All the people I "didn't want" to see appeared in front of my eyes at this time.

Outside the courtroom, the third master, Shen Nuoyan, Sun Nanbei, Wang Weiguo...... There are also their brothers, almost all of them came, and in front of them, standing were two old men, the haggard Su Ruoshui and Duan Qinghu, Xiao Qingtian who still didn't know anything, my uncle with a sad face, and my mother who was heartbroken.

The man who escorted me said in a slightly apologetic tone, "I'm sorry, we can stop it inside, but it's a public place outside, and no one has the right to stop them from coming." ”

My eyes turned red in an instant, and they all had red eyes, and my mother staggered over, and the people around me wanted to stop her, but I said, "Don't worry, she won't do anything to make you embarrassed." ”

I don't know if I was too obedient today, so they were extra kind to me, and they really didn't embarrass my mother.

My mother rushed over and hugged me directly, this woman who has been weathered and has been facing all the storms in her life with a peaceful mind, but at this time she was in tears, holding me and crying like a child, I hugged her and comforted me softly: "Mom, I'm fine." ”

"You're still saying it's okay? I know it all...... I know it......" my mom said silently.

I want to comfort her, but I don't know how to comfort her, saying that tomorrow will be better? But tomorrow I'll die, saying I'll be fine? But I'm going to die, yes, I'm going to die, because of this, all my comfort is of no avail!

Thinking of this, my heart felt as if someone had been deeply inserted into a sword, and for the first time, I felt that no matter how good words were, they had no power or effect in the face of the life that was about to pass away.

My mom let go of me, gently stroked my cheek, and said, "Child, mom is sorry for you, if mom had the ability to protect you well, you wouldn't have taken this road at all." ”

At this moment, I couldn't hold back any longer, knelt down with a "poof", looked at my mother and said, "Mom, maybe we don't spend much time together, maybe you haven't been by my side since I was a child, like other mothers, washing and cooking for me, and shouting at me, but in my eyes, you are the best mother in the world." In the future, even if I am gone, I hope you can live well, for my father, who loves you deeply, for my grandfather and grandfather, and for my daughter who is still babbling......"

My mom fell to her knees in front of me crying, and I choked up, "Promise me, okay?" ”

My mom shook her head and said, "I can't do ......."

I said, "Mom is worried about me leaving?" ”

When my mother heard this, she shook her head in pain and cried, and the look of her liver and intestines being broken really broke tens of thousands of pieces of my heart.

"Mom, I'm sorry, but I don't know who to entrust all this to but you." I whispered.

My mother hugged me tightly and said, "How can my mother let you go uneasy?" Don't worry, from today on, I will live well, your father is no longer here, I guard you every day, as long as I can't live, I want to think about you who are still alive in this world, gritted my teeth and passed, in the future, you are gone, I will guard the little sunny day every day...... It doesn't matter, I can get through it, I can get through ......"

When I heard this, I felt so guilty that I couldn't say anything but "I'm sorry".

Everyone else also came up, everyone looked at me with red eyes, Xiao Qingtian even opened his hand and begged me to hug, I don't know if it was because the atmosphere was wrong, the sensitive little guy actually cried, and the tone of the voice calling me was full of guilt.

I got up slowly and heard Duan Qinghu say, "Hug her, she misses you." ”

I nodded, trembling hands to hold Xiao Qingtian in my arms, never such a moment, so that I was so reluctant to let go of her, I kept kissing her cheeks, tears like bursts, and said: "I'm sorry, child, I'm sorry, I'm not a good father, I can't grow up with my little princess, I can't watch you put on a wedding dress, and I can't teach the future kid who is so lucky that he can't bully you." ”

At this time, Xiao Qingtian hugged my neck, her voice was milky, but she looked very serious and said: "Dad, he is the best father in the world, and I love my father the most." ”

In a word, everyone present burst into tears, and the special police officers who saw this situation and hurriedly summoned everyone to come to emergency alert were no exception, and no one would be unmoved in the face of this little angel.

I took a deep sniff of the milk fragrance on her body, and tearfully hugged her to Duan Qinghu, looking at each other, I saw Duan Qinghu's eyes glowing with tears, since I knew the hatred between us, her feelings for me became so subtle, but such a crying look made people feel her sadness even more.

I looked at her and said softly: "Sister, I can't make up for my father's mistakes in the past, but I hope that after I leave, you can let go of this hatred, whether it's my grandfather, my grandfather or my mother, I hope you give them a chance to care for your mother and daughter, okay?" ”

Duan Qinghu's eyes drooped, and he said sadly, "You know...... I can't say a 'bad' at this point...... You're so selfish......"

"I'm sorry." I said sadly.

