At that time, I was so scared that I jumped two meters away with a jump.

Really, I jumped two meters upside down, I didn't even know what was beating, my heart was pounding out of my throat.

I wanted to see if the severed hand was real or fake, but when I got close to the dumpster and smelled the rancid smell, I turned around and went upstairs in three steps and two steps.

I thought, fuck you, love to fuck real fake, scared me to death.

When I got inside, I saw my mom packing her things, getting a big suitcase and bagging.

I asked her what she was doing, was she going to go far away?

My mom ignored me and said, "Go and get your suitcase, pack your usual things, hurry up." ”

I didn't move, and said, Mom, what are you doing here, where are we going?

My mom said let me stop asking, hurry up and pack my things, she has already found someone to buy a train ticket, the train at 8 o'clock in the evening.

I said, where are you going, why are you still taking the train?

My mother still didn't answer, and told me that you should pack up all your things in a while, take all the usual ones, and we will go to your uncle's place, and we won't come back this time.

As soon as I heard my mother's words, I stopped doing it instantly, and said, "Why, my uncle is in the Northeast, let's live well here, what are you doing there, I won't go!" ”

With that, I sat down on the couch.

My mother's tears fell again in an instant, and she said to me, Xiaoyu, can you listen to your mother once, listen to your mother...... Mom has lost your dad, mom doesn't want to lose you anymore, you are mom's life......

I looked at my mother like this, remembered the severed hand and T-shirt in the trash can downstairs, reacted instantly, jumped up, rushed to my mother, hugged my mother's arm, and said, "Mom, is someone threatening you, and the things in the black bag downstairs are not sent by them." ”

My mother cried even more, stretched out her hand and touched my face and said, Xiaoyu, are you listening to Mom, let's get out of here, we can't afford to provoke, we can hide, Mom doesn't want you to be hurt in the slightest...... Mom has been scared of you for the past two years...... I always dream that even you left your mother behind...... Is it good for you to listen to your mother once......

My mom seemed to be several years old at this moment, looking at me with pleading eyes and pleading tones.

I hate others threatening me with the people around me the most in my life, I can move me, move the people around me, I vow to cut him with a thousand knives.

To be honest, if I left like this, I would be unwilling, and my heart seemed to be holding my breath and feeling uncomfortable.

I clenched my fists, gritted my teeth, and watched my mom burst into tears in front of me, and finally I gently let go of my fist and said to my mom, okay, let's go.

My mom showed a burst of relief on her face, and she cried even harder, grabbed my head, and hugged me.

Finally we packed our things and went straight to the train station.

My mom was holding my hand tightly and waiting anxiously for the train, as if desperate to get out of here.

I turned my head to look out the window and suddenly asked my mother, "When you leave here, won't you miss my dad?"

My mother was stunned for a moment, then hugged my head and said, "You have always been your mother's life, and your father's life. ”

I looked out the window at the familiar city, grinned, and smiled a little sadly, thinking to myself, I didn't expect that I would one day leave this land where I was born, and so suddenly and in such a hurry.

And the reason for leaving is to save my life, because people can kill me with a word, which sounds extremely ironic, but this is the reality.

Life has never sympathized with anyone, only the strong can gain a foothold in this world.

I forgot what Brother Haiyang or Brother Long said to me, I have a deep understanding at this moment.

The moment the train whistle sounded, the noise of "click" drowned out the goodbye I whispered, and I left the land that raised me, the place full of all my memories, and all the people I had met and known in the past ten years.

Looking at the scenery along the way, I was silent along the way, feeling both sad about bidding farewell to the past, and dazed and uneasy about the new life I was about to face.

I don't know how long I'm going to be going this time, but I know I'll be back sooner or later.

I tightly held the jade pendant given to me by the big white leg around my neck, and whispered, "Yaoyao, I will come back to pick you up sooner or later." ”

We sat for more than 20 hours, and my uncle picked us up when the train arrived.

Because we only see each other once or twice a year, I am not very familiar with my uncle, and I didn't talk again after calling him okay, but he was very enthusiastic when he saw me and my mother, and took the things in our hands, saying that the house would take everything out for us.

On the way, I looked at this well-known prefecture-level city in the three eastern provinces, and my eyes were full of strangeness, without the slightest sense of security.

My uncle's house is not very big, but it is enough for us to live, a set of three rooms, he and my aunt share a room, I and my mother share a room, and I also have a younger brother who is in junior high school, and I live in a small bedroom.

My aunt was also at home at the time, and she was also very enthusiastic about us, and when she saw me, she smiled and said, I haven't seen you for a year, and Xiaoyu has grown a lot taller.

My brother had been in the house when we came, and my aunt told him not to come out, and he didn't come out until we had packed up and had dinner together, with his hands in his pockets, and he looked very indifferent, and muttered, "I'm sick of eating so late." ”

The uncle became angry, slapped the table, and scolded: "Is it a little polite?!" I didn't see your aunt and your brother! ”

My mother hurriedly said to my uncle that it was okay, it was okay.

The kid called my mother, looked at me, there was some disdain in his eyes, he didn't say anything, picked up some food by himself, and went back to the house with food.

I was angry with my uncle, saying that this child made my aunt spoiled.

My mother persuaded her vigorously, saying that children of this age are like this, rebellious, and it would be good to wait for the big one.

My aunt asked my mom why she suddenly remembered the Northeast, and my mom said that she had been thinking about it for a long time, and felt that in her hometown, my dad didn't have any relatives after he left, so she was helpless, and now that I'm grown up, she will go to college on her own, so she wants to find a place with relatives, and she will have a care in the future.

My aunt said it was fine, and after she came, she also talked to my mom and told my mom that she had found a job for my mom in a toy factory, and asked my mom to do it first.

My mom was very grateful, and thanked my aunt vigorously.

I didn't fall asleep that night, I looked at the ceiling with my eyes open, and my heart felt empty.

Although my uncle and my aunt treated us well, I still didn't have the slightest sense of belonging, and I still felt like I was under the fence, especially my brother's attitude towards us, which made me angry.

Maybe the two of us rarely see each other, so we don't know each other well.

The next day, my mom and I went to work in the toy factory, and my uncle said that I would stay at home for the next two days, and he would find someone to help me with my schooling.

I'm idle at home, so I'll call Kuroko, Fatty, and Brother Ocean.

They were shocked when they knew that I had come to the Northeast, and they scolded me for not saying hello in advance.

I couldn't laugh or cry, I didn't know it would come in such a hurry.

I didn't say that I was forced by Li Yuan to come here in order to meet them, and told them that my uncle had found a good job for my mother, so I came together.

They told me to take care of myself and call them if I had something.

Kuroko reminded me that the folk customs in the Northeast are relatively strong, so let me take it easy, and if I can't do it, I should endure it.

The fat man reminded me that the women in the Northeast are more open, beautiful, and tall, so I have nothing to do to hook up with two more, and then he will come to play and introduce him to one.

I thought to myself that there was a fat man, and although I was gone, he passed on my spirit.

When my cousin came home that day, I noticed that his face was bruised and his mouth was swollen, as if he had been in a fight.

I thought to myself, damn it, this kid owes a beating, a light beating.

I stayed at home for three or four days, and my uncle told me that the school was done and that I could go tomorrow, but it was a boarding school, and I would go home once a week and ask me if I could do it.

Anyway, this is not my home, it is the same everywhere, I nodded and said okay.