Chapter 14: How Long Can We Hold Out (5)
An Nianchu just smiled, but didn't dare to answer easily. In the time she spent with Qin Muchen, it was like a different world, a world that once no longer belonged to her, she stepped on it again, it always seemed like a stolen time, she carefully sorted out her uneasy emotions, and tried to show her sunniest side, but sometimes it was always difficult to do.
Especially after seeing Qin Musi, she began to feel that her world was going to turn around.
When Qin Muchen found An Nianchu, she was holding the textbook alone, sitting alone on the swing, and she didn't even notice him walking in.
"An An?"
An Nianchu looked up, through the sunlight shining through the cracks in the trees, he looked extraordinarily good-looking, she reached out to touch his cheek, and smiled at him.
He noticed a slight mistake with her, took her hand, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
She shook her head, "Nothing, nothing. ”
"Why are you so unenergetic, you didn't hear me honk, I walked in and found out, is it sick?"
Qin Muchen touched her forehead with the back of his hand, and An Nianchu leaned on his body, "I'm fine, maybe I'm tired, you take me home." ”
He picked her up very easily, the princess hugged a lot of little girls around her screamed, and when she was hugged into his luxury car, the screams were even worse, An Nianchu brushed her little face, "A lot of people are watching." ”
"What are you afraid of, we are not an improper relationship."
An Nianchu shook his head, "It's not in your eyes, maybe it's in the eyes of others, you must know that there are a lot of gossips on campus." ”
He hooked the corners of his lips, helped her buckle the seat belt, and gently dropped a kiss on her forehead, "I don't care what others say, I'm just afraid you care." ”
"It may be caring, there may be a lot of nasty words."
"That means people are jealous of you."
An Nianchu looked at Qin Muchen, smiled and nodded, "Yes, it's others who are jealous of me, who made your conditions so good." ”
Qin Muchen stepped on the accelerator and left the school after a while, she kept looking at him all the way, his silhouette, his facial features, more charming than a year ago, with his smile, if you add a halo on the top of his head and wings on his back, he really looks like an angel.
"An An, you look at me like this, so I can't concentrate on driving."
"I always feel like I can't get enough of it."
Qin Muchen sped up the speed of the car and spit out softly, "There is a lifetime of time, you can watch it slowly." ”
An Nianchu nodded, but in his heart he was wondering if they could go for a lifetime. When Qin Musi appeared, she didn't know why she was scared, she remembered the words Qin Musi said very clearly in her mind, she had never asked Qin Muchen, she was afraid of getting the details behind the result.
But if she doesn't ask, it really seems to have become a dead knot in her heart, and she can't untie it.
"An An?"
She turned her head sideways and looked at him, her gaze a little glazed, "Huh? ”
Qin Muchen stopped, unbuckled her seat belt, and hugged her into his arms again, An Nianchu leaned his head on his chest and looked at him suspiciously, "Isn't my ankle better?" ”
"I want to hug you."
His voice was very gentle, which directly touched An Nianchu's heart, and the originally turbulent heart calmed down at this moment. may be really tired, An Nianchu didn't always talk about her sentence 'there are a lot of people here', but let him carry her upstairs all the time, and even put her on the bed.
"Do you want to sleep for a while?"
An Nianchu shook her head, reached out and grabbed his wrist, and then the two of them sat against the edge of the bed, she didn't speak, and Qin Muchen accompanied her quietly.
It was as if the world had stood still, and there was only him left in her world, and she rested her head on his shoulder, her fingers intertwined and clasped with his, her eyes glancing at him from time to time.
The time she spent with him was very beautiful, but she couldn't close the door that she was afraid of in her heart, and Qin Musi's appearance pushed open the door that was already half closed, and the dazzling sunlight made her want to cry. But looking at him beside him, while warming, he began to be afraid.
An Nianchu lowered her eyes, and until it was dark, the two of them had been sitting there, Qin Muchen called her a few times, and they all just looked at him. In desperation, he carried her to the bathroom, "An An, you are very abnormal today, I won't ask if you don't say it, but life still has to go on, you go to the bath, I'll cook some porridge." ”
She looked at the shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, and the sourness in her heart rolled roughly.
She shook her head, she couldn't say those words, she felt that if she doubted, if she questioned, no matter what answer she received, their peaceful life together would be disrupted. "It's okay, I just want to be with you quietly and watch you quietly."
Qin Muchen rubbed her long hair, and she saw the natural pampering in his eyes, gentle and serious. "Shall you go take a shower, or are you going to let me accompany you?"
She nodded, reacted wrongly, and immediately shook her head. "No...... No, you don't. ”
An Nianchu let the warm water wash over her body, but she couldn't stop thinking about Qin Musi in her mind, as if her appearance alone had opened her most unpleasant and painful picture scroll.
When An Nianchu walked out of the bathroom after taking a shower, he saw Qin Muchen sitting in the living room working on the computer, he was very serious, and when he heard the bathroom door open, he looked up.
"Washed?"
An Nianchu nodded.
Watching Qin Muchen walk into the bathroom, she still entered the master bedroom, after all, they were like this before, he was so good to her, she couldn't be willful, she couldn't just take care of her own feelings and not consider his thoughts.
He spoiled her and loved her.
He soon came in, looked at her, and said softly, "I'll help you blow your hair." ”
He brought a hair dryer and straightened her body with gentle movements, for fear of hurting her.
An Nianchu raised her head, his eyes were very focused, with a little doting, with a little seriousness, she bit her lip. She is still as she was at the beginning, blindly depending, blindly asking for his good, but almost never thinking about his feelings.
She suddenly felt that she was too good.
He spoiled her so much, but she-
She reached out to hold his palm and looked sideways at him, "Qin, I saw your sister today." ”
Qin Muchen looked at her, smiled slightly, and asked softly, "Are you in a bad mood because you think of the past?" Today you make me very uneasy, and my eyes are full of pain. ”
An Nianchu nodded, "It's because I thought of the past, and that memory was repeated in my mind again, and I didn't even know what to do." "How do we continue this part of our life that is not so peaceful......