I suddenly didn't dare to look at her, my heart was full of guilt for him, I lit a cigarette again, and watched the smoke burn blankly, and I didn't dare to look at her.

Xu Jie twisted mine, and then glared at me with her big eyes, "Why don't you look at me?" Don't you feel annoyed by listening to me, thinking that I'm too troublesome, how unlucky you have to be to be such a dead beggar and ask you to listen to him, right? ”

I shook my head and said, "No, how can I find you annoying, you go on, I listen, how happy you are, I owe you." ”

Xu Jie asked: "What do you owe me, it turns out that you also know that you owe me, then you should pay it back, don't just keep talking, don't you Chen Ge always keep talking about borrowing and repaying?" Is it really just a lip service, without any action? ”

I took a deep breath and said: "I can pay back anything else, I can't pay you back, I can't afford it, I don't dare to pay it back, really, Xu Jie, you are very good, but I am a little afraid, I am afraid that I am used to your goodness, I can't do without you, we are still young, the road is still long, who knows what will happen in the future, you may meet a man who is better than me, and then you will like him, you will feel how stupid your current behavior is, believe me, you will meet, I am a gangster, not worthy of you, men better than me are all over the street." ”

Xu Jie said: "I don't want them, I just want you, can't I?" It's up to you for this life. ”

I smiled and said, "Chen Xiaoxiao has said this before, but you have also seen our ending, don't say it lightly in this life, it's too long and too heavy, you can't do it, I can't do it, understand?" ”

Xu Jie was stunned, stood up and said: "You are enough, I will tell you about us, why are you involved with Chen Xiaoxiao, she is her, I am me, can it be the same?" ”

She slapped me in the face, then pushed me away and ran to the door, I froze in place, I didn't feel any pain in my face, I was a little numb, and I didn't know what I was supposed to do.

Fortunately, at this time, Qiuqiu yelled at me: "Little brother, hurry up and chase it, a little girl, you can rest assured in the middle of the night." ”

I quickly reacted and chased out, Xu Jie didn't run far, squatted on the edge of the door of the bar, pillowed her head on her legs, and kept crying, I just remembered that Dongdong told me before that if a woman runs away in front of you, she just wants you to chase her back, she won't run far, and she won't run too fast, because she will wait for you, she is afraid that you will not chase, she is afraid that you will not be able to catch up.

I walked over, squatted next to her, smoked vigorously, didn't look at her, didn't dare to look, because I was afraid of her eyes, afraid that I would be soft-hearted and agreed to her, I don't know what I felt, anyway, the whole body was very unhappy, unspeakable feelings, this uncomfortable, this uncomfortable.

Xu Jie cried for a long time, crying very sadly, crying very desperately, she was crying hard, as if not only she was crying, her tears were crying, I squatted quietly aside, did not comfort him, I just knew that if I didn't speak, it would be better for her.

After she finished crying, she raised her head and looked at me and said, "Why don't you coax me, even if you lie to me, my heart will be warmer, at least it won't be so cold." ”

After I listened, I didn't speak, I was still smoking there, and after a few seconds, Xu Jie pushed me again and said, "I want you to lie to me now and make me happy, so you don't do it?" ”

I said I didn't want to lie to her, I didn't want to lie to her in a word, and then I said sorry, and Xu Jie asked me if I would say anything other than sorry.

I didn't answer, she reached over and lifted my chin, and the other hand began to caress my face, and I didn't resist, I didn't stop, I let her do it, I just didn't want to speak, I didn't want to talk.

She was a little distressed and said, "Does it hurt?" My temper is like this, you know, I lost my temper and told you not to look for me, it's always fake, you must come to me and know? What I say to you when I lose my temper, don't take it seriously, you must forgive me for what I do when I lose my temper, I am insecure because I love you, but you don't love me, I can only lose my temper. ”

I took her hand, pulled her up and said, "Okay, I'll send you home, it's too late, the family will be worried." ”

Xu Jie shook off my hand and shouted at me: "Why the fuck are you doing this to me, bastard, scumbag, am I wrong, I recruited you to provoke you, or I lied to you something, what is the deep hatred, why do you treat me like this, why do you treat me like this, I put my heart to you, in exchange for what, is your ignorance, why are you fucking unfair to me, I am also a human being, I also have my own feelings, I also need people to care, why can you give Chen Xiaoxiao, Lin Xiao and even Jiang Yufei these, They won't give it to me at all! ”

Xu Jie said while hitting me hard with her hand, I know she needs to vent, I can only let her vent, what else can I do, do you want me to lie to her and say that I like her, I will be good to her for the rest of my life, this is not love, it's guilt, you expect to turn guilt into love, this is even more unfair to her?

