Chapter 55: Confused
Since she left, Zhang has hated life a little at first. Because the only places where he mainly lives are his company and home, and these places are all about Chen Chen's memories. He can no longer go to the street he encountered, he can avoid the beach where the two of them walk together, or he can go to school less often, but both places must be faced. He didn't even want to go past the doorman downstairs. The security guard uncle of the doorman is too familiar, he is very afraid of others mentioning Chen Chen, what he is most afraid of is that he is like this now, and he was stopped by the uncle:
"Zhang Zhe, wait a minute, my daughter has a gift for you." He happily bent down and dragged out a huge photo frame: "My daughter looked at the photos that Chen Chen posted on the Internet, I don't know much about art, I don't know why I painted, she said Chen Chen must like it." ”
Zhang Zhe took it in his hand, and the one-meter-wide photo frame was almost two meters high. In the portrait, Chen Chen has a complex pattern on the left half of his face and eyes, his eyebrows are raised, his cheeks are faintly shining with scales, and his bare shoulders are tattooed with the pattern of Taiji fish, and he is wearing hard armor; The right half of the face is full of heroism, holding the bun, inexplicably showing gentleness and quietness, and the light veil covers the body.
"It's so beautiful, uncle, you didn't suffer in vain." Zhang Zhe happily looked at the photo frame and praised happily: "She must like it." ”
"It's good to like it, it seems like I haven't seen her for a long time, and you guys quarreled?"
"She's an exchange student this year, and she's going to New York for a year." Zhang Zhe told half the truth.
"I said, I saw her moving things some time ago, and I asked her that she was going to redecorate the house and remove the old furniture. I haven't seen her for so long, I thought you were arguing and she moved away. The two of them, no matter how suitable they are, have the same hobbies, and they are not used to each other, you are a man, let her point it, and take the initiative to admit your mistake when you quarrel, girls just love face. Good girls aren't so easy to meet. ”
"Well, I know it, thank you, uncle, thank you for helping me thank your daughter, it's so complicated, it must have taken a lot of effort."
"It's not me bragging, this painting, my daughter has been painting for more than three months, and she is like a baby at home every day, and she gets angry when I touch it."
The security guard helped Zhang Zhe send the photo frame to the house, and Zhang Zhe stood in the living room hesitating where to hang it. After rummaging through the utility room and taking out the impact drill, Zhang Zhe opened the box and selected the right drill bit. The selected drill bit is installed on it, open it and try it, if it is not suitable, take it off and put it back, and replace it with another one. He suddenly felt that he was indeed very much like Ove, the difference was that Ove rummaged through the drill bit to fix a hook to die, and he wanted to hang up the portrait of his lover, but in the end, we are all obsessed with the person we love.
After a few turns, he chose the wall that separates the balcony from the living room. The empty space was originally nothing, just enough to hang on the wall. He took out the ladder and began to drill.
Part of the dust fell into the bag he simply made a small protection, and half flew up and landed on him, Zhang Zhe stared at the high-speed rotation of the drill bit and was in a trance for a moment, as if he was also planning to install a hook and wanted to hang himself here.
The sound of the drill hitting the steel bar was so harsh that he came to his senses and turned off the power. It's a little deeper, but that's okay. Zhang Zhe found a suitable nail and drove it in, and a person lifted the photo frame and hung it on it.
Just right, she'll love it when she comes back. Zhang Zhe happily packed his things and prepared to take a bath.
Walking into the company in the morning, Zhang Xuan was sitting at the front desk chatting with the long-haired waist-length sales girl he liked. Zhang Xuan didn't know what she said, so she covered her mouth and kept laughing.
The long-haired girl has a name that is very suitable for her, and it is Wen Wan. The name is as beautiful as the person, and Anna is completely different kinds of people. Anna would joke loudly with them, and she would even stop her mouth when she smiled; Anna would wear a formal suit or even a waistcoat and tie, and a skirt for gentle overalls; Anna is always irritable and aims at everyone, and once there is a sign of aggression, she will argue with reason, and Wen Wan will only come back and cry secretly when she goes to replenish the coffee in the pantry and is deceived of the high price, and uses her salary to make up for it; What Anna would do, Wen Wan would not do.
After joining the company, Zhou Ziang found that she spoke very little and was not outgoing enough, so he proposed to let her leave. Of course, Zhang Xuan was reluctant to let her go, and let her go to the administration to check the company's attendance and logistics to buy some materials needed by the company. The office is near, and Zhang Xuan has begun to be attentive.
Seeing Zhang Zhe walk in, Zhang Xuan and Wen Wan stood up together and followed him back to the office.
"Did you bring lunch today?" Zhang Xuan and Wen Wan whispered behind Zhang Zhe.
"Bring it, if you don't want to cook, I'll bring your share tomorrow." Wen Wan spoke in a soft voice, always with her head lowered a little.
"It's okay, I'm home alone at night and it's fine, I also want to bring Zhang Zhe's food."
Zhang Zhe pushed open the door and walked in, not intending to listen to their next words. Zhang Xuan and Wen Wan waved their hands, opened the door and walked in.
Zhang Xuan's mood is not very high, although he is in contact with Wen Wan, but there is no actual action, and at most he only chats every day.
