After Lin Xi's words were finished, the cage that had just broken free was trapped on my body again, I was in a trance, I felt that I was dreaming, everything seemed so unreal, these nonsense things could not happen to me.

"If Senior Sister really likes me, why doesn't she tell me, Lin Xi is that you think too much about yourself, and things are not what you think!" At this moment, I still said stiffly.

"Okay, even if Sister Shen Man doesn't love you, then what about you, do you dare to say that you don't like her?" Lin Xi seemed to be anxious for an answer, and his tone finally stopped being choppy.

This is a question that gives me a headache, and I don't want to answer it at all, but Lin Xi looks at me persistently, as if she doesn't want an answer, she won't give up.

"I have a girlfriend named Mo Han, and what I like is her ........," I said to Lin Xi clearly for a long time.

Lin Xi showed a reminiscing expression on his face, and then asked again, "Is it the woman I met at the auto show?" ”

I shook my head, although Angel and Mo Han were almost the same, she was not Mo Han.

Lin Xi's expression became even more sad, she covered her forehead, and said in a lost voice: "Zhang Yixi, why do you have an ambiguous relationship with so many women?" Have you considered the women around you? You look like this, Sister Shen Man dares to say to you: Do I like you? Women want a sense of security, you can't give a house, material, I can bear it, but I want a sense of security, a down-to-earth sense of security, you have never given me ......."

"Then why did you say the house, the damn .........house when you broke up," I asked with great annoyance, these two words often stimulated my fragile nerves, I hated women for breaking up with me for this reason, so I couldn't bear to keep Lin Xi.

"I'm just saying this to make you more motivated, do you understand? Don't you know how muddy you used to be? ”

"Don't make excuses for your material, it must not be like this........." The emotions that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time finally broke out at this moment.

"Whether you believe it or not, one day you will find out how bastard you Zhang Yixi is." Lin Xi couldn't control his emotions and was almost hysterical.

"At this time, is it meaningful to fight about who is right and who is wrong, you are already married, and I have my own girlfriend, we have forgotten the past, forget the past of TM."

"Okay~~ Then forget about TM's past~~ You get off." Lin Xi nodded heavily, stretched out her hand to point at me, and motioned for me to get out of the car, her emotions were already extremely angry, otherwise she would not have said the three words TM with me.

........

I was just thrown into the wilderness, this was a terrible failure of communication, I walked forward step by step, thinking about what Lin Xi had just said to me, if everything was true, life was really too TM.

Thinking, thinking, my heart became sour, if what Lin Xi said was true, then I ........ Must be a bastard, did I really call Shen Man's name several times in my dreams? If it was really called, then the responsibility for the collapse of my relationship with Lin Xi was completely on me, empathy, even if I loved a woman again, I couldn't stand it, but she slept with me and shouted the names of other men.

But except for Lin Xi himself, no one knows the real answer to this matter.......

.........

I asked myself again, "Do I really like Shen Man?" This is more of an unanswered question, 6 years of getting along, I can't tell what I feel about her, I only know that I can't live without her, but is this love?

I was upset, but I still forced myself to sort out my relationship with all the women around me, otherwise I would really be said by Lin Xi, I don't want to be the rotten person she said had ambiguous relationships with many women, and I don't want to hurt Mo Han who has appeared in my life because of this.

.........

After walking for a long time, I finally reached a place where I could get a taxi, flagged down a taxi, and drove in the direction of home with both physical and mental fatigue.

..........

I had insomnia this night, the insomnia was very thorough, Mo Han, Shen Man, and Lin Xi's faces flashed alternately in my brain, my thoughts were simply overwhelmed, and I couldn't think about it for a long time, except that I felt that life was, and I couldn't get the answer I wanted at all.

Finally I gave up thinking, everything will definitely have an answer on the day Mo Han appears.

........

After a lot of tossing, the night finally became deeper, and I was troubled by insomnia, tossing and turning in bed and unable to fall asleep, until I received a call from Angel at two o'clock in the night.

"Idiot, why haven't you slept?" Angel still habitually calls me an idiot.

"Insomnia, what about you?"

"I'm having insomnia too?" Angel replied.

"Let me ask you a question." I said to Angel seriously.

Angel seemed to rarely see me speak to her in such a serious tone, and she asked in some surprise, "What's the problem?" ”

"Do you think we have an ambiguous relationship?"

"Huh? What's wrong with you, Zhang Yixi, why did you suddenly ask like that? Angel's tone was puzzled.

"You answer me, I'd love to know the answer." I asked eagerly.

After thinking about it for a long time, Angel said to me, "I don't know ........"

"Can I understand that there is?" I asked, at this point I was so obsessed with this issue that I didn't want to hurt the woman I really loved.

"What if there is, what if there is not? Does it matter? ”

"Of course....... From now on, I don't want to have an affair with any woman anymore. I still said to Angel very seriously.

"You mean, if we have an ambiguous relationship, then we don't have to contact each other anymore?" Angel asked in an unhappy tone.

After a long time, I said to Angel with certainty, "Well......"

Angel smiled and said, "If there is no mutual affection, where does the ambiguity come from?" Zhang Yixi, according to your logic, can I also understand that you have a good impression of me? ”

"Don't say such dangerous things........ I hurriedly stopped Angel, once it involves the words "good feelings" and "likes", the relationship between men and women will deteriorate.

"Well, then I really don't know what to say, if you insist that we have an affair, then do what you think, just because we never met." Angel said slowly, but I couldn't tell what emotion she was when she said this.

An Qi's words made my heart tremble slightly, people are not sages, how can they be ruthless, after all, I have been with An Qi for so long, and now I want to be old and dead, can I really be calm in my heart?

After being silent for a long time, I said to Angel, "Then let's treat each other as if we have never met........"

Angel on the other end of the phone responded to me with a moment of silence, and after a long time, she said to me, "OK, I respect your decision......"

Listening to the sound of the phone "beep" hanging up, I didn't get the relief I imagined, and a question then bothered me, is a man just having a good relationship with a woman other than his girlfriend, is it the so-called inattentive, ambiguous, and abusive?

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