Chapter 12: If You Don't Love It, Hate It (2)

Dressed her in bed, carried her downstairs and drove to the hospital.

She was pushed into the operation car, and Qin Muchen stayed outside, nervous. He wanted to hurt her, he just wanted her to stay with him, he just wanted her to remember him. If there is no love, at least hate, she will also remember that there is him as a person.

Is she too delicate? Or is he too crazy today? Qin Muchen clenched his fists tightly and punched the wall angrily, looking at the blood red, thinking of her miserable face, she was in a lot of pain, right? But why didn't he find out earlier, he ......

The nurse who came to see this scene was stunned, and then stepped forward and took Qin Muchen to bandage it.

"Mr. Qin, no matter how much you don't take your body out, life is given by your parents, and cherishing yourself is also a kind of reward for your parents." Miss Nurse smiled at Qin Muchen.

Qin Muchen hooked the corners of his lips, but it was a pity that the mother who loved her was no longer there, and that father ......

"Yes."

He has always not shown his heart in front of outsiders, smiling at each other. The bandaged palm clenched into a fist again, and he walked to the emergency room again, anxiously waiting.

Seeing Su Nianan being pushed out, he stepped forward to ask.

The doctor unbuttoned his mask and said in an apologetic tone, "Mr. Qin, I'm sorry, we tried our best, but we couldn't save the child in your wife's arms." ”

Qin Muchen asked in surprise, "Child? She is expecting? ”

The doctor nodded, "Mr. Qin went to appease your wife, this miscarriage is more serious, if you don't take care of it well, you will have a great impression on her body." Also, Mr. Qin, I hope you can love your wife, not just care about your own desires, she is not only miscarriage but also has a tear in her lower body and has heavy bleeding, it is best not to touch her for these months, a woman can have a miscarriage or a small one, and her body must be well conditioned. ”

The doctor wrote a lot of medicines, Qin Muchen took the medicine list a little sluggishly, went down to get the medicine, and gritted her teeth tightly, she was pregnant, and he still treated her like that, he actually let their children leave?

After taking the medicine, he stayed in front of Su Nian'an's hospital bed, looking at her miserable white, but he didn't know what to say.

Su Nian'an opened his eyes and just looked in a certain direction, and then was in a daze. She knew that her child was gone, and it was actually fine, wasn't it, so that they didn't have any connection, so that they were the two people who really had nothing to do with each other.

But it was her child, and a life was lost from her body like this, and it was only to blame that she didn't protect it well. Child, it's all the mother's uselessness and failure to protect you, I hope you will be reincarnated into a good family.

She couldn't help but shed tears from the corners of her eyes, Qin Muchen wiped away her tears for her, and said gently, "An An, don't cry." ”

Su Nian'an closed her eyes, she didn't want to see him, and she didn't want to hear his voice. If it weren't for him, maybe their child would still be there, but even if that child was still there, it would be unfortunate to be born in such a family.

"Qin Muchen, let it go, let me go."

She didn't know how many times she had said this, but he never let her go, he even made the fate of the two of them even more tangled, but now- she really didn't have any contact with him, she wouldn't have any illusions about him anymore, he was just a person she hated, and she had to forget this person now, forgetting his existence, was the best salvation for herself.

"An An, the child is gone, we can have another one."

"Qin Muchen, don't you know that I just want to leave you? Originally, it was probably the best connection between the two of us, but now it's gone, we really shouldn't be entangled together, or rather, how else do you want to hurt me? Su Nianan closed his eyes, as if he had exhausted his best strength, "Qin Muchen, let it go." ”

But he didn't want to let go, he just wanted her to stay by his side. In fact, he wanted to love her and spoil her, but she didn't want his love and spoiling, he didn't want her to leave, even if she hated him.

"An An, you take good care of your body first, and we'll talk about these things later."

"Qin Muchenβ€”"

He brought a bowl of medicine to her mouth, "An An, drink the medicine first." ”

Su Nianan drank the medicine and continued to lie down on the bed, ignoring Qin Muchen no longer. She knew that she couldn't wait for the answers she wanted, that she had to take good care of her body, that she couldn't be weak all the time.

Qin Muchen stayed by her side for several days, but when he was by her side, she didn't say a word, and when he was away, she would occasionally say a few words to the caretaker he invited, but she never saw the smile on her face again.

She was unusually calm, even if he was always by her side, she wouldn't say anything, just sit there, looking out the window, the same situation as last time, only more serious than last time.

"An An, your body needs to be well conditioned."

"An An, let's get along, are we okay as before?"

Before? How can we be like before, I am no longer the previous Su Nian'an, and you are not the previous Qin Muchen, we have no past. Now I just want to leave, leave you-

Su Nianan glanced at him, then looked out the window again.

Her body can no longer withstand his torture, fortunately he is not torturing her these days, and it can even be said that he is conditioning her body well, but what is the use of these? Can remedies be made later to bring the dead back to life? No. It also can't erase the damage he caused her, and it's even more unforgettable than before.

"An Anβ€”"

Su Nianan ignored him, pulled the corner of the quilt, and closed his eyes again.

She was more sleepy than before, and occasionally felt very tired when she woke up, and it seemed that the miscarriage had caused a lot of damage to her body. This will make her remember the pain he brought her more, Qin Muchen, you are really engraved in my heart.

Qin Muchen looked at Su Nian'an, clenching his fists tightly, he didn't know how to appease her, he didn't know what he could do, he just reminded her to take medicine every day, and watched her drink the decoction that conditioned her body into her stomach every day, so he was relieved. But her body is getting better day by day, but I don't know what will happen to her heart? I should hate him even more, it was he who let their children go, and it was he who made her lie on the hospital bed again.

But, An'an, I don't want that. Can't we really go back to the way things were?

He reached out and took her hand, so that she would not resist when she was asleep, so that she would not show disgust for him. Qin Muchen stroked her cheek and said gently, "An An, in fact, I want to spoil you." ”

She leaned on one side, her hand off his palm, and one of his hands off her cheek.

"An An, do you want to leave me so much?"