\09 Qian Zhifan sat on the stairs with a cigarette in his mouth and looked up at the dark night outside the window, and said in a misty voice: "Twenty-seven years ago, I was almost as old as you, that era was different from your era, not long after the reform and opening up at the end of the 80s, the coastal cities were the first to start reform and opening up, and the life of the people there should be good, but we are too remote here." Speaking of this, Qian Zhifan laughed at himself and said: "In the words of our people at that time, the spring breeze of reform and opening up has not yet blown to our Zhao County, where birds don't, so the life of all of us in that era was not very good, compared with now, it is too bitter, it is no exaggeration to say that there is a lack of food and clothing." As soon as the words fell, Qian Zhifan covered his chest again, Mi Zixuan felt that something was wrong, and hugged him up and said, "Uncle, you have to listen to me, go back to the ward first, and I'll go to the doctor." ”

\09 This time Qian Zhifan didn't insist, he was really uncomfortable, so he let Mi Zixuan help him to the ward and lie on the bed.

\09 Mi Zixuan went directly to Deng Yike, but there was no duty room, there was still no doctor's office, he could only go to Zhai Ying, who thought that he just said that Qian Zhifan's chest hurt again and asked Deng Yike to go over and take a look, Zhai Ying said with a nose and a nose and a face: "Doctor Deng went to the emergency department for a consultation, let him wait." ”

\09 Mi Zixuan was also anxious and said directly and unceremoniously: "Wait? His illness is not light, it is not as simple as a simple chest pain, you go to the doctor immediately and ask him to come back, otherwise give me all his examination sheets, and I will show him. ”

\09 Zhai Ying pursed her lips and said disdainfully: "Who are you?" You show him? How old are you, I'm telling you not to mess with me here, or I'll ask the security guards to kick you out." ”

\09 Mi Zixuan's temper is not good, and he saw that Qian Zhifan's illness was not so simple, in front of him, Zhai Ying made it difficult for him three times and twice, Mi Zixuan could still bear it, just when he was about to have a seizure, Qian Zhifan actually walked over and grabbed him and said: "Young man, I'm fine, don't quarrel with her, this midnight will affect everyone's rest, let's go, let's go back." Speaking of which, I couldn't help but pull Mi Zixuan and leave.

\09 Mi Zixuan definitely can't push Qian Zhifan away and run to quarrel with Zhai Ying, what if he does this, what if Qian Zhifan is in a hurry? could only hold back the anger in his heart and glared at Zhai Ying fiercely.

\09 Zhai Ying clasped her hands in front of her chest and pouted disdainfully: "Who do you think you are?" Do you show it? Cut, what the hell, phew. ”

\09 Mi Zixuan went back to the ward with Qian Zhifan, he first asked Qian Zhifan to lie down, and then said: "Uncle, if you have any discomfort, say it quickly, don't bear it." ”

\09 Qian Zhifan shook his head and smiled: "I'm fine, I'm sick, I'll be fine in a while, you see, it's okay now." Speaking of this, he pointed to Mi Zixuan's chair and said, "You sit, let's continue to talk, I can't sleep anyway and wait for dawn." ”

\09 Mi Zixuan nodded and sat on the chair, but his heart was up and down, he always felt that Qian Zhifan's illness was wrong, but now he couldn't do anything, first, Qian Zhifansheng said that he was fine, and he didn't let himself go to the doctor, and second, he didn't have Qian Zhifan's medical records at hand, let alone the various checklists he had just done, and from Qian Zhifan's current state as if he was fine, Mi Zixuan couldn't deduce what his condition was.

\09 But Mi Zixuan plans to stabilize Qian Zhifan first, and go to Deng Yike for a while, he must let him see, if he can't do it, he will come by himself.

\09 Qian Zhifan watched Mi Zixuan sit down and continued to tell his story.

\09 Qian Zhifan's tone was full of ethereal meaning, which made Mi Zixuan feel that he had gone back in time, returning to which yellowed era, an era he had not experienced, an era that he had only seen in some film and television works, in that era, a white really good shirt was definitely a luxury, just like the current LV bag, not many people can afford to wear it, most people's clothes are still dark blue, earthy yellow coarse cloth clothes, especially in a remote county like Zhao County.

\09 In that year, the sky is always blue, the air is always fresh, in the small Zhao County, the four cars are rare, people's main means of transportation is their own two legs and bicycles, in the morning everywhere are people wearing fat coarse cloth uniforms rushing to various factories, a few cadres wearing gray old-fashioned tunics ride 28 bicycles, hanging a black briefcase that now people look rustic to rush to various government departments.

\09 In these crowds, there is also the young Qian Zhifan, he did not have a good white shirt in that era, and some of them were a military green military uniform that his two brothers had worn for many years.

