If one day you are emotional, you must keep it a secret.

Don't give your heart until you know the details of the other party.

The vinegar that can't be eaten is the most sour, and the person who is emotional first is the most miserable - 17-year-old Zhan Acacia

"This medicine is not bitter, it is a sobering medicine, eat it and then sleep." Zhan Zhao patted her body again and persuaded her for a while before dragging her up.

But the drunken Zhan Acacia has a big temper, otherwise he wouldn't be able to beat Tang Ping like that.

She pushed away the water glass with one hand: "I don't eat it!" I want to sleep. ”

"Be obedient, eat and sleep."

"I don't, I don't eat, I don't eat."

"Lovesickness, don't make trouble. If you eat it tomorrow, you won't have a headache. ”

"It hurts, it hurts, I'm going to sleep."

Zhan Xiangsi fell down again, looking like he refused to take medicine.

"Acacia." If she was still sober, she must have known that Zhanzhao was impatient, but unfortunately, she was drunk now.

Zhanzhao pulled her up again, his left hand around her delicate neck, and clamped her chin.

"Open your mouth." Not wanting to hurt her, Zhanzhao spoke up again.

"Hmm~mm! No. ”

Zhan Zhao didn't say more, pry open her closed mouth with one hand, and poured the medicine in, the girl struggled slightly, but still swallowed the medicine.

"Liar! It's obviously bitter! I'm going to throw up. ”

"No spitting." Zhanzhao quickly covered her mouth with his hand, "Okay, you finish taking the medicine, go to bed early, I'll go." ”

Hearing this, Zhan Acacia climbed on his back like a koala: "Where are you going, don't run!" He actually poured me medicine, do you know who my brother is? My brother is amazing, beat you up! ”

Zhan Zhao: ......

"Go down."

"Nope! Brother, I want to sleep with you. ”

"Now remember that I'm your brother? Didn't you just say you were going to beat me up? ”

"Oh, I'll just say it casually, I thought you were the bad guy." Obviously, Zhan Acacia has sobered up a lot.

"Did I tell you not to go out at night. Well? Now that she woke up, Zhanzhao began to ask the teacher.

"emmmm, huh? Brother, why are you here, where is this? I'm dreaming. ”

Zhan Zhao: ......

"Alright, let's sleep, we'll talk about it tomorrow." Zhan Zhao was about to leave, but Zhan Acacia climbed on his back again.

"Then you sleep with me, I'm scared alone."

Zhan Zhao turned around and said helplessly: "Such a big person, what are you afraid of, I'm next door." ”

"Brother~" Zhan Acacia began to be coquettish, "You don't know how wronged I am today." I got into a fight with the boy, and I got hit on the head several times, and it hurts now. ”

Zhan Zhao was right, and quickly let the girl lie on the bed and rubbed the sore spot for her, during which Zhan Xiangsi looked at him with tears in his eyes.

"Brother, sleep with me tonight, we used to sleep together."

"Acacia, you're so old—"

"What if my head hurts again when I'm asleep? I fainted in the room, you don't even know. When you open the door tomorrow morning, you'll see my cold corpse. ”

Zhanzhao's face changed slightly: "What nonsense! ”

"Hee-hee" The girl smiled, Zhanzhao really had no choice, so he had to respond to the girl's request.

……

In the dead of night, there was the sound of Zhan Acacia's shallow breathing on his side, but Zhan Zhao couldn't sleep. He had a secret that he never dared to tell anyone.

He has always liked her own sister, when he was young, he just thought his sister was cute, and he always liked to hold her, but as his sister grew up, he found that his love for his sister had deteriorated.

He is no longer affectionate to her, but the love of men and women.

If this secret is known to outsiders, he doesn't know how serious the consequences will be, so he doesn't dare to say it, and he doesn't dare to show it in front of his sister, he is really afraid that his sister will stay away from him because of this.

That's it, he doesn't know what to do, he just hopes that time can dilute this deformed love.

