Chapter 24: Venting Grievances
After dinner, Xue Lian, who returned to the classroom, sullenly distributed the "Chaoyang" newspaper in the table hole to several classmates, and asked them to send it on her behalf, and then stared at the books in front of her with her hands and her head in a daze. For a while, she felt that she was full of grievances and troubles, so she took the pen and tore off two pieces of manuscript paper, she wanted to vent to Wang Zhicheng, the bastard.
After a moment, Xue Lian closed the cap of the pen, then wiped the moist corners of her eyes with her fingers a few times, then folded the two pieces of manuscript paper, handed them to Wang Limin in the left rear, and pretended to laugh and said, "Oh, Limin, please pass this to Wang Zhicheng...... Thank you. ”
Xue Lian watched the manuscript paper pass to Zhicheng's hand before retracting her gaze, and after some catharsis on the paper, she was in a much better mood.
At this time, Zhicheng was bending his head absentmindedly to make up for his English homework, and a classmate on his right smashed him, then threw a folded piece of paper to him, and said: "What the senior class leader asked you to pass to you may be a love letter, hehe......"
When Zhicheng heard that it was the senior class leader, he immediately panicked, and hurriedly glanced at Xuelian's position, only to see that she had just turned her head.
Zhicheng pinched the piece of paper in fear, and he didn't know what was written on it, it wouldn't be the school's expulsion notice!
Zhicheng's nervous heart beat vigorously "dong dong", and his hands clumsily unfolded the manuscript paper, and the handwriting on it that was as handsome as her caught his sight, and there were a few undried tears on the paper, which were clearly recognizable.
Student Zhicheng:
Don't you think you've gone too far this afternoon? Yes!? Do you know what it's like when a hot heart is suddenly doused with a basin of cold water? I never figured out what I was doing wrong. No one has said anything to me other than you that is so sad and embarrassing to me! And I have never helped someone with such sincerity and passion as I do today. But I never imagined that with such sincerity and enthusiasm for helping you, I ended up playing a very unpopular role.
Don't you really need help? Do you know what it means to "a blind man riding a blind horse, approaching a deep pool in the middle of the night"? Don't you really need a guide when it comes to English? Zhicheng, you're too indifferent! Don't you believe in true friendship at all? In your eyes, am I disgusting to you like a blue-faced and fanged demon! Otherwise, why would you turn me away from me? Why? Why?
Zhicheng, to be honest, you have always made a good impression on me before this. In military training, we are also a very tacit partner. Although you don't talk much, but you are willing to endure hardships, you are always the first to arrive at the training ground every morning, and you are often praised by the captain, at that time I admired your perseverance and endurance, and admired you incomparably, and I felt that you won glory for our rural students.
You may not know, but in fact, like you, I also grew up in the countryside, so I can be said to be an authentic rural girl. After the start of school, your perseverance and endurance have also been fully demonstrated in learning, every afternoon extracurricular activities, you do not go out to play, but stay in the classroom to continue learning, regardless of the level of learning efficiency, this kind of hard work alone, has always been very admired by me, but what makes me incredible is your ...... You are also too opinionated in your classmates and interpersonal relationships, I don't know which word to use to describe your indifference and insensitivity!!
I know that you are from the countryside, and maybe you are not in place with the students in these urban areas around you, and there is a certain estrangement. This is also understandable, but you should also be selective and take the initiative to communicate with your classmates and establish good friendships with them. I think it is difficult for a person who lives in a vacuum to achieve academic progress and career success, and only by constantly absorbing nutrients can he have strong vitality, don't you think so?
Zhicheng, what you did this afternoon really chills my heart...... I also know that you have been criticized and reprimanded by the teacher, and perhaps you have always been very angry in your heart, and I can understand and understand your feelings at that time. You can tell me about your grievances and annoyances to alleviate your inner depression and unhappiness, but you can't use me as your punching bag, right??
I can see that you have an inferiority complex in front of me, but I have never looked down on you! I even admired you a little, and when did you see me proud of myself in front of you, why did you reject me? If you think I'm laughing at you condescendingly this afternoon, you're wrong, completely wrong! Completely wrong. Why should I laugh at you? Who am I to laugh at you? Is it because my English scores are better than yours? I don't think I, Cheng Xuelian, am not so shameful and despicable!!
Zhicheng, please believe me, I am absolutely sincere! Whether you are the head of the class or the representative of the English class, I hope that your English score can improve as soon as possible, and I really want to help you! Otherwise, I'd rather not help you, and I would never disguise myself mercilessly.
Zhicheng, I just want to tell you that I have done everything in front of you, and you should not treat me like that from any angle or for any reason. Although your words hurt my heart, if you can realize your mistakes, I will not hold a grudge against you for a long time, after all, everyone looks down and does not look up, as long as you are willing to say sorry to me, I will provide you with sincere help as if nothing happened.
Trust me! I'm sincere! Absolutely sincere!! The conscience of heaven and earth!!
- Someone you've hurt.
After Zhicheng read this text, he clearly realized that he had really hurt a kind girl. He recalled Xue Lian's tearful eyes again, and felt very guilty for a while, but he didn't expect that not only did she not take revenge on herself, but she also recounted so many sincere words, and it was useless to even say a word of insult between the lines.
Zhicheng savored the words in his hand again, and this time he couldn't help but burst into tears. What a good girl had blown her away, and he folded the manuscript paper in his hand according to the original creases and clipped it in the English book, regretting what he had done in the afternoon.
Zhichang sighed, not knowing how to express his heartfelt apologies to her, if he admitted his mistake to her in person, he still couldn't do it. One is that he can't erase his feelings, and the other is that he will be embarrassed at that time and he can't speak, so he thought about it, and finally he wrote a note and quietly clipped it into her book after school.