\09 Such clothes are simply beggar's clothes in the eyes of contemporary people, but in the eyes of Qian Zhifan in that era, this is a luxury clothing, because in that era, not everyone could wear this kind of military uniform.

\09 However, no matter in that era, there was a hierarchy, there were children with worse family conditions than Qian Zhifan who looked at his patched fat military uniform with envy, and there were children in white shirts who were better than Qian Zhifan who looked at his clothes with disdain.

\09 Qian Zhifan was proud of this dress, he also had low self-esteem, he was envied, and he was ridiculed, he never cared about the ridicule of others, he only cared about the eyes of the girl who was wearing a really good white body, a checkered skirt and a ponytail.

\09 She is Qian Zhifan's first love, in his narrative, she is the most perfect girl, the most perfect girl, her smile can make the young and simple Qian Zhifan red-faced, and become a stammering goose who can't say a complete sentence.

\09 This kind of story is not new, many movies and TV series have been played badly, but when you really listen to Qian Zhifan's generation tell this kind of story with ethereal and reminiscent words, you will not feel that this is a bad street, you will only feel moved, you will only think of the person you loved when you were young, you will think that person is there now, whether you will remember which one is so young that you can only giggle.

\09 This is not a story only about Qian Zhifan's love, but about the most innocent, cleanest, and most unforgettable love story that everyone has experienced in their youth, and it is not the story itself that touches people, but everyone's memory that has been yellowed in the depths of their hearts, you have it, I have it, and he also has a story, because we were all young.

\09 The story is said to be here, in fact, Mi Zixuan has already guessed the ending, the story itself is not interesting, nor is it too attractive, and it can even be said that there is some dog blood, which is not externalized in that era that has been yellowed in that memory, the young and young Qian Zhifan admires the girl, just like the song "The Year in a Hurry" sang.

\09 In a hurry, we saw too few on the market, and we only liked to see the same face, so inexplicable, so likable, but too annoying.

\09 Loved, hated, divided, Qian Zhifan's love is like this, he loves that girl deeply, she also loves her, Qian Zhifan will never forget in this life In a dusk afternoon, they walked in the uninhabited woods, the two of them held each other's hands with red faces, they were so nervous that their palms were full of sweat, but they were reluctant to let go of each other's hands.

\09 Qian Zhifan firmly believes that he will never forget this scene, and so does she, she will not forget.

\09 Loved, and then that? Don't dare to have this hierarchy in any era, Qian Zhifan is several levels higher than him compared to the other party, Qian Zhifan is just a toad who wants to eat swan meat, and she is the proud and unattainable swan.

\09 The opposition of the family made them finally quarrel on a rainy night, and they should not know each other from then on, and they will be separated from each other from then on.

\09 When he said this, Qian Zhifan said a lyric, which is still in "The Year in a Hurry" - the year of love deserved it, because we didn't understand the stubborn promise, just the preface to the breakup.

\09 Time flies, the white horse flies, and it is twenty-seven years later in the blink of an eye, but in these twenty-seven years, Qian Zhifan has never forgotten her, even if he marries a wife and has children, even if she has already married a wife, some feelings can gradually fade over time, and eventually disappear in the torrent of time, but some feelings can never be smoothed out by time.

\09 Qian Zhifan's relationship with her is like this, let the torrent beat, he still can't forget her, she can't forget him, after years he divorced, she also divorced, they have not been in contact for 27 years and are finally going to come together again.

\09 Qian Zhifan couldn't wait for a minute or a second with a young man who was about to meet his sweetheart, and rushed back overnight, just to see him, the last time they met was twenty-seven years ago, he didn't want to miss it, and she didn't want to miss it, they met at the school gate, holding the hand of the son, and growing old.

\09 This is Qian Zhifan's story, ordinary and nothing new, and it is a section that has long been rotten on the street.

\09 But listening to Mi Zixuan's ears, he was very moved, he was not moved by Qian Zhifan's story, but because of his own story, in a trance he seemed to return to that youthful era, on a rainy night to see her crying and rushing into the rain, and then the piercing brakes sounded, and from then on they were separated by yin and yang.

\09 Mi Zixuan was silent, and Qian Zhifan was also silent, both falling into their own memories, thinking about the past, that love, and that person.

\09 Qian Zhifan was about to see her, but Mi Zixuan knew that he would not be able to see her in this life, and they finally separated completely, disappeared in the vast sea of people, and there was no chance to meet, forever.

\09 When the time was frozen at four o'clock, Qian Zhifan's face suddenly became flushed first, and then turned blue and purple in the next second, his mouth opened wide, but he couldn't take a breath, Mi Zixuan woke up in an instant, and ran out without thinking about it.