I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth, "That's better, what kind of guest Xiao Shao has accompanied a slut, why should I care, I just made it up, I have made it up many times, Xiao Shao is satisfied?" ”

"Smack!" Xiao Ze slapped me again, grabbed my hair and forced me to raise my head to look at him, "You are really getting bolder now." ”

"Don't dare, I know that Xiao Shao's temper is not so easy to mess with. I'm not a masochist. ”

"Sharp teeth." Xiao Ze angrily threw me on the sofa and ripped off my clothes, "Then I'll see if you're a masochist." ”

My scalp was torn by him, but I bit my lip tightly and refused to make a sound begging for mercy.

"Don't talk, do you?" Xiao Ze unbuttoned his clothes, then pinched my mouth fiercely, and sent it to him, "I want to see how hard your bones are!" ”

A fishy smell began to spread in my mouth, and I tried to break free, but he held the back of my head and couldn't move.

"Hmm" I can only make a whining sound I feel that I can no longer breathe smoothly, the mirror on the side reflects my suffocated red cheeks, I am about to suffocate, I can only desperately beat Xiao Ze with my hands, maybe he senses my pain and struggle or he feels that this punishment has achieved its goal, Xiao Ze held my two hands that kept patting his body, and began to move his body one by one.

It was like a dying fish being released back into the sea in an instant, and I was about to take a big breath of air, but I didn't expect Xiao Ze to move slowly from the beginning to a violent slam into my throat, until my tears couldn't stop flowing, Xiao Ze slowly stopped moving.

"Does it hurt?" He hooked my chin and forced me to look at him, "I'm telling you, this is just the beginning!" ”

I glared at him fiercely, struggling to spit out what was in my mouth

"What, I can't stand it anymore?" Xiao Ze dragged my hair fiercely, and started a new round of movement, "There are still so many men waiting for you to serve you well at night, you can't stand any of them and want to go back to work?" ”

I whimpered and couldn't make a sound, but I had to cooperate with Xiao Ze, and saliva dripped down the corners of my mouth and flowed all over the ground

"Look at how lowly you look now." Xiao Ze carried me to the mirror in disgust, I grinned in pain, looked at myself in the mirror in humiliation and embarrassment, and couldn't help but shout at him in a little collapse, "Can you not think of people so dirty!" Can you see me as a human being? ”

"Is it the dirtiness I think or the dirtiness you do? Treat you as a human being to see if you are going the way people should go! ”

"Well, I did it dirty! I don't go the right way! I simply tore off my clothes, lay down on them, and closed my eyes, "Here you go!" Here you go! I'll let you come! Feel free to come! ”

After saying that, I quietly waited for him to storm on, but the room fell into a deathly silence, and instead of attacking me as before, he came over and kicked the unsuspecting me down, "Kneel on the ground and lick Lao Tzu." ”

"I don't!" I wanted to push Xiao Ze away in humiliation, I didn't want to do it at this time.

Seeing that I objected, Xiao Ze's face became even more ugly, "I'll count three times, if you don't want to die, hurry up!" ”

"One"

"Two"

I listened to Xiao Ze's report in humiliation, from the sneer at the beginning to the numbness that became later, I knew that I was to blame for everything, and if I didn't say it back to the night, I wouldn't anger him.

After all, he doesn't know why I did this, under normal circumstances, what is a woman who has finally escaped from the sea of suffering and has to go back to the glamorous light is not a slut?

"Three."

I smiled wryly, and despite my inner struggle, I slowly crawled over, leaning over and kissing his body before he became angry

"Be careful, if Lao Tzu is not happy today, you are not allowed to eat or sleep"

"Okay" I tearfully promised Xiao Ze, and then took the initiative to sit on him, and my deep and shallow self began to move

If it had been before, he would have hugged me tightly and gave me a more violent impact, but this time he opened his eyes suddenly, and those cold eyes stared at me and I couldn't help but tremble

"Slut!" Before I could react, Xiao Ze slapped me to the ground and stared at me, "Lao Tzu asked you to kneel down and serve me!" Not for you to enjoy! ”

"Me"

"Less nonsense!" Without listening to any explanation from me, Xiao Ze raised his hand and carried me in front of him like a dog, and gave me orders, "Hurry up!" ”

I looked at him, and felt that the defense line in my heart was destroyed by him at this moment, and he challenged my bottom line again and again, this is the man I care about in my heart, I think about him everywhere, but he will only practice me when he is unhappy, just because I gave him the right to love, can he?

I don't want it!

I don't want it!

Thinking of this, I violently broke free of Xiao Ze's hand, and stared at his face with a little collapse in my heart, "I don't want to, I'd rather go back to the night and ride thousands of people than let you trample on me." ”

My sudden emotional outburst made Xiao Ze stunned for a moment, and then he reached out and grabbed his shoulder, "Li Meng, are you crazy?" Do you know what you're talking about?"

