Chapter 181: Always Leave Some Thoughts on the Past
It's good to lie to me...
The moment she smiled, I finally understood the meaning of this sentence, no matter who I play today, Shaoyu or Lin Xiaonuan, in her heart, she can only exist for a short time in deception, and be satisfied for a short time.
Did she see through it?
Shen Lingyu, because of me, you stopped your aimless journey, and because of me, you chose a peaceful destination.
The road was bumpy, but finally calm, leaving only a sigh.
"Did you really buy a ring?" I couldn't help but ask her.
"Yes." She nodded calmly, subconsciously touched the ring mark on her ring finger, and sighed faintly: "It's okay if the original one is gone, otherwise, after taking it off, I haven't figured out where to put it, and now, it's gone, it's gone with Shaoyu, I think, it should go to Shaoyu." β
Her words made me suddenly unable to answer, I am afraid that the faded ring will really stay with me forever. People with similar faces, is this a reincarnation of fate? The ring is now in my hand, and I have indeed gone back to "him".
"Let's go look at the cupboards." Shen Lingyu smiled and grabbed me, a momentary illusion, I felt that her smile was the satisfaction that she had only been with Shaoyu.
"You know how to cook?" I asked her with a smile.
Maybe at this time, all I can do for her is a short period of satisfaction, so that she has no regrets.
"Usually it's a maid, but I'll only do it a little simple, and I can learn it slowly in the future." She touched the cupboard with a satisfied face, yearning for this future? Or, rather, a reminiscence of the past and his longings.
Walking out of the cupboard area, I found that Shen Lingyu didn't buy anything, just walked and stopped, telling me about the past and present, and the two seemed to be slowly immersed in the afternoon.
When I arrived at the bedroom furniture area, Shen Lingyu also naughtily pulled me and threw myself down on the big bed together, that naughty smile seemed to have returned to her former girlhood, and the person she used to be, persistent and simple love.
"This bed is so comfortable." I rolled around.
"Not bad, but not as comfortable as the bed in my bedroom." She also lay in bed and did not get up.
I turned around slowly, the two of them just lay on the bed, looking at each other quietly, she reached out and gently touched my face, her eyes were gentle and deep, it was this face that made her sweet and painful, and lost, and finally completely changed the trajectory of her life.
"Why don't you buy a piece of furniture?" I couldn't give her a hug, I could only give her care.
"Do you think everyone is ready when they are married, they have already bought it." She smiled faintly.
She never mentioned Su Ze's name, but I understood that the other party had already prepared it, and now, Shen Lingyu just wanted to make up for the original regrets, and couldn't really buy anything.
"Boss, if you want to be in the future..."
Before I could finish my sentence, she put her slender finger over my lips and smiled, "Don't call me boss now." β
"What's that called?"
"Let's call Lingling."
Throughout the afternoon, I accompanied her to visit the furniture market, which seemed to be a long time but passed quickly, because the happy time is always short.
Walking behind the enchanting royal sister, there will always be countless eyes, this femininity is too desired, there are many ways to evaluate a woman's beauty and charm, but there is taste, it is the most attractive and the most uncontrollable for men, this is probably the only one that has been unanimously recognized for its aesthetics.
What's more, Shen Lingyu is beautiful enough.
Walking out of the furniture market, the beautiful woman in front of me also let go of my hand and stood there silently motionless, the setting sun sprinkled on the burgundy hair, revealing a sad smell.
I couldn't see her expression, and many times, she turned her back to me like this, as if she didn't want me to see her mood.
"Thank you, it's my luck to know you." Her tone was soft and contented, and I guess she was smiling just by listening to her voice.
But I was facing her back, and I remembered that morning, she was also sitting on the edge of the bed with her back to me, and said casually: "It's cheap for you once." β
Memories are always similar, and the long burgundy hair in Shen Lingyu's back left me with too many questions and untruths.
She stretched out her hand to wipe her face, turned her back to me and said apologetically: "I should have invited you to dinner for a hard afternoon, but I have something to do in the evening, let's do it another day." β
It wasn't until I sat back in the car that I saw her face clearly, very calm, and I couldn't see any traces of emotion, which made me feel very uncomfortable, like being blocked, because Shen Lingyu would not be like this in the past, this calm, this emotionless, too similar to someone, could it be that walking on this road, will it become like this.
But I was forced to see it twice.
"I'll take you back to the store first, and I'll change my clothes too." She said and made a phone call, listening to the tone should have been for Su Ze, asking about the time of the evening date.
