The three-day trip was originally expected, but he left early because of the visit of An Nianchu's relatives. When he returned to his city and looked at Qin Muchen who was holding his hand tightly beside him, An Nianchu felt that it was like a dream.

She raised her head and looked at him, "Qin Muchen, how long do you think we can last like this?" ”

Qin Muchen suddenly frowned, "Are you still insecure?" ”

An Nianchu nodded, beside Qin Muchen, her sense of security was almost zero, she would worry about the future when she was sweet, and when she looked at him, she would think of the past. That memory was like an indelible existence, reminding her all the time.

But the closer she got to him, the more she wanted to get closer, and when the balance in her heart was wavering, it had already fallen on him. Now she is more greedy for his taste than before, and at the same time, she is more afraid of his departure.

Qin Muchen stretched out his arm and took her into his arms, "How can I make you feel safe?" Why don't we have a baby? ”

An Nianchu's little face turned white, he lowered his head, and his eyes drooped. He noticed that something was wrong and asked softly, "Do you still care about the child who was lost before?" ”

She nodded, how can she not care, after all, it was a piece of meat on her body, at that time, when she was so desperate, she even relied on the idea of a child to have a relationship with him, but when the child was not there, and he was in another woman's bed, she knew what it meant to collapse at that moment.

But now looking at him beside her, she didn't know that she couldn't say anything.

obviously chose to be together, she should forget all the previous things, but she can't forget the beginning, it is like a thorn, always in her heart, reminding her all the time, so that she can't get carried away in the sweetness.

"Give me a moment."

Qin Muchen hugged her tightly, "An An, don't put too much pressure on yourself, that incident has passed, we are still young and can have another child." ”

An Nianchu barely squeezed out a smile and nodded. But even if she gave birth to a child in the future, it was never the previous one, she still lost her first child. She closed her eyes, leaned into his arms, and asked softly, "You say, how long can we last like this, a year, two years, five years, ten years, or twenty years?" ”

"For a lifetime."

She shook her head, "I don't think it's possible for a lifetime, although I really want to erase the shadow in my own heart, but some things are not something I can erase if I say I can smooth it out, at least now, I still can't forget everything that happened at the beginning." I don't know how you think about it, but with me, it hurts, it hurts, it seems like a pinprick that reminds me of what happened. Sometimes, I am afraid that everything is a dream, and I am afraid that when I wake up from a dream, you will no longer be gentle, but ......"

"An An, I admit that you were hurt at that time, but not now, I will always be gentle and spoil you."

She had heard such words more than once, but at the same time she believed and denied them, because she knew that he couldn't be gentle all the time, and he was not a man who could only smile. And she is not a woman who just wants to live in her own illusory world, she wants to be close to him, she is already close to him, since she chooses, she will continue. But if she gets hurt, she won't hesitate to leave.

People are already afraid of getting hurt, let alone being injured once.

For a few days in a row, she spent time at his home after class, and Qin Muchen spent it picking her up from work and class, although it was simple, it made An Nianchu feel a little sweet.

It's just that an uninvited guest came one day, Qin Muche wearing a peaked cap and black clothes broke in, he didn't have a trace of surprise that An Nianchu was here, he sat on the sofa very casually, and put his legs on the table, "Woman, we haven't seen each other for a long time, but I didn't expect you to be here." ”

An Nianchu glanced at him, "But you didn't show a trace of surprise. ”

Qin Muche put on an exaggerated expression, "Do you want to see me like this?" You must know that being a star is burdensome, and you have to pay attention to your image anytime and anywhere, how can I put on such an ugly expression. Looks like you're doing pretty well with my brother lately, though......"

Qin Muchen didn't say a word, just hugged An Nianchu tightly, but she spit out angrily, "How can I hear that you mean that you don't want me to appear here, and you don't want me to live well?" ”

Qin Muche's lazy voice sounded, "I don't mean that, you must know that my brother must have been waiting for this day for a long time, as a younger brother, how can I not support him." ”

An Nianchu looked at him with some suspicion, "Didn't I remember that you didn't have a good relationship with your brother at the beginning, but now it's getting better?" So intimate? ”

Qin Muche raised his eyebrows, took off his sunglasses, and smiled at her, "Women, you must know that people change, but looking at you like this, is it to show affection in front of me?" ”

"It's just that what's wrong with love, can't it? Then again, what about your little assistant? You're here alone this time? ”

"You mean the nosy woman? I'm probably busy dealing with my escape from the scene right now. ”

An Nianchu spit out helplessly, "You can't be obedient?" As a star, isn't it bad to be on the show? You have to be dressed in black, with a cap and sunglasses like you, and hide in Tibet like this, okay? ”

"I don't like shaking hands with strangers."

"What an excuse! Just because of this, and then you ran away alone, and then you left everything to her little girl to solve? I think you are just irresponsible, if you don't want to, why did you agree in the first place, and if you agreed, why didn't you fulfill the contract! ”

Qin Muche curled the corners of his lips and raised his eyebrows, "Brother, it seems that you are good, and you all know that I am not fulfilling the contract." ”

An Nianchu was so angry that he exploded, "You...... You...... You...... I'm talking to you, and you're deliberately changing the subject!! Do you know that it's shameless to throw all these things to a girl! ”

He shook his head, "It's her job, and most of those contracts were picked out by her and asked me to sign them." You can't blame me for not fulfilling my contract, right? She's my agent, and it's not shameless for me to pay her to do things just to let her do her part. ”

"But a lot of things are obviously your fault, obviously you changed your mind temporarily, you are the uncle, you ran away, and she did the rest alone, do you think you don't need to look at people's faces to apologize, do you think you ran away, and her life is better?"