Chapter 306: The Heart Knot Untied

But no matter what Song Huixue thinks, the established things cannot be changed.

With the help of the housekeeper, Gu Xingzhi and Fang Ling'er successfully found their room. In fact, this is still the room where Gu Xingzhi lived before. After so many years, everything has not changed, and it still retains its original appearance, with traces of living in it as a child.

Although no one has lived in the house for a long time, it is still very neat and clean, and it can be seen that someone cleans it every day, and everything seems to have not moved its position for a long time, which seems to be really attentive. All this should be, and can only be done by Gu Xingguo's orders.

"Dad is behind the scenes, he really did a lot for you, maybe what happened back then was really what they did wrong, and they wronged you for some reasons. I know that such a young child is wronged, and it is very uncomfortable in my heart.

Actually, we are almost the same, I was abused by my father all day long when I was so young, and I didn't want to see him. I also feel very uncomfortable in my heart, so I am so rebellious and so uncontrollable.

But you are luckier than me, no matter what, although he abandoned you at that time, but at least there is a place for you in his heart, and he has always regarded you as the most important son. If my adoptive father had thought of me in the slightest, I wouldn't have been that far from him.

I really crave family affection, so when my biological father first appeared, I immediately recognized her. I also like my dad very much, he gave me the fatherly love that I have been missing for a long time. For the first time, I felt the love and affection of someone other than my mother.

Do you know? I've read some psychology books. There are many things that are still in their original position, to commemorate something, but also to trace the past and go back to the old days. I heard from my dad that you had a good relationship with you before, and you liked him the most. Does it mean that he especially misses those days?

Have you ever wondered where you would most like to go back if you could go back in time? Have you ever wondered when Dad wants to go back to?

What Dad wants to go back to the most should be when he first met Mom. Or rather, he wanted to go back to earlier. Back in the days when she hadn't known that person, he hadn't married that person and didn't have two children in front of him. Then he can know his mother as a matter of course, and as a matter of course, the two of them are together.

In the next days of love, with you, with the crystallization of their love, the family of three is very happy, every day after a busy day's work, return home to watch the wife make a meal, tease the handsome and lovely son, after eating a walk in the park of three. Maybe you can also get a dog and let one grow up with your own children.

Although the family is not so rich, there is not so much money, but there is more laughter and more love. At least when you are old, you won't be so lonely, you won't be separated from your wife, and you won't let your favorite son go away when you're young.

Dad's feelings for you are more guilty. He didn't dare to show his affection for you because he was afraid that you would reject you and that you would go further and further.

We both know that the purpose of coming back this time is not pure, but more to relieve our troubles forever. Think about it, as a father, as a husband, you want to yearn for the happiness of the family, don't you think that father thought the same way? What he didn't do, now you're trying to make you happier than her.

Uncle, the reason why you are willing to talk to your dad in the car today is more because of me, because I am with my daughter. You want me to have a better relationship with her, so that we can be in the Gu family. A little better, but also a little status.

But that's not what I want, uncle. What I want is for you to be completely reconciled with Dad, there is no mustard between the two of you, I know it is difficult to ask you like this, but can you let me see your efforts, can you try to accept Dad sincerely?

I can't say that my father was not responsible at all, but the real fault is not him, but the second brother. What we're going to do when we come back this time is going to break Dad's heart.

So since we will break his heart by doing this, and we can't help but do it, should we give our father a little more love, so that he can lose his second brother in the future, or that the second brother will feel better when he leaves the country, and he can have a little bit to rely on? ”

Fang Ling'er is actually a person who is very easy to be moved, otherwise she would not have been moved by your words before. Because others are a little bit kind to her, he can give her his life.

He is very eager to be loved by others, so when he finds out that he is in love with his current uncle, he is actually very scared, afraid that he will not get the same love, because he is a person who has no love around him, why does a person suddenly appear to like him. It would have been incredible for her, and that's why she had a lot of gains and losses.

