If all of this is said to be heavy yesterday, but at this moment, it is only full of sadness. Those pasts are so clear, as if life has just begun. But it's so far-reaching. It's so far away that you can't bear to remember.

Even though the man didn't flick his tears when he had tears, Shao Fei really couldn't hold back at this moment.

They have known each other for so long, and Song Qiyue has hardly seen Shao Fei crying. used to be a boy, but now he is a man who stands up to the sky, how can anyone easily cry for trivial things.

Song Qiyue couldn't help laughing, "When Auntie died, you only cried once." ”

remembered that year, it was Shao Fei's mother who passed away, and it was also the first time Song Qiyue saw Shao Fei crying. Originally, I thought that this boy would not cry, but I didn't expect it to cry quietly. Because of stubbornness. So even tears can cry so silently and suppressively.

Talking about his mother, Shao Fei was sad again. The year was in such a hurry that he almost couldn't make it. It was Song Qiyue who flew and ran several traffic lights before sending him out of the city and back to the village in the suburbs. When Shao Fei rushed back. The mother was dying. In fact, perhaps, death is a good thing for a person who has been suffering from illness and mental torture for a long time.

But people can't be resurrected after death, that feeling is too desperate, even Shao Fei, who has supported the whole family alone since he was a child, is a little confused.

The mother at the bedside was so sick that she could barely see him, but she could hear his voice and nod her head.

Song Qiyue was outside the room at the time. She didn't come in. Later, her mother said that she wanted to eat steamed eggs, and Shao Fei hurried to make it for her, so she came in to take care of it.

There are no relatives in the family for a long time, and the people in the village treat them equally strangely, because of their mother's relationship, so they have always been like strangers.

There were some things that Shao Fei didn't talk about to Song Qiyue, but he knew in his heart that he was talking about it at this moment, "That day, my mother said that she wanted to eat steamed eggs." ”

"Yes. And then you go and give it to her. ”

"Actually, I heard what you said to her." Shao Fei's throat seemed to be choked.

Song Qiyue smiled, but it was still so faint, "I can't remember what I said." ”

"You say, auntie, don't worry, I will be his sister in the future, and I will take good care of him." After steaming the eggs that day, he went up to his room with a bowl. At the door of that room, he heard Song Qiyue say this to his mother.

In fact, the two of them have only met once, and that time it was because of his mother's illness, and Shao Feiyuan couldn't come back in time, so he could only ask Song Qiyue to help, and this was only the second time. But why did she say that, before her mother left, Shao Fei heard her words, and she always boasted of being a sister when she joked in the past, but at that moment it was like a promise, and it was so warm that it made people's hands burn. Throw the see me.

Song Qiyue said, "That's just what I said casually, I'm leaving, I have to be reassuring, in fact, I'm just pitiful, sympathetic." Could it be that you take it seriously, remember it all the time, but don't say it? ”

Shao Fei didn't think about it, at that moment, maybe it was pity or maybe it was peace of mind, but at that time, the warmth of the hot hand had made reason surpass everything, although she didn't seriously mention it again, and he really thought so. Even if, they are not like normal brothers and sisters, who live together and care about each other urgently. Only the place in the heart has long been there.

At this moment, she asked with a faint smile, but her casual appearance made Shao Fei feel more and more sad, "Since you came back, they all said that you have changed, and everyone says so, but I don't believe it, I know, you haven't changed, never." ”

Song Qiyue smiled, "Actually, you are wrong, I have changed." ”

"In the past, I always took things too seriously, and if I thought it was right, I would do it, and if I didn't do it well, I thought that if I did my best, I could do it. But now I have found out that failure is failure, and where will anyone remember those who fail? ”

"In order to succeed, you have to do whatever it takes, and I didn't do things hard enough before, which is also one of the reasons for my failure. This time, I'm doing it for myself, too. Don't think that I'm really here for you, I just want to know who else was involved in that case and who was harming me. ”

"It's just that I didn't expect it to be Qiao Chenxi's father, Qiao Yili. Now that I know the truth, it's also easier, I'm no longer a fool, I've finally figured it out. You just happened to be in this game, and thanks to you, I was able to figure it out. ”

She said, Shao Fei's eyes were full of bloodshot tears, "If you really want to do this, then why don't you expose it after you know all this, why don't you tell me?" ”

Nie Xun's words were still in his ears, and he was questioning him: Do you know why she didn't, you know?

Only in that moment, it was clear why she didn't. After knowing the truth, how to let him face it, and Qiao Chenxi, how to face it. It was her father, something that could not be changed in this life.

