Mo Han dusted off his body and said to me, "It's too dark in the house, sit on the balcony and watch the moon for a while, and then fall asleep." ”

I looked up at the moon hanging in the sky, it was bright tonight, but without the company of the stars, it looked so deserted.

This neighborhood is on the outskirts of the city, especially quiet after late night, Mo Han and I stood side by side, looking at the cold moonlight at the same angle, and a faint melancholy appeared in my heart, which came from seeing through the moon's cloudy and sunny days.

After Mo Han stood with me for a while, she sat in the rocking chair, she shook gently, looking so quiet, just like the coldness of the moonlight.

After a long time, I turned to Mo Han and said: "Life began to erupt in the Cambrian period, and it has been more than 500 million years now, life is in reincarnation, changing again and again, and the moon is still the same moon. I smiled and continued, "How many joys and sorrows does it verify?" ”

Mo Han nodded and said, "When you ask this, you suddenly feel that people are really small. ”

"Yes, we have only occupied these 500 million years for a few decades, and in these only decades, we still have to share with 6 billion humans, countless animals and plants!" I sighed.

"So personal joys and sorrows really don't matter, do they?" Mohan asked me.

I nodded and said, "I think you really saw through this, so you are so unhappy and sad!" ”

Mo Han didn't agree with my statement, but said indifferently: "People's pain is just because they regard themselves too much and care too much about their joys, sorrows, and sorrows...... In fact, no one really cares if you're happy or sad! ”

Although Mo Han's words are a little negative, they are indeed a true portrayal of her character, and she has seen through everything, and it is difficult for her emotions to fluctuate anymore.

I took a deep breath and said, "yes, what is pain?" For example, the moon hanging in the sky, it has witnessed the book burning pit in history, witnessed the killing of 400,000 soldiers of Zhao State in Baiqikeng, and also witnessed the historical tragedy of Yangzhou Ten Days and Jiading Three Massacres, but now it is still looking at us with this cold gaze, I think it can be numb and numb...... We really shouldn't care too much about the so-called joys and sorrows, because all the joys and sorrows are not worth mentioning in the torrent of history, and we will eventually be annihilated! ”

Mo Han smiled and said, "Maybe what you said is right, but how many people can stand in the torrent of history and examine themselves?" More people like to torture themselves with living in the present moment and fantasize about pain! ”

I nodded, indeed Mo Han was seen more thoroughly by everyone, what kind of experience made her have such a relief beyond her emotions?

.......

The night was deeper, Mo Han was still sitting in the rocking chair, swaying leisurely, I was with her like this, and I couldn't remember to help her change the fuse, maybe in the eyes of us who were enlightened, changing the fuse was really not a thing.

After a long silence, Mo Han asked me, "Yixi, if one day you lose your money and everything in business, will you suffer?" ”

I was very confused: "Why do you suddenly ask this?" ”

"Answer me."

I smiled and said, "There is nothing in the first place, where is the dust....... It's gone, it's gone, I won't care too much! ”

Mo Han nodded, did not say anything more, in the cold moonlight, she looked so noble, and so lonely...... In fact, now I position myself and Mo Han as friends, and I have many high-quality friends around me, I can introduce her to her and relieve her loneliness, but I can't do it, because in my eyes, no man can match her, including me! She is the most illusory and ethereal woman I have ever met in my life, and even, looking back now, I don't believe that she was my girlfriend and we had a one-night (love)!

......

"It's getting late, it's time for you to go back." Mo Han reminded me.

I looked at the sky again, the moon had deviated a lot from its original position, and the night was really deep, so I said to Mo Han, "Help you change the fuse and go!" ”

After some busyness, there was finally a light in the house, and after I went to the bathroom to wash my hands, I was ready to leave, Mo Han sent me to the door, and whispered, "Pay attention to safety on the road." ”

"Well, don't send it, hurry back and rest...... By the way, there is a medicine box in the cabinet next to the bed, which contains cold powder, you can drink it to prevent it! ”

"You know..... Thank you for helping me change the fuse! ”

"Say thank you, I still have to say sorry to you, it's been so long!"

Mo Han shook his head and said, "I was just sitting on the balcony looking at the moon, and I suddenly felt that sometimes I could see clearly, or I couldn't see clearly, and the difference was really not big!" ”

The night was too late, I didn't savor Mo Han's words, and after saying goodbye to her again, I left in a hurry.

........

When I got home, it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night, I tried not to make a little movement, walked into the house, but found that the bathroom light was on, my heart tightened, gritted my teeth, or pushed open the bedroom door, but unexpectedly found that Chen Qingyi was not in bed, so it must be her in the bathroom at the moment, she has woken up!

There was a sound of vomiting in the bathroom, and I knew that Chen Qingyi was drunk, but I hesitated to help her, and I didn't know how to explain to her later that I ran out in the middle of the night.

After a while, Chen Qingyi walked out of the bathroom and saw me, still without a change in mood, just asked, "Are you back?" ”

"Hmm." I answered, and was ready to be interrogated by Chen Qingyi.

Chen Qingyi didn't interrogate me as I imagined, but just said to me: "My throat is a little uncomfortable, can you soak some honey in warm water for me to drink?" ”

"Oh." I answered, hurriedly took out the honey from the refrigerator, soaked a glass of honey water in warm water and handed it to Chen Qingyi.

She took the honey water and drank half a glass of honey water, and said to me, "Don't sit still, rest early." ”

I finally couldn't help it: "Aren't you asking me something?" ”

Chen Qingyi shook her head a little lonely, and said, "I know it's embarrassing, why do I still ask?" With that, he walked straight into the bedroom.

I followed Chen Qingyi into the bedroom, pondered for a long time, and finally explained, "Things are not what you imagined!" ”

Chen Qingyi smiled and asked, "What do I imagine it to look like?" ”

"I don't want to explain too much, but please trust me."

Chen Qingyi nodded and said, "Well, I trust you, at least you won't do that for Pippi, right?" ”

Chen Qingyi's words pierced my soft underbelly, indeed for the sake of Pipi, I can't have a trace of emotional cheating, I need this family!

.......

Turn off the light and lie on the bed, Chen Qingyi didn't cover the same quilt with me, she picked up another quilt from the cupboard, I knew that this was her reminder to me, although she said to trust me, but her heart was more or less unhappy.

In the darkness, I thought of what I realized in the moonlight tonight: human suffering comes from caring too much about one's own feelings...... At this moment, Chen Qingyi is, so is Anqi, and I used to be even more ......