"Anyone who can hurt himself, I will hand over the knife myself." Chengfeng took a sip of red wine and looked at Su is gently, "Do you think I deserve it, after we broke up, I once thought that I had lost the ability to love."

It's not hard to give up, but it must be cool to hold on! Su is heart is the same feeling.

"You don't even know how I got here, it's painful to lose you, but I've found myself getting used to living alone lately. Except when I go to work, I turn on the TV every night when I get home, make a cup of coffee, and watch a movie. Yes, I can't sleep right away when I get home. If I don't go to bed right away, I'll miss you, and I'll be miserable when I think about you, and after watching the movie, the coffee is just starting to work, and I start to hypnotize myself. Yes, it's hypnotic, I can't think about you anymore, don't think about it anymore, and just toss it repeatedly until dawn. ”

"Then why are you still looking for me? Aren't you all used to it? ”

"If I don't look for you again, how will I live? What's more, I always thought that even if I didn't go to you, you would look for me, and when I was in pain, weren't you in pain? I was angry, I was angry that you didn't trust me, I was angry that you broke up so hastily, and I was even more angry that since you didn't show your pain at all, you just walked away. ”

"Chengfeng, I'm sorry, sometimes it's because I've been injured, so I don't want to be hurt anymore."

"You mean, you plan to never see me again in this life, and no longer explain to me clearly, weren't you particularly unconvinced and unwilling before? We broke up because of a misunderstanding, would you be so willing that this relationship would end like this? ”

"I don't want to lie to you, but a little bit you really said it wrong, we broke up not because of a misunderstanding, but when I found out that we didn't trust each other very much, or, we kept arguing, we felt that each other's personalities were too similar and it was difficult to get along before we broke up, as for the later misunderstanding, it was also after we broke up, I had pain, I heard Rushuang's words, and saw your eyes with Chen Qiu, I was in pain, but it was just unwilling to let us break up, you can do it, it's nothing else."

"It hurts when you say that."

"Yes, but it's the truth."

"That's the answer you gave me?"

"It's not the answer, it's the truth."

"Sue, do you have to hurt people like this?" Chengfeng stood up, but quickly sat down again, "I'm sorry, I know you're still angry, it's me who is bad." ”

"Without mentioning that, what are you going to do next? What is the company? Develop? Or entrepreneurship? Su put down the spoon and looked at him.

"Didn't I come to you? It's up to you. “

"Then you go back to Jiangcheng, or Haicheng, your working environment or customer resources are there, Dongcheng, there is nothing you want."

"But Dongcheng, there is someone I want."

"It's late today, shall I take you back to the hotel first?" Sue deliberately looked at his watch.

"Your attitude doesn't look like a reunion between lovers after a long absence, but like, well, you really don't take me home? Let me stay in the hotel. Chengfeng stretched out his hand and wanted to pull Su yes, but Su politely avoided it.

"Am I the plague? What are you hiding? My hands are clean. “

"There should be a business hotel in front of you, by the way, where's your luggage?"

"Okay, I'm already staying in the hotel, and the luggage is already there, I'll send you back first, right? Where do you live? ”

"You've already stayed? Oh, then I'll go on my own. Su didn't even have the courage to take out the phone in her bag, she knew that Shenghu must have sent her a message.

"What? Afraid that others will know that you have a boyfriend? Or is there a man hiding in the house, afraid that I will kill him? Chengfeng smiled there very confidently, but Su couldn't laugh at all.

"Chengfeng, please respect me, you appeared in my life inexplicably like this, I wasn't ready, let's talk about it tomorrow, I'm a little tired today."

"Then I'll get in touch tomorrow," Chengfeng waved back to her, "good night." ”

Before Su was saying goodbye, he trotted two steps in the cold wind and came over to kiss his face.

Su Yes's blood rushed to her face all of a sudden, presumably her face was already red, she didn't expect that after such a long time, she would still be excited, nervous, or sweet. The feeling made her feel guilty. Carrying his bag, he quickened his pace and stopped the taxi to leave.

That night, Su was standing in front of the window, looking out at the pitch black. Suddenly, I heard Shenghu behind him asking, "What are you looking at?" So dark? ”

He sat in a long-backed chair at the other end of the room with a book on his lap.

"I'm thinking about someone I knew before, and today I'm meeting again."

