The person passing by beside him kindly supported Pei Shuyi, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" ”

Pei Shuyi trembled all over, her hands and feet were cold, and she glanced at the middle-aged woman in front of her in confusion, she didn't seem to remember what happened in the last second.

After Pei Shuyi reacted in the middle of the night, she suddenly pushed the other party away, and walked quickly to the doctor's table, regardless of the other patient who was still talking to the doctor, Pei Shuyi grabbed the test sheet, stuffed it directly into the doctor's hand, and asked in a panic: "Doctor, you can help me see, I'm not pregnant, right?" ”

"Okay." The female doctor responded and asked the patient to wait for a while, she looked down at the test sheet, and after a few seconds, she told Pei Shuyi in a calm tone that it was not wrong that she was indeed pregnant.

Pei Shuyi felt that she had been struck by lightning, her slender body shook again, and when she bent her knees and almost knelt on the ground, she subconsciously pressed the table tightly with her palms, and her eyes suddenly turned red.

"Doctor, could it be a misdiagnosis?" Pei Shuyi struggled to stabilize her figure, grabbed the doctor's wrist tightly, her nails were cut into the doctor's flesh, even if the chance of misdiagnosis was very small, she was still unwilling to accept this fact, tears rolled in her pupils, and she asked the doctor with the last trace of expectation.

The doctor has seen a lot of Pei Shuyi like this, and seeing that she is only nineteen years old, the doctor was not impatient, but asked calmly: "Then do you want to do another B-ultrasound examination?" ”

Pei Shuyi was speechless, and after a while, as if resigned to her fate, her subordinates slowly let go, and tears suddenly welled up in her eyes.

How can she get pregnant?

In the past three years with Pei Tingqing, she has never thought of giving birth to Pei Tingqing, she is only nineteen years old, she is still studying, and she has not yet become a legal husband and wife with Pei Tingqing, how can she get pregnant before this? She and Pei Tingqing are related by blood, their children will have too many immeasurable and uncontrollable diseases because of genetics, whether they can be born is still a question, and how much torture will the child suffer after birth?

What's more, she is in love with her cousin, although she no longer cares about sins or not, how much criticism and unfair treatment will the child suffer? In this way, how can children grow up happily and healthily............ There are too many reasons why this child can't stay anyway.

Pei Shuyi's shoulders trembled uncontrollably, tears wet her whole face, and after a long time, she closed her eyes weakly, her two delicate lips had already become pale and dry, and she kept shaking when she spoke, "Help me arrange the operation, I want to remove this child." ”

Hearing this, the doctor asked calmly, "Have you thought about it?" ”

Pei Shuyi's back stiffened, at this moment she only felt that everything around her had disappeared, she was alone in a certain space, the whole world was silent and she couldn't hear anything, her hand was on her lower abdomen, which was still flat and she couldn't feel the existence of a small life, but she just felt that something was different, there was a life growing in her belly little by little, but she had to kill it.

Pei Shuyi raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face, and when she opened her eyes again, it was already cold, or rather, she didn't know what emotions she should have, but responded mechanically and stiffly, "Yes, the sooner the better." ”

She was afraid that if the child was in her belly for a second longer, she would be reluctant.

At that time, because Du Shixian took the child, she was very uncomfortable as a bystander, and at this moment she really experienced Du Shixian's mood, self-blame, distress and guilt, "But the baby is sorry, my mother didn't mean to kill you, I hope you can have a good baby in the next life." ”

The doctor didn't say anything more, and then introduced several different abortion methods to Pei Shuyi, but Pei Shuyi didn't listen at all, and only told the doctor that she wanted the best.

On the one hand, it is for her own body, and more importantly, she hopes that this child who has quietly come to this world can also leave safely, even if she knows that killing it with a cold scalpel is the most cruel, but at this moment she can only comfort herself like this.

