"Really?"

I smiled and grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand, she blushed and glanced at me, I knew that she was a pure girl, she was still relatively sensitive, and she was touched by a man. There will be something different in my heart.

Especially since we haven't been together for a long time, I have a feeling of electric shock when I grab her hand, and Ariel Zhou, who is sitting opposite, is still very calm, she seems to be otherworldly, and she completely ignores me and Zhang Qianqian.

I looked around and saw that no one was paying attention here. Because of this time, everyone has nothing to do when they eat and drink, they all rest and chat, and there will be no extra time and energy to observe others.

This pavilion is relatively hidden, so there are not many people here. I saw that there was no one around, and suddenly stretched out my hand and hugged Zhang Qianqian's small waist.

The familiar feeling made my blood boil instantly, and Zhang Qianqian pushed me a little shyly. Lowered his voice and said, "What are you doing?" ”

I whispered in Zhang Qianqian's ear, "Qianqian, I miss you so much." ”

After saying that, I kissed her little cheek, and she snorted shyly and said, "I want your whisper to go, what do I have." It's just someone you abandoned. ”

"Don't say that, you know what I'm talking to you directly. Qianqian, don't be angry, okay, I feel bad when I see you angry. ”

I frowned a little pitifully, Zhang Qianqian looked at me and pouted and said: "I'm not angry, I'm fine now, you and Fan Qingyu are together, it may be the so-called cause and effect, as for what I am, I don't know now, don't always bully me, lest you don't know what to do in the future, let you break up with Qingyu, I'm afraid you can't do it." ”

"Why can't you accept Whispering, you two weren't very good sisters at the beginning, and you also said that you were willing to share your boyfriend with Whispering, these words are all you said, have you forgotten?"

I very much hope that Zhang Qianqian and Fan Qingyu can reconcile as before, and at the same time be able to accept me, this is what I hope the most, if this thing can really succeed, then I am so happy.

It's a pity, Zhang Qianqian didn't speak, she still couldn't accept such a thing in her heart, she read too many Buddhist scriptures, she still had some changes, at least she didn't turn her face and get angry on the spot, which I was very satisfied with.

Ariel Zhou, who was sitting opposite, frowned, she took off the headphones on her ears, and said with a smile: "Qianqian, I'll go to the classroom first." ”

"Yichen, don't go, stay here and stay with me for a while, we'll go upstairs together in a while, don't leave me here alone."

Zhou Yichen said with a smile: "Isn't it a light bulb if I stay, besides, my relationship with you is just a friend, your relationship with him is a lover, and it is me who is not him, Qianqian, I think you should still look away, what do you think in your heart, you should know very well that if you care too much, you will lose more, a smart person must learn to open one eye and close one eye, so that he can live freely." ”

"I don't want to be so free yet, so I'm going upstairs with you."

After Zhang Qianqian finished speaking, she pushed me away, intending to let Ariel Zhou leave, Ariel Zhou shook her head awkwardly and said: "Don't be like this, in fact, I can see it, you still can't let go of him in your heart, after all, you have loved deeply, you also understand that love is not easy to come by, a marriage is a blessing that has been cultivated over several lifetimes, I actually envy you, I have not known Xiaofeng for a long time, and I have not had much contact, but I feel that he is a good man, you don't always do something to make yourself uncomfortable, happiness is fought for by yourself, The result of waiting can only be disappointment, and after fighting, even if it is disappointment, you will not feel hopeless. ”

Ariel Zhou left the small pavilion in a chic manner after speaking, Zhang Qianqian did not leave at this time, she looked back at me, sighed and sat down, I stood up and walked in front of her and said: "Qianqian, I know that you are very angry and uncomfortable, because I can understand why you hate me, if you hate me, it is because I did something wrong, I will not complain about anything." ”

Zhang Qianqian's aggrieved eyes were red with her head down, what she cared about most in her heart was that I was no longer a pure body, I had a relationship with other women, this is where she was most angry, and I also understood why she was so uncomfortable, because she cared, she would be uncomfortable, if she didn't care, she would naturally not be uncomfortable.

It was because she was angry that she cared, so she overwhelmed herself, I grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand and knelt in front of her, like a child who had done something wrong.

In the past, I felt that dignity was very important, men should be machismo, but in fact it proved that there was no meaning, when you love someone, you are willing to apologize for anything in any way, even if it is kneeling, I just want Zhang Qianqian to know, how much I care about her, love someone to let her know, let her understand that even if she fails, even if she does not succeed, at least I have worked hard, I have a clear conscience.

