Mo Han's overreaction made me stunned again, just one night, she had already behaved like this twice, which was so different from her in the past, I stood a little overwhelmed and stood in place.

Mo Han glanced at me, then turned around and washed the dishes and chopsticks.

I suddenly felt that I was redundant, wiped my hands with a towel and said to Mo Han, "Give me the rent, I'll leave." ”

"Like a negative child again!"

Mo Han said a word, but I didn't admit it: "Who is negative, who is negative with you?" ”

Mo Han just smiled, but he didn't accept my words, as if I wanted me to reminisce for myself.

I remembered the first time I saw Mo Han in the coffee shop, because of her indifference, she ignored her, I angrily wrapped my face with a scarf until only two eyes remained, and yelled at her: "What do you see.......

I remembered the time I met her by chance in Suzhou, hugged her and cried bitterly, aggrieved like a child...... Yes, even if I am now living in the admiration of others, but in front of Mo Han, I am still like a child who will be negative, hide himself, and be wronged, but is this the most primitive and authentic Zhang Yixi? I don't have an answer, I just know that I've gone too far, too far!

.......

Mo Han took out a wad of money from his wallet and handed it to me, I took it without looking, then picked up the briefcase and prepared to leave.

"Slow down on the road." Mo Han said to me.

"Got it." After saying goodbye, I left, but I was like a child in my heart, hoping that Mo Han would stop me and say to me: She shouldn't have questioned my concern for her just now.

Mo Han didn't say anything after all, just accompanied me, escorted me to the elevator, waved at me, and watched me disappear from her sight.

Standing in the fast downward elevator, I was a little lost, thinking back to my behavior and mentality just now, but I smiled helplessly, I clearly felt that the Zhang Yixi just now was the most real and three-dimensional Zhang Yixi.

When the elevator finally reached the bottom of the building, I put away all my emotions and walked towards my car with an invisible mask.

.......

When I got home, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, I opened the door and looked at the hanger in the living room as usual, but I didn't see the satchel that Chen Qingyi used to use, she didn't seem to have come back yet, I came to Pippi's room again, but found Pippi lying on the bed and asleep.

I gently closed the door and dialed Chen Qingyi's phone, and after a few moments, the phone was connected, and I asked, "Where are you?" ”

"With friends."

"Aren't you with Senior Sister?"

"Yes, later, a senior brother from the university came to Nantong and asked me to get together temporarily, but I couldn't push it off and went."

I was silent for a moment and said, "Don't be too late, come back early." ”

"Well, don't wait for me, go to sleep first."

I answered, and hung up the phone, but I felt a little uncomfortable, although she has her own private space, but when she goes out to meet friends, leave Pippi alone at home, at least give me a call, I can rush back to accompany Pippi, such a small child to stay at home, I am absolutely not at ease, if there is a little accident, I will really collapse!

.......

After washing and lying on the bed, I was full of thoughts, in fact, I had already realized: Chen Qingyi and I had become inseparable in a subtle way, and we were both pulled to the opposite ends by an invisible centrifugal force.

After a long time, Chen Qingyi returned home, washed up, came to the bedroom, and saw that I hadn't slept yet, and asked in surprise, "Why haven't you rested?" ”

"Waiting for you...... I think it's time for us to talk. I said.

"Wait." Chen Qingyi said and changed into pajamas, then lay down next to me and asked, "What do you want to talk to me about?" ”

After being silent for a long time, I said to Chen Qingyi: "Resign from your job." ”

Chen Qingyi, who was smearing toner on her face, suddenly stopped and asked, "Why did you suddenly have this idea?" ”

There was silence for a while, but I didn't know how to speak, this indescribable emotion made me anxious, it is true that Chen Qingyi has given enough in the past year, I can no longer selfishly ask her to pay more.

Chen Qingyi also asked after a moment of silence: "Do you think that I have too much entertainment and ignore Pippi?" ”

"Our family is very special, I hope that Pippi can be taken care of in the best way, for example, today, you should not leave him alone at home, at least call me in advance, I will take the time to come back and be with him." I finally said.

"I waited until Pipsqueak fell asleep, and you're so busy with work, I won't bother you if I can......"

"What if something happens during the time you're gone?"

"Pipsqueak is 5 years old...... Zhang Yixi, I hope you don't spoil Pippi too much, children always have to learn to be independent on their own, and I'm just leaving for a while! ”

"Not for a while, I will never allow Pipsqueak to be left alone at home, if you really can't give up your job and socialize, I'll hire an aunt to take care of Pippi." I said firmly that as long as it was related to Pippi, I would never compromise.

"Hire an aunt? Am I so incompetent in your eyes? For the sake of Pippi, I've minimized socializing and reduced the amount of work...... Zhang Yixi, don't you treat me like this, okay? And don't deny everything I did to Pippi! Chen Qingyi's voice was a little choked.

An inexpressible feeling filled me again, and I felt that I was torn apart, on the one hand, I felt sorry for Chen Qingyi, and on the other hand, I really couldn't tolerate ignoring Pipsqueak for socializing.

"You ask yourself, in the more than a year since we got married, I have not done enough for this family, and many times, I wish you could find time to spend with me and Pippi, but we haven't even taken a trip abroad...... I have friends and colleagues around me, and whenever others talk about how and how my family is in front of me, have you ever felt in my heart? ...... Maybe in your heart, I'm just a hired aunt, the difference is: one needs you to pay money, and you pay for me is a vain feeling! Chen Qingyi said with tears falling.

I'm silent....... My mood is too complicated at the moment!

"You acquiesced, didn't you?" Chen Qingyi's expression was overwhelmed with grief.

"Don't impose on me what you've subjectively imagined, can you?"

Chen Qingyi bit her lip and looked at me for a long time, nodded, and said, "You want me to resign, right?" ...... I quit, you don't like me to have too much entertainment, I won't have any more entertainment! ”

"You don't want to make this decision because you're angry with me....... I said, if you really can't let go of work and can't do without your social circle, I hire an aunt to take care of Pippi. ”

Chen Qingyi wiped away her tears and said nothing, lay down, covered the quilt, and no longer had any communication with me!

At this moment, we slept in the same bed, and on the wall behind the bed hung a huge wedding photo of us, but it was the two people who looked like each other.

I turned off the light, and I didn't try to communicate with Chen Qingyi again, at the moment she is emotional, and I also have emotions, two people with emotions barely communicate, it will only make the result worse, silence is the best way to calm each other.

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Zhang Yixi and Chen Qingyi who is right and who is wrong, I think Zhang Yixi is right, I think Chen Qingyi is right... If you feel that both of you are wrong or not wrong, please leave a message in the book review area and explain the reason. I'm curious about the form of the reader's judgment right now, and I hope it can be expressed so that I can research, study.