After I finished speaking, Angel's mother looked at me with a gaze that seemed to pierce me, and said for a long time, "I see the shadow of a man in you. ”

My mind became more sensitive in the open, and I instantly understood who she was talking about, since she deliberately took me to "Lijingxuan" for dinner, and there was a shadow of someone in me, then this person was probably Anqi's father.

I whispered, "It's Angel's father, right?" ”

"You're a little clever, and that's a lot like him!" Angel's mother said to me in a complicated tone.

In this way, I finally understood why she was repulsive to me, and it was easy to understand why she had a failed marriage with Angie's father and yet equated me with him.

I said to her in a sincere tone, "Auntie, I beg you not to judge me based on the first image alone....... I want you to fulfill me and Angel. ”

After I finished speaking, Angel's mother said with a smile that made me panic, "First image? ...... Zhang Yixi, you have had three ex-girlfriends, a senior sister is in Japan, and you are accompanied by a woman who used to work in a TV station, a man can have no career, but his conduct must be correct, I can't rest assured that Anqi will be handed over to you, I took the wrong path, and I can't let her go again! ”

I was speechless...... I felt cold from the bottom of my heart, it turned out that she had already investigated me.

Seeing that I was speechless, she continued: "Angel is my daughter, so I know very well, she doesn't really have feelings for you....... She has lacked fatherly love since she was a child, and you are very similar to her father in all aspects, so what she wants in you is not love, just a comfort and thoughtfulness, although she is strong in her career and does very well, but the relationship is still naïve and childlike, so I don't approve of her being with you. ”

The top of my head seemed to flash a thunderbolt from the sky, I never thought that the love between me and Angel was so positioned, maybe she was right, a woman who lacked father's love since childhood, will instinctively move closer to her father when looking for her other half, but this does not mean that the two sides are wrong and unhappy together!

After a long time, I finally asked, "Auntie, isn't thoughtfulness and comfort enough to support a love?" ”

"Yes, a mature love, supported by thoughtfulness and comfort, is indeed enough, but do you think you are mature enough and stable enough? Your love history is the most unacceptable ....... for me," Anqi's mother said as she looked at me coldly.

I fell into a speechless situation again, and I had no way to refute that the unforgettable love experience had become my fatal wound at this time.

"After I returned to China, Zhiyuan came to me, and he told me everything about you, so my judgment of you is grounded, compared to you, I want her to be with Zhiyuan, so as her mother, I ask you to let go."

I can't express my emotions at this time, it turned out to be Yan Zhiyuan again, and at this moment it seems that he has not only disintegrated me in his career.......

After a long time, I finally said, "Don't you know that he was also divorced?" Why can you trust Him but not Me? ”

"I've also been divorced, but I'm living a very comfortable life now, Zhiyuan was raised by me since I was a child, I know him very well, although I am not satisfied with his marriage experience, but if I have to choose between you and him, I will definitely choose him, at least he is willing to divorce for Angel, this is already a kind of determination, and what I see from you is wavering."

.......

On the other side, Angel walked towards us with a handy bag, and she looked at me in silence, and then said to her mother, "Mom, the things are bought...... Still, you should go back to live with us and see the house I furnished. ”

Angel's mother ignored it and said to me, who was on the side, "Please help me get my things into the car and take me to the hotel." ”

I mechanically took the heavy handy bag from Angel's hand, and Angel finally chose to be silent, and the uneasy atmosphere lingered in our hearts.

......

After sending Anqi's mother to the hotel, Anqi also chose to accompany her in the hotel, and I finally ended up alone and drove to the place where I lived.

Along the way, my heart was heavy, and I knew that this night was accompanied by nothing but the smoke that never left me was the loss that fell one after another.

When I got home, I took a shower without the heater despite the cold, and then lay on the couch like a dying breath, smoking a cigarette and drinking a sip of wine.

I'm sad, really sad, I feel like my love with Angel is on the edge of a cliff, and it only takes some time to fall.

This is the fourth love I have experienced, and I can't help but ask myself: what did I give Angel in this love, and what did I gain? ”

......

I let the cigarettes and alcohol accompany me, and stood on the balcony facing the cold breeze and looked at the city that I had gradually become familiar with.

In the community, a black Magotan stopped in the open-air parking lot, and a young couple with a talented man and a woman walked out of the car, the woman held the baby, the man kissed the baby who seemed to be asleep, and kissed the woman, so the woman's face was filled with a happy smile.

Not far away, a burst of fireworks flashed, and they stopped and snuggled up to look up, so that the most beautiful picture was frozen in my eyes.

I snuffed out the cigarette I had only smoked and looked at the fireworks with the beer can in my hand....... But I found that the sky was getting higher and higher, and my heart was getting smaller and smaller!

"When you wake up, you smile at people and forget all about your dreams....... I just sigh that it's too early to get dark! I looked at the sky and whispered.

"Tomorrow, will it get dark later?" I smiled bitterly, shook my head, and drank all the wine in the bottle........

When I got back inside, I didn't smoke or drink anymore, but I just stared at the wine cabinet in the living room without a trace of light, and gradually I was tired.......

In a blur I heard the door open, and I opened my eyes with tiredness and weakness, but a faint fragrance stimulated my sense of smell.

"How did you sleep on the couch?" A familiar voice rang in my ears.

When I finally opened my eyes, Angel was standing in front of me with wet hair, as if she had just taken a shower and hadn't had time to dry it.

"Sit, sit and get sleepy." I smiled and sat up from the couch.

Angel looked at me, but didn't say anything.

"Why are you back?"

"After taking a shower, I found that my mother was asleep, so I secretly ran back...... I'm worried about you....." Angel's words didn't continue, but she lowered her head, and I couldn't see her face clearly.

"I'm fine." I answered, but my tone was stiff, and no one could say anything warm at this time.

"It's okay, why do you drink so much?" Angel said, looking at the many beer cans on the coffee table.

"It's just beer, and it doesn't hurt to drink it." I got up, put my hand on her shoulder, and said, "Look at your wet hair, go dry it, be careful of a headache tomorrow morning." ”

"You accompany me to the balcony, I like to air dry naturally." After Angel finished speaking, she didn't wait for me to answer, and pulled me to the balcony.

The lights were shining in front of my eyes again, only this time I was no longer alone, and I felt Angel's hair blown by the wind falling on my face!