When I heard my mother's words, Kitado Mirai stretched out his hand to touch my face, but I was quick to take a step back, this action made Kitado Mirai's hand stop in mid-air, and the atmosphere suddenly seemed a little awkward.

I waved my hand and said, "I'm sorry, you may have misunderstood something, I know that you are my mother, but it doesn't mean that I forgive you, in fact, in my opinion, the moment you left me, my mother died, and I came here to see you just to thank you for your forgiveness towards my friend." ”

Beitang Mirai withdrew his hand, and then barely squeezed out a wry smile and said, "Anyway, I finally see you, and that's enough for me." ”

I took out a pack of cigarettes from my pocket, took out one and lit it, exhaled slowly, letting the smoke dissipate in the air, and then I looked at Beitang Mirai happily and said, "Yes, I could have come earlier, but I'm sorry, I only found out a few days ago, it turned out that I was a mother in an island country, hehe, it was my son's fault." ”

I said the opposite, and it was sarcasm, and it was a mockery, maybe it was just to punish her, and to be quick to speak, but I just couldn't control myself from saying such things.

If you have been abandoned by someone before, but you see that person again, you will only feel that person is disgusting, not to mention that she is still your mother, anyone in the world can abandon you, but your parents can't, because the damage caused to you is beyond words.

Since she makes me feel disgusting, I don't mind making her uncomfortable, maybe childish, but most people are so childish, including me.

I continued, "In the last 20 years of my life, whether I have suffered, I have been happy, I have been happy, I have cried, I want to ask you where you are. It's a little offensive, but for me, you don't have any motherhood, or I don't know what motherhood is, because I haven't felt it since I was a child, and mother, for me, is just a title, that's all. ”

When Beitang Futures heard how I received it, he couldn't help but smile and said: "You really have my bloodline, I knew at first sight that you are not a fuel-efficient lamp, nor are you the kind of person who can be bullied at will, you are brave, fearless, and poisonous, these are all left from me, I know that you hate me, just as I hate myself, but I can't deny that blood between us is thicker than water." ”

Blood is thicker than water, it's really ridiculous, this kind of words come out of the mouth of a child who has abandoned his child for 20 years, which makes people feel even more funny.

I asked rhetorically, "Do I hate you?" Probably not, I'm just a little confused, didn't you ever think of going back to Dragon City and sorting out these things? ”

Beitang Mirai looked at me and shook his head: "How could I not have thought about it, but I have no choice, why did I leave you, it is because if I don't do this, they won't let your father and you go, for your safety, I have to leave.!"

It's light, but it's just an excuse to push it all on someone else, even if it's for my safety in the first place, wouldn't she have had a chance to see me in the past twenty years?

I was about to say this, but Beitang Mirai continued: "My father, that is, your grandfather, is more domineering and powerful than you and me, I used to be a few years before I left you, I couldn't help but want to go to you, when I had such a thought, my father would tell me that as long as I left the island country, Ah Zhi and you would disappear forever. ”

"Such a warning echoes in my mind every day and every year, and I can't bear the consequences, so I can only endure it all the time, silently endure the pain of lovesickness."

After listening to it, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, not because I was uncomfortable with the pain of Beitang's future, but because I was uncomfortable that she ignored me because of the so-called warning.

I sneered: "Okay, it's just your excuse, if you try a little harder, these warnings are useless, no excuse can hide your ugly nature, I believe you will be uncomfortable in the first few years after leaving me, but after that, you have invested in a new life, you have a new family, you have a stronger fear than you miss me, you don't know what to say or do when you see me, so you go far away." ”

Speaking of this, I looked at the little boy in the room and said, "He is the best proof that your new family has replaced our old family, and your feelings for me are gone, and I don't need it anymore." ”

Beitang Future shook his head and said, "No, it's not like this, I've been working hard, Chen Ge, trying hard to see you, trying hard to keep you by my side." ”

Probably out of jealousy, I don't believe anything about Beitang's future now, I waved my hand and said, "That's the end of the conversation, I am relieved to see you, goodbye...... No, it's forever, Mother. ”

After saying that, I turned around, and at this time, Beitang Future stepped forward and grabbed me and said: "Believe me, Chen Ge, I really hope to accompany you to grow up, witness everything you have, and protect you from being bullied by others, but I feel deeply guilty, I can only leave you, I can only do such a thing as leaving you......"

