin leaned back in his chair comfortably, staring at the sky in the distance with a pair of dark eyes, the expression on his face was lazy and full of expectation.
After a pause, he glanced at the girl again, "I'm right! ”
The girl smiled awkwardly.
"It's getting late, it's time to go back to bed."
……
"Ma Ma, other children have plucked, why am I the only one who doesn't?" Xiao Qi was lying on the bed and twisting, but he refused to sleep, and the questions he asked made Shi Duwan feel even more embarrassed.
This kind of question, Xiao Qi is not the first time to ask, and it will definitely not be the last.
Shi Duwan's answer is very perfunctory every time, it's just that you work far away, and you can't come back until you grow up.
However, now that Xiao Qi is more than three years old, such an answer can no longer satisfy him, and he will ask, when will he grow up? In short, a series of other questions followed, and he would not change the subject until he was speechless when he was asked.
"Xiao Qi, this question can't be asked anymore, if you keep asking, Ma Ma won't sleep with you tonight."
"Ma Ma, I've grown up, I don't need you to sleep with me, the little fat next door sleeps alone." Xiao Qi said seriously.
Shi Duwan pouted helplessly, in the face of such a Xiao Qi, she really didn't know how to deal with it, Xiao Qi, this child, I don't know if it was because he didn't pull it out by his side, his feelings were much more delicate than children of the same age, and he was also a lot more sensitive, sometimes she couldn't resist it.
Shi Duwan hesitated for a moment, and said with a serious expression: "Xiao Qi, Ma Ma is asking you a question now, you must think about it before answering." ”
Xiao Qi thought for a moment, and then nodded solemnly, "Ma Ma, you ask!" I'll already think about answering you. ”
"Do you want to go back to your Baba?"
After asking this sentence, Shi Duwan quietly observed Xiao Qi, she didn't want to miss any of his emotions.
Xiao Qi pursed his lips, and after a while, he nodded, "Yes." ”
"Well, Ma Ma knows, Ma Ma will send you to your Baba in a few days, but you have to promise Ma Ma that after you go to Baba's house, you must obediently listen to Baba's words and not make him angry."
As if remembering something, Shi Duwan's eyes darkened slightly, and he continued: "Also, there may be an aunt and a little brother or sister in the Baba family, you have to live peacefully with them, but if they want to bully you, you must not swallow your anger. ”
"Mama, aren't you going to live with me at Baba's house?"
Xiao Qihu frowned suspiciously.
Shi Duwan raised his hand, rubbed Xiao Qi's short hair affectionately, and said with a smile: "Ma Ma's inn will be very busy, so I can't stay with you at Baba's house, but Ma Ma will send you to Baba's house." ”
Hearing her say this, Xiao Qi immediately stretched out his fleshy arm, hugged her neck tightly, and said sullenly: "Don't, Ma Ma doesn't go, I don't want to go." ”
Shi Duwan slowly closed her eyes, her nose was inexplicably sour, she gently hugged Xiao Qi, and her tone was still soft: "Xiao Qi, didn't you say you wanted to pull it out?" And Ma Ma doesn't want you, when you live enough at Baba's house, you can call Ma Ma, and Ma Ma will pick you up. ”
In fact, since Xiao Qi asked her for the first time to "pull out", she had thought a lot in her heart, it was impossible for her to completely break off the relationship with the Lu family, and she had to go back to see the old man.
So Lu Yan will know about Xiao Qi's existence sooner or later, rather than being found by him, it is better for her to take the initiative to take Xiao Qi to the door, and when the time comes, she will make her purpose clear, and it can be a happy result.
Xiao Qi still didn't want to, so he didn't want to leave Ma Ma, not for a moment.
"Don't, Ma Ma is not going, I am not going, I want to be with Ma Ma."
"Forget it, you have to think about this matter again, and then tell Ma Ma when you think about it, anyway, it will be busy these days, even if you want to go, Ma Ma will not have time to send you over."
Xiao Qi pursed his lips, nestled in Ma Ma's arms and refused to squeak, he wanted to pull out, but he wanted Ma Ma even more.
For a while, I didn't hear Xiao Qi's movement at dusk, and I couldn't help but bend the corners of my lips, this kid fell asleep so quickly.
She covered Xiao Qi with a quilt and kissed him on the cheek again, before leaving the room and walking towards the courtyard.
The courtyard was already empty, and only Fu Chengyuan was left sitting there alone, and when he walked over at dusk, Fu Chengyuan immediately noticed it, but he didn't say anything.
"Not going to rest yet?"
She asked with a smile.
Fu Chengyuan rested his hands on the back of his head, his eyes stared at the inky blue sky in the distance, the night was like breaking ink, the color was very strong, but it was dotted with countless bright lights.
"Can't sleep."
He replied slowly.
Twilight shrugged, put away all the cups on the coffee table, and then called a young man on the night shift, and asked him to pick up all the teacups and wash them, and she sat quietly on the wicker chair.
The dim light of the street shone through the branches and fell on her delicate little face, softening her complexion.
also darkened her clear eyes a little.
"In a few days, I plan to take Xiao Qi back to Jiangcheng." Shi Duwan said suddenly.
Fu Chengyuan was stunned for a moment, and a suspicious look flashed in his eyes, he remembered that when they were drinking tea and chatting together at night, someone asked her if she was from Jiangcheng, and she replied yes, did she want to take Xiao Qi back to that man?
Seeing that he didn't say anything, Shi Duwan continued: "Xiao Qi is already three years old, and I plan to take him back to see him Baba. ”
"You ......"
Fu Chengyuan wanted to say something, the corners of his mouth squirmed, but he found that he couldn't say a word.
"Haven't you always been curious about who Xiao Qi's pullout is? I'll tell you now, do you want to listen? ”
Shi Duwan's eyes were bright, and he looked at Fu Chengyuan with a deliberate smile and said jokingly.
Fu Chengyuan immediately shook his head like a rattle, "Don't!" I don't want to know who that scumbag is! Late, what about you? Are you going to go back too? What about this inn ......."
"Call Sister Wanwan."
Shi Duwan corrected it angrily.
Fu Chengyuan pouted, "What's the difference!" He didn't want to change his name, as if she was much older than him, but in fact, wasn't she only four years old?
"Forget it, I won't bother with you about this. Xiao Yuan, in the past few days when I'm away, you can help me watch more. ”
Hearing the woman next to him call him, Fu Chengyuan was speechless for a while, but he could only acquiesce, "I know, don't worry!" I'll take a good look at the inn for you, and the succulents you planted. ”
"Thank you very much. By the way, your half-month's room fee is exempted for you, and it will be your half-month's salary. ”
"Hey! Do I look like the kind of person who can't afford to pay for my room? ”
"You say the opposite, should I be like the kind of boss who can't afford to hire employees? So be it! I'll go and rest first. ”
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