The doctor asked Pei Shuyi to pay the fee first, and then do various examinations before the abortion, Pei Shuyi walked to the window with steps, her expression was in a trance and she was like a walking corpse, she took out the credit card to swipe, and the other party told her that the card could not be used.

Pei Shuyi was stunned for a moment, and quickly understood that it should be done by Pei Zongyou, and she only had money in this credit card, and the cash on her body did not exceed three hundred yuan.

For a moment, Pei Shuyi felt unprecedentedly lucky, since she had no money, could she keep this child? Maybe the arrival of the child at this time is destined by fate?

However, she quickly calmed down, these so-called external factors could not be an excuse for her to keep this child, Du Shixian and Wei Chengshu got married, and did not leave the unexpected child, in her case, she couldn't have this child, so she had to borrow money.

She can't find Du Shixian and Wei Chengshu, otherwise, even if Du Shixian doesn't ask anything, according to a shrewd man like Wei Chengshu, he will definitely get to the bottom of it, and she can't be sure whether Wei Chengshu is also the one who betrayed Li Jiayao and the organization.

Wei Chengshu can't be trusted, so the only thing she can find is Xiang Yuyao, he said that as long as she needs him, he will definitely help her, and his life can be abandoned.

Fortunately, her mobile phone has not been stopped, Pei Shuyi sat down on a chair in the hospital corridor, she took her mobile phone and sent a message to Xiang Yuyao, it is difficult to borrow money, Pei Shuyi bit her lip and hesitated for a long time before sending it to Xiang Yuyao.

As a result, in less than half a minute, Xiang Yuyao called over and asked in a gentle and deep voice over there, "What's wrong Shuyi?" ”

She is not a person who is short of money to spend, but since she suddenly opened her mouth to borrow it from him, it means that something happened, and Xiang Yuyao was a little worried.

As soon as Xiang Yuyao's words fell, the tears that had just stopped in Pei Shuyi's eyes rolled out in large pieces, "I ............", and only then did a word sound, Pei Shuyi choked.

She bit her lip and didn't cry, only the clear liquid kept pouring out, making it difficult for her to speak.

Over there, Xiang Yuyao waited patiently for her, and after a while, Pei Shuyi said incoherently and intermittently: "I'm pregnant and can't keep this child, but I don't have money, so I ............", every time she said that she wanted to kill this innocent life, her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.

Pei Shuyi raised her hand to cover her mouth, but the cry still reached Xiang Yuyao's side.

Xiang Yuyao's heart suddenly throbbed, he was shocked by such news, but he didn't show it, I don't know if Pei Shuyi ended up with Pei Tingqing, and he didn't even have the money for the miscarriage.

Xiang Yuyao pursed his lips and was silent for a long time, then said hoarsely: "Don't cry, you have returned to China now, right?" Wait for me for a few hours, and I'll catch a flight right away. ”

Pei Shuyi wanted to say that she didn't use it, she just had to put the money on the card, but when she thought of the scene she was lying on the operating table, she was full of chills and fear, and she wanted someone to be by her side, anyone could do it, at least don't let her face the cruelty she has never experienced alone.

"I'll be waiting for you at the airport." Pei Shuyi said to Xiang Yuyao, and after answering there, she gently comforted her a few words and hung up.

It takes at least four hours to get here from Japan, and in these four hours, Pei Shuyi doesn't know what she should do and where she can go, after leaving the hospital, she went directly to the airport, sat on a chair in the hall, and remained motionless for four hours, Pei Shuyi emptied her mind, and didn't dare to think about Pei Tingqing, nor did she dare to think about the child in her belly............ She didn't dare to think about everything, she felt like a machine without consciousness and life.

There was a moving prompt sound from the flight attendant in her ears, and Pei Shuyi didn't notice it, until two slender legs stood in front of her and called her name several times in a row, "Shuyi?" ”

Pei Shuyi slowly came back to her senses, looked up at Xiang Yuyao standing in front of her, and was stunned for a long time.

