After making the call, I went to Yang Wei's ward, because the hospital Chen Xiaoxiao went to happened to be the same hospital as Yang Wei, so I went to see him by the way.

After two weeks, Yang Wei recovered very well, basically no big problem, he was a little surprised when he saw me: "Little brother, why are you here?" ”

I said to send Chen Xiaoxiao to the hospital to see you by the way, Yang Wei asked me what happened to Chen Xiaoxiao, I told him everything with watermelon, but I didn't say anything about the madman beating me three times, otherwise with his temper, I'm afraid he will be clamoring to be discharged from the hospital to avenge me now.

After listening to this, Yang Wei smiled bitterly and said: "You guy, Yanfu is so good, I broke up with Chen Xiaoxiao, and he is willing to help you block the knife, speaking of which, Song Jingrong was really sorry for her in the past." ”

When I thought about it, I did feel a little guilty, if I hadn't gone to trouble Song Jingrong at the beginning, maybe she was still with Song Jingrong now, how could she be so seriously injured for me.

When Yang Wei saw me like this, he said happily: "What's wrong? I feel guilty, don't lie to me, I've known you for four years, I know you when you raise your ass and want to shit and pee, little brother, nothing is good about you, but it's just a little bad, I like to bear all the things alone, blame all the bad things on myself, and hide it in my heart, I don't want to say it, you can withstand it, you are not a superman, it is when everyone is tired, it is really not good, just rely on others around you, no one will blame you. ”

I sighed, shook my head, and said, "Wei, I'm really tired right now. ”

Yang Wei nodded and said that he knew, so he was comforting me now, and after we chatted for a few words, the big head came, still holding some peanuts and beer in his hand, and smiled when he saw me: "Come, brothers, let's go." ”

Before I could speak, Yang Wei preemptively said: "Hurry up and give me a can of beer, damn, why have you endured it for a long time, fortunately, my dad just had something to go out for a while, no one cares, and you still don't drink it?" ”

I didn't stop it, Yang Wei is fine now, it should be no problem to drink a can of wine, so I opened a can of beer from the big head and handed it to Yang Wei, and the three of us drank while chatting.

In the second half of the night, the big head went home first, and Yang Wei also fell asleep, so I ran to Chen Xiaoxiao's ward to find a place to sleep on his stomach.

The next morning, when I woke up, I saw Chen Xiaoxiao looking at me and smiling, and as soon as I saw that she was fine, I said happily: "Dead girl, you scared me to death last night, do you know." ”

Chen Xiaoxiao covered her mouth and smiled: "Are you worried about me?" ”

I talk nonsense, if something happens to you, my conscience will be disturbed for the rest of my life, Chen Xiaoxiao joked: "I just want to be like this, so that you will never forget me for the rest of your life." ”

I touched her little face and said, "Silly girl, your life is your own, cherish it, I Chen Ge is not worth it for you to do this." ”

Chen Xiaoxiao took my hand and said: "You said it yourself, life is mine, what I want to do is my freedom, little brother, I know I was wrong before, I heard you forgive me last night, I am really happy, this knife is considered to repay me for hurting you at the beginning, and I can forget you in the future, between us, there is no drag." ”

I was stunned for a moment, let go of her hand and said, "What are you doing with these heartless words, do you not even have to be friends in the future?" ”

Chen Xiaoxiao smiled bitterly: "It's a desperate point to say, otherwise it will make you embarrassed, I know, you are not here with me now, do you want me to tie you up with guilt and let you break up with Xu Jie and be with me?" I, Chen Xiaoxiao, am selfish, but I can't do such a despicable thing. ”

"You and Xu Jie are good together, don't think too much, after this time, I won't appear in front of you again, I want to go to another city to study, live a good life, forget about you, start over, you all know, how unforgettable you are, if I want you to be in the same school as you and watch you and another girl so affectionate, I will really collapse."

As Chen Xiaoxiao spoke, tears fell and he said, "Do you know what fascinates me the most about you? It's the most shameless look when I'm obviously bad and pretending to be a good person, I know that I shouldn't like a bastard student like you, and I tried to resist, but I can't do it, just like I can say those words that hurt you in my mouth, but in the end, my heart is still with you. ”

I took a tissue and wiped Chen Xiaoxiao's tears and said, "Don't be like this, you know, I can't see you crying the most, I'll promise you whatever you want?" So, stop crying. ”

Chen Xiaoxiao pushed my hand away and said: "Okay, I know that you are comforting me with these words, you have always been like this, comforting people is always those sets, and soft-hearted, I cry today and you are on my side, so tomorrow Xu Jie will cry, aren't you also by her side?" Don't you think you're the savior, all the girls can't live without you, okay? ”

You know, accommodating is the most hurtful thing about you, you want to be nice to everyone, and you can change yourself beyond recognition for that, just want those of us who love you to be happy, but feelings are selfish, and you can't be nice to everyone. ”

"Girls aren't stupid, can't you see that you have no one else in your heart besides me? Love is also the most "accommodating" thing in the world, whether you love me or not, I know in my heart, no matter what kind of touching love words you say, I know that I am not your only one. ”

"You should leave me some dignity at the end, don't be nice to me anymore, I finally want to live again, can't you bless me?"

