Yuxiu followed Zhicheng to his little west house to talk, Yuxiu's family background is much better than Zhicheng's family's living conditions, so a few days before the Spring Festival, she also put on new clothes to dress herself up very pretty.

Zhicheng stared at the beautiful girl in front of him and said, "Xiu, thanks to your help today, there are too many people, I'm really afraid that I will lose someone's car if I don't pay attention." ”

Yuxiu said happily: "Brother Zhicheng, what are you being polite to me." By the way, why don't you pull an electric light in this house, how dark is this oil lamp? ”

"Oh, get used to it, it's good. By the way, Xiu, it's the New Year, why don't you come back. ”

"My brother said he couldn't buy a train ticket, and it was too far to take the bus, so he didn't come back. He also said that it was too cold at home, but it was warm in Shenzhen. My mother wanted to use this Spring Festival to find a blind date for him. My brother was bent on looking outside, and ended up scolding my mother. By the way, a matchmaker brought a boy to my house a few days ago, saying that he had brought it to me. ”

"Really? Which village? Did you see it? What does it look like? Zhicheng asked curiously as he stared at Yuxiu.

"Originally, I didn't want to see it, but everyone is here, so I have to give some face. See you when you see it, you can't eat me anyway. looks average, mainly because he is too good at bragging, and before he says a few words, he wants to take me outside to work with him, and he also says that he can guarantee 5,000 yuan a month. Hmph, the ghost believes it. The money came in the wind. ”

Zhicheng smiled and said, "Aren't there two people talking on blind dates in our rural areas?" You're pretty high-minded. ”

"It's not that I have a high vision, it's that I haven't met someone who is tempted. If the matchmaker takes you to my house, I'll definitely consider it. Giggle......" Yuxiu said with a blushing half-amusement and half-seriousness, as if she was hinting at something to Zhicheng.

Zhicheng's heart couldn't help but feel a little throbbing, and he said a little shyly: "Then don't let the people in the village laugh off their big teeth." ”

"Whoever loves to laugh laughs." Yuxiu pouted, "Hmph, anyway, I don't think anyone is as good as you." ”

Zhicheng bit his lip and looked at Yuxiu carefully, and Yuxiu was also staring at him infatuatedly. The moment the two looked at each other, they had a beautiful feeling that they had never felt before. To be honest, Zhicheng also likes Yuxiu very much, she is not only handsome, but also sensible. To be able to marry such a daughter-in-law in the countryside is really burning high incense, but it is worthy of a family like herself. Besides, who wants to marry his daughter to his own village, unless there is no boy in his own family.

Yuxiu was a little embarrassed to wear the corner of her down jacket and said, "Brother Zhicheng, I know that you will leave the countryside when you go to college in the future, and I may not be worthy of you." But I just think you're good in my heart, and I always want to be with you every day like I was a child......"

Zhicheng was deeply moved after listening to Yuxiu's words and said, "Sister Xiu, my brother also wants to be with you every day, but ...... My family is poor in the whole village, but my brother is not worthy of you, and your parents will never agree. Besides, it would be nice if I could finish high school, but how could I afford to go to college? ”

Yuxiu bit her lip and glanced at Zhicheng and said, "What are you afraid of?" I'm looking for people, not money. If you go to college, I will die of this heart, if you don't go to college, then I will wait for you every day, you can rest assured that my parents will not be my master. ”

"Show ......" Zhicheng stared at the innocent girl in front of him and didn't know what to say, in the countryside, they had begun to go on a blind date at their age. Now listening to Yuxiu's true confession, he can't help but fall into a predicament.

Zhicheng longs to be with Yuxiuyong, but he doesn't dare to make a promise to her too early. Because he can't even control his own fate at the moment.

After Yuxiu left, Zhicheng sat under the kerosene lamp and couldn't calm down for a long time, looking at his aging parents running around to provide for his schooling, which made his heart feel extremely sore and guilty. Zhicheng is also deeply confused about his future, he is too unwilling to stay in the countryside, but if he goes to college, he has no money.

I don't know how long I've been stupid, he came back to his senses and let out a long sigh, then rubbed his face with his hands and closed the textbook in front of him that made him annoying, and took the "Complete Works of Lu Yao" on the table with the fragrance of ink on the table, carefully opened it and looked at the catalog.

I saw that this book is divided into five volumes, and "Ordinary World" alone occupies three volumes. Zhicheng casually flipped through the first volume of short stories, and accidentally found that there seemed to be a color picture in the page. He hurriedly took it in his hand again and flipped through it again, only to find that there was a color photo of Snow Lotus in the page, in fact, this photo was used by Snow Lotus as a bookmark, but it was forgotten in the book, and it was not intended to be given to him.