When Xiang Yuyao wanted to say something, Pei Shuyi stretched out her arm and hugged Xiang Yuyao's waist suddenly, as if she had found a little support, she broke down and cried bitterly.

It's like once when she found out that she was in love with her cousin, she had always endured everything alone, no one to guide her, and now she was pregnant, and no one told her what to do.

Xiang Yuyao didn't say anything, he took half a step forward and bent his arm to hug Pei Shuyi's head, as if he was treating a child who couldn't stop crying, his broad palm gently stroked the top of Pei Shuyi's head, and felt that the clothes in her lower abdomen were wet with Pei Shuyi's crying, and her shoulders kept shaking, and she was almost about to collapse when she was tired of crying, and then gradually stopped.

Xiang Yuyao didn't wait until Pei Shuyi calmed down, lowered her head and stared at her deeply with her amber eyes, she cried so much that the pear blossoms brought rain, her white little face was washed, and it became more and more pitiful, Xiang Yuyao's heart was flooded with more intense pain, and he asked with difficulty, "Have you already decided?" Otherwise, go back to rest first, think about it overnight, and then go to the hospital tomorrow. ”

"No need." No matter how resolutely the two of them spoke, it was just to escape from their hearts, she got up in a trance, but walked forward without hesitation.

She loves Pei Tingqing so much, of course she wants to give birth to a child for Pei Tingqing, and wants to have a crystallization of their love, and she thinks that Pei Tingqing loves her and must also want her to give birth to this child, so what should Pei Tingqing look like when he is a father? What should they be like with their children? ………… She wanted to keep this child, but the reality was that cruel.

That's it.

Take it off.

She is still young, she and Pei Tingqing still have a long future, and they will have a second or third child.

In the huge airport hall, the marble floor reflected the bright light, Pei Shuyi's back was thin and depressed, Xiang Yuyao looked at it in place, not knowing how to describe his mood at the moment, only his chest was full of pity, which made him can't help but want to hug her into his arms.

It was four o'clock in the afternoon, Xiang Yuyao was by Pei Shuyi's side, and the two returned to the hospital together.

Pei Shuyi found the doctor again, in the modern era where everything is very developed, it was only ten minutes for Pei Shuyi to be arranged for a B-ultrasound examination before the operation.

The child of more than a month has not yet taken shape, it is just an embryo, and it is in the womb, which excludes the possibility of ectopic pregnancy, at least this proves that the embryo is still normal.

Pei Shuyi saw a beating place through the machine, and then asked the doctor what it was, and the doctor said that it was the original heart of the embryo, Pei Shuyi didn't dare to look at it anymore when she heard this, and closed her eyes vigorously, tears like rain.

If she hadn't chosen to remove the baby, would she have been able to see the growth of the fetus through ultrasound in the future? From the germ to the fetus slowly forming, she can see that when the time comes, she can also do color ultrasound and take photos of the baby as a souvenir.

Over time, her belly will grow larger, and she will feel the baby stirring in her belly, or when the baby moves, she can directly see her belly moving with it.

As long as I think that I am pregnant with a little life, what a happy and fulfilling thing it should be, I am afraid that even the whole heart will melt, right? So how could she be willing to take away such a cute and beautiful fetus?

She also wanted to hear him call Mommy.

And what about Pei Tingqing?

How would he react to knowing that he would be a father in a few months?

He must have been shocked and incredulous, and then he would have been so happy that he didn't know what to do, right? Pei Shuyi wanted to see Pei Tingqing at that time, and in the future, would he put his head on her stomach and listen with his ears, or talk to the baby softly and tell the baby that he was his father............ Pei Shuyi thought too much until she lay on the operating table.

She thought that the baby belonged to her and Pei Tingqing, Pei Tingqing, a father, should at least know, and how could she kill this child without authorization, how cruel should this be for Pei Tingqing?

Pei Shuyi was suddenly shaken, and at the moment when she really wanted to take out the child, she found that she couldn't do it at all.

