Chapter 172: Psychological Shadows
"Hehe, Brother Shi, I'll tell you." Hearing Shi Dan's angry voice, Chen Yi shook his head, he knew that Shi Dan was for Yaoyao's good, but he couldn't use such an attitude, for Yaoyao, it took a lot of courage to be able to step out of the house and see the world outside.
Yaoyao's school is not very far from their village, and there is no such prosperity and liveliness as the city center along the way, once school is over, Yaoyao will not go anywhere else at all, she will only walk home with her head down, the school has the courage to go, maybe because of familiarity, or because of other reasons, but this does not mean that Yaoyao has overcome the inferiority complex in her heart, she is just avoiding.
"Yaoyao, why don't you want to go shopping with your big brother, today is the Lusheng Festival, a grand festival that belongs to you, and the street will definitely be very lively." Chen Yi said to Yaoyao with a smile on his face.
Yaoyao looked at Chen Yi, hesitated for a moment, and then tears rolled in her eyes, "Big brother, I, I'm afraid, others will definitely look at me with that kind of nasty gaze, and they will definitely say that I am ugly." ”
"Yaoyao, when I was a child, I was the same as you, because my family was poor, I couldn't afford to wear good clothes, many people looked down on me, I would even be angry with my parents, why should I wear these broken clothes, if I don't buy clothes, I won't go to school, my mother hugged me and cried, and my father just sighed, sighing that he couldn't make more money for what he wanted, and after the last, I still went to school, and I met my classmates on the street and pointed at me, and I didn't even dare to look up, but at that time, something changed my fear, Yaoyao, Do you know what the Tao is? ”
Chen Yi had a smile on his face. Reminiscing about his childhood. At that time. His family was very poor, with no new clothes, no toys, and no television, but he persevered all the way because of one thing that changed him.
"Big brother, what's the matter?" Yaoyao was attracted by Chen Yi's story and stopped crying. asked Chen Yi with anticipation on her face, she felt that the things of her eldest brother were very similar to her, and she didn't dare to look up in the face of her classmates' fingers.
Not only Yaoyao, but even Dong Yuanshan, Jiang Wei, and Shi Dan all looked at Chen Yi, guessing in their hearts what had changed him, that he had met an elder. He was also a teacher who taught him some truths.
Chen Yi sighed a little. When I was a child, he remembers it clearly, "On my way to school, two classmates pointed to a toad on the side of the road, and said loudly, 'This toad is ugly to death, wearing such ugly clothes, dare to come out', although I know that these two classmates are not talking about me, but when they left, I looked at the ugly toad, and felt in my heart that this toad was uglier than myself, they all dared to come out to play, and swaggered and jumped under the gaze of others, so I can't do anything." ”
"Since then, I no longer ask my parents for new clothes, because I know that other people's eyes can't cause you any harm, they want to see it, let them see it, and even sometimes when they are pointing, I will go up and introduce to them the origin of my own clothes, this dress is worn by my father or my grandfather, think about how ugly the toad looks so ugly and dare to swagger out, we are much stronger than the toad, why do you have to care about other people's eyes." Chen Yi looked at Yaoyao, and then used some words that she could understand, telling about his childhood.
After listening to Chen Yi's words, Yaoyao's face became a little firm, "Big brother, the scar on my face was in a car accident, my parents rescued me, but I didn't come back, I feel very lucky, because I survived, and the scar on my face is the trace of my escape from the car accident." ”
For a long time, because of her low self-esteem, it was too late to escape when others pointed at her, how could she tell others that she had scars on her face, but now, she told Chen Yi about it, and found that her mood suddenly relaxed a lot.
"Yaoyao, congratulations on overcoming your flaws, the scars on your face, you can't change them yourself, you can only face them, what do you feel in your heart now after saying what you just said." Chen Yi said with a smile, when he told others about the origin of these clothes, one of which was worn by his grandfather as a soldier, after he told it, some classmates showed curiosity and admiration on their faces, and asked him to continue, so that he completely overcame his shortcomings of caring about other people's eyes.
"Big brother, I find myself relaxed and happy." Yaoyao felt the change in her heart, and then said with surprise.
Seeing Yaoyao's changes, Dong Yuanshan and Jiang Wei showed surprise on their faces, if they encountered such a thing, they couldn't think of how to persuade at all, and they would definitely be reprimanded like Shi Dan.
But Chen Yi only relied on the story of a toad, which made Yaoyao, who was originally very inferior, full of smiles on her face, which was a bit unexpected for them, and at the same time, it also made them understand Chen Yi's past.
