79 Readings. Reading the Internet Light a cigarette, looking back on all these years with Angel in the smoke, I can't have any resentment in my heart, but I don't know how to face her again, I just feel that the past years are very bizarre

I turned back to Angel's hotel and drove her R8 back to my accommodation, but I didn't get out of the car immediately and sat alone in the car for a long time

The night is getting deep, where has Angel been at this time, is it looking out the car window at the night, or has she fallen asleep peacefully

I don't know any of this, but I still miss her...... This kind of thinking carries a hint of helplessness, gloom and greed, in short, it is very complicated

After taking off a "long-eared rabbit puppet" hanging in the car, I played with it for a long time, and felt more and more that what I had just experienced was just an unexpected dream, and I couldn't connect the owner of the puppet with the woman who was strategizing in the mall

I finally hung the puppet back in its place, forced myself to think about nothing, told myself that I just waited calmly for Angel's return, and that the last time would always give life and love a result, and I didn't have to bother to ask for an explanation

......

Time advanced three days further, Guan Ying finally returned to the company, relieving the pressure on me, and for Zhuang Yan's sudden resignation, Guan Ying was depressed and regretful, I didn't have any personal statement on Zhuang Yan's resignation after all, just calmly signed her name on her resignation application, she said that I wouldn't pursue anything, let alone let Guan Ying know the truth about her resignation, everything was regarded as a bizarre dream

It was a busy evening, I put down all the entertainment in the evening, sitting alone in the office, not easy to talk about smoking, all I thought about was Angel, this is the fifth day of her departure, in these five days we really cut off all contact with each other, but that doesn't mean that I don't worry about her, I don't want to go to Tibet to find her, but ...... But there is a knot in my heart that is difficult to untie

I closed my eyes, leaned back in my chair, took a heavy puff of cigarette, and slowly exhaled my emotions as if nostalgic, and slowly relaxed, and I felt a little sleepy, and after smoking this cigarette, I don't mind sleeping in the office

In my drowsiness, the phone rang again, and I was instinctively bored, thinking that it was another call to invite to socialize

I picked up my phone and looked at it, but it was an unfamiliar mobile phone number, and in confusion, I answered the phone

"Zhang Yixi?" came a magnetic but decadent voice on the other end of the phone

"Are you," I asked, frowning, as if I knew who he was, and the voice had made an extremely deep impression on me

After a moment of silence, he said, "Yan Zhiyuan...... You don't have to be surprised, you don't have to be hostile, you just want to talk to you"

I was really surprised by Yan Zhiyuan's sudden phone call, although we have been fighting in the dark in the past two years, but the number of times we have met is very few, and finally I did not refuse to say to him: "Where to meet?"

"Sea View Coffee"

"Ten minutes to come"

......

I arrived at "Sea View Coffee" within the agreed time, walked into the hall, and sure enough, in a relatively quiet corner, I saw Yan Zhiyuan with an open magazine in front of him, drinking coffee leisurely, like a white-collar worker who has been tired for a day, seeking relaxation in a coffee shop...... Perhaps people who are alive are willing to pursue such simplicity and ease, and Yan Zhiyuan is no exception

I sat down across from him, and he smiled and nodded at me and asked, "Drink something?"

As soon as Yan Zhiyuan's words fell, a waiter brought the brewed Pu'er tea to me, although the "Seaview Coffee" has been owned by Tianyang Group, but every waiter here knows my eating habits

"Would you like some tea," I picked up the teapot and poured myself a cup, and asked Yan Zhiyuan again

"Let's have a cup, it's hard to imagine that Mr. Zhang has the habit of drinking tea at such a young age"

I poured Yan Zhiyuan a cup of tea and smiled: "What does we do in the name of being young is an old plan, what does it make if we are young or not?"

Yan Zhiyuan nodded, agreeing with my words

I picked up the teacup and took a sip of tea and asked Yan Zhiyuan, "Tell me something?"

"It's none other than her," Yan Zhiyuan also took a sip of tea and said very bluntly

I looked at him in silence and suddenly felt that he was nothing more than a pathetic, pitiful man

"You're getting married to her, aren't you?"

I don't know where Yan Zhiyuan got this unwarranted news, although Anqi and I are together, it's too early to get married

"Not yet"

Yan Zhiyuan's expression was very puzzled: "The last time I contacted her, she told me that you will get married soon."

I told the truth: "She went to Tibet, I can't contact her now, so getting married soon, maybe it's just a misinformation"

Yan Zhiyuan looked surprised: "When did she go to Tibet?"

