Although I already know that the child in my girlfriend's belly is most likely not mine, after all, I have rarely done that kind of thing with my girlfriend recently, and every time we do that kind of thing, we wear a condom, so it can't be my child at all, it is very likely to be Qin Junjie's child.

But no matter what, at least this child is also a life, and it is also in my girlfriend's body, even if there are such and such conflicts between us, but this child's life is always innocent, but my girlfriend's suicide this time has so much blood, it will definitely affect this child, right?

And maybe this child may also affect my girlfriend's health, I am really full of worries at this time, but the most important thing is that I still have a little fantasy, that is, is it possible for this child to be mine?

I felt that this was really unlikely, but I still hurriedly looked at the doctor, and then said with concern: "By the way, doctor, my girlfriend seems to be pregnant, if she is so seriously injured this time, will the child be affected?" ”

My expression was really concerned about my girlfriend, but my tone was a little embarrassed to say, after all, this child is not mine, and if the doctor asked, how embarrassing it would be.

But it was not what I imagined, after I finished saying this, the doctor's expression was obviously stunned for a moment, and then he hurriedly said to me anxiously: "What? Is this a pregnant woman? Then why didn't you tell me earlier? ”

After the doctor finished speaking, he hurriedly began to do an examination, after all, it was only in the ambulance, so the medical conditions in all aspects were still relatively limited, so the doctor just briefly checked it, and then asked the driver to speed up and rush to the hospital.

It didn't take long for our ambulance to arrive at the hospital, and I was always concerned about my girlfriend's condition, but when I saw that the doctors and nurses were so anxious, I didn't ask too much about the situation.

My girlfriend was quickly sent to the emergency room, and I waited anxiously outside, I didn't know what would happen to my girlfriend, but the doctor also said that my girlfriend was not in danger of life, but the child was not necessarily.

Thinking of this, my heart is also worried, to be honest, I can't help but recall my previous experience of fantasizing about children with my girlfriend, but now my illusions can be said to be completely shattered, but let my girlfriend fall into such a dangerous situation.

I really didn't know what to do, so I just sat on the bench with my head in my hands, filled with deep remorse.

Why do I have to do such a childish thing, thinking that if I have an affair with other women, I can stimulate my girlfriend and let my girlfriend come back to me, how wrong is this idea!

If I hadn't listened to Ying Jinxuan's words, and my girlfriend had confessed my mistake to me at that time, I would have agreed directly, I'm afraid there wouldn't have been so many things, right?

I can get along with my girlfriend well, we may have reconciled now and want to live together, even if Ying Jinxuan no longer helps me with my work in the future, I can also find another job and live happily with my girlfriend.

But now it's too late to say anything, my girlfriend has been overstimulated, and then I can't stand it, so I committed suicide, and when I think of my girlfriend's suicide, my heart is full of guilt.

No matter how big the contradiction between us is, it is always not as important as my girlfriend's life, I actually caused so much harm to my girlfriend because of a moment of anger, how can I do this.

Thinking of my girlfriend's pale face, I feel that nothing is more important than my girlfriend's life, even if she really does something sorry for me, I can forgive her, as long as she can get better.

I don't know how long I've been at the door of the emergency room, but my own mind is just thinking wildly, and then thinking about these things, thinking about those things, and before I know it, I saw the lights in the emergency room go out, and then the doctor in a white coat walked out of the operating room.

I saw the doctor come out, I quickly got up from the seat, I walked over to the doctor in a panic, and I hurriedly asked, "Doctor, how is the situation?" There's nothing wrong with my girlfriend, right? ”

The doctor took off his mask and looked at me like this, not looking very happy, he sighed, and then said to me: "The injured person is not in danger of life now, and after the blood transfusion, his body is recovering." ”

When I heard the doctor's words, I subconsciously laughed, I nodded happily, and then I took the doctor's hand and said, "Doctor, thank you, thank you." ”

I am really grateful to this doctor for being able to save my girlfriend, but I really don't know how to thank him at this time, as long as my girlfriend's life is not in danger.

