Gu Lan didn't know how long she had been crying, and by the time she woke up in a daze, her pillow was all wet.

It's been a long, long time since I've cried like this, she actually doesn't like to cry very much, she thinks it's a manifestation of cowardice, but now she understands that sometimes she doesn't want to cry, but she can't bear it at all.

My eyes hurt a lot, and I still felt blurry when I looked at something, so I rubbed my eyes vigorously and got up and got off the ground.

She is not a flexible girl, so her legs hurt a lot now.

The mess on the list seemed to be laughing at her, so much so that she didn't feel as ashamed as ordinary girls when she saw this, but felt ...... Utterly ironic.

She thought about it, but put away the ** slip and put it in her backpack, planning to find a trash can and throw it away when she went out.

She washed her face indiscriminately, she didn't need to put on makeup anyway, and it only took five minutes before and after, and she got up and walked out of the bedroom.

Unexpectedly, Gu Tiannan was sitting on the sofa, just looking at her directly.

Gu Lan subconsciously touched his face, thinking of the appearance of himself that he had seen in the mirror just now, he felt that it should be terrifying.

And...... He'd been sitting here, had he heard the kind of hysterical cry she had just heard? Thinking like this, she couldn't help but purse her lips, and a little embarrassment flashed on her face.

"Lan." Gu Tiannan's hoarse voice sounded in the room, "I think we should talk about it, talk about it." ”

Gu Lan tightened the shoulder straps of his backpack, walked over with stiff steps, and sat far away from Gu Tiannan.

"Last night ......"

"You just say what you think, uncle." Gu Lan interrupted Gu Tiannan's words with some urgency, she didn't want to hear a word about what happened last night.

Gu Tiannan swallowed his saliva with some difficulty, and said admittedly: "I haven't thought about it yet...... Lan, what are your thoughts? ”

"We don't think what happened last night happened, I will still go to Italy, you live your life in China, marry a wife and have children, and we will live in peace."

Gu Lan replied quickly, obviously the answer he had already thought of.

Gu Tiannan was a little stunned for a moment. He thought that according to Gu Lan's temperament, he would definitely tell him to get married or something.

How can such a renunciation be uttered? Is this still her Gu Lan?

"The end of the world?" Gu Tiannan repeated the four words at the end of her words, and her tone was surprisingly strange.

"Well, after all, it's impossible for us to be together in this relationship, I guess you don't want to be with me, and I don't want to be myself. Separated, it's good. ”

"That happened last night, and you told me that? In your heart, I am such an irresponsible man? Gu Tiannan was so excited that his tone of voice was obviously angry.

"Responsible? Would you be responsible even if I said it? Gu Lan raised the corners of his mouth a little sarcastically, "What are you responsible for?" ”

Gu Tiannan was a little frustrated in an instant, yes, what is he responsible for?

What can he give her?

"Uncle, I used to pester you all the time, but now I give up, is it okay? We thought it had never happened last night, and I gave up on you, and you forgave me, okay? ”

I don't know if it's Gu Tiannan's illusion, he feels that the words she said faintly carried a bit of pleading.

The girl who pestered him and wanted to do everything he could to get him to look at her more now begged to leave him.

It's ironic.

Gu Tiannan suddenly smiled, brushed his hair, and let his face really be exposed to Gu Lan's gaze.

Only then did Gu Lan realize that his eyes were even redder than his own.

The expression on his face was decadent and bleak, something Gu Lan had never seen before. He is young and promising, and he has always been very arrogant, but now he is forced by her = and has a sense of frustration.

Does Gu Lan feel that he should be happy, because few people will have the same "achievements" as himself,

Gu Tiannan's smile was very cold, an unforgettable chill, as if it was about to penetrate Gu Lan's flesh and sting her heart: "Let go of you, will you?" Is it the end of the world? Well, I will fulfill you. ”

He said, "I will fulfill you."

Before the redness last night, he said "I'll satisfy you".

Sure enough, her Gu Lan's joys, sorrows, and sorrows were all in the hands of him Gu Tiannan.

The huge slamming sound sounded again, and this time Gu Tiannan was really gone.

Gu Lan pursed his lips and looked up at the ceiling, trying not to let his tears flow again. Women can't cry too much, they will drop the price. She told herself.

She thought about it just now, according to Tiannan's temperament, this matter definitely needs a final result, but what kind of result is good?

The two of them are originally two extremes, no matter what the final result is, they will always hurt one party, and she, Gu Lan, chooses to be the one who is hurt.

If she cried, made trouble, and hanged herself to force Gu Tiannan to marry her, he wouldn't have it, but in that case, his life would really be ruined.

How could she bear it?