Xu Jie looked at me and didn't speak, and continued: "I'm very uncomfortable, I'm also very aggrieved, how old I am, I've been a treasure since I was a child, everyone in my family spoils me and is used to me, I've never been like this, Chen Ge, what do you have that I deserve for you like this, I won't be able to meet a better one in the future, I don't want anyone to fucking want it, it's all your fault, you bastard, why don't you die!" ”

After saying that, she ran to the side of the road, opened her hands and looked at the vehicles coming and going, and said, "Aren't you just afraid of losing again?" Then I'll tell you, I'm standing here now, waiting for the car to hit me, you don't have to be afraid of losing, if I am hit by a car now, I will also die with a heart that loves you, and you don't have to be afraid anymore! ”

"I tell you, whether it is now, or ten years from now, twenty years from now, thirty years from now, even fifty years from now, I will still be here, I love you, but I will not leave you, and there is nothing for you to lose!"

I was stunned, although it was night, but there were a lot of people racing cars, she suddenly ran out, what if something happened, I hurriedly went up and grabbed Xu Jie, so that she didn't do stupid things, and then a taxi that was moving quickly stopped in front of her, scared me half to death, if the car didn't stop, I'm afraid Xu Jie was knocked away, I will regret it for the rest of my life.

The driver stopped the car and cursed in the car: "If you want to die, go somewhere else to die, damn." ”

I quickly dragged Xu Jie over and scolded her: "You are stupid, what if you are hit?" ”

Xu Jie said happily: "Aren't I fine, that is to say, God is not willing to let me die, if you don't accept me again, heaven will not tolerate it!" ”

I said that you will cry for a while, I really don't know what to say, she said I don't have to say anything, just know her mind, she is not even afraid of death, I persuade her to be useful?

I know I can't persuade her, this kid can't be persuaded at all, I'm really afraid that she will do stupid things again, I don't know why, I think of her crazy move just now, I was afraid for a while, and the tears began to fall uncontrollably, I don't want to cry, it's too embarrassing on this road, I love face, I can only grit my teeth and persevere, and endure.

But in the end, he cried out, hugged Xu Jie and said: "Why are you so fucking stupid, I'll fuck you, it's enough, it's fucking enough, can't Lao Tzu accept you, don't give me this set again, I'm really scared, fuck you, bastard, you dead woman, why don't you let me go!" ”

As soon as I cried, Xu Jie also cried, hugged me hard, crying so loudly that even Yan Yunfei and Qiuqiu ran away, and thought something was wrong, seeing me crying in my arms, and there were people who talked and laughed and went in.

After crying, we were quiet, Xu Jie didn't speak, just hugged me quietly, such a quiet night, the two of us hugged each other like this, and finally I kissed her, then took her hand, and went to the hotel next door to open a room.

Before I got to the room, Xu Jie put her hands around my neck and hugged me, came to kiss me, her kiss was crazy, I kissed her while opening the door with my free hand, and finally entered the room, she jumped on me, I held her and didn't even turn on the light, I hugged her on the bed in the dark.

Then my hand was not honest, and so was her, and after a while we were honest with each other, I pressed on her, looked at her face and asked if she regretted it, and she nodded firmly.

Although it is also my first time, there are some things that can be taught by men without a teacher.

That night, we were crazy.

When I woke up in the morning, my waist was still a little painful, Xu Jie lay on me, like a well-behaved kitten, I smiled, went over and kissed her forehead, she also woke up at this time, and was happy with me, so she climbed on top of me again, I looked at her a little scared and said, "Come back?" ”

After the incident, she reluctantly lay on my chest, I knew she was tired, and so was I, sweating all over, so I got up and went to the toilet to take a shower.

After coming out, I saw Xu Jie on the phone, and quarreled with the phone, and after hanging up the phone, I said a little helplessly: "Husband, it's over, my dad knows that I'm with you, and I haven't gone home, so I'm waiting for you in a restaurant in the city, let you go over to negotiate......"

As soon as I heard this, I suddenly had a bitter face, damn, why did I forget this stubble, her father is a thunder dragon, can you let me go?