120 Xuan and Han's lingering

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"You can have such a heart for your sister. I admire you." Wu Bing stared out the window. The lips whispered such words. He. It's just saying what you really think.

Half-sibling. It's not their fault. But. None of the two sisters can escape this whirlpool of family affection...... Wu Bing couldn't imagine it. What a great pain Su Han has endured over the years. And Ji Xiaoya. And what a tangled life you live.

Ji Xiaoya's eyes showed a faint tenderness. She didn't speak. Just smiling slightly.

She didn't feel like she was doing anything. for these are her business. SU Han. After all, it's her own sister. Even if their mothers are not the same person. At least they have the same father.

Care. They don't have to hold grudges against each other.

At this time. Wu Bing raised the coffee cup in front of him: "Xiaoya. I'll give you a toast."

Not Miss Matches. It's Xiaoya.

Seeing the smile looming at the corner of Wu Bing's lips. Ji Xiaoya also smiled with satisfaction. It's a kind of beauty between strangers. It doesn't require much familiarity. It doesn't take many words. But. But they can understand each other.

"How. I hate me for coffee." Wu Bing made a joke.

Ji Xiaoya hurriedly waved her hand: "How could it be."

"That's not a toast to me." Wu Bing has been raising his glass for a long time. Wouldn't it be embarrassing if Xiaoya didn't wait to see herself.

Ji Xiaoya smiled happily. Pick up that blue wine glass. Bite.. The sound of clinking glasses is nice.

The two of them drank it all.

***

The next day. It's not very clear. The gloomy sky looks like it's just cried. It's all gray and white. On the edge of the cloudy skyrim. The outline of the horizon can be faintly seen. But there was no sunshine there. There is no warmth.

Su Han walked out of the house alone. Walking alone in the alley. There was no one around. The usually lively alleys are exceptionally quiet today. In the silence. There was only a faint chirping of birds.

When Su Han was about to walk to the mouth of the alley. She saw a familiar figure.

The man was leaning against the wall. Slightly looking up at the tiles above. The look on his face was faint. I can't tell how long I've been waiting here.

"Xuan..."

See your sweetheart who thinks about it day and night. Su Han couldn't help but feel an irrepressible emotion in his heart. How did he end up here? Time. Su Han had tens of thousands of conjectures in his heart.

This subtle call did not escape Ye Junxuan's ears. He subconsciously turned his head. I saw Su Han standing alone not far away. Her thin figure. It's still so distressing.

Ye Junxuan took a few steps towards her. One-step. One-step. It's all heavy. When they're face to face. The atmosphere between the two suddenly turned pale.

He didn't know how to speak.

They really haven't seen each other in a long time. But he understood. The heart that misses her. And I miss her constantly... It never stopped for a day.

He wanted to say to her. I miss you so much. Thinking about you every day. There is no day for you. Life is better than death.

After all these days of torture. Ye Junxuan finally figured it out. They have no support from their loved ones. There is no bright future... But. They at least still have love for each other.

Why should they be paranoid about believing those pessimistic thoughts. Even if the whole world is against them being together. And so what? She didn't go. He didn't leave. Their love is still there. This is a precious treasure. He didn't want to lose it again.

At this time. Su Han smiled faintly: "Find me... What's the matter?"

Her tone was unusually calm. It seems that I am not happy about this meeting at all. They just know each other. Then meet by chance. So much for.

Ye Junxuan replied with the same calm smile: "I miss you."

Miss you. The weight of these three words. Maybe even more than I love you.

"Hmm..."Su Han nodded.

She didn't know what to say well. In fact. She knew he was thinking about himself every day. I also know that this love is not so easy to give up... But. So what? She's quit. Away from his world. They shouldn't have met again.

As soon as Su Han wanted to walk out of the alley, he was stopped by Ye Junxuan's arm.

Su Han subconsciously pushed it. He lowered his head slightly and said, "Don't be like this. We're not together anymore."

She had made it clear that day. Their love has no future. So. She couldn't delay him like this anymore. She didn't want to be a burden to him. His burdensomeness.

"Nope." Ye Junxuan only said one word.

In his deep eyes. Wen has a little persistent but dazed tenderness. Su Han's heart rippled. She didn't dare look at him. I'm afraid that if you're not careful, you'll cry like rain.

Su Han turned around silently. She really didn't want him to see her crying. She wanted to be in his memories. She's always smiling.

Xuan is the man she loves the most. And the only man I've ever loved. She would love to be with him for the rest of her life. Grow old together. Let's watch the long stream of water...