Without her, Gu Tiannan would have no fear and restraint, he could live his life in peace, and no one would bother him. He is such an excellent person, so he can naturally find a good wife who treats him wholeheartedly, and it is good to have children and happiness when the time comes.

As for her...... Doesn't matter.

Anyway, since she met Gu Tiannan, all her own emotions are not within the scope of her consideration, and even life seems to be about to settle.

Future...... Without Gu Tiannan, does she have a future?

Gu Lan pursed his lips, stood up on the sofa and slowly walked outside. The days before were coming, and the days to come will be coming.

That's right.

——

Gu Jingnian returned to Xishan Huashu to cook for a certain girl who was "waiting to be fed".

"Gu Jingnian, I want to eat steak!" Lin Xi lay on the sofa, shaking his two long legs.

"No, eat vegetables today, you've eaten too much meat these days." Gu Jingnian looked at the broccoli on the board, trying to think about whether there was anything new.

Lin Xi jumped up from the sofa all of a sudden: "I don't want to eat broccoli!" ”

Gu Jingnian frowned and looked at her.

"Gu Jingnian, do you think I'm fat by eating meat? You see, I'm not fat at all! Lin Xi even pinched his belly, which was smooth and firm, without any fat.

"Eating meat every day and not growing meat yourself is a waste, why should I give you meat?"

Lin Xi was a little stunned, and he was speechless.

Blame her?

Lin Xi ran down and hugged Gu Jingnian's waist: "I don't care, I want to eat meat!" ”

Gu Jingnian's two good-looking long eyebrows were almost twisted into a pimple: "Wear shoes!" ”

Lin Xi's bare feet shrunk on the floor, and he stared at Gu Jingnian with his neck stalked: "I want to eat fried steak." ”

"Brother Gu, Mr. Gu, dear, husband......" Lin Xi began to play coquettishly. She actually attaches great importance to eating this kind of food, because she has been hungry before, so she wants to eat every meal to her liking.

"Can I say I'm going to eat meat too?" Gu Jingnian raised his eyebrows and looked at her with a smile.

After being with Gu Jingnian for so long, Lin Xi already knew everything about this person's ** attributes, and now as soon as such an informative sentence came out, Lin Xi knew what it meant.

"Mr. Gu, you have to let me eat before I can feed you." Lin Xi said very seriously.

Gu Jingnian's narrow eyes narrowed more and more: "Now this is learning to bargain with me, huh?" ”

Lin Xi couldn't stand it, and every time he spoke, he added a rising tail note to the end, which was simply heart-wrenching.

"Let's go, let's eat meat together." Gu Jingnian scooped up her body and walked out of the kitchen.

Lin Xi kept writhing: "Mr. Gu, you can't be like this, can we talk well?" Don't disagree with each other, can you talk about it? ”

"I couldn't find a better place than there." Gu Jingnian's face was straightforward.

Lin Xi swallowed his saliva and wanted to cry without tears: "It's not dark yet......

"Who says you have to get dark to do something like that? Do we do less during the day? ”

This person is simply a faceless incarnation when he talks like this, and although Lin Xi is sharp-toothed, he still can't take any advantage.

The two were twisting on the stairs, and Gu Jingnian's mobile phone on the coffee table in the living room suddenly rang.

"It's your personal phone, go check it out." Lin Xi pushed him, there were not many people who knew Gu Jingnian's mobile phone number, either they were family members, or they had something important.

Gu Jingnian hadn't reached the point of losing his mind, let go of Lin Xi and picked up his mobile phone, and saw that it was Gu Tiannan's call.

"Uncle." Gu Jingnian actually called out this title very politely.

"What's wrong now? Come out and drink with me! Gu Tiannan's voice was a little decadent, which was something that Gu Jingnian had never imagined.

"Where are you now?"

"I'm outside the Imperial Court." Gu Tiannan's voice was a little noisy, obviously he had already entered. "If you're okay, come here, and bring my little niece and daughter-in-law with me, I have something to ask her."

Seeing that Gu Jingnian's expression was not quite right, Lin Xi was also a little depressed: "What's wrong?" ”

"Uncle's phone call said that we were going to drink." Gu Jingnian really didn't know what Gu Tiannan was doing, "I also specially told me to take you." ”

So Lin Xi immediately thought that he probably had a conflict with Gu Lan.

"Then let's go check it out." Gu Tiannan has always been a very rational person, and he is very self-disciplined, and he will never use alcohol for recreation unless he has to.

"Okay." Gu Jingnian nodded immediately, and he also heard from the phone that something was wrong with Gu Tiannan.

I just don't know...... What happened to Gu Lan that could make him lose control so far?