Because I didn't want to be consumed, because I wanted to get a result, I really got married.

But I didn't expect Jian Mingchen to be so forbearing, so restrained, it seems that I rarely see him crazy, except for the marriage incident, I have basically never seen him lose his temper.

I thought about ending it, but I found that as long as he lived in my heart, I had lost the ability to love someone, so I thought that I would never be able to avoid entanglement with him in this life.

I used to be afraid of him because he always liked to control me.

He was the first to express that meaning, and if I understand correctly, aren't his concerns and ambiguity invitations?

But why did he become calm and idle when he lured me into his thief ship? On the contrary, he was not arrogant or impatient, but I couldn't bear it.

But now that I think about it, those ambiguities seem to have become my wishful thinking, Jian Mingchen is so tepid to everyone, seemingly gentle and kind, but in fact alienated and indifferent.

Because of this scene in front of me, a breath of anger suddenly blocked my heart, and the power of the desolation in my body was swelling.

"Thank you for sending me back."

I got out of the car, and Jian Mingchen, who hadn't had time to go upstairs to leave, also saw me, and before I could take two steps, Fei Yifan called me out.

When I turned around, I saw him walking over with a bag of things in his hand, and it turned out that I had forgotten to take something I had bought at the supermarket.

He walked up to me and said to me as if he hadn't seen Jian Mingchen, "Let's go, I'll send you up."

I smiled and didn't refuse: "Good work."

In fact, how can I not see that Fei Yifan did it on purpose?

Jian Mingchen was obviously here, but he didn't give him the things, but said that he was going to send them to me, he did it on purpose to show Jian Mingchen, did he want to be angry with him?

In that case, why should I object?

And I'm by him, isn't I? In that case, why not be polite?

I reached an agreement with Fei Yifan tacitly, and I didn't go to see Jian Mingchen walking towards the building, talking and laughing as if nothing happened.

"Is it heavy? Why don't you give me some? "Actually, I just don't have anything to say, and I don't mean to help Fei Yifan decompress at all.

I don't buy much at all, so I naturally know whether it is heavy or not.

Fei Yifan said to me expressionlessly: "Look down on me?"

I teasingly said, "How dare you?"

As soon as we walked to the elevator, the things in Fei Yifan's hands were picked up by Jian Mingchen, who didn't know when he would follow.

"Thank you for sending her back, I'll just mention these things."

Fei Yifan glanced at him, did not argue with Jian Mingchen, continued to ignore Jian Mingchen, and said goodbye to me: "I have time to come to the house another day to sit down, my mother misses you a lot."

"Okay." After I answered, Fei Yifan left.

After three years of marriage, I haven't gained nothing from this fake marriage, at least I have two more friends, and I have one more mother who treats me as a daughter.

Fei Yifan's mother is really good and likes me very much, but after all, she will disappoint this mother, her son does not like women, and it is estimated that her wish to hold her grandson will not come true again in this life.

Walking into the elevator in silence, Jian Mingchen didn't ask anything, and I didn't say anything, the atmosphere was silent.

Then the elevator opened with a clang, and I walked out to open the door and go home, Jian Mingchen followed behind, following in unison.

I changed my shoes and prepared to go back to the bedroom, but he stopped me after a few steps.

I broke away from him, my face changed to the usual angry chuckle, a little cynical, and I put my hands around my chest: "Congratulations Dr. Jane, I'll be getting married again soon."

I smiled and wanted to see something on his face, but no, I didn't see anything.

Jian Mingchen is a restrained but deep person, and he rarely does things that are irrational.

I love his restrained and calm appearance, and at the same time I hate his unchanged ancient well for thousands of years.

I didn't care, and continued to chuckle: "Remember to say hello when you need a divorce, I won't get in your way."

The flirtatious smile on my face was so flirtatious that I turned to leave, only to be dragged back by him.

He hugged me, I struggled but couldn't break free of him, his sigh-like voice sounded softly in my ears: "Finished? Now it's up to me to speak. ”

His hand on my head pressed the back of my head, pressed my head against his chest, and his fingertips touched my hair: "Since I dare to marry you, I will not divorce, since I have taken that step, it means that I am well thought out and know what I will face in the future, so I will not divorce."

I closed my eyes, thinking of his mother's words today, and I said, "I'm afraid you don't count this matter."

Before he could speak, I said, "Jian Mingchen, can you withstand the pressure from your family?" Can you ignore your parents? ”

I said bluntly, "You can't."

I couldn't break free from his arms, so I simply didn't move, I leaned into his arms and listened to his heartbeat, raising my fingers to play with his chin carelessly.

"Jian Mingchen, your acquiescence to Tan Ruyi's existence is a kind of compromise, and your going to see Tan Ruyi's parents is a kind of obedience, if you continue to be obedient, do you think it's too early for us to divorce?"

He grabbed my hand and held it in his hands: "I didn't see her parents, I really didn't know what happened last night would be like that, if I knew I wouldn't go anyway."

I smiled, "What if you're deceived?" But in my opinion, you just acquiesced to what your parents did, because you didn't say anything, you were afraid of hurting your parents, so you forbear, even if you didn't have an idea in your heart, but your behavior already made people think. ”

There was a little sour in my eyes: "Jian Mingchen, when you learn that Tan Ruyi is interesting to you, it is a kind of acquiescence that you are still unclear with her!"

