Chapter 319: Les Miserables
This is really what I am most curious about, if she really hates men, then why did she sleep with me? Isn't it because you care about me? Is there really no mother in her heart?
I still hope that Ying Jinxuan cares about me in her heart, after all, she was so good to me before, she gave me money, gave me a car, gave me a promotion, and even grabbed my arm in front of the whole company to prove my relationship with her.
Isn't all of this that she cares about my mom? I really can't accept such a thing, because I really care about Ying Jinxuan, I like her a lot, I can't accept her saying that she doesn't care about me.
"I already said it just now, going to bed is not a big deal for me, as for I didn't sleep with men before, it's because I hate men, but I heard Su Ruonan say before that it can be regarded as a new attempt to sleep with a man, I just want to taste the novelty," Ying Jinxuan said to me casually.
Now the last illusion in my heart was shattered, I originally thought she was lying to me, and what she said before was false, but now it seems to be true.
"Why me?" I asked Ying Jinxuan in a very low voice.
"It was recommended by Su Ruonan, saying that you are a better person, you have a more honest personality, and you belong to an honest person, so it is easier to get into bed, and it is also convenient to get out of bed, now it seems that she is right," Ying Jinxuan seemed to be a little tired, got up and stood up directly, stretched her slender body, and said lightly.
Honest people?
I couldn't help sneering in my heart, and suddenly remembered a joke on the Internet, saying that many night women are married to an honest man after they have had enough fun at night, and the honest man is digging your family's ancestral grave?
I understood at this time, it turned out that Su Ruonan really had that kind of relationship with Ying Jinxuan, not only did the two of them usually do that kind of thing, but even had a relationship with a man to come to me for experiments, just because I was an honest person, it was easier to bully.
But there was still one last doubt in my heart, so I looked at Ying Jinxuan and asked, "Then why are you so good to me?" Buying me clothes, giving me money, and driving my car, and being so good to me? Don't you feel anything about me in your heart? ”
Just as I asked like this, Ying Jinxuan laughed directly, as if she had heard some funny joke, and slowly walked to the floor-to-ceiling window.
"What are you laughing at?"
"I laugh at you as if you've asked this question before," Ying Jinxuan hugged her full chest with her arms, and the pair of fullness made an amazing arc under her pajamas, she looked at me like this and said, "And I also remember that I already answered you." ”
Hearing Ying Jinxuan's words, I also remembered it all of a sudden, indeed, when I saw Ying Jinxuan before, she had already answered me.
At that time, I was in my rental house with Xiaohui, and I saw Ying Jinxuan and Xiaohui in bed without shame, so I asked Ying Jinxuan this question at that time, and she did answer when she left: "If you think that I am being good to you, then I am being good to you." ”
I didn't understand this sentence at the time, but now that Ying Jinxuan suddenly mentioned it again, I instantly understood what she meant by her words.
That means that she is not treating me well at all, and she gave me those things to harm me.
I was about to continue asking when a man's rough voice came from behind me.
"Honey, why haven't you finished talking yet? Is it so slow? ”
The sudden sound startled me, because I thought that there were only two people in Ying Jinxuan's room, she and me, but I didn't expect that there would be a third person.
I quickly got up from the couch and looked behind me, and I saw a burly* man wearing only SpongeBob pants* behind me.
This man knew at a glance that he was like a fitness coach in the gym, the muscles on his body were very obvious, the chest muscles of the whole person were still very large, the skin was a little dark, and the legs were thick like cow legs.
When the man saw me looking at him, he directly and very provocatively moved the chest muscles on his chest twice, and then asked, "Are you done talking?" Let's leave quickly after chatting, and don't delay the time we two have together. ”
"No, I'll go," I smiled at Ying Jinxuan and turned around and left the room.
Although I still have something I want to ask, after all, there are still outsiders in the house, and I can't say anything more, so I can only leave like this, and the questions I want to know have already been asked, and I know the answers.
The result is that Ying Jinxuan really doesn't care about me, and I can't get what I want from Ying Jinxuan anymore.
Just as I left the room and was about to close the door, I saw a scene in the room that made me feel so uncomfortable.
In front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the room, Ying Jinxuan stood on tiptoe with her feet, and her snow-white jade arms hung on the fitness man's neck, and then kissed the man eagerly, and the man's hand unceremoniously reached into Ying Jinxuan's pajamas.
I saw Ying Jinxuan making out with other men, and she was making out in front of me, I'm afraid I really don't know how I feel now.