A toad on the road can make Chen Yi understand such a big truth, and now he has won the first place in the bird fighting competition, and even worshipped a master as a teacher when he was a child, and learned a profound medical skill, which seems to be very normal in their eyes now.
Shi Dan saw Yaoyao's smile, looked at Chen Yi, his face was full of gratitude, he had taken care of Yaoyao for a year or two, he clearly knew how difficult it was to make Yaoyao smile on her face, and only when he was playing with the birds, he would show such an innocent smile, and at other times, there was no smile on his face, just lowered his head and said nothing.
"Okay, Yaoyao, then do you want to go shopping now?" Chen Yi asked with a smile, he had experienced low self-esteem before, and his sister was the same, but it was under his education that his sister Chen Yating became as lively and cheerful as she is now.
Yaoyao nodded, "Big brother, I'll go." ”
"Master Chen, thank you, thank you, thank you for doing so many things for Yaoyao." Shi Dan on the side could no longer keep his face cold, and said to Chen Yi with gratitude on his face.
Chen Yi smiled, he had long known that Shi Dan was just a person who was cold on the outside and hot on the inside, "Brother Shi, you don't need to thank me, if you want to thank me, thank the toad in my childhood." ”
Hearing Chen Yi's words, Dong Yuanshan and Jiang Wei couldn't help laughing, and Shi Dan also showed a smile on his face, "Master Chen, no matter whether you can cure Yaoyao's illness or not, I will give you Da Lan and Xiao Lan." ”
"Hehe, Brother Shi, what you said before, how can you change it at will, I have already said that it is not too late to mention this matter after Yaoyao is cured, Brother Shi, you can go shopping with us." Hearing Shi Dan's words, Chen Yi shook his head and smiled, and then said.
Shi Dan shook his head, "Let Yaoyao accompany you, I'll take care of your birds at home." ”
"Hehe, Brother Shi, you're not afraid that we will kidnap Yaoyao." Chen Yi couldn't help but say with a smile.
"Master Chen, I, Shi Dan, have never missed people, you are a trustworthy person." Shi Dan had confidence on his face, and there was no worry in his heart like what Chen Yi said.
Judging from these things that Chen Yi showed, he can definitely be said to be a kind person, because only if he is very kind in his heart can he be recognized by the two purple and blue King Kongs, otherwise, if he is a bystander, he is not interested in chatting with the two birds at all, let alone helping a little girl get out of the psychological shadow.
If it weren't for Chen Yi, but Dong Yuanshan and Jiang Wei, then Shi Dan would never let Yaoyao go shopping with them.
"Then thank you Brother Shi for your trust, we will definitely take care of Yaoyao, Yaoyao, go change into new clothes, let's go shopping." Chen Yixiaofeng said that he was not surprised by Shi Dan's trust, because what he did was enough to gain the trust of others.
Yaoyao changed into a new dress, which is still the traditional costume of the Miao people, wearing some adults, which is already very beautiful, and it is full of cuteness when worn on Yaoyao, a little girl in her teens.
Subsequently, after saying goodbye to Shi Dan, Chen Yi took Yaoyao, Dong Yuanshan and Jiang Wei out of the village and took a car to several locations of this reed sheng festival event.
The first one to come out is naturally the cockfighting competition, because this kind of competition will be more lively, as for some art fairs, it is not too late to pass later.
When walking out of the village all the way, Chen Yi asked Yaoyao to take the initiative to greet everyone she knew, but although she listened to Chen Yi's story and dared to step out of the house, but in the face of these realities, Yaoyao did not dare to step forward to say hello.
Chen Yi, on the other hand, would ask Yaoyao who she was when she saw someone coming over, and then directly pulled Yaoyao forward to greet this person.
Now I can't get out of the psychological shadow and establish self-confidence, even if I regain my beauty, it will be the same, so Chen Yi will not wait until she recovers her beauty to establish self-confidence for Yaoyao, that kind of self-confidence is just a flash in the pan, and only the self-confidence established in a difficult environment is the most indestructible.
From Shi Dan's home, all the way to the door of the village, Yaoyao finally did not need Chen Yi's help, she took the initiative to greet the people she knew, some people were very surprised by Yaoyao's action, after all, Yaoyao had seen them before, but they all lowered their heads, and they would not greet them at all, although they were surprised, but the last of these people all smiled in return, and touched Yaoyao's head with sympathy on their faces.
And Dong Yuanshan and Jiang Wei did not have the slightest impatience, along the way, they saw more than just Yaoyao saying hello, they witnessed the difficult journey of a little girl with low self-esteem out of the psychological shadow. (To be continued......)