"You acquiesced to her staying with you in the hospital, even though you were tricked into going, but you still acquiesced to her staying with you after meeting her parents, didn't you? The fact that she sent you back tonight is the best proof of that. ”

He moved his lips to speak, I knew he was going to say that he couldn't kick people out, or give people a look or something, but I didn't give him a chance to speak, my fingertips were on his lips, "Don't talk and listen to me." ”

"When I got married, you dragged me to the Civil Affairs Bureau, you didn't ask me if I wanted to, I know how much maybe it's because I'm pregnant with a child, so you think you should be responsible for me."

"Maybe you have some feelings for me, but you haven't done anything out of the ordinary for so many years, but you did it at this time, if it's because of the child, Jian Mingchen, I don't need you to be responsible, I think your mother is right, he is still young, and he doesn't know anything, even if he doesn't have it, he won't feel pain......"

He held my hand tightly, his eyes gloomy: "My mother came to look for you?"

I shook my head: "That's not the point."

I said: "Jian Mingchen, you don't like to offend people, you are polite and educated, but I also like not to offend people, since you can't offend those people, since you can't be rude to people, then only I offend you, I can only be rude to you."

Maybe I'm selfish, I shouldn't force him or force him to do what he doesn't want to do, but I don't want to be so passive anymore, if I want to break it, then I will break it early, if I can't, then someone must make a choice, which is unavoidable.

This is a question I have been thinking about for a long time, I don't think I can blindly back down, I know that it is not easy for him, but I don't want to let myself be wronged.

"Jian Mingchen, I'm a very small-minded person, I can't tolerate sand in my eyes, I'm selfish, so I don't like you to get too close to those women who are thinking about you, even if it's out of politeness, you don't like them, but it doesn't mean that they think the same way."

I think that my persecution may make him embarrassed, but I really don't want to see Tan Ruyi anymore, and I don't want to know how they are from other people's mouths.

I lowered my eyelids: "Finally, I have to ask you a question, you must answer me, did you marry me because I was pregnant?"

As if I had made a big decision, I said, "If it's because I'm pregnant, then I don't think it's necessary, and I don't need your responsibility, and it's not uncommon."

"If it's because of the child, Jian Mingchen, I think we'd better forget it, since your parents don't agree, since they already have a better candidate for a daughter-in-law, when it's still too late, let's go to you, and I don't want you to regret it in the future."

"It's not because of the kids." His deep voice was as calm as ever, and it didn't even feel any waves.

I sighed, if he was really not calm, it would not be Jian Mingchen.

I said coldly: "You go back tonight, and come to me when you have dealt with Tan Ruyi's affairs."

As I spoke, I pulled my hand out of his palm.

"You take care of yourself, call me if something happens." Finally he dropped a kiss on my forehead and left.

Listening to the sound of the door closing behind me, I smiled blankly, only to feel that my heart was getting more and more blocked.

I felt angry when he was there, but I felt unwilling when he left like this, a woman's heart, it's really complicated.

I smiled with red eyes, and I couldn't even figure out what I wanted to do.

Jian Mingchen didn't appear in front of me after he left that night, but I knew he had been.

Because the fridge is always stuffed when I come back, there are a lot of snacks at home, and sometimes I come back with a table of prepared meals.

Looking at these things, I have mixed feelings and miss him unabated.

We just happened to be glued for a short time, and now that we're separated, I'm really uncomfortable.

I don't have much to go to, every day I go to Fu Yao's house after lunch and come back after lunch at her side.

After a short period of grief, Fu Yao seemed to perk up again, and she began to send Qiqi to school and began to work in her gallery, but she still said very little.

I'm idle, I follow her like a fart every day.

She stayed in the gallery, and I stayed in the gallery to pass the time.

When I was bored, I took pictures of her paintings in the gallery and posted them on Weibo, so the things I pass the time every day become those paintings and my words.

On this day, I was putting Fu Yao's freshly drawn painting with text on Weibo, and as soon as my wrist hurt, my phone flew out and smashed on the framed painting on the wall.

The glass shattered, piercing the painting inside.

A crisp sound attracted the attention and inquiry of the others in the gallery, and I frowned and raised my eyes to meet Ren Xinyue's angry eyes.

"It's all because of you, if it weren't for you, Ming Chen wouldn't be obsessed, and he wouldn't have said those heartless words to Ruyi!"

She said to me harshly: "His mother was hospitalized by his angry fainting, are you satisfied now?" Happy? ”

Hearing her say this, I was not in a good mood, I just wanted to dominate the man who belonged to me in the first place, but I didn't want things to be like this.

I have a deep sense of powerlessness, and now his mother is so angry that she is hospitalized, what about him? What did he think? Do you regret it? I do not know.

I smiled casually, a little indifferently, cynically said:

"These things don't seem to have anything to do with me, if you want us to divorce, please go to him, I will accompany you at any time, if you are anxious about your aunt's hospitalization, then I'm sorry, I can't do anything, I'm not a doctor, I can't see a doctor, if you come to me to settle accounts, you can continue, you can provide services here when you are tired and thirsty."

Ren Xinyue was not lightly angry, and her face was white and blue.