Zhicheng pinched her photo and looked at it carefully under the oil lamp, this is a recent photo of Snow Lotus's upper body, I saw that she was wearing a pink and yellow close-fitting cashmere sweater, with round holes the size of beans evenly distributed on it. The neckline of the chicken heart is inlaid with a row of bright red lace, and the necklace of small beads is worn on the neckline of nephrite carving, which shimmers with a warm luster. The two small earrings under the earlobes are like a pair of inverted exclamation points. There was a soft smile on her charming face, and a pair of pretty little pear vortices swirled out from her cheeks. The pink lips opened slightly, revealing a row of bright teeth. The big eyes that can speak are full of sparkle. The right hand lightly supports the cheeks, and the five fingernails are painted with red and bright oil paint, which is bright and red, and it is extraordinarily charming. The delicate little finger almost missed the dimple, curling away from the delicate cheeks on the pink cheeks. The demented Zhicheng put the photo towards the oil lamp again, and saw that the smile on her face was even stronger, the two white pupils in her eyes were also clearly distinguishable, and the soft sideburns could be described as delicate. In his left hand, he held a small red flower in front of his chest, and a golden watch loomed in his sleeve on his wrist. Through the uniform holes in the cashmere sweater, you can see through the milky white nipples inside, and the two small hills on the chest are in stark contrast to the slender waist.

Zhicheng looked at it for a long time before he couldn't put it down and put the photo back into the book. Then I watched the not-so-long "Life", and at first he was a little absent-minded, because Xue Lian's pretty and beautiful image was always shaking in front of his eyes. But by the time he got to four or five pages, he was completely absorbed by the storyline of the book, and devoted himself to the unpretentious words.

Zhiwei wanted to read five or six pages for amusement, but under the dim oil lamp, he read page after page until he finished reading the sentence of Gogarin at the end: My relatives!

Zhicheng who finished reading "Life" was very sad. He hated the ghostly Gao Jialin, and he sympathized with the simple and kind Liu Qiaozhener. Unexpectedly, this novel with a simple plot made him lose his soul for two or three days, and he didn't have the heart to study. Sometimes he also thinks about who he would choose if he put Xuelian and Yuxiu in front of him at the same time. Will he also choose a city man for the sake of a bright future, like Gogarin? Thinking about it, Zhicheng sometimes scolds himself for being too amorous, and it is still possible to say that Yuxiu is still possible, after all, the two grew up as childhood sweethearts. But when he thought of Xue Lian, he felt that he was talking about a dream. How could someone be willing to marry him.

During the winter vacation, Zhicheng listened to Song Zuying's sweet and bright singing voice for the first time, and at the same time, he also appreciated the infinite charm of music for the first time. Whenever Zhicheng is bored with studying, he will calm down and listen to one of her heart-wrenching songs......

After reading the book "How Steel is Made", Zhicheng in the winter vacation couldn't calm down for a long time, he was deeply impressed by the protagonist's tenacious and unyielding will, and only felt that his whole body was surging with a passion that he had never had before, so he lay under the kerosene lamp on the night after reading it and wrote a poem:

The body is not disabled

Invisible is not the same as darkness......

There is still light in the depths of the heart

Not being able to hear is not the same as being alone......

Love is always surging in the fiery body

Not being able to stand up is not the same as being paralyzed......

The will to soar through the clouds and above the sky

The body is not disabled——

Even if there is still an inch of strength

I will also sweep the heavens and the earth

Even if there is still a breath of air

I also want to make my dream come true first

Not afraid of hardships and dangers, not afraid of difficulties

The rise in the mutilation shows the greatness of the will

The struggle in adversity shows the brilliance of life

Loss of both eyes......

We still have the soundness of our limbs

Lost both arms......

We still have the weight-bearing shoulders

Loss of limbs......

We still have that hard waist

Even if you lose it all

We still have the strength of the will

Even if it's just a blink

I'm going to laugh at the blue side of the sky......

Just give me a fulcrum

I'm going to push the limits of my life

Just give me a stage

I'm going to take the crown of warriors

No one can stop me from fighting to the end

No one will try to extinguish the flame of my tenacious struggle

We should live without regrets and the sky, and die should be strong and proud of Jiuquan

To live is to sing the praises of life with enthusiasm......

When you die, you have to use your life footprints to leave the demeanor of a strong man......

【Zhicheng】Handwriting grass at home

11 p.m. on the second day of the Lunar New Year.

After the Spring Festival started, Zhicheng handed over the poem he had written casually with passion to Xuelian, wanting her to give her advice.

Xue Lian looked at the heartfelt passion in Zhicheng's poems, and really wanted to give him a deep hug at that time.

Later, Zhicheng's poem "Disabled and Disabled" was further adjusted and polished by Xuelian and published in the school's "Chaoyang" newspaper, which was also the first time Zhicheng saw his literary works become lead characters.