630: How to be at ease
Ji Hongye touched her with his hand, and said in a low voice: "I didn't find it, otherwise I will check it now and see which of us is right?"
With that, his hand had already climbed up from under the hem of his clothes.
Nalan Jinxiu felt his warm fingers, which were gently rubbing against her back, she trembled slightly, and whispered, "Are you not going to let me eat?"
The thoughts that had just sprung up in Ji Hongye's heart disappeared like this. He straightened her clothes and put her shoes and socks on before reaching out and picking her up from the bed.
Nalan Jinxiu walked out by him holding his hand, and when he went out, he saw Ruyi guarding the door. I can't help but ask, "What are you standing here for?"
Ruyi is also speechless, it is difficult to ask her to say, she went to the small kitchen to pass the food and came back, she heard the movement in the house was different, and she was so frightened that she quickly retreated. In order to prevent the maidservants from chewing on the root of their tongues and damaging the image of the third master and his wife, she also deliberately sent them all away and guarded the door herself.
Nalan Jinxiu looked at Ruyi and didn't speak, but her cheeks were red, and she couldn't figure out anything. She coughed uncomfortably and said, "Is the meal ready?" ”
If she finally stopped dwelling on this topic, she quickly followed her words and said, "It's ready, just put it in the side compartment." ”
Nalan Jinxiu took Ji Hongye's hand, her steps were extremely fast, and her speech was also very fast: "Third brother, hurry up, I'm going to starve to death." ”
Ji Hongye was pulled by her, and she didn't feel that she looked a little reckless now, and she didn't have the dignity and calmness of being a housewife at all. Actually, he still likes her like this.
When she wasn't married to him, she was always carefree and had a somewhat out-of-character personality. Later, when the two were in love, she was even more connived by him. In the past few years of separation, she has experienced a lot of things, and the whole person has become calm and indifferent.
Time cannot be reversed, and he is powerless to do anything about what has already happened. But sometimes he would feel that it would be nice if time could go back, and he would not let her suffer a little more......
On the day Ji Hongxuan and the Ninth Princess left, the weather was not very good, and the sky was gray when they got up in the morning. Nalan Jinxiu looked at the sky under the corridor and said to Ruyi: "It looks like it's going to rain." ”
"Isn't it, the fifth and sixth masters are still going to leave today, but they just caught up with such weather. An autumn rain and a cold, I don't know how cold it is on the road, and I guess I will suffer. ”
Nalan Jinxiu sighed: "You go and fetch me the cloak with rabbit fur, and I'll send one to them." ”
Ruyi knew that she was thinking about the sixth master in her heart, and she had already prepared the thick cloak for her. She put on a cloak for Nalan Jinxiu, and asked, "Madame, are you going to send something?"
Nalan Jinxiu shook his head: "The third brother has already prepared the things that should be sent, and I just went over to send them." ”
Ruyi thought of the dim sum she had made herself in the past two days, and she had to stay in the small kitchen for most of the day every day, and she had made so many dim sums, the third master and her couldn't finish it for a while.
"You made so many snacks before, why don't you send someone to pack them and bring them to the sixth master, so that they can eat on the road. ”
Nalan Jinxiu was originally made for Ji Hongxuan, and the further he went to the north, the more desolate he became, and there was no place to rest in time on the way. The snacks she makes can be put away.
But now she doesn't know if she can send it. She has her own habit of making dim sum, and Ji Hongxuan is only afraid that she will know the origin of dim sum as soon as she eats it. She was afraid that this would arouse his emotions again, so that he still couldn't forget her.
"Forget it, take some of those snacks for the little master and let him share them with his classmates. It's definitely not good for him to always eat other people's, and he has to pay it back when he should pay it back. ”
Ji Boyan was originally a child with a degree of advance and retreat, and he was very popular in the school. At first, those who didn't dare to befriend him because of his identity gradually fell in love with him because they had been together for a long time.
The classmates have to stay together for more than ten days, and the conditions of the school cannot be compared with the house, and the feelings of the people who suffer together are naturally extraordinary.
Ji Boyan often receives all kinds of snacks from his classmates. Once when he came back, he focused on telling Nalan Jinxiu that the beef sauce given to him by one of his classmates was mixed with the white noodles made in the school, which was really delicious.
Nalan Jinxiu thought it was funny when he heard it, the eldest son of the first assistant of the dignified cabinet would praise a bottle of beef sauce like this. Later, she also told the third brother that she hoped that he could make the food in the school better.
Ji Hongye rejected her, he said: "The students' three meals a day are carefully discussed in the college. Give them too well to eat, they will be distracted by reading. ”
Nalan Jinxiu was anxious when she heard this: "Reading is a matter that consumes effort and brains, if you don't eat well, how can you have the energy to read?"