Xiao Ze's hand grabbed my shoulder and hurt, I knew that I couldn't break free, so I bit his hand hard, watching him let go of his hand in pain, I pushed him hard again, "I know better than ever what I'm talking about!" I'm the only one! I don't like you to go to your daughter! ”

"You're crazy!"

"If I wasn't crazy, I should have accepted Tang Xiaofan's arrangement to leave you a long time ago! If I'm not crazy, Tang Xuefei should call me live broadcast, hurry up and jerk you when you guys are here! ”

"What are you talking about?"

"Huh! Aze, you're so big!! It's disgusting! "Saying that, I didn't care about Xiao Ze's reaction, thinking of Tang Xuefei's phone call that day, my heart inexplicably burned with bursts of nameless fire, and I wanted to tear him up when I saw Xiao Ze!

That's right, tear him up!

I felt like a little leopard with out-of-control sharp teeth and a sharp mouth, waving his paws and picking up the things on the table and starting to smash them on Xiao Ze, "Brute, scum, bastard!" ”

"You're a demon!"

"You just like you! You're such a fucking bastard! ”

"Bastard!"

Basically everything in the room that could be smashed was picked up by me and beckoned to Xiao Ze, until there was nothing to smash I knelt on the ground, crying the whole person was a little convulsive and out of breath, and he was still scolding, "Bastard, bastard!" ”

"Is enough scolding?" After a long silence, he looked at me and scolded, and Xiao Ze, who let me beat, finally open his mouth.

Lazy to ignore Xiao Ze, I simply buried my face in the crook of my arm and continued to cry.

"Then you cry!" Xiao Ze looked extremely cold-blooded and quiet, just smiled and wiped the blood stains on his body that were smashed and scratched by me, reached out and took his coat and opened the door and walked out.

"Hurry up, it's best not to come back for the rest of your life, don't let the old lady see you!" Hearing that he really opened the door and left, I couldn't help crying and ran to the door to open the door, yelled at Xiao Ze's back and turned around and slammed the door slammed shut.

I don't know why I'm so emotionally out of control, but I feel unacceptable when I think of Tang Xuefei's live broadcast and his voice, especially when he was so abusive to himself just now, I looked at the scars on my body, slowly got up, and slowly put on my pajamas.

But just when I wanted to settle down and light a cigarette, I suddenly felt that something was wrong with my body, and although these days had passed, I could still clearly perceive what terrible things had happened

From the uncertainty of a hundred claws to the trembling of my whole body, I was shocked that my drug addiction had been committed

I know that addiction doesn't have any rules or cycles, but the sudden occurrence of this moment also makes me feel inexplicably scared

I curled up uncomfortably, from the irritability at the beginning to the cold, the kind of cold from head to toe

Suddenly, at this moment, I really wished that Xiao Ze was by my side, and then immediately dispelled my thoughts and felt that I was useless.

I wanted to get up and call Zhou's mother, but I felt that the addiction came quickly, and it spread too quickly, and I rolled on the carpet like a puddle of mud, in pain

"Help Zhou's Mother"

I shouted at the top of my voice, but the volume coming out was extraordinarily weak, I gritted my teeth, cold sweat dripped down drop by drop, and my heart felt like crazy about the thirst for medicine

I could only roll up the blanket at hand and stuff it into my mouth, bite it hard, and silently thought in my heart that I would get through, I would get through

Every second that passed seemed like a century, and I was sometimes curled up, sometimes rolling stiffly on the ground, and several times I tried to reach for the medicine that Xiao Cheng left for me, and then I retracted my hand stiffly.

Xiao Cheng said that the medicine was brought by Xiao Ze when he came back from abroad, and he was afraid that I would not be able to endure the bitterness of drug addiction.

But I can't touch the drug, the uncontrollable feeling of touching me is thousands of times more terrible than the onset of drug addiction, I know that this addiction is time-limited, as long as I can bear it, I can endure it, the cycle of the attack will get longer and longer, until I quit

Thinking of this, I howled in pain, pulling at my hair desperately, and at the same time that I felt like I was going crazy, I suddenly heard footsteps approaching outside, and I looked at the door with a hint of anticipation.

"Help me, it's so uncomfortable"

I was still begging for help, but when I saw the door being pushed open from the outside and a pair of men's leather shoes walked in, I immediately became indifferent, "I said that there is a kind of don't come back, how far to roll." ”

I couldn't lift my eyelids so heavy that I gritted my teeth and didn't let go, I heard a slight sigh, and then my neck hurt and I fainted

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