She shook her head and said, "I'd rather you have been so selfish all the time, in this case, I might have completely broken my thoughts about you, and I wouldn't be so sad now." ”

I didn't know what to say, but I realized that I used to be good at rhetoric, but now I'm a stupid person.

At this time, the special police officer next to me reminded me: "It's almost time, Chen Ming, hurry up." ”

I have a particularly good impression of this special policeman, because he has always treated me well, thank you for the reminder, I looked at the third master, they also looked at me at this time, I vaguely felt that they seemed to want to do a risky big thing here, I shook my head firmly at them.

They stared at me, didn't speak, their eyes were full of determination, and I suddenly laughed and said, "You know what? With you here, I can leave with peace of mind, I entrust my family and children to you, third master, promise...... You're not going to disappoint me, are you? ”

The third master suddenly seemed to have been drained of all his strength, looked at me dejectedly, and after a while, the third master said: "Qinghu is right, Chen Ming, you are so selfish." ”

The special police officers around me looked at the third master without understanding, as if they were curious why I handed over my family to my brother, in exchange for their accusations, of course they didn't understand, if I didn't say so, the third master They are likely to do one thing for me that often occurs in ancient romances, that is, robbing prisons, although this is not a prison, such a statement is not accurate, but they just want to do it here.

But once I say that, they will feel that they have a responsibility, and they will not dare to act recklessly, just like I entrusted them to my mother on a sunny day, and my mother felt that she had a responsibility and had to live well.

I smiled at the third master and said, "It is because of your group of people that I can be selfish and at ease. ”

After saying that, I didn't say anything more, bowed deeply to everyone, and left.

At this moment, I obviously felt that the special police who had been by my side breathed a sigh of relief, and it was estimated that he and his comrades-in-arms had been beating drums in their hearts, afraid that the third master would do something out of the ordinary.

When I got in the car, I asked the SWAT officer next to me, "Is there any smoke?" ”

He nodded and lit a cigarette for me, which I took in my mouth and smiled and said, "Thank you." ”

He shook his head and said no thanks, and except for him, everyone else was not so friendly to my uncle at all, and even full of hostility, but for me, I don't care what these people think of me, I don't care what these people think of me, a dying person, who the cares what you think of me, every breath of air is very precious now, I'd better hurry up and take two puffs.

It's just that I don't know if the smell of tobacco is too choking, or that I haven't smoked for too long, and I was choked with tears, I sat there and said: "Today I finally know what 'spicy eyes', this smoke is too choking." ”

Silence, no one answered my words, I know, they disdain to talk to me, a vicious fellow, in their eyes, I am a scum, talking to scum, isn't that self-surrendering?

I took a deep breath of cigarette and said, "I have been a broom star since I was a child, and my adoptive father, who treated me like my own father, was killed in order to protect me, and my adoptive mother committed suicide because she couldn't bear it, and in the end, even my poor sister, the only seedling of the couple, was killed by me." Did you know? She is so kind, she loves to laugh, her eyes are so beautiful to smile, when you see her, you will feel that there is no rainy day in this world......"

"But she died, she was beaten to death, I still can't forget the 'brother' she shouted before she died, and it's even more useless that she is alive, I can't protect her, she is dead, I ...... I can't even hold her corpse ......"

"And my good brother, Yang Chao, he and his sister both committed suicide because of me, you say, am I sinful, am I a broom star? However, this is not enough, I am a comrade-in-arms, very good to me, and also very trusting of me, when we were in the army, good enough to be able to wear a pair of pants, good enough that he can fight with others for me, desperate for me, I can risk being kicked out by the army for him, fat beat the person who bullied him, but, is such a good brother, he was targeted by others because of me, and finally ...... In the end, he died......"

"You say, am I a broom star? Fortunately, God has eyes, and in the end, I finally have to solve my broom star, which is good...... It's so nice......"

At this point, the cigarette had reached the last puff, I threw the cigarette to the ground, slammed it, closed my eyes and stopped talking, and someone whispered, "Do you say that he has completely collapsed, and he is going to die, and he still says that it is so good?" ”

Another said, "You're going to die, and you're probably going to have to break down." However, this guy is right, he can't escape God in the end with this scourge, look up at the sky, who has the sky spared, he died unjustly. ”

……

Back in prison, when it was time to eat, we have a very good tradition in Huaxia, that is, the last meal of the condemned prisoner must be richer, so that if you eat too much, it is better to go on the road, and I don't want to be a starving ghost, so I ate it with a big heart, ate the meal, burped, and heard someone outside say that the time was up.

Then, someone came over and asked me to wash up, and then I changed into a new prison uniform, and then I was covered and went to the execution ground clean and refreshing.