Beitang Future's voice was a little choked, and my heart trembled, but I tried not to look back, because I knew that she already had a new life, even if I forgave her, what could I do, she couldn't go back to Dragon City with me, and it was impossible for her to accompany me, for people like me, she wasn't there in the past, and she didn't need it in the future.

She did give birth to me, but now that we both have a new life, there's no need to bother each other anymore.

Beitang Mirai wiped away his tears and continued: "I know that I have abandoned you myself, and nothing can be changed by saying this, but I have time left, I can make up for it and give me a chance, okay?" ”

I turned my head and shook off her hand and said, "How did I give you a chance?" Are you willing to leave your current life, your current family, and join me in Dragon City? If you can't do it, what do you tell me to make up for it? ”

Beitang Future is in a hurry; "I can't go, but you can stay, stay with me, stay with Kaede, we are a family of four, live together!"

I smiled and said, "What about my dad?" ”

When it came to my dad, Beitang Future was silent, seeing her like this, I was angry and didn't fight anywhere, I yelled at Beitang Future: "You are selfish, forget it, don't think I'm like you, I won't abandon my dad, do you know why?" Because I'm not as disgusting as you, Beitang Future, everything you do thinks is to make amends, in fact it's just your selfishness, and another kind of harm to me, you really disappointed me, I don't know how my dad fell in love with you in the first place, but if I knew in your womb that my mother was such a person, then I would rather not be born in this world! ”

After saying this, I left without looking back, leaving only Beitang Future crying in the back.

At this time, the little boy rushed out, hugged Beitang Future, and then shouted at me: "Don't go!" ”

Although he didn't speak Chinese very well, I could still understand it, so I ignored him and walked forward on my own, when the little boy rushed up, grabbed me by the corner of my coat, and repeated, "No...... Permission to go. ”

I glanced back at him, and then shook him off, and he was thrown to the ground by me, I thought that if I fell, this little bastard must be crying on the ground, but I didn't expect it, but he stood up, although his eyes were red, but he still threw over and pulled me.

He grabbed the corners of my clothes with both hands, and I said in broken Chinese, "Brother, don't go...... Mommy ...... again Cry. ”

I stopped, and suddenly remembered myself back then, when Zhang Xiaoyue was walking with this Pei Hong and his father, I was the same, shouting that I was not allowed to go, and I was chasing after me, so I don't know why, I can especially understand the mood of this little boy now.

I didn't answer, I didn't turn around, Lao Cai said at this time: "Xiao Feng's Chinese was taught to him a few days ago, and what he learned was these three words, brother, don't go, and mother, you may not know, Xiao Feng was born with autism, he doesn't have any friends, and he can't communicate with people normally, he may not even understand the meaning of these three words, let me teach him Chinese, it can be said that he grew up, the first smart thing he did, because he knew you were coming." ”

"I think you may have misunderstood, Chen Ge, your mother loves you very much, and it is precisely because she loves you that she is afraid of losing you, so she wants to keep you by her side selfishly, Xiao Feng will know your existence, and it is also because your mother mentions you in front of him every day, maybe why she has not been by your side for many years, but her love for you has never decreased a point."

Lao Cai's words made me completely stunned, I looked back at the little boy, and then looked at Beitang Future not far away, my heart softened, so I squatted down and asked, "Do you like Mom?" ”

The little boy may not know what I'm talking about, but he nodded miraculously and said, "Brother." ”

I touched his head, took his hand, and walked back to Beitang Future, who said sorry to me and cried as he cried.

I put the little boy's hand and Beitang's hand together, looked at her and said: "You have your life, I also have my life, we all know, I can't stay, you can't go with me, so be it, if you just need my forgiveness, I can tell you that I have forgiven you, not angry, but the truth, although we can't be together, but after that, if you want to see me in Dragon City, welcome." ”

My words made Beitang Future stunned for a moment, and when she didn't react, I got up and prepared to leave, but after walking a few steps, Beitang Future's words came from behind her, and she advised: "It's cold, add more clothes, don't catch a cold, Chen Ge." ”