She heard the sound of the door of the operating room being pushed open, and then Pei Shuyi saw several medical staff, and when the medical staff had not yet spoken, Pei Shuyi seemed to have just woken up.

She got up all of a sudden and said to the medical staff that I won't do it, and then pushed away a doctor in front of her regardless of it, Pei Shuyi didn't even wear shoes, and she ran out barefoot before the door of the operating room was closed.

The medical staff had seen too many temporary regrets, and they didn't forcibly stop Pei Shuyi, but they wouldn't return the money anymore, and Xiang Yuyao was guarding outside the operating room and saw Pei Shuyi suddenly running out, as if there were thousands of troops chasing her behind her, Xiang Yuyao hurriedly strode forward to support Pei Shuyi's shoulder, "What's wrong?" ”

Pei Shuyi grabbed Xiang Yuyao's arm tightly, as if he was the last straw, Pei Shuyi shook her head at Xiang Yuyao constantly, tears flowed down and cried incoherently: "I won't do it, I want to keep this child............ Xiang Yuyao, you tell them that I won't do it, don't let them kill my children. ”

In just a few minutes, she figured it out, and made up her mind to keep this child, whether it could survive in her womb, whether it would eventually come into this world, or what kind of deformity and imperfection, or how many unforeseen illnesses, she would resign herself to her fate.

She will not dislike her child, no matter what happens in the future, she will do her best to raise this child and give everything for it.

Pei Shuyi's long hair spread out, her knees were weak and uncontrollably slipped off Xiang Yuyao's arms, and she slowly knelt on the ground, and her tears fell down in large pieces, making a "tick-tock" sound.

She was frightened by herself, how could she kill herself and Pei Tingqing's child? Pei Shuyi was crying, still muttering to herself, asking Xiang Yuyao to stop the medical staff who were going to take away her child's illness.

Xiang Yuyao's heart was in pain when he heard this, he also squatted down, raised his hand to grasp Pei Shuyi's little face, and helped her wipe her tears with warm fingertips, Xiang Yuyao's lips smiled, and said softly to Pei Shuyi: "It's okay, I'll tell them." You can rest assured that you want to keep the child, and no one else has the right to take it away. ”

Pei Shuyi nodded vigorously, no matter how stable and strong she is on weekdays, in the face of her children, she is just a mother who is too weak and just wants to keep her children.

Xiang Yuyao's movements paused, and he bent his arm and gently hugged Pei Shuyi into his chest.

For Xiang Yuyao, a bystander, how much courage does it take for Pei Shuyi to make such a decision?

He believes that Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi are truly in love with each other, but he is not optimistic about the outcome between them, so if Pei Tingqing and Pei Shuyi are over, how much pressure and suffering will Pei Shuyi bear in the future if she gives birth to a child alone?

It's just that according to her temperament, since she has made up her mind, I'm afraid that it will be useless for others to persuade her, and he just hopes that she will not regret it, and she will be willing.

***

That night, Pei Shuyi returned to Pei Tingqing's residence alone.

Ning Lianmeng and Pei Zongyou still didn't look for her, although she was very worried, but Pei Zongyou couldn't help Pei Tingqing, the businessman only calculated interests, Pei Zongyou may be waiting for a good time, and she really can't do anything, only wait and see.

What's more, now that she is pregnant, since she has made up her mind to stay, she must take care of herself and take good care of this growing baby.

After Pei Shuyi knew that she was pregnant, she became very cautious in all aspects, guarding against slipping in the bathroom, and adjusting the room to the right temperature to avoid catching a cold.

With the light on the bedside table, Pei Shuyi lay back on the bed and gently closed her eyes, her palm on her lower abdomen, even if she didn't feel anything abnormal, she was very satisfied, unprecedentedly calm.