Is it uncomfortable? Is it pain? Is it jealousy? Or jealous?
It's as if something incomparably beautiful that originally belonged to me was suddenly occupied by other men, and my heart was really painful.
In the end, I still forced the door shut and left Ying Jinxuan's house.
It's getting late now, I looked at the time on my phone, and it's already past ten o'clock in the evening.
The street is now very empty, because this high-end community is really remote, so now the street wants to take a taxi.
I could only walk along the side of the road like a lonely ghost, all the while my mind kept thinking about the recent events.
After thinking about it for a long time, I finally recognized the truth of the matter, why Ying Jinxuan said that the things she gave me were not good to me at all, but to harm me.
In fact, if you think about my own recent life, I can know that I recently lost everything that Ying Jinxuan gave me, and I instantly felt unprecedented pain.
If I hadn't lived such a good life, I wouldn't have experienced such a great pain, but it was precisely because Ying Jinxuan gave me such a good life, and now that I suddenly lost it, I couldn't accept it in my own heart all of a sudden, and the whole person fell into pain.
Even I wanted to beg Ying Jinxuan in order to be able to return to my original life.
Now I know that Ying Jinxuan's woman's city is not ordinarily deep, it seems to be good to me, but in fact, it is to give me a pain that I can't bear on my own.
And I was stupid and didn't believe that Ying Jinxuan didn't love me, she is the kind of person who can fall in love with anyone at any time, because all men are just playthings in her eyes, and if one is tired of playing, she will replace the next.
I'm really lost now, I just want to drink, I hope to get drunk, and I don't even want to go back to my rental house with Xiaohui, because I don't want to see Zhang Peng's sneering face towards me.
After thinking about it, the only person I can talk to now is Zhao Qian, thinking about it, I took out my mobile phone and called Zhao Qian.
After calling Zhao Qian, no one answered for a long time, but just when I thought no one would answer, the phone was suddenly connected.
"Who? I'm too busy to answer the phone," a man's panting voice came from the phone.
Immediately after that, the phone was hung up, and when I heard such a call at this time, the whole person was stunned.
Because I really heard this man's voice, this voice is clearly the voice of the scum Liao Jun in our company.
And the wheezing sound just now was like the sound of doing that kind of thing, and I still remember that when I got off work today, the person who walked with Liao Jun was Zhao Qian.
The phone I am dialing now is also Zhao Qian's mobile phone, and Liao Jun answered Zhao Qian's call with a wheezing sound.
Doesn't this prove that Zhao Qian went to sleep with Liao Jun?
Originally, my heart was already broken so much that it couldn't be broken anymore, but now that I knew the news of Zhao Qian, my whole mind suddenly went blank, and I completely lost the ability to think.
I can't see the world more and more clearly, why is it like this?
Zhao Qian is obviously a good girl, a good girl like me, why did she casually go to sleep with Liao Jun? How could she do such a thing?
No, Zhao Qian must not be that kind of person, maybe she just followed Liao Jun to dinner, but she was drunk, and then Liao Jun took the opportunity to do that kind of thing to Zhao Qian.
That's right, it must be like this.
I want to call the police, thinking that I am going to call the police, but I was just about to call out, I suddenly remembered, I don't know where Liao Jun and Zhao Qian are, what is the use of me calling the police? I'll be thought I'm messing around with the police, right?
Thinking of this, my hand holding the phone hung down weakly, and my mood was really depressed at this moment.
"Where's the young man? I'll send you, you're alone at such a late hour," a man who seemed to be running a black car shouted at me with his window down.
I got into the car in a daze: "Take me to the nearest bar." ”
"Okay," the big brother immediately agreed, and drove out.
Not long after, the car stopped in front of a luxury bar: "Three hundred!" ”
I was stunned for a moment, and the driver's eldest brother continued to urge: "Three hundred yuan, hurry up." ”
I smiled bitterly, I thought this big brother was a kind person, but it turned out to be a black car that killed customers, and it cost three hundred for such a distance.
But I still gave the money and got out of the car, and after a glance at the brightly lit bar, I walked in alone, and I want to indulge myself tonight.
Heartbroken, I couldn't care about saving money, I sat at the bar and kept drinking, and I didn't care how much it was spent.
"Little brother, is this a broken love?" While I was drinking, a beautiful woman with very revealing red hair came to my side, stroked her hair casually, and smiled at me.