I closed the curtains, I was swallowed by loneliness, I suddenly wanted to drink, I walked into the kitchen, took a can of beer from the refrigerator, held the cold beer, and felt sad again, these beers were bought by Chen Qingyi, at that time we were not divorced, just a short month, but the original life was unstoppable beyond recognition.

I tore the can with my left hand, but because I didn't have the help of my right hand, I couldn't tear it several times, I was very annoyed, at this time my self was simply a waste, but thinking that the injury to my arm would be healed after all, I was also a little comforted in my heart.

I sat on the couch, looking aimlessly, not knowing what I should do, but I couldn't sleep, and in the fear of doing nothing, I thought about Pippi, and tried to call him several times, but I couldn't help it.

If he asks me, "Dad, how are you doing?" How do I answer...... Even if I can tell him with a white lie that I am doing well, what I endure in my heart is the torment after the lie, and I don't like this taste.

Just light a cigarette and enjoy the freedom of being alone.

.......

In the smoke, the doorbell rang, and I was a little surprised, who came to visit so late, and who still had the heart to remember me, a person who no longer existed?

I opened the door, and it was Shen Man standing outside the door, just like me, she also had gauze wrapped around her arm, her injuries were caused by me, and my injuries were caused by the prince, it was ridiculous to say, but it really happened.

"Why are you here, prince......" I asked.

"I came from the hospital, and he went to Kunming." Shen Man said and walked into the house.

"Negative left?"

"Han Feng has no time to do anything about the aftermath of Seaview Coffee, someone must be watching such a big project in Kunming."

I nodded and said, "It's good that you don't leave with negative energy." After a moment of silence, I said, "Senior sister, you shouldn't have come. ”

"Since you call me senior sister, you are so seriously injured, don't I want to be a senior sister to come and talk like this...... Have you eaten? ”

"Hmm."

After a moment of silence, I looked at the beer on the table and said, "Senior sister, do me a favor, I want to drink some beer." ”

"Don't drink it, just had stitch surgery."

"Just take a sip." I bargained with Shen Man, in fact, I didn't really want to drink at this time, I just wanted to tear the beer can, similar to a kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Shen Man grabbed the beer can with his left hand and said to me, "Tear it up." ”

Shen Man fixed the beer can, and with a force of my left hand, I finally tore open the easy-to-pull buckle with the cooperation of the two of them.

I picked up the beer can and took a sip, and I tasted the feeling of success, but I was not as happy as I imagined, so I took a sip and put down the beer can.

Shen Man moved out of a position and motioned for me to sit down next to her, but I hesitated for a moment and sat down next to her.

"Does it still hurt?" Shen Man asked as he gently stroked my injured area.

"It doesn't hurt."

Shen Man looked at me suspiciously: "Doesn't it hurt at all?" ”

I shook my head, I really didn't feel any pain at this time, and my arm was very weak, and I didn't even have the strength to lift it.

Shen Man didn't ask any more questions, and only after a while of silence did he ask, "What are your plans for the future?" ”

I smiled and said, "Go back to the town and do some small business." ”

I said it so lightly, but Shen Man's eyes were already moist, stared at me for a long time, and finally hugged me tightly with one arm: "Yixi, I feel sorry for you...... It was the senior sister who did not do well enough to let the investment company fall into the well and ruin your career! ”

"Senior sister, you have done enough for me, and this is not your fault, there will always be someone who will win and someone will lose in the business war, you don't have to be sad, at least I can face it with a smile." I gently patted Shen Man's back and said.

"Haven't you thought about making a comeback, haven't you thought about finding out the shame behind the scenes?" Shen Man's emotions were a little excited.

"Senior sister, it doesn't matter who it is, I'm really tired, I just want to go back to the small town to accompany Pippi and accompany my family to live quietly."

"Failure is only temporary, and no one can guarantee that they will not be in the mall for the rest of their lives, so it's good for you to cheer up a little..... Your depressed appearance now makes my heart twist! ”

"I'm tired of fighting for fame and fortune, don't persuade me anymore...... My departure may be good for everyone! ”

Shen Man didn't speak, just hugged me tightly and cried bitterly, I couldn't feel her emotions now, I didn't know why she was so out of shape, and I didn't know how to comfort her, I just hugged her gently.

Feeling Shen Man's breath in my arms, I finally didn't feel so lonely, so the two of them snuggled together with mutilated injuries, and spent the night like this, and spent the night peacefully.

......

Three days after my arm injury, and I still couldn't control my arm, I finally realized something was wrong and immediately called the doctor who operated on me.

Twenty minutes later, he came to my quarters and guided me through several movements, but I didn't succeed, I frowned and asked, "What the hell is wrong with my arm?" ”

The doctor looked serious and said to me for a long time: "It may be that the brachial plexus in the right shoulder is seriously damaged, causing the arm to lose mobility!" ”

"Can it be treated?" I asked nervously.

"With some conventional treatment for general injuries, adjuvant neurotrophic drugs may be recovered, but this kind of knife injury must be surged."

"Surgery? ..... If I go to the hospital for surgery, do I need to explain my knife wounds? ”

The doctor nodded: "You are obviously a stab wound, and the hospital is obliged to inform the police." ”

I'm silent......

"I suggest you go to the hospital for surgery, if you drag it out, it is likely that your arm will be crippled!"

I didn't respond, and said to the doctor with a cold face: "From now on, you keep my mouth shut, especially not let Shen Man know about this, you know?" ”

"This ...... Mr. Zhang, please think twice! ”

I stopped the doctor from continuing: "I'm asking you a question now, if I wait until my wound is completely healed, at least the hospital can't tell if it's a knife wound or something else, will it be too late to go for surgery?" ”

"Theoretically, yes, but you have to pay attention to maintenance...... Since I haven't done an electromyography now, I'm not sure what the damage is, and the longer it drags on, the greater the risk! ”

I interrupted again: "If I have surgery now, will it be cured?" ”

"There are risks associated with surgery, not necessarily."

"Then please respect my choice, okay?"

"However, there is really a risk of disability, you are still young, Mr. Zhang!"

"I thank you for your kindness, but I remind you once again to respect a patient's choice, I have the right not to have surgery, and you have the obligation to do a good job of confidentiality for the patient, understand?" I said in an oppressive tone.

The doctor was silent for a long time, sighed, and said, "I respect your choice, and I hope that Mr. Zhang will have your own natural appearance...... But does the person who hurt you really deserve your protection? I can't understand! ”

"It's worth it, even if I am crippled in the end, I won't regret my choice today!"