I really wanted to call him and ask about the situation over there, but because Ning Yuan was there, I had to hold back.

Ning Yuan said to invite me to dinner, I symbolically excused myself, but he ignored it, and I couldn't say anything at the moment, so I had to reluctantly accept his invitation.

Moreover, for what happened last time, I also felt a little guilty about him, and it was immoral to use him to challenge Hua Xu after all.

What's more, we have a past, and we are not separated because of betrayal or betrayal, so there is no hatred and hatred between us.

So I can face him calmly and like a friend, and get along with him.

I think I'm selfish because I treat him as a friend, but he can't and can't do that to me, to treat me as a friend.

Glancing at Ning Yuan, who was driving, I twisted my eyebrows, thinking if I should keep a little distance from him? As long as there is no contact, no meeting, there is no harm in this way.

The car stopped, and the restaurant that Ning Yuan brought me to was also the one that Huaxu often brought me to.

The food in this restaurant tastes very good, so business is very good, and I like to eat it.

I found a seat and sat down, and soon a waiter came forward to serve.

Ning Yuan handed me the menu and asked me to eat what to order.

I ordered two of my favorite dishes and handed him the menu.

He flipped through the menu and said slowly: "When I was abroad, I dreamed of coming back, wanting to eat a bite of my hometown's food, and wanting to ......."

At this, he suddenly paused, and stopped what he had not finished speaking, and did not continue.

Smiling at me, he ordered two dishes as well.

I didn't ask for the unfinished words, let alone answer them, because I knew what he wanted to say, he wanted to say that he missed me, and he wanted to see me. ad_250_left();

Naturally, I won't pick up such a sensitive topic.

I digressed the subject and asked him, "Did you feel any difference when you first came back to eat the food from your hometown?" ”

He nodded: "Yes, it doesn't seem to be the same smell as I remember it anymore." ”

His words made me feel inexplicably sentimental, so I didn't speak.

I was a little stunned for a moment, yes, it's not the smell I remember anymore.

Whether it is a person or an event, some things can only be vivid in memory after all.

If you taste what is in your memory, it will not taste the same again, because everything is changing.

And memory can only be memory.

When I came out of the meal, the sky had been coated with a layer of gray, and it was the beginning of the lanterns.

Ning Yuan went to drive, and I waited at the door.

A familiar child's voice came from his ear, "Mom and Dad, hurry up." ”

Following the sound, I didn't even think about it, I made a subconscious reaction and looked in the direction where the sound came from.

Turning my head, I saw Ding Ding walking in the lobby, Hua Xu and Lin Shiwen walking behind.

Thinking that they were walking slowly, Ding Ding ran over and held their hands left and right: "Mom and Dad, hurry up." ”

Hua Xu and Lin Shiwen looked at each other and smiled, Lin Shiwen rubbed Ding Ding's head, and doted: "This kid ......"

Raising her eyes, Lin Shiwen saw me, was stunned for a moment, pursed her lips and didn't speak.

Hua Xu followed her line of sight and saw me, and the smile on her face faded.

He let go of Tintin and walked towards me with gentle eyebrows.

At this time, Ning Yuan's car stopped at the door, and I heard his voice calling me: "Quiet." ”

Looking at Hua Xu who came over, and then at Ding Ding's childish and dazed face, as well as Lin Shiwen's originally smiling, but at this time it was cold, sullen face, I felt that I didn't seem to be at the right time.

As hateful as shattering other people's happiness, turning my head, I fled into Ning Yuan's car.

Hua Xu chased me to the door and called: "Quiet! Come back! ”

I ignored it as if I hadn't heard.

Ning Yuan glanced at me, faced Hua Xu, and slowly started the car.

The phone rang, and I saw that it was Hua Xu calling, but I didn't answer it, and pressed mute directly.

The car stopped at the intersection at the traffic light, and I said, "Let's go to the beach park." ”

Ning Yuan turned his head and glanced at me, and responded to me in a low voice: "Okay." ”

That kind of scene, although there is no ambiguity, but ......

Thinking back to the scene just now, they really felt like a family.

It was so uncomfortable and so worrying that I ran away, and I didn't even know what I was running from.

When I got to the beach, I found a place to sit down and didn't want to move, my eyes blurred at the shadow of the distant sea line in the dark sky.

The sound of the wind was whirring, and it was a little cold on the body.

I hugged my arms tightly, my chin curled up on my knees, as if that would warm me up.

A coat was draped over me, and when I looked up, I met Ning Yuan's gaze.

I looked at him unnaturally for a few seconds, and then I opened my eyes as if nothing had happened.

I shrugged my shoulders and took off my clothes and gave them back to him: "You put it on, don't catch a cold, I'm not really cold, it's just a little windy." ”

I wore a very thick one, but it was really not cold, but it was windy on the seaside, and it blew on my body, poured in through the collar, and it was cold all over my body.

"You put it on, you are still pregnant with a child, even if you don't think about yourself, think about the child." He forcefully put my clothes back on.

After some hesitation, I finally accepted his clothes.

After thinking about it, I said, "Why don't we go to the car, it's too cold outside." ”

I also wanted to come to the beach on a whim to blow the wind and be sober, but I didn't want to be so cold.

The wind is the coldest in spring, blowing on the face like a knife cutting on the face.

After getting into the car, the heating was finally warmed up.

In the quiet car, only the subtle sound of the engine is flowing.