Tomorrow, I made an appointment with the doctor to do a more detailed examination, know the fetal problem as soon as possible, and find a way to solve it, and then go to buy some prenatal education and baby raising books to read, plan everything, in order to be an excellent mother.

Pei Shuyi thought about this, a shallow smile appeared on her lips, and she slept contentedly this night.

At about 11 o'clock the next morning, when Pei Shuyi and Xiang Yuyao just walked out of the hospital, a car stopped in front of Pei Shuyi, she recognized it as Pei Zongyou, her fingers suddenly grabbed the bag strap on her shoulder, and Pei Shuyi subconsciously took a step back.

The Pei family covers the sky with one hand in T City, maybe this hospital is owned by the Pei family's chaebol, so Pei Zongyou suddenly appeared here, it is very likely that he already knew that she was pregnant, Pei Shuyi stood behind Xiang Yuyao, and reflexively stroked his palm on his lower abdomen.

After a while, the car window was lowered, Pei Zongyou's face was revealed, and his eyes looked at Xiang Yuyao with a sneering look at Pei Shuyi who was hiding behind Xiang Yuyao, and his light tone revealed an invisible deterrence, "If you still want to keep the child in your belly, I advise you to be more interesting." ”

Pei Shuyi's body trembled when she heard this, and noticed that Pei Zongyou's gaze swept into the rearview mirror, and she turned her head to see that there were also two cars behind her, and it was estimated that there were people who wanted to forcibly take her away.

Xiang Yuyao's brows furrowed together, turned around and grabbed Pei Shuyi's wrist, he didn't pay attention to Pei Zongyou at all, and couldn't help but take Pei Shuyi away.

Pei Shuyi gently withdrew it, shook her head and said to Xiang Yuyao: "You go back first, I can face it alone." ”

Xiang Yuyao had helped her enough, and she didn't want to bother him anymore.

And if Pei Zongyou doesn't let her go, even if she runs abroad, she will still be found, so it's better to face it bravely.

After deciding to love Pei Tingqing without hesitation, she was mentally prepared, and she didn't feel much scared at the moment, because of love, so she had courage.

Xiang Yuyao pursed his lips, and when he was still insisting on accompanying Pei Shuyi, Pei Zongyou said to Xiang Yuyao at this time: "Is the second young master of the Xiang family?" You come along. ”

After all, Xiang Yuyao is also a person with status, Pei Zongyou should not do anything to Xiang Yuyao, Pei Shuyi bit her lip, and walked over After the driver opened the back door, she sat in the car, and Xiang Yuyao also sat in from there.

In front, Pei Zongyou instructed the driver to drive, the car was driving on the road, Pei Shuyi sat there with her back straight, and Xiang Yuyao on her side put her palm on her shoulder, silently calming her emotions.

Pei Shuyi dodged, shook her head and told Xiang Yuyao that she was fine.

Pei Zongyou glanced at Pei Shuyi and Xiang Yuyao in the rearview mirror, his expression showed sarcasm and meaning, and ten minutes later, the car stopped in front of a small white building.

Pei Shuyi looked over and saw a lot of blooming hibiscus flowers, and she only felt that this scene was extremely familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen it for a while.

Pei Shuyi got out of the car and walked side by side with Xiang Yuyao, and walked in with Pei Zongyou, Pei Zongyou left Xiang Yuyao in the living room, saying that they were drinking tea together and talking about a deal, and asked the maid to lead Pei Shuyi to the study upstairs, where someone was waiting for her.

Pei Shuyi was afraid of this unpredictable situation, her fingers clenched tightly, and she stood there waiting for the maid to knock on the door.

After a while, Pei Shuyi heard a woman's voice coming from inside, somewhat familiar, but it was not Ning Lianmeng and Huo Huiyuan.

Pei Shuyi walked in and stopped in front of the sofa.

There was a noble lady sitting there with her back to her, and after hearing the movement, she turned around, and when Pei Shuyi saw who the other party was, her pupils trembled slightly, "You ............"