I am not interested in Nangong Rui, and I have already seen his cruelty, as for more cruel things, I don't want to know, I just need to know a little bit, he is not a good person!

Because I didn't want to hear it anymore, I asked, "I want to go and meet Mu Xia, can you take me there?" ”

The servant was hesitantly silent.

I know that even if she is soft-hearted, even if she is upset for Mu Xia, even if she feels that it is not worth it, after all, she is just an ordinary person, and she is also an ordinary subordinate in this house, she has no rights, she will be afraid of being implicated, and once she is implicated, she will lose her job.

For her, this is a thing that outweighs the loss.

Seeing this, I hurriedly said, "Don't you also say that Mu Xia is a good person?" Don't worry, I'm just going to see her, and I won't implicate you even if something happens. ”

It seemed that thinking of my identity, and seeing that I was going to see Mu Xia, the servant became vigilant: "Aren't you the one brought back by the eldest young master?" ”

That's right, my identity was supposed to be Nangong Rui's girlfriend, and my boyfriend should be angry when something like this happened to another woman.

From my standpoint, Mu Xia is my rival in love, I should hate her, but I want to see her, it's really easy to be incredible.

I'm afraid that normal people's thinking will think that I am ridiculing Mu Xia or settling accounts.

Before I could say anything, the servant had already said in a serious and righteous manner: "I tell you, if you want to see Aunt Thirteen's jokes or hurt Aunt Thirteen, I will not show you the way." ”

"Don't worry, I won't embarrass Mu Xia, as you said, Mu Xia is very good, I saw her last night, I also like her very much, I just want to meet her, I want to see if she is good, there is really no other meaning."

The maid looked at me deeply for a while, and perhaps she finally felt that I didn't look like a bad person, so she finally relented and took me to see Muxia.

Mu Xia's room was locked, I pushed the doorknob but didn't push it open, I saw the window on the side, I walked over and realized that even the window was locked.

I frowned and had to whisper: "Muxia, Muxia." ”

After a while, I heard Mu Xia's voice: "Fu Yao? ”

Her voice was extremely weak, even a little dry and hoarse, and I already knew from hearing her weak voice that she was not doing well.

Seeing her like this, I don't feel good in my heart.

If Mu Xia was a bad person, I might not feel uncomfortable or unbearable, but she is not, she is a good girl, and she is still a woman who can easily make people feel distressed.

She has a temperament that makes it easy to get close to, gentle and quiet, dignified and graceful, such a woman, I am afraid that everyone will like it, and they will feel distressed about it.

"Muxia, how are you? You okay? I asked.

Her hoarse and weak voice carried a smile: "Thank you for coming to see me, I'm fine, I'm fine, really." ”

The servant said at this time: "Thirteenth aunt, don't be reckless, the master has given an order not to give you a bite of food to eat or a mouthful of water to drink, how can you be so good?" ”

When I heard this, I was shocked, and it was even more unpleasant.

I feel angry, where is there such a cruel person? Whether it's killing or living, can't it give people a good time?

"If you don't give food or water, are you going to starve Mu Xia to death?"

The servant said nothing.

Mu Xia said: "I don't care. ”

Even now, she is still so indifferent, and I don't care if she says tepidly......

It seems that the gentle and calm, numb and empty has no feelings.

I choked up, not knowing what to say.

I really wanted to help her, but I didn't know how.

Helpless, I had to call her name over and over again: "Mu Xia, Mu Xia." ”

I couldn't even say sorry, I wanted to ask her if there was anything she wanted to say, if I could help her, but I didn't know where to start.

After a while, I said, "Muxia, do you have anything to say?" Think about it, is there anyone who can help you, I can help you with the words. ”

She was silent in the room for a long time before asking, "...... him Are you okay? Did the lord do anything to him? ”

At this time, the person she was thinking about was still Nangong Rui, I think she should really love that man, otherwise she wouldn't have taken all the responsibility on herself at the first time, for fear of affecting that man.

If it weren't for deep love, she wouldn't let herself humbly say that she was cheap and shameless, she was the one who seduced people first.

She is such a gentle, good-tempered person, if it weren't for her scruples, if it weren't for her care, if she didn't put herself out of the way, she wouldn't say this about herself.

I feel distressed for Mu Xia, I feel worthless, and I feel gritted my teeth and hate when I think of Nangong Rui.

I didn't feel angry and said: "He's fine, he can't die, the big deal is to suffer a little, but it's you, you still have to worry about yourself." ”

Mu Xia laughed sadly: "What do I have to worry about? The big deal is death. ”

"Fu Yao, do you know? In fact, death is not terrible, but it is or more terrible. ”

Her words seemed to choke my breath, what kind of pain does a person endure to lose hope in life, and to feel that life is more terrible than death?

"Mu Xia, if a person dies, there is nothing, only alive can there be hope."

She smiled softly and said softly: "But I don't have anything alive." ”

"Muxia, don't do this."

She said sadly: "You don't know how I have survived in the past few years, every day is like the walking dead, I feel that I am no longer my own soul, if I can be liberated if I die, I really want to be liberated as soon as possible." ”

"Mu Xia...... "I have never seen such a pessimistic person, even when Fu Xue once lost her child, she never did this.

"I always knew he hated me, so then his temperament changed dramatically, and I was more heartbroken than anyone else to see him like this, but what could I do? I couldn't do anything but watch him change little by little, becoming a man I didn't know at all. ”

Her voice trembled, and I knew she was crying.

She and I have only only known each other, but she gives me the feeling that we have known each other for a long time, as if we have been friends for a long time.

This kind of feeling, isn't it called seeing each other late?

At this moment, I don't think it matters how long we've known each other or how long we've been friends.

There is something soft-hearted and conscientious that tells me that Muxia can't die.

If the person who died was Nangong Rui, I would definitely not care, but Mu Xia was innocent.

Just like the maid said, she is such a good person and should not die, so she should not be sacrificed for anyone and become a funeral object.

I'm wandering here, and Muxia's voice is still wandering there.

"The happiest years of my life were the years with him."

"I even thought that if we hadn't gone on vacation that summer, if we hadn't met his father, maybe ...... I can go on with him without knowing anything. ”

"When we met that person, when he took me by the hand and walked up to his father, when he told me that person was his father, no one knew how broken my heart was."

"Fortunately, although his father lost his temper, he still didn't reveal my identity, he just opposed us, and then I had an excuse to pull him away."

"He connived at me, depended on me for everything, and when he saw that I was making trouble, he followed me to make trouble, and ran away with me without asking the reason."

"I thought he would come soon, but he didn't, and just when I was holding on to luck, just when I just felt that the years were quiet, reality hit me hard."

"When I saw him go to work on the construction site, when my mother came to me, I understood that that man didn't need to look for us at all, he could take us back whenever he wanted."

"It's just that he didn't do that, he didn't want his son to know the truth, so he forced me to let me go back by myself, and then when his son came back, he told him that I was his little wife."