"But ......," the doctor stopped talking.

"But what?" I chuckled and asked the doctor again.

The doctor withdrew the hand I was holding, then put it in his pocket, looked at me a little melancholy and said, "But the original two-month-old fetus can no longer be saved, so now the child can only be aborted, I hope you can mourn and change." ”

When I heard the doctor's words, the smile on my face disappeared all of a sudden, and sure enough, things happened as I thought, and the child was finally gone, and I couldn't save it.

In fact, if my girlfriend bleeds so much blood at once, the child will definitely not be saved, so it is a reasonable thing, no matter what, this is also a life, and if it is gone, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.

Since I'm so uncomfortable, it's going to be even more uncomfortable to almost become my mother's girlfriend, right?

I don't know what would happen if my girlfriend woke up and knew that her child was gone, I didn't dare to imagine that kind of thing, and I never asked my girlfriend about it, how would she explain it to me when she woke up?

"It's okay, it's already like this, there's no way to do it, thank you doctor, don't worry, the cost of treatment and hospitalization, I'll pay it right away," I hurriedly said to the doctor, so that the doctor could rest assured.

As soon as I said this, the doctor nodded slightly, and then I thought the doctor was leaving, but the doctor immediately looked at me and said, "Young man, let me ask you, are you not married yet?" ”

I nodded, and then I looked at the doctor and asked, "yes, what's wrong?" ”

"So you're not married, and you have children with your girlfriend? And then you quarreled with your girlfriend and forced her to commit suicide, do you think you did the right thing? ”

The doctor looked at me with a righteous expression and said, his tone was full of accusations.

When I heard the doctor's words, I felt helpless, but before I could say anything, the doctor directly waved his hand to stop me and continued: "Do you know how much trust a woman can have in a man when she can leave the other party's children when she is not married for the sake of her man? Having children before marriage, this is tantamount to completely handing over your innocence to the other party, and then completely entrusting it to the other party, your girlfriend trusts you so much, pregnant with your child, you still don't humble her, and you have to quarrel with her, how irresponsible are you? ”

This doctor blames people, and there is really a way, I heard what he said, and I felt sorry for my girlfriend, but it was not what he said at all.

First of all, my girlfriend broke the child, but it wasn't mine at all, and I didn't lose my temper for no reason, it was my girlfriend who did so many things to be sorry for me before.

It's because I tolerated again and again, believed again and again, but my girlfriend betrayed me again and again, so I had to do it, how did it turn out to be mine?

But I can't tell this doctor about my current situation, after all, if I say this, then my girlfriend's innocence will really be ruined, maybe this doctor will look down on my girlfriend and not treat her properly.

So in my current situation, I can only grit my teeth and swallow it in my stomach, I can only endure the grievances like this, I want to tell this doctor well, if his wife who joined him did this kind of thing, can he accept it? Do you still tolerate it again and again, and accept explanations?

But if I say this, I can only hold it in my heart, there is no way to say it, and this doctor obviously treats me as the kind of irresponsible scumbag, forcing my girlfriend to commit suicide, and even irresponsibly making my girlfriend pregnant.

However, I did not do any of these things, and I was blamed.

After the doctor said these words, he saw that I had been silent, so he pushed his glasses, and then said softly: "In the future, you must be kind to your girlfriend, and be more tolerant. ”

I nodded my head when I heard him, and then I watched the doctor leave while I waited at the door.

It didn't take long for my girlfriend to be pushed out, and then she was placed in a ward, and after settling the patients, the nurses left.

I looked at my girlfriend lying on the hospital bed, and I looked at her a little anxiously, hoping that she could wake up sooner and be by my side with peace of mind, and I would accompany her well.

At this time, I suddenly heard my girlfriend's mobile phone ringing, and I quickly picked up my phone and looked at it, it was Qin Junjie's call to my girlfriend.