Chapter 94: The Favor of Happiness
"Well, my name is Lin Xiaonuan now. ”
I held my sister's bony hand, vaguely searching for childhood memories, at that time, these hands were my reliance that I would never want to leave.
"I still like to be called An An."
She fiddled with the word "An" in my hand and smiled secretly, I knew what she was laughing at, because when I bought the necklace, my sister originally wanted to buy a "soft" word for herself, and an An and a soft word happened to be the last word of our name, but the word soft does not often appear in the name, and it is not sold, so I can only buy a "Chu" word in the end.
After the reunion of my sister and brother, we discussed having dinner and celebrating, and my sister took my arm affectionately and walked out of the coffee shop together, and I could feel the hot eyes of the white-collar workers around me.
The temptation of black-framed glasses uniforms is undoubtedly the most obsessed with the office style of urban white-collar workers, and my sister is revealing this charming OL temperament everywhere, mature and dignified with a bit of temptation.
I remember the first time I remembered this kind of temperament, it was the female secretary next to Fan Wei in the movie "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb", only a one-minute plot, but because of the image of a hot uniform, she became popular on the Internet.
The true colors of human nature, the most popular thing on the Internet is beauty, and all kinds of beauties will always be sought after by people with different tastes.
Obviously, my sister is the most fascinated beauty of these urban white-collar workers and business people.
My sister took me to a small shop called secret roast chicken, it was a holiday, the store was noisy but did not affect the mood of my reunion with my sister at all, because chicken is the deepest memory of my sister and I childhood, at that time there was always a scene of beggars eating roast chicken on TV, I always begged my sister to buy it for me, one night, I hugged my sister and was ready to sleep, but she took out a roast chicken and put it in front of me like a trick.
I vaguely remember that cold winter night, my sister and brother ate the most delicious meal of their childhood in the bed, and later I learned that my sister had saved a whole month's pocket money for me.
The taste of childhood is gone, but I remember that cold night, in that warm quilt, filled with my sister's countless love.
Sister, from now on, let me take care of you, okay.
I ate the chicken with tears in my eyes and smiled silly at my sister, who looked at me and read my tears, and the tears crossed her smiling face.
We both miss each other so much that we don't know how to express it.
In my twenties, I shed men's tears again, and it belongs only to my sister.
"An An, weren't you taken away at the beginning, why are you now a person again, adopting your family, are they not good to you?"
She asked me with concern as she wiped my tears.
"Eh, the family moved abroad, I don't want to leave, so I said goodbye to them peacefully, now I'm alone, sister, how have you lived in the past few years."
I remarked perfunctorily and digressed the subject.
"I've been fine all these years...
She slowly recounted her experience over the years, left the orphanage at the age of eighteen, because she didn't go to college, she has been doing low-level work when she first entered the society, restaurant waiter, Miss Doorman, housekeeping service, and even part-time cleaner, just to live in the moment and have a bite to eat.
Her life experience is indeed a transformation from an ugly duckling to a swan, but this transformation has taken too many hardships.
I touched my sister's skinny hand, not as tender and soft as Diannie, not as slender and slender as Xia Xinyu, and not as warm and delicate as Shen Lingyu, which is the traces left by the polishing of the years.
My sister said with a smile, her tone was flat, but my heart was full of bitterness.
"Sister, with me, you don't have to do any rough work in the future, just be my beautiful sister."
She smiled with satisfaction after hearing this, touched my head and said, "An An has grown up and knows that she feels sorry for me, but my sister still has to work hard to make money and keep it for you to marry a wife." ”
My sister's words choked my throat so much that I couldn't speak.
Wandering alone, in fact, it is difficult to have the motivation to live, living too numb, and forgetting what she is living for, and now that my sister and brother are reunited, I have become my sister's biggest concern and the hope of her life.
"I won't marry a wife anymore, I'll live with my sister for the rest of my life."
I couldn't hide the emotion in my heart with a smile. She stretched out her finger and gently knocked on the door of my head, pursed her small mouth and said, "It's so big and sticky, if you don't marry a wife, who will inherit our family, I'm still waiting to be an aunt." ”
My sister seems to have expectations for her future life.
"An An is so handsome now, she must have a girlfriend."
In my sister's eyes, I will always be the best.
I shook my head at her and asked, "Sister, don't you have a boyfriend?" ”
She suddenly had a difficult face, and smiled reluctantly: "Sister doesn't want to look for it, you know... ”
I couldn't help but panic and quickly closed the topic.
We happily chatted about interesting things at work, my sister looked happy, very satisfied with my current situation, I proposed the idea of letting her move in with her, but her company in the university town is a bit far away, and it is inconvenient to go to work.
After all, we all have to work to make money, now that we are close, it is very convenient to meet, not in a hurry, the big deal is that I saved money to buy a car for my sister and then let her move over, it is worth it to eat instant noodles for my sister!
In the afternoon, my sister took me to visit the city, she has been working for half a year, and she is more familiar than me. We held hands, just like when we were children, we went out together, regardless of the eyes of the people around us, and my sister was tempted by a black silk uniform, and the return rate along the way exploded, I suddenly remembered that when I was a child, my sister was black and shaved her head, and she was also turning heads when she walked on the road.
And now my sister's long hair has a soft curvature, and the ends of the hair are slightly curled, revealing a mature taste, which is different from Shen Lingyu's sexy and charming wavy curls, which makes people only want to possess it.
We ate ice cream with nostalgia, and its taste lingered in the summer of childhood, and my sister still habitually let me taste it first and give me the delicious food.
Eating ice cream, my sister took out her mobile phone and hugged me affectionately to take pictures, and I giggled and posed in various poses, as if the group photos we took when we were children were left in the orphanage.
In the afternoon, my sister insisted on taking me to the amusement park, because it was the place I longed for the most when I was a child, but I never went to it once, and she couldn't wait to pour out all the love that had fallen for many years.
"When I was a child, I was always in a hurry to grow up, and when I grew up, I could make money and buy An An what he wanted, but An An has been gone for so many years, and now I will give it to you, isn't it a little late."
Looking at the innocent child in the amusement park, my sister was a little disappointed.
I reached out and held her in my arms and whispered in her ear: "As long as my sister is still by my side, it's not too late, I was ignorant when I was a child, and I don't know what my sister likes until now, and now it's my turn to take care of my sister and buy my sister what she likes." ”
My sister rubbed in my arms and choked in a low voice: "I only like An An, as long as you are still by my sister's side." ”
After all, I still can't imagine what my sister has missed me all these years, she has been more sensible than other children since she was a child, and because of the misfortune of her family, she is sensitive, I have been gone for so many years, only simple correspondence, and even lost contact for a time, those days, she must be worried about me at any time, but she is so worried that she can't do anything, which is too cruel for her emotionally fragile sister, and women should not bear these pains.
It's all my fault.
The sea breeze at night was a little cool, I took off my coat and put it on her, and the two walked hand in hand on the beach, dusk had come, and no one wanted to end the day's reunion.
"I have to go to work tomorrow, and the company only gives me one day off, and I don't know when I will see An An next time."
Her tone was reluctant.
I comforted her and said, "It's okay, I can come to see you often, I'm not busy with work anyway." ”
"You work near the university, how can you not be busy, An An, what do you say about the university, colleagues in the company always say that they miss the life of the university, and they must be very happy to go to college."
My sister's face was filled with longing and regret.
In just over 20 years, my sister has experienced too much bitterness and regret, and it seems that the word happiness has never favored her.