In fact, since childhood, due to the relationship between the mother and her concept, all relationships are not as strong as family affection, because no matter how you hurt, they will still be by your side.

So today, when she saw everything Gu Xingguo did for Gu Xingzhi behind her back, she couldn't help it anymore, so she said so much at once.

"Do you think your husband and I are blind? In fact, there are a lot of misunderstandings in my father's heart, do you know what image he has always been in my heart? Domineering, assertive, completely does not listen to what others say, and what you see is what you see. So what he saw back then, it didn't matter what I had at all, so he directly sentenced me to death.

He has ignored me all these years, why does he want me to do my filial piety now that I am back? Why should I have a daughter and use his granddaughter's name? I'm actually quite unhappy. You abandoned me back then, and now what makes me come back, since you abandoned me back then, why do I want to show that you are an abandoned person now.

But that's just what I thought. But after having a daughter, I can actually slowly understand his feelings. In fact, there is one point, my father has never said that I was able to go abroad back then, which was actually very good for me. I don't know what I'm going to do if I stay in the country.

Even if I'm hell-bent on getting better, but. That woman wouldn't allow me to be better than his son. He'll find ways to ruin me in even more vicious ways.

Actually, I always knew that my dad felt guilty about me and my mom, but in the early years, I couldn't forgive him at all. Because I feel that he is most responsible for what happened back then.

But it wasn't him who really caused all this, it was the woman. I was actually more moved by what I found today, I didn't know that he could do it for me, he went to the airport to pick up a new one despite his old body. Do you know, Dad hasn't picked up someone at the airport for a long time, and it's always been someone else who picks him up, not him who picks someone up.

I don't know how much face I have to get my dad to do this for me. Besides, when I got into the car, I found that the inside of the car was pink, and I was really moved.

You were still worried that you would be looked down upon by the family because you gave birth to a daughter, but when you look at it, it is not because you say that you have a daughter, how much opinion you have, but because you are better than before, because you are the hero of this family.

You don't know? Dad's favorite color is pink. Because pink is the most painful thing in her heart, my mother's favorite color when she was alive was pink.

When my mom was alive, my whole house was pink when I was a kid. My mom would even let me play a girl in a little dress or something, and she said she actually wanted to have a girl so that she could dress her up.

Since my mom died, pink has become a taboo color throughout the house. Because his appearance will make his father think of his mother, will make him think of everything in the past, and will make him feel very uncomfortable.

But today he turned his whole car pink for our daughter. He's revealing his scars alive for others to see, you know?

Looking at the layout of this house as it used to be, in fact, it is more that after I came back, I didn't have as many homes as I promised, and I felt that I was really home, rather than living in a different place.

It seems to be very authoritarian and authoritarian, and he doesn't pay attention to such small details, but it's just someone who doesn't care about him, and he will do his best to do everything he can for those who care about him. ”

Gu Xingzhi actually cried when he said that, there were many things that he didn't pay attention to before, and he didn't cherish everything that he had left behind his back until here.

And Gu Xingyi cried, Gu Rui, who was originally lying on the bed and sleeping, also cried, this little girl woke up and slept full, Fang Ling'er just wanted to get up and go to prepare food for Gu Rui, and the housekeeper had already brought it.

"Just now the master ordered, you take the young lady's things to his room first. Colored things, and then you have to ask for it has been placed, who said that you can just go over and get it if you need anything, we will according to it. Miss's habit has just prepared food for him, take a look at Miss's habit of eating, right?

If you can't get used to eating, there is a special nutritionist below who can adjust it for her. In that case, the young lady was born prematurely, and her health is too poor, so she must make up for it from a young age. After finishing speaking, he respectfully handed the bottle in his hand to Fang Ling'er.

"Young lady, if you are tidying up here, you can take the young lady to her room to have a look, if there is anything you don't like, we can rearrange it." His room is next door to yours. You can rest for a while, and then you can come back to me if you need anything. After the butler finished speaking, he withdrew, and closed the door very politely before leaving.