……

Two years later, Zhanzhao is already a sophomore, and his sister has also taken the college entrance examination in advance and is a freshman student.

After a class, Zhan Xiangsi stopped him, and the two stood facing each other in the empty classroom.

"Zhanzhao, do you know?" The female voice was affirmed, Zhan Zhao looked at his sister's childish little face, knowing what she was referring to, but he was eager in his heart, could Acacia not say it?

"Know what?" When he said this, Zhanzhao's hand hanging down his side was trembling, if she really pierced the layer of window paper, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold it.

"I like you."

Acacia finally said this sentence in his mouth, Zhanzhao's heart couldn't help but tighten, in fact, he had been looking forward to this sentence for a long, long time, but his heart was not only filled with joy, but also panic.

He knows very well that there is a blood gap between the two, and this alone is something they can't cross. Besides, the gossip is so hurtful, he doesn't care, but his sister will suffer endless abuse.

He didn't want that, so the relationship never started!

"I feel disgusting." He said this word by word, and when he saw Acacia's eyes widen, he held back his heartache and pretended to be dissatisfied.

"Disgusting!" He said it again, as if in this way, Zhan Acacia would no longer love him.

Zhan Acacia cried, she ran to the secluded part of the school, sat on the bench, and cried very sadly.

Zhanzhao, you don't know anything! But you hurt me like this! If I hadn't noticed the hazy love in your eyes, how could I have been a moth to a fire?

If it weren't for you kissing me on the way to school, and you happened to be seen by Tang Ping, he wanted to ruin your reputation with this, I didn't do it for you, how could I get out of trouble with him?

Zhanzhao, you made me fall in love with you unconsciously, but you said that I was disgusting?

Zhanzhao? Zhanzhao! How I wish I hadn't been surnamed Zhan!

Zhan Xiangsi cried for a long time, and she didn't leave there until it was overcast.

The next day, she dropped out of school and went home, she stopped reading books, and she didn't want life anymore. I don't know how many times, Zhan Acacia, who lives in a foreign land, thinks to himself, is it worth giving up his entire life for a man?

Of course it's not worth it, but what can she do? I can't control my heart, and when I think of Zhanzhao, my mind will be full of him. Probably that's fate.

After staying at home and indulging in it for a week, she suddenly met a netizen. He said that he liked someone very much, but he never dared to confess, because he knew that confession meant loss.

How similar he is to her, both in love with someone who shouldn't be loved. The two who were sympathetic to each other quickly chatted, and Zhan Xiangsi told him about herself, and until now, she still remembers the words that the other party knocked on: Don't be sad, the kite has the wind, the dolphin has the sea, you and me.

Saying that she was not moved was naturally fake, Zhan Acacia was so moved that she dropped out of school and went home, her parents were forcing her to give a reason, of course she didn't dare to tell the truth, so she had to keep quiet.

She was under a lot of pressure, and when she was alone in the house, she tried to harm herself.

If she died, my brother would be sad, sad, and regretful, right? He would have wept and perhaps knelt before her grave and repented.

It hurts to think about it like this.

Zhan Xiangsi rubbed his neck with a knife, but he never got his hands on it.

Zhan Xiangsi, who gave up suicide, received a message from netizens, and his heart warmed.

I often hear netizens say that the country is very good, and at this time, she has already made a decision in her heart, she plans to go abroad.

As this netizen said at the beginning, he has been accompanying her online for several years when she was abroad, encouraging her when she is frustrated and comforting her when she is sad. Those five years were spent in his company.

One day, it was raining in London, and he said: It is raining in the city where you live, and I want to ask you if you have an umbrella, but I hold back, because I am afraid that you will say that you have not brought it, and I can't do anything, just like I love you, but I can't give you the company you want.

Zhan Acacia was moved, she replied: I will return home on my plane tomorrow, if the person I love still refuses to accept me, and the person you love will no longer turn back, then we will be together.

As soon as these words came out, the other party was silent for a long time before saying: I will return to China next year, you wait for me.