I looked at her, and finally swallowed those words back, Chen Xiaoxin is right, I shouldn't be like this, since I have decided to be with Xu Jie, I should treat her well, and I shouldn't give Chen Xiaoxiao a chance again, otherwise it will be unfair to her and Xu Jie.

Beloved girl is different, bless her, and watch her go.

When I look back on this relationship much later, I realize that this is just a practice in my stinky and long love history. In sweet and fragile love, I have been constantly practicing, practicing losing, practicing bearing, practicing missing, and in the warm-up of repeating the highs and lows, towards our final predetermined ending.

The only thing I know now is that Chen Xiaoxiao is not my end.

When I came out of the hospital, I was not as depressed as I imagined, as if I suddenly became enlightened, I knew that I had let go, and this relationship that lasted for more than two years finally had a not happy ending today.

I took a taxi, went back to school, called my sister in the car, told my sister everything about last night, and asked my sister to go to school, my sister didn't say anything about me this time, just said that she knew, and it could be seen that she had begun to get used to me causing trouble, and I didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing.

When I arrived at school, I went to the office, where was Lao Cai waiting for me, and there was a couple standing next to me, who should be the parents of Watermelon, he had been scolding me since he saw me, I ignored them, and then my sister came and began to negotiate.

Watermelon's parents wanted to call the police at first, but Lao Cai kept persuading, and told them that it was watermelon that cut people with a knife first, and it was no good for them to call the police, Lao Cai was obviously on my side, talking and talking, watermelon's parents began to tend to be private, and they were not stupid, if they called the police, there were watermelon fingerprints on the kitchen knife, and watermelon could not escape the involvement.

The final result was that the watermelon was persuaded to transfer because of the knife slashing, although I defended myself, but I also hurt people, and the punishment was to suspend classes for two weeks, and the whole school reported it, and gave a major offense.

As for the medical expenses, half of the school pays, and the rest is the responsibility of my sister and Watermelon's parents for the other half, after this matter was resolved, when I was in the corridor, my sister looked at me, and finally left without saying anything, I looked at her back, knowing that she must be very disappointed in her heart.

After the suspension was punished, I needed to take the documents to sign with the big bald head of the Academic Affairs Office, the office of the Academic Affairs Office was on the fourth floor, I walked up the stairs, and I saw Xu Jie, she obviously received the wind and wanted to come to me.

When Xu Jie saw me, she dragged me to a corner without saying a word, and then asked, "What do you mean?" I called you so many times and you didn't answer, did you stay with Chen Xiaoxiao all night, what did you talk about, even if the old relationship is rekindled, you have to tell me. ”

I said weakly: "She was injured for me, of course I have to take care of her in the hospital, don't you want to be like this, you have to be jealous?" ”

Xu Jie hurriedly said: "I'm not jealous for you, just like you, you must have been very moved last night, you must have talked to her a lot, are you already planning to dump me and reconcile with her?" ”

I shook my head and said, "No, I stayed with her all night, and I made it clear in the morning......"

Before I finished speaking, Xu Jie interrupted: "I tell you, you can't do without me, even if she helps you get a knife, besides, she Chen Xiaoxiao helped you get a knife, I didn't take a knife for you when I was in the second year of junior high school, you can't leave me for her, I gave you everything, how can you do this to me." ”

I heard her say this, I knew that she had misunderstood, and just wanted to explain, I saw Xu Jie crying as she spoke: "Chen Ge, you can't do without me, you said that you would be with me for the rest of your life, you said it, you can't lie to me, you have always borrowed and repaid, you borrowed me so much, you can't run away without paying it back, you can't leave me." ”

I looked at Xu Jie crying, and said with a wry smile: "Do you wait for me to say it well, Chen Xiaoxiao has already made it clear to me, she plans to let go of me and live again, and I am too, I have decided, I will fight with you to the end in this life." ”

Xu Jie was stunned, looked at me pitifully with big eyes, and asked me really? I was happy, hugged her and said, "I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't make you feel insecure, I will change it in the future, okay, don't cry, really, it's distressing to watch." ”

Xu Jie bit my shoulder hard, I didn't let go of her, and after a while, she whispered "En" and hugged me.

I'm no one's savior, if I have to say yes, I will only be Xu Jie's savior from now on, and I will hold her all my life, not regretting it, not complaining about my injuries.