After a long while, Ning Yuan broke the silence: "Quiet ......"

After a pause, his deep voice said calmly, "Are you sad?" Because you just saw that scene? ”

Although he was very calm, I could hear that the other side of his calm was sadness, distress, sadness and hardship.

"I don't know." I say.

Am I sad? Perhaps, because I think that scene is too glaring, as if they are a family, and I ......

Like an outsider, like the extra one.

I know that Hua Xu has no other meaning for Lin Shiwen to be good, nor is it love, but women are cautious animals, and some unhappiness and sourness are uncontrollable.

The phone in my pocket vibrated again, and I didn't know how many times it had vibrated and I didn't have to look to know who was calling, so I ignored it as if I didn't know someone was calling me.

Ning Yuan leaned back in the chair and looked straight ahead, in the dark, his voice was exceptionally clear and hoarse in the car, no longer the youthful and crisp frequency of his youth.

When I remembered what had happened, I was stunned, it turned out that we had all grown up, and it turned out that so much time had passed.

Ning Yuan's low and frequent voice slowly flowed: "Actually, I also thought about it, maybe we won't have a future, maybe I'll be disappointed in you, maybe you'll change ......"

"I've thought about all of this, but what I didn't expect was that you would like Huaxu."

"From what I know about you, you can like anyone, but it won't be him, but ......"

He asked me, "Why?" ”

Why?

I muttered to myself, "I don't know why. ”

"Once, I did hate him so much, I wished I could say goodbye to him every minute, I wished he would never appear in front of me, but ......"

I thought about it for a while, but I couldn't remember how I fell in love with Hua Xu, and when I started to feel for him.

It seems that everything is so natural, and there is a kind of smoothness that comes naturally.

He turned to me and asked, "Can't you give us another chance?" ”

In my silence, he continued: "You have also seen that he now has that pair of mother and son, even if he is guilty, but that pair of mother and son is a responsibility and burden that he can't get rid of, are you willing to sandwich that pair of mother and son between him like this, and continue like this with him?" ”

I didn't answer him right away, would you?

Of course I don't want to, but I don't want to give up for that reason.

However, as he said, the mother and son were only afraid that they would be caught between us, and it was a responsibility and burden that he could not get rid of.

Just thinking about it, I feel upset, but helpless.

In a blink of an eye, the time passed ten o'clock, Ning Yuan started the car and left the beach, I leaned back in the chair, as if I was asleep, a little dazed.

But my subconscious mind was awake, and I knew that he was already on his way back, so at a red street light intersection I said, "You leave me at the hotel, I don't want to go back today." ”

My house here has been sold, so I have nowhere to go but to stay in a hotel.

Ning Yuan didn't force me, "Okay." ”

When I arrived at the hotel, I got out of the car and went to open a room myself.

After washing up, I was getting ready for bed, but the door to my room opened at this time.

I frowned and looked, and I saw Hua Xu holding the room card and frowning, walking in with innate elegance.

I looked at him expressionlessly, looked away, and lifted the quilt to get ready for bed.

He grabbed my wrist, pulled me over, put his arm around my waist and asked me, "You have always been with Ning Yuan?" ”

Facing his gloomy eyes, I said in a light tone, "Yes, is there anything wrong?" ”

I calmly grabbed his hand, trying to take it away from my waist, but his pincer-like arms didn't move.

frowned to look at him, but saw his more gloomy expression, and the clarity of his eyes was like ice.

I knew he was displeased, and I knew why he was displeased and angry, and I pretended to be stupid as if I didn't know anything, but I felt a sense of happiness in my heart.

I really want to say, since you can be with Lin Shiwen, why can't I be with Hua Xu?

I know I'm in a mood at this point, and it's not fit to speak.

I didn't want to quarrel with him, so I put up with it and ended up saying nothing.

I didn't look at him and said, "I want to sleep." ”

He hooked my jaw, but he insisted that I look up and look at him.

He asked me, "Where did you go at night?" ”

I didn't want to quarrel with him, but he was going to chase after him.

Even if my heart is no longer good, no matter how unhappy I am, I haven't asked him and Lin Shiwen, haven't I? Why can't he be silent?

I asked coldly, "Don't you believe me?" ”

Seeing me ask, his cold appearance softened a little: "I don't believe him." ”

I laughed: "I don't believe Lin Shiwen either." ”

He pursed his lips and was silent, and I sighed abruptly: "Since I didn't ask when you were with Lin Shiwen, can you not ask me and Ning Yuan?" That's fair, isn't it? ”

Silent, he squinted his eyes, and a little displeasure and anger appeared in his eyes, and he was cold and a little domineering.

I'm really a little tired today because there's so much going on.

already knows his and Lin Shiwen's past, even if he knows that Lin Shiwen is pitiful and feels sorry for her, but in private relationships, this does not mean that I don't mind him and Lin Shiwen.

I wasn't in the mood to confront him, and pushed with my hands on his chest, trying to get away from him.

He stared at me urgently, and the hand holding my waist was steady and strong, and my soft strength couldn't push it away at all.

I rubbed my sour eyes, and my voice was as light as a veil: "Hua Xu, I'm really a little tired, I want to sleep." ”

As if he had endured it for a long time, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed me deeply on the lips.

The eagerness of his kiss was carried with inexplicable emotions, and those emotions were as turbulent as his kiss at this time, setting off huge waves and waves, which made people unable to resist.