Chapter 7: Welcome Back (1)
When Su Nian'an woke up, she found that she was in the bed she was familiar with! Her eyes widened, she was obviously on the beach, how could she be here!
"You-"
Qin Muchen stared at her straight, and his tone was as gentle and smiling as usual, "Wife, welcome back." ”
Su Nian'an was a little excited, and his words were stuck in his throat, causing a cough. As usual, he gently helped her to calm down, but she didn't feel as warm as before, she wanted to dodge, but he reached out and hugged her, restricting her and not giving her a chance to resist.
"Wife, be nice."
Her eyes were a little sour, she couldn't act like nothing had happened, she couldn't face him, she said word by word: "Qin Muchen, I have nothing to do with you, we are not married, and I don't want to see you, if you don't go, I'll go, okay?" ”
Qin Muchen didn't speak, took out cold medicine and water from the medicine box and handed them to her.
Su Nian'an began to cry, and she yelled loudly: "Qin Muchen, since you don't love me and don't like me, let me go, okay?" You are so good to me, it will always make me think that you like me, let me think that you love me, let me live in my fantasy world, but reality is not fantasy, I am a human being, I am not a Barbie doll raised by you, I will be sad, I will be sad......"
"An An, listen to me."
Su Nian'an covered her ears, because she knew that no matter what she heard, the decision she had made with great difficulty would change in an instant. Just because it's related to him, just because she herself doesn't want to leave him.
He forcibly fed the medicine to her mouth, and then hugged her, Su Nian'an desperately wanted to push him away with both hands, but his strength was far many times greater than hers, she bit his shoulder angrily with her teeth, and at the first moment she even thought about whether he would hurt. Su Nianan felt that she was hopeless, and she used all her strength to bite him, until blood oozed, he didn't let go of his hand, and finally she let go of her mouth.
"Qin Muchen, you are stupid, you don't know how to let go!"
She looked at his shoulder, and after biting him, he still didn't let go of her, she looked up and looked at him, obviously trying to make him let go, but in the end she was still distressed.
She cried. She didn't know why, but looking at the tooth marks on his body, she felt an unknown feeling in her heart.
She should have hated him, she should have been happy after biting him, but why wasn't she a little happy, why did she still feel sad.
Qin Muchen, why did I see you, all my wills became unfirm-
"An An, I'm sorry."
She glared at Qin Muchen as if she wanted to kill him, but after seeing his tired look, opening his mouth apologetically, and not finding the slightest hint of hypocritical expression, the softness in her heart was revealed.
She looked at his face, not knowing how to respond.
His tone was gentle, his face was guilty, and even his handsome face showed exhaustion, and his eyes were apologetic, but she didn't dare to touch it, she obviously planned to see him again, she obviously planned to leave him, but now, ......
Su Nianan didn't know, she was afraid that she would throw herself into his arms in the next moment, she was afraid that she would forgive him for everything he had done in the next moment, and she was afraid that she would hurt her relatives again. She just wants to find someone to love her, but she just wants to have a warm home, is it so difficult?
"Qin Muchen, don't give me your warmth, I don't want it, please let go of me, I want to leave."
She didn't dare to look at him directly, she was afraid that she would accidentally be seen through her fragility by him, she was afraid that she was not careful, she didn't dare to fight back, she was afraid that she was not careful, she would rather hide in his arms, cry hard, and then enjoy his tenderness. She's so scared, really scared, she relies on his feelings, and she can't get his feelings.
"An An."
"Let go of me."
"An An."
"Let go of me."
He still hugged her tightly, Su Nianan gritted his teeth, and the two froze.
"Qin Muchen, let me go, okay? I'm not strong enough, I can't bear it anymore, let me live, okay? ”
He still didn't let go of her, and Su Nian'an closed his eyes. She didn't know how long she could stalemate with him, and the more he called her, the lower her defenses became, but she couldn't disarm, and this time, she had to leave.
She splashed the unfinished water in her hand on his face, and the drops of water slid down his cheeks, and she was stunned for a moment.
"Qin Muchen, why don't you know how to hide?"
"If I hide, you'll leave. An'an, don't be angry. ”
Su Nianan chuckled, he would leave if he didn't hide from her. She shook her head, she wasn't angry, she just didn't know how to face him, so many facts were in front of her eyes, she couldn't know that he was for revenge, and she still enjoyed his favor, and suffered the abuse brought by his favor.
Sadistic, she doesn't even know how long her heart can withstand this time. She had the idea of being tired of living, and she even thought about committing suicide, but she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it for a man who didn't love her. Whether she was abandoned by her parents or not, whether her parents loved her or not, she should love herself.
Because in the world, she knows her best, and if she is not strong enough, who can rely on her.
"I only found out yesterday that we didn't register successfully, and I'm going to get off work and tell you about it......"
Su Nian'an closed his eyes, "Whether we are married or not, it doesn't matter anymore, Qin Muchen, let go and leave a good impression on each other." ”
Qin Muchen didn't speak, let go of her, turned to leave and locked the door.
When Su Nianan reacted, she had been locked in the bedroom by him, Su Nianan walked to the window, looked downstairs, more than twenty floors, she couldn't climb down. Is she going to be trapped here by him?
But how could he behave like this, his methods made Su Nianan want to cry, closed his eyes, and held back his tears from falling. She still didn't want to believe that he had done all those things, if he hadn't done it before, but now his captivity, how could she explain it.
Qin Muchen, it turns out that you really haven't been tempted by me, it turns out that you have really been pretending, it turns out that I am so stupid......
Su Nian'an's tears still couldn't stop falling, lying on the familiar bed, she clenched her teeth and curled up. She really didn't know what to do now, she didn't know what to do in the future, she knew that she shouldn't have stayed at the beach, she should have just bought a plane ticket and left, left the place where he existed, went to a place where no one knew her, and started her life anew.
Qin Muchen, I hate it so much, I hate myself so much.