Song Qiyue said softly, "That's because I don't have substantial evidence, all this is just conjecture, if I have, do you think I won't?" Again, it's really hard for me to debunk it. If this layer of paper is pierced, then Longyuan's bid will be ruined. ”

"Actually, in the final analysis, I just took advantage of you, without you, how could I break the cooperation between Qiao Chen and the Mo family, and how could I let the two of them start infighting, now that Qiao Chenxi has been dispatched, he will definitely encounter problems in the future, and he will not help again, at least in the short term." She was almost decided, and said with a heart of stone, "This is my purpose, this is what I want to achieve the most!" ”

"What about Sen City? Why did you send me to Sen Castle?"

"This is Miss Sun's decision, not me, my purpose is only to make Qiao Chen and Mo Clan fierce, but you don't want to believe it!" Song Qiyue interrupted him, "From the moment I decided to keep you, I didn't plan to keep you, nor did I plan to protect you!" Even if you have to blame me for the rest of your life, I won't waver and regret it! ”

She also seemed to be crazy, treating him with absolute indifference, Shao Fei froze, and said after a moment, "I blame you." ”

"Thinking that you should be on my side, thinking that you know my heart for her, my relationship with you, in the matter of bidding, there should be fair competition." Shao Fei really thought so at that moment, even though he knew that the mall was sinister and omnipotent, but because it was Song Qiyue, Shao Fei believed that he could at least bid fairly, no matter whether he won or lost, he didn't blame others, only himself. But after the incident, everyone knew that it was Long Yuan who used the means, but she still acquiesced and even agreed to Long Yuan's actions.

Shao Fei firmly believed that he really had a feeling of betrayal at that moment, so he was strange and resentful, just because, "Aren't we our own people?" ”

Song Qiyue's heart twisted, she smiled, "What kind of own people, where are the real own people." You're just too stupid and naïve, you've been in the mall for so many years, and you still can't see clearly. Even if it's not in the mall, just in the ordinary home, even if it's a brother, they will be dissatisfied and quarrel, and when they get married, they will have already dispersed, where is it still their own people? ”

Even if it's a family, they will always break up and go where they want to go. Because in everyone's heart, there is always a favorite person who will want to come together hand in hand, Song Qiyue said, "You and I are no longer our own people, since I decided to do this." I also want to thank you for giving me this opportunity, otherwise how would I eradicate Qiao Chen and suppress Mo's? ”

"But you, it's your bad luck to say, but you deserve it, who made you like Qiao Chenxi?" Song Qiyue asked with a smile, "For so many years, I haven't seen who you like, in this world, there are so many girls, who you don't like, but you want to like her." ”

"With your temperament, you only care about standing on the side of others, and you say that you like her, where is the like? If I were her, I would have ignored you a long time ago, so I wouldn't have thought about you anymore. Who made you disbelieve her and make her so sad? She questioned, as if he had been interrogated after the crime.

Shao Fei remembered that back then, he stood on Song Qiyue's side with absolute trust, he didn't believe that she would do this, she was definitely wronged. Although he never thought that Qiao Chenxi would do anything in secret, but at that time, he was no longer able to tell, and he could only stand on Song Qiyue's side when he chose one of the two. They shouldn't have been, perhaps wrong, from the start.

"Pity this Miss Qiao, her father has done so much behind her back, and she still doesn't know anything. Even if she is kept in the dark, she will be questioned by the person she likes, and that person still doesn't believe her, it's really a sin. Song Qiyue shook her head with a smile, she sighed, and asked rhetorically, "Do you understand this feeling now?" ”

Suddenly, it was empathetic, Shao Fei didn't understand it before, but now he really understands it completely, it turns out that it hurts like this.

There were already mixed feelings in his heart, and Shao Fei said for a long time, "Don't you like her." ”

"Why should I like her? My orientation is normal. She replied to him, the tone that seemed to be ridiculous and teasing, it really seemed like before, and this time made Shao Fei speechless.

In the end, everything seemed to be coming to an end, and it was impossible to continue, because the result had been set, and in silence Song Qiyue said in a low voice, "I don't like her, but she is a good girl, treat her well, don't make her sad again." ”

Don't make her sad and sad anymore.

Shao Feizai read this sentence carefully, thinking back to all the past, the sadness couldn't stop from it, he realized that this moment turned out to be a separation, he still wanted to say something, a thousand words, but he only shouted at the end, "Sister July"

In this mid-level café, the tall man sitting in front of the woman cried like a child, so helpless.

But that woman, she only had a pair of red eyes, but she did not shed a single tear.

It was as if the tears could no longer flow.

She just said, "Shao Tezhu, I think the time is almost up, so please." ”

I don't know how long it has been, the person in front of him has gone, and Song Qiyue is still sitting in the chair and has not moved. Approaching the lunch break, someone finally arrived, and another person sat in front of her. But it wasn't the same position just now, because the other cup of coffee on the table had never been touched, and it occupied that seat.

