394 Zen
Wulong Mountain is not far from our hotel, take half an hour by car to arrive, after that, the three of us began to climb the mountain, this place is also one of the attractions of Gaocheng, although today is Monday, but there are quite a lot of people who climb the mountain, the scenery of this mountain is good, no wonder there will be many people if it is not a holiday.
I'm used to seeing the battles between the rivers and lakes, and I don't have many natural scenery to enjoy occasionally, and Feizi has been here, so this time he acted as a guide for me and Jiang Yufei.
We chatted while climbing the mountain, I asked Feizi about the situation in Yangcheng, he said that Li Tianhao kept his promise, and did not embarrass Meng Yao after that time, on the contrary, he also helped Meng Yao everywhere, and the two of them who had a lot of grievances gradually opened their hearts and became tacitly compatible, under the leadership of the Bamboo Gang, a new branch hall Black Dragon Hall was established, Meng Yao was the hall master, and Feizi is now in charge of the Yitian branch while helping Meng Yao, and the days are stable and thriving.
It can be seen that Fei Zai is very satisfied with his current life, and he always has a smile on his face when he mentions Meng Yao, his brother when he was young can live the life he wants, I naturally want to be blessed as a brother, and time flies quickly, it has been almost five years in the blink of an eye, and several brothers who used to make trouble at school in the past have their own lives.
Yang Wei went to be a soldier, it is said that he performed well, and he can be promoted to an officer next year, Feizi is in Yangcheng, standing alone, Dongdong continues to work hard for the position of the head of the family, and I have become a boss of the rivers and lakes, and now only the swallow is left, if he is really like a monk, then I will also preside over him, but I can see that he just can't think about it for a while, I don't want him to regret it, so I came, I want to persuade him to go back.
After the three of us arrived at the temple in Wulong Mountain, under Feizi's inquiry, we learned that Yanzi had followed the host of the temple to the back mountain to practice meditation in the morning.
Originally, I was going to wait here, but Jiang Yufei was bored, so I asked Fei Zai to take us to the back mountain to see what the so-called meditation was, I didn't know much about this aspect, so I was full of interest and agreed with Jiang Yufei's idea, so under the leadership of Fei Zai, we set off towards the back mountain.
Wulong Mountain is located at the top of the mountain, there is a cave behind the temple, quiet as a virgin, a soft, falling flowers, flowing water, conform to nature, birds and flowers, as long as you are here, people's hearts will be quiet, I take a deep breath, feel the magic of nature, come here, it is indeed let my already exhausted body, feel reborn.
Walking in the back mountain in the shade of the trees, Feizi led the way in front, I chatted with Jiang Yufei, which made me feel very comfortable, and even had a good idea that if he quit the rivers and lakes one day, it would be good to come to this place to retire.
After walking for a while, I saw a towering tree not far away, as the saying goes, people are old spirits, ghosts are old spirits, what about the tree? I look at the tree, at least for hundreds of years, monks always like to sit under the tree and meditate, just because under the portrayal of the years, the tree will always add a Zen flavor!
There are two people under the tree, both bald, one of them is a swallow, and the other I think is the presiding officer of this temple, the old monk is sitting cross-legged, looking like saving the world, and the swallow, a well-behaved look, just like seeing the teacher's humility.
This old monk has a bit of ability, even the unruly swallow is like this in front of him, maybe it's because of the fear of Buddhism, when I see the old monk, there is always a feeling of saying no, he just sits there, but as if he is not there, the whole person looks very ethereal,
I wanted to go up to say hello, but was stopped by Jiang Yufei, I know what she meant, the Buddhist family is not good to disturb the practice of meditation, or wait for Yanzi to finish chatting with the old monk, and then go over.
So the three of us stood next to the uncle, wanting to hear what Yanzi was talking about with the old monk.
Yanzi sat cross-legged, lowered his head and said, "Master, if you forget everything, will there be no pain......
The old monk replied, "Idiot, yes, it won't be painful if you forget, but are you willing to forget?" There are three mes in everyone's heart, one is biased towards emotion, one is biased towards reason, one is a child, the emotional one you tell you can't forget, the rational one you tell you to forget it will be better, what about the child, the child will only follow the heart, that is desire, if you can't let go of desire, how can you talk to me about forgetting? ”
The swallow was silent, and the old monk said again: "Who are you, where are you from, where are you going, people have been thinking about these three questions all their lives, the name is the codename, where to go is the goal, where are you going is the desire, people have been making a series of efforts for desire in this life, are you willing to give up your desire?" ”
Yanzi shook his head and said: "I am reluctant, I was deceived into the empty door, but I am greedy for Hongchen, Hongchen wants me to suffer, and I hope to escape from Hongchen, two dilemmas!" ”
Speaking of this, Yanzi smiled bitterly: "I'm not good at being a man, and I'm not attentive enough to be a monk, am I useless?" ”
The old monk asked rhetorically: "Idiot, let me ask you a question, are you happy now?" ”
Yanzi shook his head and said, "I'm not happy, I'm really unhappy, but ......"