I didn't want to say much, I just lit a cigarette and stared blankly at the night outside the window......

......

After a period of silence, Yan Zhiyuan said to me: "The reason why she went to Tibet alone is because of guilt."

I looked at Yan Zhi in shock, and he said the real motive for Anqi's departure

Yan Zhiyuan sighed and said: "She is still the same as when she was a child"

"What was she like when she was a child," I asked, in fact, I was very curious about Angie's past, but I didn't know how to understand it

"Do you mind hearing about her and my past?" Yan Zhiyuan asked for my opinion

"If your past can help me understand her better, I don't mind hearing it," I said, in fact, compared to Angel and Yan Zhiyuan, I have a past with many women, but when you learn to interpret, then the past is just the past, because it is in the past

Yan Zhiyuan seemed to be thinking about where to start, and then said to me: "Before talking about the past, let's talk about the present..... Zhuang Yan resigned from your company, you should already know the truth of the matter, in fact, I know her layout for more than a year, and I also know her actions in the stock market, but I have always pretended not to know, maybe she used me as a pawn to retaliate against you, but as long as this can make her happy, I am willing....."

I looked at Yan Zhiyuan speechlessly, and it turned out that Anqi's layout was well understood, which shocked me again

After a while, Yan Zhiyuan continued: "She and I have known each other since we were very young, and we have loved each other for several years, but each other is as pure as a blank sheet of paper, maybe what I miss is such purity"

I waited for Yan Zhiyuan to continue

Yan Zhiyuan said as if talking to himself: "How should I evaluate her...... She was a very special woman, but she must have been kind, I remember that when I was out of school, she always liked to pull me to give alms to some helpless beggars, and she said: Those beggars are like dry grass that needs to be moistened by rain, and she is willing to do that drop of rain."

"If it is someone she loves, she will cherish it very much, and will be willing to change and even sacrifice for it..... When she was in junior high school, her most precious thing was her long hair, and I accidentally mentioned that I like women with short hair, and the next day she really cut off her long hair...... I will always remember the way she smiled at me with her short hair that day," Yan Zhiyuan laughed in his memory, and soon his expression was extremely lost

"She's very smart, I remember when we were in junior high school, we went to Go class together, and she rarely beat me, but if I make her angry that day, then I must not be able to win her, in fact, she has always let me let me because she cares about me."

"Let's go back to the present, why did she manipulate us, by the standards of childhood, we made her angry, but this anger was contaminated with business to make her scheming, she was terrible, in fact, in my eyes, she was just as angry as she was when she was a child, and in the end, she blamed herself for winning me after being angry..... It's that simple about her, so I say she hasn't changed."

Yan Zhiyuan's words made me think, maybe I shouldn't think that everything An Qi did was a commercial act, maybe I really didn't know Yan Zhiyuan, she was actually a contradiction, if you simply said revenge, I am afraid that the disintegration of "Seaview Coffee" is a big revenge for me, but she didn't do it

She won this commercial war completely, but she went on a pilgrimage to Tibet alone, to compare it simply, isn't it the self-blame she once had after winning Yan Zhiyuan in Go because she was angry, and the motive is actually so simple

She is complex yet simple, complex because of her intelligence and wisdom, simple from her pure attitude towards her lover and her essential kindness

I shouldn't speculate on her purity and simplicity with the darkness and complexity of business, and perhaps I should examine myself

......

After being silent for a long time, Yan Zhiyuan unexpectedly said to me: "Give me a cigarette"

I handed him the cigarette and lit it for him, and he took a puff but it didn't get his lungs, and he wasn't as dependent on cigarettes as I was

Yan Zhiyuan took another sip heavily, but this time he was choked, coughing again and again, so that tears flowed out, I handed him a tissue, but he didn't answer, coughing and saying, "She doesn't belong to me anymore..... My heart aches and I know..... You're definitely going to Tibet..... Find her, find her, please help me ask her..... Why did we ..... for more than ten years without guessing It's not worth the two or three years she's been with you...... I hope she can give me an answer that I can put my mind ...... away."

"Is that what you're looking for me today, I want me to help you and her get this answer?"

"Yes...... A person who can't really let go of life is really miserable, I don't want to live in such pain, please promise me"

At this moment, I don't seem to hate the man in front of me so much, because he already has the need to let go, so after all, one day he will let go of a person, and after he is relieved, there will be another life, and Yan Zhiyuan will no longer exist, why should I hate a person who no longer exists

I took out a tissue again and handed it to Yan Zhiyuan and said, "I will go to Tibet to find her, and I will definitely help you get this answer......"

"Thank you"

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