280 And his fingers moved
Su Han glanced at Ye Cheng worriedly, the elder did not look up at her, but always looked straight ahead, not knowing what he was thinking. Then, she sat down gently.
Ye Cheng was silent for a while, and on his old cheeks, there was a gloomy sadness that was different from the past.
Su Han didn't know how to face this "conversation" for a while, and Ye Cheng didn't seem to have any good impression of her. Keeping her here this time probably wanted to persuade her to leave Ye Junxuan......
She had long been accustomed to his way, and her heart was broken. Su Han always felt that no matter how sharp Ye Cheng said again, he would hurt himself.
At this time, I saw Ye Cheng sigh and whisper, "Do you hate me very much?" ”[
Ye Cheng's sudden words made Su Han completely stunned. Is the person she is talking to really Ye Cheng? The arrogant and indifferent head of the Ye family on weekdays? Why did he ask this question out of the blue?
Ye Cheng just seriously recalled Su Ziyun's words, and the more he thought about it, the more uneasy he felt in his heart.
Is he really a failure? He failed to keep the woman he loved, almost married a woman with a poisonous scorpion heart, and hit his son again and again, making him mentally miserable and worse than dead...... All of this seems to have become his crimes, leaving his heart imprisoned in shackles and miserable.
That's why he asked this question. He just wanted to know the real answer, Su Han, did he hate him very much?
He didn't want to be a sinner, and he didn't want to be like this in his son's heart.
Su Han just smiled, and replied lightly, "No, I have never resented anyone. ”
"You're lying." Ye Cheng subconsciously said this, and finally, he regained his powerful tone, "You must hate me." I made such an excessive decision to you and obstructed you from being with Ye Junxuan, how could you not hate me? ”
yes, how could she not hate him? In fact, at the moment when the question was asked just now, Su Han also asked himself.
But the facts told her that she really didn't hate. That was Ye Junxuan's father, and she should face him with a respectful attitude, not hatred.
"I don't even have my own father anymore, why should I hate someone else's father." Su Han didn't have any expression on his face, and replied with a wry smile. There was a lot of self-deprecation in her smile, and her heart hurt so much when she said this.
She didn't have a father, she never had in the past, and she didn't have it at all.
This tongue-twisting-sounding sentence is indeed the most true monologue in her life. She has never felt father's love, and she doesn't know what father's love is, she can imagine what it is like for a family of three to be together, father and mother, what kind of relationship they should have, living together every day......
Her family world is a blank slate, she has not experienced it, so she can imagine it.
Since she was born, she has been alone with her mother. Of the billions of people in the world, only my mother really cares about her and loves her.
Sometimes, Su Han really feels very sad, the most ordinary thing that others have is her greatest luxury. Fatherly love, she even has such a common thing, God is really too unfair to her.
Ye Cheng was silent, in the face of Su Han's loneliness, he really didn't know what to say.
"You are Ye Junxuan's father, and naturally you are also an important person in my life." Su Han closed his eyes lightly, took a deep breath and continued, "I respect you, so I accept everything you say, and I listen to the teachings of whatever it is. ”
In Su Han's heart, Ye Cheng has always been a glorious father figure, and Ye Junxuan respects his father so much, which shows that he is a person worthy of respect. No matter how Ye Cheng treated her, she had to maintain a pious heart and be grateful for the kindness that her elders had given her.
Ye Cheng was right, he didn't expect that he would get such an answer. [
Hasn't she ever held a grudge? No, she must have resented. At that time, he was so opposed to her and Ye Junxuan's affairs, it was impossible for her not to blame him for being a father at all. If Ye Cheng agreed, the two of them would not have suffered so much and experienced so many tribulations.
Still, she told him that she had never held a grudge. As for whether this sentence is true or not, she can have the courage to say it in front of him, which is already very brave.
Su Han's gaze had fallen on the hospital bed, and every time she looked at it, she would be glazed, not knowing what she was thinking.
The person she loved the most lay there, motionless, but she couldn't do anything but wait here. In addition to waiting, or waiting.
When will he be able to open his eyes to see her? Even if it was just one glance, it gave her hope.
Su Han lay gently beside the hospital bed, these days, she has become accustomed to this kind of life, such a wait. The waiting was bitter, but just thinking of the joy of seeing him smile again allowed her to support her tired body and walk strongly.