"Qin Xiaofeng, what are you doing, I can't afford such a big gift from you, what else can we do directly, there are so many women around you, what do you and I have, I am not as beautiful as Fan Qingyu, not as gentle as her, and not as good as Xiaoyou to be good to you, how can I let you treat me like this, you hurry up."

"I don't get up, I just want to tell you, I really like you, not a joke, not impulsively, maybe when we were just together, it was because of the passion generated by love, but when the passion is over, the feelings we have precipitated are not questioned, you came back from abroad, don't you just want to be with me, and I saw you come back, I was also the first to look for you, I didn't deceive you, and even told you the truth, you didn't understand me, refused to forgive me, and the distance between us became farther and farther awayAfter we met at school, I thought we could reconcile, but then we still developed diaphragms. ”

As I spoke, I found that there were tears on my arms, Zhang Qianqian's tears flowed down one by one, her heart must have hurt very much, and her feelings for me must have been very strong.

It was my words that made her uncomfortable again, and I knew that she liked me too, otherwise she would not have come back and would not have come to the same school as me, and the reason why she alienated me was to show me a sense of worth, so that I could cherish her, and at the same time be able to understand my situation.

From the beginning to the present, everything between us has been rifted because of her resolute departure.

"If I hadn't left at the beginning, that wouldn't have happened, I regret it now in my heart, I regret Xiao Feng and I regret leaving, although you never blamed me, you didn't say anything about me, but I know I did wrong, I shouldn't leave you, let you endure loneliness alone, I have experienced that lonely feeling, I know it's very uncomfortable, I endured it, because I am a woman, and I don't fit in with the surrounding environment, and you didn't endure it, because Fan whispered and took advantage of it, And she did everything I couldn't do, I don't blame her or you, now I can't forgive myself, I hate myself, you know? ”

After Zhang Qianqian finished speaking, she lay on my shoulder, I hugged her little waist, and picked her up at once, she lay in my arms, crying silently.

In fact, many things are not one person's fault, although what Zhang Qianqian said makes sense, but I don't blame her, I blame me naturally, and she may not blame me either, but blame herself, just because the girl is thin-skinned and embarrassed to say it.

"Qianqian, don't be like this, I never felt that you did something wrong, I just felt that I had let you down."

"No, you didn't disappoint me, it's my fault, those women are good with you, but you didn't betray me, and I played a child's temper, ate your jealousy and got angry with you, and left you because you had spiritual feelings with other women, I feel ridiculous when I think about it now, if you are not good, those women will definitely not be with you, it is because you are too good, I am too stupid, so there will be today's things, if I didn't leave at the beginning, would you have sex with other women?"

"No, it won't."

I shook my head resolutely, Zhang Qianqian looked at me in front of her, she stood on tiptoe and opened her sexy and moist little mouth and kissed me at once, I was stunned and hugged her little waist tightly, she hugged my neck and leaned on my arms.

At this moment, I feel that I am the happiest person, it is enough to be understood by Zhang Qianqian, Fan whispers about things first, the boat is naturally straight to the bridge, Zhang Qianqian can think about it, and it is enough to be able to talk about things.

Zhang Qianqian pushed me very shyly, she turned her head to look, and many people around her were looking at us, and said a little embarrassedly: "Let go of me, many people are watching." ”

"Don't, I don't care about those people, I'll kiss you, wife, I love you."

I was bold, I didn't care what the students around me thought, and I didn't care if Zhang Qianqian was shy or not, so I lowered my head and kissed her little mouth.

I feel it, Zhang Qianqian is also unsatisfied, after all, she hasn't kissed me for a long time, and this little girl should also miss the joy of kissing me very much.

The wind blew through her body, blowing her long hair, and I held her tightly in my arms, kissing her as if I had the whole world.

I don't have this feeling at all when I talk to Fan, I feel that Qianqian can satisfy my mental time, and Fan Qingyu just satisfies the world on my body.

Zhang Qianqian panted and pushed my chest and said softly: "You are necrotic, you are not as bullying as you, so many people are watching, you see this." ”

I smiled and said, "I just want the people in the school to know that I like you, I love you, and you are my woman and my wife." ”

"Whoever wants to be your wife, you scoundrel, has never proposed to me, and has never bought me a wedding ring." Zhang Qianqian blushed and lowered her head. The most (drunk) new camphor festival whiteness ~ basket, book