"Who did you know since you came to Eastside?"

"After the East Side. A colleague. Su didn't want Shenghu to have any suspicions, so she naturally chose to lie, although she knew how smart Shenghu was, her answer was not necessarily true, but if she didn't say it, he naturally didn't ask.

"Oh." After he said a word, he continued to read his book.

"Don't you ask who it is?" Su walked over, took his book, and sat down on the couch across from him.

"Aren't you ready to start talking now?" Shenghu pulled her over, let her sit on his lap, and hugged Su is from behind, "You don't answer my phone today, don't reply to my messages, just go to see this person?" ”

"Well, he came to me suddenly, I accompanied him to dinner, and my phone was muted, so I didn't find out, I'm sorry."

"Oh."

"Oh? Don't you ask? Su is turned his head and held up Shenghu's face, "Don't you wonder who I met?" Or rather, it doesn't matter who you meet. ”

"Su is, we have different work and life, we also have different friends and colleagues, we meet a lot of different people every day, whether the people we meet are important or not, the most important thing for us is to be together now, no matter where we go out, remember to come back, remember to go home together, isn't it?"

"Hmm."

"Although life is long, two people had better be together, although I look forward to you coming to my company, so that we can meet no matter when we go to work and get off work, and we can also give a good example to those employees who brag about showing affection everywhere, but I respect your choices and decisions, just like us who are hugging each other at the moment, looking forward to marrying you in the coming period, looking forward to you marrying me with happiness, counting the satisfactory or unsatisfactory life answers in the past, only to enter marriage, only until we are together forever."

"I find that you are becoming more and more like a poet, and you speak more philosophically than I am."

"It's easy to learn from whoever you're with, usually, I'm a rough person."

"What a humility."

"Have you been getting better lately? If you don't like it, you may not come to my company, but I can help you recommend a company, the boss is very good, and I have been good friends for many years. ”

"Let's not talk about work, Shenghu, let's not hide it, I also want to go to your company, but also a little worried, although everyone will do something beautiful together, but work will not be as romantic and free as imagined; While you'll need to make the most of your unusual talents, there will always be some tedious errands that sit on the bench; I'm even more afraid that you will hope that this profession of working together can become uninnovative and boring because I have heard that many people gradually feel lost or depressed after becoming colleagues together. ”

"So, if you don't come to my company, I can understand you, you can go to my friend's company, and he can take care of you."

"Today there was a big personnel change in my company, but I was the last to know, and I suddenly felt a little emotional, but the only thing I am confident in is that there are still a group of sincere people in my department, and I like those things that others may not seem to be at all glamorous. Although our team has shrunk a little in the past month or two, fortunately, this sanctuary for dedicated people is still there, and we can still share and grow here, and continue to explore the management of this human resource here. ”

"I don't have any special likes or dislikes for your work, and I don't have any right to speak, but as long as it's a job you love, I will support you."

"Of course, this is a job that I love, and of course it requires some down-to-earth conditions, as well as the ability and quality of possession, as well as the support and understanding of my family."

"You've finally recognized me as your family?"

"Well, Shenghu, let's go back to Jiangcheng in a few days, and I'll take you to meet my family."

"Yes."

Su is desperately telling herself that the person she is dating now is Shenghu, a man who loves her very much, so she doesn't want to have any superfluous changes, and she doesn't want the arrival of Chengfeng to affect her finally stable mood.

The summer is getting hotter and hotter, and the open space next to the house is becoming more and more unbearable. Most of the land has cracked, and the water from the rainy season remains in the ditch.

The open space is home to a variety of insects, with the largest number of mosquitoes.

Su was a little annoyed looking at the continuous information on his mobile phone, but he didn't dare to click on it, but in fact he had already gone to the company to look for her, and Su Yes's colleague had already called to inform him.

"It's a little late today, I'll send you over, hurry up and get in the car, why have you been watching something in the yard?" Shenghu came over and touched her head.

The car was driving along the national highway, and due to the morning rush hour, the car drove very slowly, about the same speed as a fast run, and when the car drove down the ramp. Sue still didn't let go of his furrowed eyebrows on his face.

"What's wrong? I see that you have been restless, and your menstrual period has passed for a few days, why is it still like this? ”

The national highway in front of us is usually very busy, but today it is very deserted. Sue didn't speak, just stared at the front of the car.