But. He has a great future ahead of him. How can a woman who cannot have children give up everything that belongs to him. It would be irrational to do so. Su Han wouldn't allow him to do that either.

They are in love with each other. It was a beautiful mistake in the first place. She reminds herself all the time.

"Let's go find her......"

Su Han closed his eyes gently. Two lines of cold tears crossed his cheeks.

She's still not strong enough after all. Didn't have the courage to face this cruel truth. What a wonderful thing it is to bless your beloved... Why is she crying? You should laugh...

A pair of gentle arms wrapped around her waist.

"I wasn't with her. So. I'm free." Ye Junxuan buried his head between Su Han's neck. Smell her faint scent. Still so familiar. Cordial.

Su Han wanted to break free of his hand. But. But he held her firmly. I won't let go of anything.

"Who I'm thinking about. Whoever you come to." Ye Junxuan said in a calm voice in her ear. There is no intention of letting go at all.

Su Han didn't struggle anymore. At this moment. She only had the urge to cry. She's really tired. I want to find a forgotten corner of the world and curl up. Rest well...

"Why are you doing this?" Su Han's voice was already trembling. She hated herself for not being steadfast. She could have walked away more decisively. Such. I won't give him a chance to hold himself." We can't be together anymore. You let me go. Such. It's all good for us..."

If he lingers like this again. She was so afraid she would waver. She can't drag him down... She knows it deeply. I don't have the right to stand by his side anymore. Not even qualified to be his girlfriend or wife... For this. She had to stay awake.

"Han. You turn around." Ye Junxuan's tone was still so light. He was not shaken by her grief. I didn't change my original intention. His heart. Always unwavering.

Su Han covered his mouth with both hands. Just shaking his head desperately.

"Turn around. Let me see you." Ye Junxuan smiled slightly. He also stroked her head. It's like coaxing a cute kitten.

Su Han's tear ducts were about to collapse. Tears welled up in his eyes.

She was most afraid of his gentle appearance. It will make her irresistible. She would rather he be a little bit nicer and harsh on herself. Even if you scold her a few words... But. That's how he chooses it. Why is he always so gentle. Always shake her resolve when she is least determined.

"You don't turn around. I'm going to get my hands dirty." Ye Junxuan can still speak in a very relaxed tone at this time.

Su Han burst into tears and laughed. She knew that Xuan was a man of his word. After a while. She wiped tears from the corners of her eyes. Finally turned around slowly.

In the moment of eye contact with him. She knew she had nowhere to run.

Ye Junxuan used his slender fingers. Gently swiped across Su Han's cheek. Looking at the sweetheart who is getting haggard day by day. His heart was unspeakably sad.

"Han. How are you doing?" He brushed the shredded hair from her ears. Whispering softly. But. More mood but like a fish in the throat.

Not good. She's having a bad time. Su Han shook his head with tears in his eyes. Her soul was hollowed out. A shattered shell remains. Swim like the walking dead every day......

"It looks like I'm losing weight again." Ye Junxuan took her into his arms very distressed. Hold her tight." Isn't it good to rest and eat again?"

"No," Su Han laughed while crying. After the bitter lesson of the last miscarriage. She didn't dare to malnourish anymore. Even if you don't have an appetite, you will force yourself to eat something.

She was suffering from lovesickness. It's easier to get emaciated than skipping meals and sleeping. This time I miss him. Time hangs heavy on one's hands. If he doesn't show up again. She really didn't know how much longer she could last.

Ye Junxuan understands the girl's heartache. In fact. He is not bitter. There's no way he can stop loving her. Whenever he closes his eyes. All that echoes in my mind is her beautiful smile. In the dead of night. Looking at the empty double pillow. He would always think of the night when he slept with her. That feeling. Obviously still warm by his bedside.

"Xuan." Su Han didn't dare to look at him anymore. She bowed her head shallowly. Snuggle up in his warm embrace." Why can't I forget you? I really don't want to love you anymore. But. I can't do it..."

Ye Junxuan slowly left her waist. and put his hands on her shoulders. With a faint smile, he said, "Then don't forget it. Why force yourself to do what you don't want to do."

Su Han stared at his gentle eyes. Laughed unconsciously.

Ye Junxuan stroked her cheek. Gradually bent down. A deep kiss on her lips. She climbed on his shoulders. Close your eyes lightly. With this lingering kiss.

A long-lost feeling. It's the taste of love. No one can resist ... Long. They reluctantly left each other.

Ye Junxuan took her hand. smiled at her, "Let's go. I'll take you somewhere."

Su Han blinked ignorantly.