The old monk said: "But you are afraid of facing the past, you have had bad memories before, right, life is not satisfactory, nine times out of ten, idiot, your heart still can't let go of desires, so why force yourself, although you have a relationship with the Buddha, but the time has not come, why not be brave and rejoin the world?" ”
Yanzi was stunned for a moment, and said helplessly: "Master, you also gave up on me, you know what kind of person I will become when I go out, I am a gangster, and after I go out, I will fight and kill, and become a monk, how can you persuade me to do this?" ”
The old monk laughed and said: "I advise people to be pure and forget their desires, but they can be born from nothing, and teach them to go to the void, but they are just teaching those who come to go where they come." The common people are born in the world, like fallen leaves to the earth, endlessly, there is no need to guide, and there may be other true meanings. ”
"Follow your own desires, live happily, life is originally a practice, why care about the form, can't forget the red dust, so re-invest in the red dust, afraid of memories to face memories, life is always one challenge after another, escape into the empty door is not to escape, but after tasting the ups and downs of the world, let go of desires, and learn that everything is red dust, now you, you have not tasted the warmth and coldness of the world, don't you feel pity? If you don't understand, thousands of miles are in vain, if you are enlightened, there is a spiritual mountain under your feet! ”
"You shouldn't be like this, or you can't be like now, one flower and one world, one leaf and one Bodhi, bear a thousand serious sins, and you won't die if you refined!"
After the old monk finished speaking, he walked towards us, and the three of us hurriedly bowed to the old monk, and his words just now were to persuade Yanzi, and we could all hear it and express our gratitude.
After the old monk left, we all gathered around, and at this time the swallow had already discovered us, and there was a little guilt in his eyes, he raised his head and looked at me and said, "Little brother, I have thought clearly." ”
I was a little surprised and said, "What, I don't want to be a monk anymore?" ”
Yanzi nodded and said: "Yes, I don't even know what he said, I only know that if I become a person like the host, I will definitely die of boredom!" ”
Yanzi's words made us all laugh, and Fei Zai said: "That's okay, there will be nothing to do in this future, and I can go back to Yang City with peace of mind, you bastard, don't come up with such strange thoughts in the future!" ”
Jiang Yufei also echoed: "That's it, you can see through the red dust at a young age, and you Yan Ziwen are not such a person." ”
Yanzi showed his old smirk, then asked me for a cigarette, lit it and said: "However, even if I reappear in the rivers and lakes, I want to re-enter the red dust, I need faith, when I know that Wu Yan is not in this world, and no one can bewitch me, I will definitely be able to cheer up." ”
Fei Zai was surprised: "Do you want to attack Wu Yan?" ”
Yanzi nodded seriously and said: "That's right, she hurt me so badly, how can I let her go, she has become my demon now, as long as she is alive, I will not be at peace for a day, and I will follow my own desires, right?" Then I will subdue demons and eliminate demons, so that my inner demon will disappear forever in this world! ”
As soon as Yanzi finished speaking, his eyes were full of murderous energy, and it seemed that after the enlightenment of the old monk, although he gave up his plan to escape into the empty door, he seemed to have gone to the other extreme.
Throughout the ages, those who can achieve great things are those extreme people, extreme efforts, extreme refusal to admit defeat, extreme character, swallows have gone through this time, has been transformed, people always have to go through some things to really grow.
As soon as Yanzi's words were finished, none of us answered, because we knew very well that Wu Yangui was four hundred and eighty-nine, and she was Ma Zimo's mother, and it was not easy to ask her to disappear into this world.
And in today's situation, without my father's order, it is not good to take action against Wu Yan, lack of legitimate reasons, and it will not lead to a large-scale infighting, which is not a good thing for Yitian, who is now suffering from internal and external troubles.
However, at this moment, a voice came: "Yan Ziwen really deserves to be Yan Ziwen, how domineering he is, what he can't get will be destroyed, ruthless enough!" ”
The four of us looked back, and it turned out that the person who spoke was Dongdong, and he looked at us with a smile and said, "But, this is the same purpose as my visit this time, I want to make Wu Yan disappear?" Very simple! ”
Dongdong's words made us feel the second child's head, so hurry up and let him be talked nonsense, is there any way.
Dongdong said incomprehensibly: "When did I have no way to live? This time I came to Gaocheng, but I didn't come alone, I brought a secret weapon! ”
As soon as Dongdong's voice fell, a person walked out of the depths of the woods, and before the person arrived, the murderous aura had already been paved, and with this momentum, we knew that the person who was going to appear next was definitely a big man.
I saw this person walking to Dongdong's side, and when we saw his face clearly, the murderous aura suddenly disappeared, replaced by a reluctant face, this person was none other than Lao Cai!