Nie Xun stepped out of the way and only sat down at the one next to the seat, "I just learned that in the morning, Goldman Sachs' Shao Tezhu broke into the company, and he said that he was here to find you." ”

"He still can't hold his breath, looking at the tall man, he is actually still a boy." Song Qiyue said lightly.

"Your tone sounds like a girl in my family has just grown up."

"Where did I get my daughter?" Song Qiyue smiled, she looked at him faintly, "Why did you tell him." ”

"Why do you say it's me?"

"I was still wondering if it was, but now I can be sure that it's really you." Song Qiyue replied, Nie Xun was stunned, he was really tricked by her.

At the moment, it is no longer a concealment, Nie Xun said, "I happened to meet him at the hotel yesterday, he came to toast, and we chatted for a few words." ”

"You shouldn't talk to him." Song Qiyue whispered again.

"He doesn't know that you've done this, and it's not worth it when I think about it."

"So, you didn't hold back."

"Sorry, I took matters into account."

Song Qiyue said, "In fact, Long Yuan won, and I was not wrong to use him." ”

"He doesn't really blame you." Nie Xun said in a low voice, "In front of me, he didn't say a bad word about you. ”

"I know, he's just throwing a tantrum with me, and honestly, this is the first time." Song Qiyue thought about it seriously, this was really the first time, even if it was noisy before, he wouldn't be really angry. It's just because he has regarded Qiao Chenxi as his own person, so they should also be a family, "I can't let him just want his family, not to love others." ”

"By the way, when he left just now, he said that he didn't like to be a doctor." Song Qiyue thought of Shao Feilai, and left a sentence before leaving: That Nie Xun, I don't like it either, the man who is a doctor has an occupational disease, especially a psychiatrist.

"He couldn't get used to me, thinking that I had superpowers, so he hypnotized you."

Song Qiyue smiled, "He, he didn't have a good impression of the men around me before, this one is either average-looking, or the one is too pompous, either too fat or too thin, and there are many problems." ”

At that time, when I was working as a public relations officer in Wuzhou, there were many men in the circle, and most of them came to approach her, and there were also people who intentionally approached her during the scene, he could always find fault with each other, even if it was the best, he could find some faults, so that Song Qiyue was speechless but couldn't help laughing.

"I think he might have a crush on you." Nie Xun joked.

"I used to say that about him all the time." Song Qiyue raised the corners of his lips, "Actually, he thinks that no boy can be worthy of me, but he is afraid that I will be wronged." ”

That's why he made sarcastic remarks, and he didn't like any of them, but he never interfered with her, just simply, thinking that she should have better, "I'm not as good as he thinks, it's because he overestimates me." ”

"You're a little unconvinced." Nie Xun said with a smile.

"It's not that I'm not unconvinced." Song Qiyue said again, she looked at the sea in the distance, "I thought he would never like girls for the rest of his life, I'm really afraid that he will always be by my side, how annoying it is, I can't take care of him for a lifetime and raise him for a lifetime." ”

Those headless words came out again, Song Qiyue was almost disgusted, Nie Xun said, "Your worries are superfluous, which person will always be alone, and he is too." ”

"So, he now has a girl he likes." Song Qiyue replied, she already knew the result.

Nie Xun's voice was soft and deep, "Actually, you can leave them all behind." ”

"Why bother." Song Qiyue said, "The world of two people can never accommodate a third person, no matter who it is." ”

Even if it is a relative, it is impossible to be by his side all the time, and one day he will have to let go and go where he wants to go.

Nie Xun saw that she had been looking at the sea, although the sun would not be exposed in winter, it was still not good after all, so she had already begun to redden, "Close your eyes, don't keep them open, hurt your eyes." ”

Song Qiyue really closed his eyes, and Nie Xun said, "I'm afraid that even if he goes, your hard work will be in vain." ”

"No, it won't." Song Qiyue gave a negative answer, and was even more convinced, "He will definitely be very good to her and never let others bully her again." ”

The sea breeze was blowing very comfortably, and after a while, Nie Xun asked another question, "I have a little bit of a curiosity, how can you be sure that he will definitely go." ”

Even after knowing all this, if you say what your heart wants, you will always be reluctant.

Song Qiyue didn't speak, letting the sea breeze blow. Only in this project, when Qiao Chen signed a contract with Goldman Sachs, Song Qiyue had a private meeting with Sun Yingzi about the construction of a securities exchange trading project. She asked about Shao Fei and why Goldman Sachs had relegated to agreeing to cooperate.

It was an internal matter of the company and should not be discussed with outsiders, Sun Yingzi avoided answering, but Song Qiyue asked again: What did he talk to you about, and you would agree.