"In the store just now, you said to go upstairs to change your clothes, I don't see that you haven't changed either, is it that the clothes are not in the store?" I thought about her that she rarely came back lately, and her clothes had moved a lot.
Who knows, she was suddenly stunned for a moment, her face was embarrassed for a second, and she hesitated: "Uh... I changed it just now, and I changed it back if it didn't fit. β
Forehead?
The preamble doesn't match the afterword. Which clothes did you change, and did the store have any clothes that suited you?
I didn't ask the questions in my head, and chatted casually: "Is there a date in the evening?" β
"No, Su Ze has signed the final cooperation letter with the other company, and plans to celebrate together." Shen Lingyu said simply.
Oh, this is a meal between the two companies, indicating that the cooperation is happy, and Su Ze is probably fame and fortune, so bring Shen Lingyu to share it with you, and announce the news of marriage by the way.
Shen Lingyu certainly understands that it is not only to give a man face, but also to help him manage another image of the president, and character is also a guarantee of cooperation.
When I arrived at the coffee shop, I looked at the faΓ§ade and suddenly felt a little lost, this shop represents Shen Lingyu's former sustenance, and now, she rarely comes back, and this sustenance has gradually drifted away with her life, and she may be about to say goodbye here.
The story of a cup of time must have an ending after all.
"Will you ever come back here in the future?" I asked her suddenly.
She stopped, glanced up at the familiar four words, and nodded: "Of course come back, I'm the boss here." β
She opened the door slowly, suddenly turned back to me and said, "Maybe one day, I will give this place to you, this story, only you can write the final ending." β
Write the final ending ...
I was stunned for a moment, and a certain part of my heart suddenly trembled, and in front of me, it was still a burgundy back, slowly disappearing into the building.
I never took a step into the store, just smoked silently and looked at the words "time" repeatedly.
Time represents the past, so when everything settles, there will be an ending, let me write, I'm afraid the most painful person.
After waiting for a long time, Shen Lingyu came out, carefully dressed up her hair and makeup, and wore a luxurious dress, but it was not the red she liked, but blue...
Blue, why you should choose blue!
This is Yu Xiaowan's former color, will this color also be consistent with her state of mind?
Shadow, shadow again, you see the shadow of the past in me, and now, I see the shadow of the past in you.
Two people, just at the wrong time, staggered.
She brushed my shoulder, looked back and smiled, "Don't worry, I won't drink tonight, and I won't drink again." β
"On such an important occasion, the president's wife doesn't drink, like words?" I smiled faintly.
"Always remember the past."
The butterfly-shaped taillights lit up, and the white Mercedes faded away.
I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out about her and her, maybe this road, I don't want to figure it out at all, I see a lot of things thoroughly, it will only make me more upset, floating like a dream, I have to do it.
Walking on the empty street, suddenly there is no direction, people, why shouldn't they grow up, the more they grow up, the more confused they become, it is better to satisfy the world with a piece of candy when they are young.
Come on, you have to drink, taste a glass of wind and moon, and have a big dream of spring and autumn.
I felt like I was turning around, because the nearest supermarket was next to the coffee shop, and I had just finished buying wine when a petite pink figure suddenly startled me, and the cigarette in my mouth fell to the ground.
"Girl, you... Why are you here? Why didn't you call? I ran to the door of the store quickly, and the little Lori was wearing a pink princess dress, sitting on the steps of the door in a daze, with a look of loss and grievance.
When she saw her running over, she immediately looked surprised, her immature eyebrows and eyes smiled, and she shouted: "Uncle! The whole person jumped up and jumped into my arms.
I dropped the wine in my hand, hugged her, patted her little buttocks, and pretended to teach: "It's a big night, why are you sitting here alone, how dangerous it is, owe a beating!" β
"Uncle! Don't hit me, if you do, I'll cry. She held her mouth, as if she was very aggrieved.
"What's wrong, you're in a bad mood?" I looked through the bright street lamp and found that the little girl's skirt was dirty in several places, what happened?
"I'm hungry, my uncle will cook for me." She twisted her petite body dissatisfied, suddenly saw the wine on the ground, and smiled mischievously: "Uncle, you are in the same bad mood as Ruoruo." β
Heck, at a young age, you can still be quite good at reading words and feelings.
"Look at your dirty, are you being bullied? Later your uncle will teach you martial arts. I picked up the little Lori with one hand, she was very light, sat directly on my arm, hugged my neck, I picked up the wine, facing the hazy moonlight, sighed faintly: "Little girl, the same is the end of the world, let's drink some today?" β