"Xuan? ......" Suddenly, she seemed to see Ye Junxuan's fingers move.
Ye Cheng's attention also quickly shifted to the hospital bed, and he immediately walked over and asked with concern, "What happened?" ”
Su Han sat there, covering his mouth, his eyes trembling a little. Was that true just now? Did Xuan's fingers really move, or was it her hallucination?
"I seem to see Xuan's fingers move, just now." Su Han finally calmed down his emotions, turned his head and said to Ye Cheng excitedly.
"Really?" Ye Cheng was also very surprised and pleasantly surprised by this news, he turned around and was about to leave the ward, "I'll call the doctor." ”
Su Han was so excited that he didn't know what to say. Great, they finally got hope! The joy of being able to have this moment, as if the wait was worth it.
If he woke up, what would she say to him?
Su Han suddenly found that she had so many things to say to him, and she couldn't say them at all. She wanted to say that she had waited for him for a long time, and she had waited very hard, but as long as she could get this result, she was still willing to choose to wait.
Soon, the attending physician followed Ye Cheng into the ward and examined Ye Junxuan.
"Doctor, he, how is he?" Su Han asked anxiously on the side, she couldn't wait to know the result, she really hoped that he could wake up.
After a series of examinations, the doctor frowned slightly, took off the stethoscope, and slowly shook his head to the two family members sitting in the ward: "Sorry, the patient has not yet shown any signs of awakening. ”
Su Han stood up all of a sudden.
"How is that possible!" Her emotions are a little out of control, such a psychological gap, I am afraid that anyone can bear it, "I saw his fingers move just now, just now...... He's moving, he's conscious......"
Before the words could be spoken, Su Han had already shed tears. Why is that? Why does God always tease her like this, give her a hope, and let her down fiercely, this feeling is like falling from a height of 100 meters to the ground, and she can't feel the pain when she falls.
"Miss Su, please calm down. Judging from Mr. Ye's current situation, no one can tell when he will wake up, we can only do our best, and the rest ......"
Ye Cheng didn't seem to want to listen to the doctor's continued nagging, he directly interrupted the doctor's words, and asked very seriously, "Didn't you understand Su Han's words?" She said my son's fingers moved! ”[
This is the first time that Ye Cheng has stood on her side.
Although he held a neutral attitude, Su Han was already very moved. At least, Ye Cheng didn't leave her out.
The doctor looked very embarrassed: "Mr. Ye, please understand our work. The patient has suffered a serious brain injury and is now in a vegetative state, and none of our doctors dares to guarantee when he will wake up. Please be sure to remain calm and sensible and understand the difficulties of our work. ”
These words are simply empty words, and the people in the hospital will only perfunctory their families like this. Although they say that they understand the hardships of their families and can understand the feelings of their families, in fact, they can't understand the pain of losing their loved ones at all, and only those who have experienced it can understand it.
Ye Cheng's gaze suddenly became cold, and he said coldly to the doctor, "Get out!" ”
Everyone can hear it, Ye Cheng has a lot of fire in his heart now, before he breaks out, it's better for the eyesore to be smart and leave by himself.
The doctor was so frightened that he trembled, none of them dared to provoke Ye Cheng, and everyone in the hospital knew that if anyone angered Mr. Ye, the dean would let them not be able to eat and walk around.
Su Han lay on the edge of the hospital bed in pain, his eyes tightly closed. Her hands grasped the sheets, and there was an inexplicable emotion in her heart that she wanted to vent, but she was venting again.
What she had seen just now was that his fingers moved, and he really moved. Aren't vegetative people supposed to be completely immobile? Now that Xuan's fingers have moved, doesn't it mean that his consciousness has returned?
She couldn't figure it out, she really couldn't figure it out. The hope that was so beautiful just now suddenly came to naught.
She was dripping with tears, and tears wet the sheets. Since he didn't wake up, why did God give her a beautiful illusion...... She hated the illusion, and she wished it had never happened.
Ye Cheng watched from the side, and he didn't know what to say. He was in the same mood as Su Han, anxious and angry, eager to pry open the doctor's head to see what they knew and didn't dare to say it. However, this is useless after all, Ye Junxuan still hasn't woken up, this is the cold truth.
After a long time, Su Han straightened up and wiped the tears on his face, so that he at least did not change his face.
"I'll go fetch water and help Xuan wipe his body." As she spoke, she brought the basin from the side and left with a sob.