"If you like it, go after it. Don't miss out on your favorites. Seeing that Zhang Xuan closed the door, Zhang Zhe opened his mouth and instructed.
"My brother is still alone outside, how can I be in the mood." Zhang Xuan replied with his eyelids down.
"Xiao Yuan will go to my place when he has time now. You don't have to worry, you can ask me something. ”
"I know, that's why I'm not worried. I just feel very depressed. ”
Zhang Zhe thought for a while, put down the things in his hand, and asked Zhang Xuan seriously: "Do you really dislike Anna?" ”
"Heh, I know she's your girlfriend's best friend, so don't give your brother out for your girlfriend." Zhang Xuan was not very happy.
Zhang Zhe didn't answer this sentence, he knew that the first drawer on Zhang Xuan's right hand was full of things that Anna had left here, lipstick, water glasses, and Anna's notepad. But people are like this, if you don't leave, you won't feel that anyone is good, and if you don't lose, you won't feel who is the most important.
"I can't come to the office next Wednesday, Anna is going to get her diploma this year, I'm going to her graduation ceremony and I'm going to help her pack her things if needed.
"Anna is graduating? Where is she going after graduation? ”
"It may go back to New York, it may go back to the Green Park Group."
"Greenpark Group is not in Shanghai? Zhang Xuan seemed a little stunned and began to be absent-minded.
"If you really can't bear her, go and see her. Don't miss out. Zhang Zhe still said again.
"How could I possibly like her, I'm really not happy that you're like this." Zhang Xuan stood up and walked out, he planned to take Wen Wan to buy coffee beans with him, Wen Wan was weak, Zhang Xuan decided not to let her go out to buy alone.
Zhang Zhe didn't know whether he should persuade a few words. Anna remembered that Zhang Xuan liked to eat cream, and maybe she could see through that Zhang Xuan liked her, but she was not ready to help Zhang Xuan take this step, or rather, she was not ready to accept Zhang Xuan who could not face herself. Anna and Chen Chen are so good, it is true that some places are similar, and some places are completely different. If it was Chen Chen, he might continue to move forward, but Anna was not prepared to spend any more effort.
Thinking of this, Zhang Zhe felt a pain in his heart. She had walked towards her firmly, but she still pushed her away.
Gentle is indeed as gentle as her name. She stood in the shop, smelling the coffee the same. Zhang Xuan didn't understand coffee, he just didn't want Wen Wan to go by himself. But his occasionally froze look, it was obvious that his mind was not here.
"Zhang Xuan, can you smell this?" Wen Wan called him with the jar.
"Zhang Xuan?" Seeing that Zhang Xuan didn't answer, staring straight at the door, Wen Wan shouted again.
"Oh? Uh-huh, good, pretty good. Zhang Xuan came back to his senses and replied perfunctorily.
"Do you have something on your mind? If there's something to do, leave me alone. ”
"No, I'm fine. Which one did you choose? Let's go back after choosing, I'm afraid Zhang Zhe won't be busy alone. Zhang Xuan took out his wallet and walked out, his absent-minded appearance becoming more and more obvious.
On the other side, Anna was unaffected in completing her graduation, taking pictures, taking group photos, running around the campus and asking her classmates to help with the video, like a wild horse on the grass. This is the first time that Anna has not obtained a graduation certificate from this school, and there is still a trace of freshness in getting a third degree. Seeing Zhang Zhe walking over, she stopped and walked over.
"You're here to see me off?"
"Well, I'll attend your graduation ceremony next week, and then I want to ask if you want to go see Ah Xuan."
"It's the first time I've seen a graduation send-off without a graduation gift, don't you feel ashamed?"
"Don't feel ashamed, do you want to go see Ah Xuan?" Zhang Zhe still remembered that Chen Chen said that to deal with Anna, he had to rely on shamelessness, grabbed a question, and if Anna didn't want to answer, he would ask it over and over again.
"I'm going to see what he's doing. I've also fulfilled my wish to sleep with him, can't I really be responsible for him? Anna asked indifferently.
"You're too fierce, Ah Xuan is just a little scared, so he doesn't admit it."
"Needless to admit, I'm going to find a cute guy who is younger than me right now. If Zhang Yuan wants to try dating his big sister, I don't mind. Anna impatiently continued to listen to Zhang Zhe's explanation: "I am leaving after attending the graduation ceremony. First of all, I wish you a fortune in advance~ Chen Chen will be back in half a year. It's been good lately. Anna knew that Zhang Zhe came on time just to want to know about Chen Chen, she was about to leave here, and she didn't plan to waste time tangling with this, so she told Zhang Zhe directly.
Anna's back shrank little by little, and Zhang Zhe stared at her in a trance as if he saw Chen Chen. Will she be so happy when she graduates?
Anna and Zhang Xuan both have their next favorite person, or goal, and Xiaoyuan went well in his first attempt to live alone. Everyone took a step forward, and it seemed that only he was still in place, thinking of the same person. But right now, no matter how hard she struggles, she can't break free, and she can think of her in the slightest little thing. I don't know if I'm still the person she has in mind.
Zhang Zhe lowered his head and prepared to go back to his home alone.