27. The deeper his love, the less his words become
Lin Jialuo
Yuan Jingbai is said to have brought to the roommate of the Nian, which is the source, I don't know very well, but the Harmony and Nian are too strange, and the Nian is very natural, the girl's hair is very long, the eyes are slender and delicate, which makes people pity very much, it seems to be very sticky Yuan Jingbai, as soon as she enters the door, Sister Lin, Sister Lin's call, such as:
"Sister Lin, listen to and read that you have been very good since you were a child?"
“……”
"Sister Lin, your skin is super good, do you usually have maintenance?"
"Nope."
"Sister Lin, were you born in the same month as Younian? What zodiac sign do you have? Oh, Pisces, I'm a virgin months too late to you! ”
“……”
"So, it's not too big, you don't need to call Jialuo so old!" Wen Hui, who was sitting next to me, said
"Xiaoyu is not wrong, why are you so picky!" Gan Xuning also retorted salty
"Brother Xu Ning is right, what is the name of Sister Lin if you don't call it? Sister Lin? ”
"Doesn't this woman have a little bit of emotional intelligence? Gan Xuning followed to join in the fun! ”
"I picked a thorn, what thorn did I pick again? Have I known you for so long and you think so much of me? ”
"Don't mess with me here!"
"Am I vexatious? I understand what I am now, I worked hard to go to this school for you, you can talk to me so confidently, do you think I don't know that your family has already paved the sunny road for you, the Ivy League school, right, do you plan to have me in the future! ”
She sobbed next to me, and Gan Xuning stood up from her seat, "I thought we were relying on each other. ”
"It's not like that for a long time, you can release my pigeons for a night because of playing games, I can't come back outside in the winter, I call you and ask if you can come and pick me up, you say you don't have time, but at that time you were singing K with your buddies and sisters in the KTV not too far from me, last month I said to send me a pair of Nike sneakers as a birthday gift, but my birthday is in the second half of the year, how stupid am I! Gan Xuyu thank you, I should have said this to you a long time ago, you are not tired, I am tired..."
"Are you going to break up with me?"
"It's long overdue, I loved, I wish you all the best, I never regret it, since that's the case, I don't get along with each other from now on, I wish you a bright future, and it's a relief to be separated."
I looked at Wen Hui, she was also strong like a stone in those years, which was my relationship with Gu Shen.
Will I fall apart in the future.
She and Gan Xuning have always broken up, she cried all night in the dormitory, I turned on the solar lamp, leaned on the faint lamp, saw Wen Hui, she used her hoarse voice to cry, told us about Gan Xuning, also, from the people you loved when you were a student, they met and knew each other, and a few of them could walk into the Civil Affairs Bureau hand in hand, hand in hand to Baitou.
I don't dare, and how many people dare.
I believe that it must be very, very loved, but now, it is not fading but scattering. After all, I always dare not think, will he still love me after many years?
I want to walk with him all the time, walking for a long time, walking a long distance, it's quite strange, obviously he moved first, why did I fall deeper and deeper?
It's really funny.,At the dinner that day, Wen Hui dropped the cup and took the bag and left directly.,I'm her roommate and the only girl who knows her well at this dinner table.,Naturally, I chased after it.,I don't know what the picture was like after I left with her? Did they finish eating with each other's ghosts, or did they all end up and left? This bloody plot of the first love breakup happened around me, and we only got a definite answer in the end, accompanied by the youth painted by Gan Xu Ning in the time of wandering, he said to them and us:
"It's completely over."
Unrelated letters
Gan Xuning sent the text message, and with youth, love, and time, it turned into white ash belonging to youth...
“
Wenzi
Allow me to call you this last time.
I was a freshman in your high school, I was a sophomore in high school, I was a junior in your sophomore year, I was 21 years old, and in the year of my establishment, as you said, the road was paved at home, and I was going to the United States soon, I was really reluctant, I was reluctant to you, I thought about it for a long time how to tell you, can you wait for me? Two years, three years? But now you don't have to wait for me.
The second year of high school played basketball with Gu Shen, and it happened to hit your head, and your head was smashed, and he said that it was okay, it was okay. The next day, I accidentally saw you with a big bag on your head, combed a ponytail, raised a large piece, did not dare to step forward, and then we practiced, the principal came to the stage to present the award, the New Youth Magazine Excellence Award, I remember very strongly, and then I bought a copy, and then a year later I accidentally hit you on a bicycle, it was more miserable, your left leg was directly fractured, when your class teacher came to see you, he told me when you took a nap, your family situation, the high school entrance examination was poached to our school, food and accommodation are free, high school Chinese science sub-subject, You can go to Tsinghua University and Peking University in liberal arts, and you can even get through three books in science, but unfortunately your mother was paralyzed in a car accident, and there is a younger brother at home who has to undergo dialysis every month, your father is under a lot of pressure, and he works day and night, my mother sees that you are pitiful, and makes bones for you every day, when she is hospitalized, it is pork rib soup, and when you are discharged from the hospital, it is sweet and sour pork ribs, braised pork ribs, I bring it to you every day, and I bring it for a semester, and I give you the ribs at the beginning of the second semester, and you say "no need." "At that time, your eyes were full of gloom, I wanted to know what was wrong with you, so I went to ask your cousin's homeroom teacher, I was shocked after Mr. Wen said, your mother and your younger brother who had cancer committed suicide at home, the teacher told me not to say that I was afraid of hurting you, I blocked you on your way home on the weekend, you were not surprised to see me, but a expressionless face.
"I... Wanted to talk to you. ”
"Say it."
"I heard about you, don't be sad, the teacher said that you have lost dozens of people, life still has to go on, and it is useless to be sad."
I never comfort anyone, I don't know which sentence is wrong, and then you burst into tears
"Just hit me, is it necessary, do you need to be so good to me, I'm cowardly and pitiful in your eyes, right?"
You muttered, "Your life is so good, you have a father and a mother, you grew up with a golden key in your mouth, there is nothing to worry about, besides, if you have something to worry about, your parents will also solve it for you, and me, my mother said to me when I went out that day, 'Wen Hui, Mom is sorry for you!'" ', sorry what? We live hard in this world, we are all human beings, why are our fates so different, so surviving, why can't we be well? ”
That's you crying very badly, I was looking at you stupidly, I couldn't think of words to comfort you, I don't know where I got the courage to hug you, you may be staying, but you still can't stop sobbing, I think you are pitiful, I want to hold you to the end of time, and wait until the world is old.
I don't know why we have become the way we are, but I'm so sorry for you, you have a big gap between arts and sciences, but because I chose science when I was in class, my grades rose from more than 300 to more than 600, how could I not know the hard work, I thought we could be a long time, I was thinking about how to tell you about my study abroad at night, but I don't know where you heard the news, I don't want you to stay in the cold cave for 18 years like Wang Baochai, I think, if you can get rid of it a little, then divide it. As long as you can be comfortable and live a better life from now on, I don't care.
I like you a lot.
Always, love it.