Before that, Shao Fei had approached her, and he told her that he would stay at Goldman Sachs.

Under questioning that day, Sun Yingzi finally spoke, and it was the oath Shao Fei made that day: I am willing to spend my ten years to stay at Goldman Sachs.

You spend ten years in exchange for a love that may not be fulfilled.

If he was by her side for the past ten years, then it was time for him to go where he wanted to go after that.

Therefore, he will definitely go.

Shao Fei was about to leave Hong Kong City immediately to take up his post in Sencheng, and the tickets for Goldman Sachs had already been booked, and it was Sun Yingzi's direct order to leave the same day. Shao Fei asked for a ticket for the night, and before leaving for the airport, Shao Fei went to another place.

He came to Mo again, and after a day, he came to see Mo Zhengyan soberly.

But he didn't make trouble into the building again, but waited outside.

After that off-duty time, the crowd dispersed, and Shao Fei was still staying. Finally, he saw the group of people coming out, one left and one right behind were the special assistants Qi Jian and He Sangsang, and the man who was the leader was Mo Zhengyan.

Shao Fei shouted, "Mr. Mo." ”

The shouting made the group stop, and Mo Zhengyan turned around and saw the person waiting. Winter nights come early, and street lights are already lit on the road.

Mo Zhengyan gestured to the past with a look, that is, let people go to the side of the road first. Shao Fei approached and came to him.

"Shao Tezhu is waiting here today, what's the matter?" Mo Zhengyan asked.

Shao Fei said, "I came here for personal reasons, and I apologize to Mr. Mo for yesterday's incident, and my personal behavior has nothing to do with Goldman Sachs." At the same time, thank you Mr. Mo for sobering me up yesterday. ”

Mo Zhengyan didn't expect him to be like this, and immediately responded, "Yesterday, your President Sun has already thanked you, so you don't have to be polite." ”

"Are you alright?" He asked, gesturing to leave.

Shao Fei said, "In the case back then, the information I leaked here was not made by you. ”

He was almost determined, Mo Zhengyan glanced at him, "You seem to be sure." ”

At this moment, he understood that just like Song Qiyue did to himself, he would also do this to Qiao Chenxi, so he was still thinking about whether this would be a conspiracy between the two parties, he and Qiao's father colluded, one wanted to suppress Song Qiyue, and the other wanted to suppress him. But then I thought about it, this was absolutely impossible. Once the incident happened, then how would he face Qiao Chenxi, this possibility has been ruled out.

"Unless, after so many years of love, you don't want it." Shao Fei said.

When the two looked at each other, Mo Zhengyan spoke, "I have already said that it doesn't matter who it is, the matter is a foregone conclusion." ”

And so it was! Seeing that he was leaving again, Shao Fei narrowed his eyes, "I really can't figure it out, you can do such love for a sister who is not related by blood, but why, you don't have a little affection for a person who is by your side and should be your closest to you?" ”

"In the middle of the project bidding, the bidding will question her character because of the case of the year, and you are behind the planning!" There are some clues that no one has discovered, but the matter has come to this point, and it has been quickly resolved, Song Qiyun is light and light, as if she didn't care at all, and told him that this is her own business, let him just press it down.

"Chenxi is too childish, but she refuses to do this, so I can only do it." Mo Zhengyan responded, and this word was obviously an acknowledgement. I still remember that day in the office, when he gave instructions, Qiao Chenxi asked him: Why is this? Subsequently, she disagreed, indicating that she would never do so.

But now, Shao Fei really didn't know, "Why are you doing this?" ”

"What else?" Mo Zhengyan asked rhetorically.

"Is it to lure out Nie Xun?" Shao Fei hesitated, and said even more coldly, "I don't care how I fight in the mall, after so many years, even if I don't miss the old love, I don't need to insult my personality like this, she once married you, she is your wife!" ”

"And now!" He only covered it with one sentence, the absolute strength made people stunned, and those eyes were extremely firm, burning like green lights under the street lamp.

Shao Fei suddenly couldn't understand it, where is the look of a man who has already abandoned his wife, how can he be so resolute, but what is all this for?

"Even if it's not me, it's someone else." He finally turned around and walked to the parked car on the side of the road, and only that one word came faintly.

Suddenly, as if it was a mystery, so unclear, Shao Fei's pace moved, and he wanted to catch up and ask for clarification, but the mobile phone rang, and he picked it up and heard the other end urging, "Shao Tezhu, please get to the airport as soon as possible"

But his words are still shocking, what does that mean?

Even if it's not him, it's someone else.

Thinking about it carefully, Shao Fei's eyes suddenly froze, everything seemed to be distorted, and he actually read another layer of meaning, if it was someone else, then it would be better to be himself!