"It's not bad for them to eat in the school, and it's normal to eat meat and vegetables every day. It's just that they are all pampered at home, so they feel that the food in the school is poor. ”
Nalan Jinxiu felt that it was not impossible to do so. Ji Boyan's school is the best in the entire Daning Dynasty, although admission only depends on foundation and talent, and does not pay attention to status.
But to put it bluntly, the education of children from poor families is not the same since childhood, and the environment is much worse.
"I'm not usually very pampered. "Nalan Jinxiu is also afraid that he will be too pampered by Ji Boyan and will develop some bad habits for him, so no matter how much he likes him, he will grasp the scale.
"It's clear that it's not pampered, but it's not the same for others. Besides, I think it's not a good thing for him to let him suffer properly and know that everything he has is not easy to come by. ”
The more Nalan Jinxiu recalled, the more she felt that the third brother really had a way of educating children, and he was much better than her. It is precisely because of this that Ji Boyan was taught so well by her.
If the master lost his mind again, he reminded him loudly: "Madam, we should pass, and they should leave after a little later." ”
Nalan Jinxiu came back to her senses at this time, and talked and laughed with Ruyi along the way, and went to Ji Hongxuan's yard. The group was indeed ready to go, and the next people were packing their things in the car.
Ji Hongxuan was originally frowning, and his face was full of bitterness and hatred. When he saw her, he suddenly laughed and said loudly: "Why did you come here so early?"
"Knowing that you are leaving today, I got up early. ”
She said "you" instead of "you", making it clear that she wanted to distance herself from him. Ji Hongxuan knew it in his heart, but it was still a little difficult to accept. He smiled reluctantly: "There is a third sister-in-law." ”
Nalan Jinxiu also smiled, and she felt that her smile was very stiff. She comforted herself, probably because of the human skin mask on her face, and her face felt wrinkled.
"Your third brother is going to the morning court today, so he left early, so I can't come to see you off. He has prepared some things for you, and I have them all loaded into the carriage. ”
Nalan Jinxiu felt that it was normal for him to say these words, but when he actually said them, he felt as if he was looking for something to say. The already discordant atmosphere was even more awkward because of Ji Hongxuan's silence.
At this time, Ji Honghuan came over, he was wearing a dark blue cloak by himself, and he was holding one in his hand, which seemed to be prepared for Ji Hongxuan.
"Third sister-in-law. "Ji Honghuan and Nalan Jinxiu were not very close in the past, and the intersection of the two was because of Ji Hongxuan. So he didn't feel that there was anything unaccustomed to the identity change here.
Nalan Jinxiu smiled and nodded, and asked, "But are you almost ready?"
"Yesterday I was ready, today is just to pack up some soft things, and now I can go. ”
Nalan Jinxiu casually said some words to say goodbye and take care, but she could feel that Ji Hongxuan didn't like to hear it. His eyes were always on her, and there was a lot of stuff in them, and every time he wanted to show it, he took it back.
In the end, Ji Hongxuan could only accept his fate. It is impossible for them to go back to the past, she can only be his third sister-in-law, and even alienate each other because they want to avoid suspicion.
"Let's set off now, the weather is not good, the third sister-in-law should go back early!" Ji Hongxuan turned around after speaking, if he didn't leave, he really didn't know what he would do.
Nalan Jinxiu looked at his back, his eyes and nose were sour. It's obviously the boy in her memory, but why is it different from before. Is it because he's grown taller, or is it because they've all grown up?
Ji Hongxuan was originally very sure to leave, but after taking a few steps, he suddenly stopped again. He still had his back to Nalan Jinxiu, and his voice was low and hoarse: "You are not in good health, the third brother is usually busy, and there are always times when you can't take care of yourself, you have to know how to take care of yourself." ”
When Nalan Jinxiu heard this, she felt a sour feeling in her chest, and the tears that she had endured for a long time finally fell. She was afraid that Ji Hongxuan would find out, so her tears fell silently.
Ji Hongxuan didn't get a response from the person behind him for a long time, and his heart became uncomfortable. Suddenly he didn't want any reason, and turned to look at her, and saw her looking at him with teary eyes.
He walked up to Nalan Jinxiu again, wanting to wipe her tears away with his hands, and also wanted to hug her properly. But with so many people coming and going in the yard, he was afraid that others would gossip.
He was about to leave, and whatever these people said would not affect him, but she was different, she lived here. He must not let any gossip hurt her.
"Sending you a thousand miles, you must say goodbye in the end. Let's go back!"
Nalan Jinxiu wiped her cheek with the back of her hand, and replied in a dumb voice: "I'll go back when you leave." ”
"Or you go back first, you look at me, how can I walk with peace of mind?"
Nalan Jinxiu smiled, yes, how can you feel at ease?